My aunt obviously misunderstood Su Yu. The www.biquge.info girl said last night that they had an appointment, and the girl came to the house to find him because she couldn't wait, and then the two left together and didn't come back all night. Anyone who changes can't help but think about it. But she intercepted on the road and asked indiscriminately, which made Su Yu very sad.

"No, what happened to that little girl last night, where did you go last night?"

"I didn't have it anyway!"

Su Yu put on a stubborn look and refused to answer. At this time, he suddenly felt that the hand behind his back was empty, and the note was taken away. As soon as he turned around, he saw Zhu Yuzhe secretly stuffing his notes into his schoolbag. Zhu Yuzhe gave him a look, and then said to his aunt: "Mom, there are people coming and going on the street, don't let people see jokes, if there is something to go home and talk about it behind closed doors." ”

The aunt was angry and didn't notice her son's small movements. Su Yu's confrontation reminded her of ten years ago when this nephew first came to the house, he locked himself in a small black room and couldn't get out, so willful that she had no choice, although she became well-behaved and sensible later, and never messed around again, but today he seems to have erected stubborn horns again. She was a little helpless, so after glaring at her son, she made a concession and said coldly to Su Yu: "I'll talk about it when I go home at night." ”

My aunt is gone. Zhu Yuzhe punched Su Yu in the shoulder, and also threw up his sleeves and turned to leave, but he was caught by Su Yu coldly: "Give me back the notes!"

Pay me back?

Zhu Yuzhe "boomed" in his mind, turned his head, and looked at Su Yu with some weakness: "You mean...... Note, pay you back?"

Su Yu tugged at his shirt with one hand, stretched out his hand to him, and his face was grim: "Give me back!"

Zhu Yuzhe was stunned for a while, slowly opened his schoolbag and took out his notes, Su Yu snatched it with his hand, turned around and blended into the flow of people. Zhu Yuzhe watched him walk away, stiffened his neck, and said to himself: "What are you doing sideways? What if it's your mother's? I just watched it! Not only did I see it, but I also tore it!"

He took out a ball of paper from his pocket, threw it into the trash can on the side of the road with a wave of his hand, and then turned away in stride, walked a few steps and felt uncomfortable, ran back to the trash can in one breath, covered his face with his math textbook, stretched out his arm to dig into the trash can, and it took a long time to take out the ball of paper, and quickly stuffed it back into his pocket. As soon as he looked up and saw a few passers-by looking at him strangely, he pretended to hold up the textbook, read the mathematical formula aloud several times, and then tucked the book under his arm, frowned with his hands behind his back and made a scholarly contemplative gesture.

Su Yu lay on his desk groggily all morning. He was sleepy, his mind was not clear, and more importantly, he couldn't think to the rhythm of the teacher. The needle that stabbed his brain last night was still there, and as soon as he used his brain, the needle began to wreak havoc, making him pick up his head and sweat coldly. The two teachers noticed that something was wrong with him and asked him if he was sick, but he just shook his head and said nothing.

He tried to read the book, but as soon as his mind sank between the lines, the needle moved again. You can't read math books, you can't read English books, and you can't read language books. He tried to open a very light-hearted novel, but he couldn't read it. He had no choice but to close the book and sit there, staring at the blackboard in a daze, a beating heart belonging to a sixteen-year-old boy, a little stagnant in the morning sun, a little bit dry, a little old.

He no longer has any fluke mentality, it is clear that there is something wrong with his brain, a very serious problem, he can't think, he can't listen, he can't read. He is now like a rotten blackboard, complete without touching it, and if you want to write on it, even if it is only a light stroke, it will crumble with a click. If he's the kind of kid who spends his days wandering outside the classroom and just thinking about sweating on the football field or under the basketball hoop, that's fine, but unfortunately he's not, and if he can't read or think, then it's better to let him die.

What's even more terrifying is that he can't sleep yet. When his brain is very messy and tired, as soon as he closes his eyes, he falls into a nightmarish world just like last night, his brain grows bigger and bigger little by little, and if he doesn't open his eyes, he will fall into darkness forever, but his eyes just can't be opened. He could only imagine himself again and again as a basin of water, quietly settling the sediment, violently opening his eyes when his brain was not so painful, and returning himself to the embrace of light. But his heart remained in darkness, and little by little it continued to sink.

I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't eat lunch. He had no money in his pocket, and he wasn't hungry. Zhu Yuzhe, who was in the next class, had never liked to look for him, and today was no exception. After school at noon, the students left the classroom one after another, some went home to eat, some went to the cafeteria to eat, only he was still lying on the desk, staring out the window blankly. When his classmates came back one after another after lunch, he still stared out the window. Finally, before the bell rang, he stood up, scribbled a note of leave and placed it on the teacher's desk, and walked out of the classroom with a book in his arms under the eyes of a crowd of indifferent or suspicious people.

Su Yu went straight out of the school gate, walked along the street, and walked into the Municipal People's Hospital. He held the book and looked at the long registration line for a while, then went directly to the second floor, found the neurology consultation room and walked in. There were not many patients in the consultation room, and after the first two patients left, he sat in front of a middle-aged male doctor in his fifties. The doctor stretched out his hand to wait for him to hand in the registration form, but he pursed his lips and said, "I didn't register." ”

"Then go to register first. The doctor said impatiently, then turning his gaze to the patient behind him.

"I don't have any money. Su Yu stubbornly said, "My illness is very urgent, and I haven't had time to inform my family yet, can you help me take a look first?"

"There is no patient who is not in a hurry, no matter how urgent it is, he has to follow the rules. Hurry up and let it go...... Next!"

Su Yulai didn't move there, but spread out the book in his hand and lowered his head to read. The doctor didn't know why, and was about to continue urging him to leave, but saw that Su Yu's face suddenly became as pale as paper, and a few beads of sweat the size of beans flowed down his sideburns, and then, the boy in front of him rolled his eyes, and fell straight backwards, falling to the ground with a thud, unconscious.

The doctor and the patient behind him were startled, and then they shouted, "Hurry, hurry, send to the emergency room!"

Two hours later, Mr. Wang, the head teacher who rushed to hear the news, led Su Yu out of the hospital. The doctor found the school badge on Su Yu and immediately called the school. Teacher Wang paid Su Yu for the examination fee and first aid fee, but after the various examinations, Su Yu came to a conclusion that "no obvious abnormalities were found". This shows that he is not sick at all. It was said that Su Yu should be happy, but his heart sank deep again.

The problem that cannot be diagnosed by various instruments and means in the hospital is a problem that cannot be solved, right?

"It's good to take a break. Teacher Wang comforted him and allowed him to skip classes in the afternoon, but he shook his head and followed the teacher back to the classroom. He didn't know where else he could go to rest except in the classroom.

He lay on his desk for another afternoon. This afternoon he stopped thinking about anything, and he didn't try to read a book anymore, maybe because he was too sleepy, or maybe because he didn't want anything but freed his brain, and he fell asleep during the last self-study class.

This sleep is at night. He was awakened by hunger, and when he woke up the classroom was pitch black, with only the distant glimmer of the city's lights shining through the windows. There was a window that was not closed, and the wind blew in, rolling an exercise book on a certain desk, making a rattling sound in the dark darkness, a little bleak, a little cold. Su Yu unconsciously tightened the shirt on his body, and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, the time pointed to half past eight, two hours ago Zhu Yuzhe sent a text message: "Why don't you go home for dinner?"

After not eating for a day, Su Yu really felt so hungry. It's really time to go home, although he knows that it is very likely that his aunt will starve him if he goes back, but whether he is angry or resentful, he will have to go back sooner or later, and sooner or later he will have to face it. He tucked his mother's notes between the stacks of books, put them in the desk drawer, got up and pushed open the classroom door, tightened and locked the door, and walked down the deserted corridor.

At this time, it is still evening self-study time, and the students are studying in the classroom. In the past, Su Yu didn't dare to move around at will, but this time he wasn't nervous at all. After leaving the teaching building and crossing the flower bed, he registered with the doorman Zhang, and then left the school early.

Now he is trying to be a "heartless person", neither worrying about anything nor thinking about anything. Along the way, listening to the night breeze and watching the neon shine, he returned to his aunt's community without any delay. Entering the door of the building and climbing to the fourth floor, I was about to push the door in, but I heard my aunt's voice from inside the door: "Xiao Zhe, if you have anything to say, what does it look like?"

A variety show was being broadcast on TV, and in the noisy vocals and music, Zhu Yuzhe's voice could be heard carefully, and it was indeed a little twisted: "Mom...... Why hasn't Su Yu come back yet?"

"I'm studying on my own. If you don't go back, you won't go back, what's wrong?"

"He doesn't have money to eat......"

"Why are you worried that he won't be able to eat? Since he doesn't come back, he has something to eat, and he has a girlfriend, but now he is not the same as before. When people grow up and have ambitions, I can't control it. ”

"Also, you said that you are such a good girl, why did you fall in love with him?...... Hmph!"

When Su Yu heard this, he felt that most of the topics behind him would be speculating about his affair with Xu Qingluo, so he didn't want to listen to it anymore, and was just about to knock on the door, but Zhu Yuzhe's next sentence made him stop: "Mom, that notebook is my aunt's, right?"

My aunt was obviously stunned, and only after a while did she say, "You know?"

"Then," Zhu Yuzhe looked a little excited once it was confirmed, "Then what are you doing for me? Why don't you return it to Su Yu?"

"Give it back to Su Yu?" "My aunt's voice was also a little excited: "If you give Su Yu back, will there be an 'astrologer Yu Zhe'?

"Mom, what are you talking about? Why don't I get out of my head?"

"How do you think your astrologer came about? I got it because of your aunt's relationship! I gave the note to Su Yu, that relationship is not yours, and your Uncle Lin still looks up to you? Those fans will still hold you?"

"That, that...... If you can't look at it, you can't look at it, I'm rare?"

"Well, you're not uncommon. Look at you, what do you do all day long except pretend to be an elephant? You can't study, you don't have any skills, have you thought about the future?"

"I thought about it! I ...... What can't I do by relying on my own skills? It's a big deal to be an ordinary person, and most people are still ordinary people?"

"In today's society, do you know how difficult it is for ordinary people? You don't know how difficult it is to find a job in an ordinary university. Mom asked you, are you reluctant to give Su Yu all these things you have in your hands? The status and reputation of an astrologer, hundreds of thousands of fans, the propaganda columns given to you by several media, the invitation from the publishing house, the consultation fee of thousands of an hour, and so many little girls chatting with you with admiration...... Give these things to Su Yu, are you willing to give them up?"

“...... I can earn these things back by my own ability!"

"Okay, don't pretend, you can't bear it. My aunt sighed when she said this, and her tone suddenly softened, "Mom is also doing this for herself to have something to rely on, and your dad is really unreliable." ”

"Mom, don't keep suspecting my dad of cheating, how can my dad do it?"

"Not a suspicion. When your aunt was alive, she told me my fortune and asked me to make a plan in advance. Her fortune telling never missed. Your dad always doesn't come home, don't you think it's strange to shirk this and that? Alas, our family, I'm afraid it's really going to be messed up, and then you will be my mother's only support. When my aunt said that, there was a bit of desolation in her voice.

Zhu Yuzhe was silent for a long time, and then asked, "That's not it...... I'm so sorry for my aunt?"

The aunt reverted to a cold tone: "I have raised her son for ten years, what point is I sorry for her? This should be regarded as paying me a little money, am I excessive?"

Hearing this, Su Yu silently retracted his hand knocking on the door, turned around and stepped on the steps downstairs again. If I hadn't come back before the end of the evening self-study class, I would not have heard this conversation, and I would not have known what had happened. Mom, if you have a spirit in heaven, will you regret telling your aunt's fortune at that time? If you advised your aunt to make a plan early, you would never have imagined that she would plan like this, right?

Buddhists say that a drink and a peck are not predetermined. Su Yu suddenly felt that he didn't blame his aunt, if he wanted to blame, he blamed himself for not having a mother.