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Mountains and rivers meet don't ask,

The piano flute is heavenly and captivating.

-- Proud of the sea

- "Traces of Yayixin"

The first draft of this poem was written in Ximen Mingxiangtang, Liangxiang, Fangshan District, Beijing, on that day, after hearing that Xin had a boyfriend for the first time, it was like hearing that Ya had a boyfriend in the summer of 13. It's just that this time I heard it on the phone, and this time it's not just about it, it's about seeing it in reality.

For a while, with mixed feelings, I wandered alone in the west gate of Liangxiang, and unknowingly came here.

Drink thousands of cups of tea in a day, from noon to night. Cup after cup, unconsciously, it feels like Ya and Xin are just a dreamy virtual pursuit, and a real pursuit of reality. I paid my heart to both, the first one, I went to the Great Wall by myself, a thousand lines of tears, a hundred thousand souls left, and then two months, in Qilidian, ready to change "Qiyuan Martial Arts", and because the grand account was blocked, so I played the game for more than a month, that summer vacation, and my iron buddy Li Yue, friend Zhang Zhoufu, lived together, This is the first time I live outside with my classmates, hehe, This is the only time in my life that I share a room with my classmates. It was also the only time in college that I slept in half a bed with my friends.

Thinking about it so far, that summer vacation, it was very beautiful, very beautiful, and during this period, I watched "First Love is Not Enough" with Xin. After watching the movie, on the way back to send Xin, I had my first chat with Xin. After chatting, we arrived at our destination, and then we had dinner for the first time on the campus of Capital Normal University, and the meal was paid for. Then, I left, and went to the Internet café where I used to work in Zhongguancun, the Aerospace Network Garden.

In the Internet café, I thought a lot, and in my heart, I gradually occupied the position.

And then more than a year, to this day. She's completely surpassed all the girls I've ever met.

She became the only one in my heart.

But at this moment, when I heard that she had a boyfriend, and saw her in someone else's arms, my heart was furious, and I left to be ignited.

It's been more than five years, and this is the first time I've been angry since my freshman year of high school, and it's also the second time in my life that I've been angry with my soul and body.

This time, I'm not in the confusion, but in the sobriety, not the Hongchen student who doesn't understand anything,

The first anger was because of the red dust,

The second anger is because of the person you love.

And this time the anger was really going on and on, and it was going on and on.

Suppressed and resolved many times, It's been a week now, and I still haven't dissolved it, And hid in my soul, I want to really dissolve, It's impossible, Maybe this anger, ignited the vein of the king in my soul blood,

The kind of supreme domineering that heaven and earth I respect,

The kind of mediocrity that doesn't care about anything for the sake of beauty,

The kind of stupidity that only wishes for one heart.

I think this anger, like Xin, a lifetime of pain, is endless, and I think there is nothing to resolve in this life.

Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, the three classics, these days, I have spent a lot of energy to do it, but I still can't resolve it, this anger from the depths of the soul of the universe, internal and external anger watering, I think this time, will directly change my life in the future.

Since then, there has been no complete gentleness, since then the domineering from the soul, from the power in the blood, has been awakened by her.

Seriously, the words of gratitude to Shin are no longer enough to express my gratitude to her.

She awakened my soul, my body.

Xin, you are the enlightened person that God has assigned to me.

I don't know if I'll ever have an intersection with Ya in my life.

But you are my life's trust.

I have poured love into your soul,

This poem "Yayi Xinji" was the last poem I promised to write a love poem for Ya.

It's also the beginning of officially writing love words for you, I used to be too confused about the red dust, and a little frivolous, regardless of the red dust.

After that, for the sake of destroying the city of Iraq, I will also do it, even if I want to destroy the world.

Heaven and earth are floating dust, rise and fall in the king's map,

The world has changed, all because of Haoran's anger.

-- Proud of the sea

- "Wind and Snow Moon, One Angry Wind and Clouds"

――2014。 11。 30

Ya and Xin in the story are the spiritual prototypes of the female number one in the trilogy, please read the text to understand the story of the heroine. (To be continued.) )

ps: I hope you read a lot, Do you know who the heroine is? Actually, she's already there, so let's look for her.