PS: They in life made me understand Hongchen, what they said, and some of their stories. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I'll write it down, hoping that when I'm old, I'll remember the red dust again.

It seems that the moment I decide on my 100-year life ideal, what I do is no longer just a purpose. Eating is not just eating, sleeping is not just sleeping, and it seems that you don't pay attention to anything, but you are actually observing everything. In the past three years, I have become more and more perfect in the spiritual world, giving myself the greatest strength to step out of the campus. I remember the first time I went out to work hard, I didn't know anything, I went to Guiyang, and I worked as a food delivery worker in a restaurant, that was my first job, and that was the only time I emulated what the revolutionaries did in work-study. In Guiyang, in just half a month of work-study career, I lived in the worst housing in my life, but also the first time in my life to live in a hotel, the first time I took the train, that year I went out for the first time, I remember that my mother gave me 1000 yuan, in Zunyi, changed a set of equipment, this set of equipment, worn to my junior year, in the end can not be worn, I made it my first set of collection clothes.

The short half-month work-study career made me realize that I was unable to do anything and could not work hard, so I returned to my hometown. Then I went to my third year of high school with my sister, which was the last intersection between me and my sister, and the only intersection in my life since we separated from elementary school.

In Ruxi, more than half a year, I looked back on my life, and finally established my life goal, and at the same time opened the emotional seal for many years, and started the life of looking for flowers and visiting friends again. School life since elementary school, I got my first wash there.

Subsequently, I chose Beijing and came to Beijing University for Nationalities. Now, three years have passed since college. Beijing has given me the best wash, and Beijing University for Nationalities has given me the best learning environment so far.

In the short and long three years of Beiming, I followed my ideals, moved forward step by step, five tasks, and almost never stopped.

I fell in love with two girls, one is Ya in the virtual world, and the other is Xin, a college classmate. Ya taught me to think twice about what I do, and Xin taught me to respect others and not be self-righteous.

Two girls, both have similar personalities, strong woman temperament, maybe this is the type of woman I like.

They all have a heart that does not admit defeat, and they have given me the best emotional experience.

Speaking of which, Xin, it really confuses me. I was so obsessed with her, I almost completely forgot about myself, and I almost forgot about the hundred-year plan.

I think if Xin said that she loved me. I think I really fell into the Gentle Country, and I was damaged for a hundred years.

Now that I think about it, I have to thank her, my confidant. Beautiful woman who understands me, who understands me, by the way, I can't call you a girl anymore.

At this moment you may be with someone xoxo, I think your choice is worth it.

Because in the one that I have set for the century-old ideal, I can't give people a complete heart. Because in my opinion, small love is ultimately personal love, and great love for the world can make an effort for the longevity of mankind in the future.

When I was 20 years old, I decided on my 100-year plan, my life's plan, so I couldn't completely let go of that life's dream for anyone.

So I say to you, I hope you don't fall in love with me, and you don't fall in love with me.

Actually, I really want you to fall in love with me and fall in love with me at all costs. Because only in this way can I truly feel at ease with you, and I can truly have no scruples about you.

I'll give my back to you.

Your choice made me understand that although you and I understand each other, but because your parents were not around, you have developed a character that makes you do what you think is worthwhile, and I can't say that you have done wrong, because between life, you should not evaluate a thing by right or wrong.

For us personally, there is no right or wrong in things, but there are things that are worth it or not, as long as we think things are worthwhile, we can actually do it, and we don't need to care too much about the views of the world.

In the past, I was in an exploratory stage, and although I had done practical things, it was mostly a small fight, and informal work.

And today, what I'm going to do, not just a little fight, Xin, do you know why I'm going to invite you to a banquet this summer?

In fact, I'm just looking at whether you can accompany me to go on a journey and socialize, and your choice makes me understand.

Actually, you don't know how to socialize, help me socialize. But what you wore that day did make me understand a lot, the simple beauty, let me remember.

You are a good woman, although you say that you want to be a bad woman, but in fact you have not been able to do it, but in fact, how can women be divided into good and bad?

I never divide people into good and bad,

I divide people into mortal, talented, virtuous, holy, true, demonic, demonic, demonic, strange, magical. You are one of the talents, a talented woman, a bewitching character. It makes you captivate my heart, but it doesn't matter.

From now on, the moment I take back the soul that has been injected into you, I will look for a beautiful woman who will be with me for the rest of my life.

Although I have said many times that we will be together for a lifetime, for thousands of years, you have never said that you love me, so this is just my thoughts. It's like you've never replied to my love letter to you.

In fact, if you had loved me, with your talents, you would have replied to my love words a long time ago.

The matter of principle, we have missed each other, we have missed, I will not choose to turn back, as I said, there is no turning back from the bow, my character, as my name suggests, Zhang Fei, after opening the bow, I will not achieve my goal, I will not give up.

Since my goal is you, I choose to escape, I choose not to accept, then I don't want to force anything.

And I act with a pure heart, I can only say that I regret it. I failed to make you happy, I was at ease, that was my shortcoming, perhaps, this is fate, I should have followed it, my own decision, not here to be confused.

I'm very fatal, I'm more fatal, and I also talk about feng shui. More demanding of the natural sciences, the fate of you and me, I have carefully calculated and predicted a lot.

We're a good fit, but your choice is important, so I've left all the choices to you.

Although I've said before, to be overbearing in the end of the problem. And went to do it. Actually, there's no real and complete choice, I give that choice to you, and finally your choice.

Let me understand. Why should I force it? It's just that I did my best, because you're really good, so good, and beautiful.

I never casually say that a girl is beautiful,

Every time you say that a woman is beautiful, every word is golden. If this person. If it weren't for the fact that there is no low level of cultivation in terms of appearance and spiritual cultivation, I would not evaluate a person like this.

You're so beautiful, so beautiful that I don't even know the direction.

Almost. And I was wounded and died.

Perhaps, this is my own beauty of women, I use you to write.

And I said, I don't care, you have other men, and that's not entirely true, because, if I don't care, then I'm going to say you're the only one for me? Actually, I didn't care about you before, just like the tea that day, although I drank it, but I feel sad for your current boyfriend, you don't love him, you just enjoy the warmth he gives you.

I've met, you and him will eventually be separated, because you're not all the way, and we're all the way, but we all have each other's baggage, I can't let go of my ideals, and you can't let go of your past. You have your own requirements for your lover, your cultivation is insufficient, and if this is the case, you will care, your own height, your appearance, your acne, all your possessions, this is the lack of your cultivation, I used to think that you have really read all the books I gave you, and you have read all the things I have written.

However, some time ago, when you showed it to me, I realized that you hadn't watched it, and there was too much difference between you and my cultivation.

Just as I learned, I first learned the Tao, and then I learned the skills, and now, among the hundreds of skills in the world, I actually didn't learn much, I have been in the Tao, wandering. Now I have chosen, Wendao, martial arts, business, three ways, the technique of the qin, chess, calligraphy, painting, the sage of martial arts, the breeze of business and the moon Xuan. That's my skill.

I was born poor, grew up in a small mountain village, and I can say that I admire my parents very much when I saw my parents, who started from scratch, from nothing to the beautiful environment they are now.

You also told me a little bit about your family, and although I don't know that well, I can still see that your family is similar to mine, and your mother and my mother have a lot of imaginations, and your father and my father are too. Maybe their generation has something to imagine.

The principle, the bottom line, neither of us, wants to touch, this time, you and Ya, both chose the same result.

I will respect your choice as I did at the beginning, as Ya said, the saints are lonely. The words of the ancients are not ambiguous at all.

Fang Fei Meng, several times Xun, this time your decision, may make me understand that I will never marry you in my life, because from the moment you choose to go out to live with him, the trajectory of fate has changed, In the future, you and I will only be good friends, confidants, I will never take another step beyond the thunder pool. Whether it's in the book or there, I remember that I promised to write "The Fragrance of Orchid Leaves"

But your non-reply, I really don't want to continue writing, I want to say sorry to you that "Orchid Leaf Fragrance" can't be written. Because I am in pursuit of perfection, I don't like to tell lies, so "Orchid Leaf Fragrance" is here, "Orchid Leaf Fragrance" I will write down, but you are only the first song, the Rose Covenant.

In this way, you and I will only be friends for life, and the door that will be opened for you will be closed forever. The lifeblood of my soul, you will be gone.

As I said, you and I, before we even start, are really over. As you said, if you hadn't met him, if you hadn't met me, we would have been together, and you and Jingjing, Ya, had made the same choice.

Thanks, beautiful roses, you are enchanting, I am drunk.

Fang Fei doesn't know where to go, how many times she is at ease and asks if she is happy! )