Chapter 4: The Author's Emotional Story (2)

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Dreamy and shopping, too, before I knew it, I also loved shopping. If you have a dime, you will try your best to spend it, and sometimes you will overspend, and when you see something you like, if you think it makes sense, you will buy it.

Remember that you are ready to give the first opportunity to buy something online.

It's a pity, it's a pity that fate can't ask for it, and in the end I didn't buy anything for her, and I couldn't contact her later. Maybe I'll buy it for her when I meet it that day. Ya was the beginning of my quest for love. Although in the journey of chasing you for half a year, I finally let go, it was because of me, I didn't want to be deceived, because Ya, I have always regarded you as the most perfect her, I have always believed in every word you say, you are the first person I have told a story to a girl. It's a pity, a pity, a pity, a pity After a trip to the Great Wall, I impulsively did the third important thing in my life's emotions, let go of my love for you, put you into the wind, and turned into an invisible sound. Remember what you said before you act, you are the first to understand me. You're also the first girl I started to understand. Compared to her now, you are more gentle, you are very warm, just like your name is elegant and natural, and I will always remember to prepare that cherished memory. A special collection of poems "Yayi" has been prepared for you.

I really started shopping online, it was last year, because of her ringtones, speaking of her, there is a trace of fate, I remember February 14, 2012 asked her, if she has a boyfriend, she said yes, I didn't go after her. Actually, she didn't have it at that time, but now she says she does, and I believe it whether it's true or not. Because if something is missed, it's impossible to turn back. I remember that I went to the Beijing Botanical Garden to play on May Day this year, but I don't know if it was arranged intentionally by God? Or is it a coincidence of fate? We've all arrived. And that day, I made a phone call. Originally, I wanted to see her, but unfortunately she said that she was with her boyfriend, and there was a little sadness in her heart, so she didn't try her best to pursue it. CRBT, beautiful voice, I remember the scene when I first met her and traveled to Tsinghua University. Hehe is like a dream, go with the wind, she is really sweet with her cousin and cousin. She, the confidant of this life, no matter the ends of the world, has something to find me. I will do my best to help her, and I will put my memories with her in the air.

In the summer, the bees are working hard, and I am also looking for my true love every day, and now she is Xinyue. I can't forget her in my body, mind and soul, and I put her into the storm, thunder and lightning. Because she is a rain of confusion, a rain that has drunk my soul, a love that can break my principles. Every year on June 6 from now on, I will go to read the bits and pieces written for her, and I will rest. While drinking tea, while painting, playing the flute. Until I get married, if my wife is her. Then for the rest of June 6 in this life, I will read books with her, remember each other, paint, and sing the piano and flute. In her life, the eternal goddess - the moon god (Xinyue). I don't think I can marry her in this life. I probably won't get married in my life. Although I would be unfilial in this way, I think there is no way to do it. Because the son didn't want to chase other flowers. The son's heart was tired. No matter how beautiful the other flowers are, they can't raise the strength to pursue them, and their sons won't have a loveless marriage.

......

Xinyue, Cailing, Yayi, Seafood, Jingjing, Yun'er, Qianying, unconsciously, you have left an eternal imprint in my memory.

Although Yayi's poetry collection "Yayi" has been completed, it has not yet been sorted out, and it will be sorted out later. The golden turtle of seafood, wait for a few years to be customized for you, Jingjing, can only say that there is a problem to find me, will do my best. Yun'er, the only one in her life who has not expressed a trace of affection, I will always bless you, and when we are fated to get together, let's talk together. You're that cloud, that sweet cloud, remember the beautiful memories of borrowing your book to read, and you're the only girl in my junior high school that I borrowed a book to read. Qianying, the first emotional memory in this life, the first figure imprinted in my soul. Whether you will be together in this life or not, you are the most beautiful scenery in your childhood, and every afternoon after school, I will watch you slowly go home.

Xinyue, in my soul, you are the most deeply imprinted figure, the eternal imprint of eternity, the only one that allows me to break the imprint of principles, the only one that makes me completely lose myself, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, I will go after you, Let you be my eternal wife, I will use my universe to fate in exchange for staying with you, no matter when and where, Your call, I will listen, even if my eyes are out of sight, and my ears are deaf, The body is also listening, and I will use my soul to listen to your voice and shadow, and feel your scent. I will use the rest of my life to protect and love you, like a green pine standing on the mountain, sheltering you from the wind and rain, and like a high mountain, holding up a piece of heaven and earth for you.......

The first gift I bought online - two necklaces, one purple for the moon god (Xinyue) and one red for the confidant (ringtone). Although their value is not high, their spiritual significance is not low. It was the first time I gave my favorites, my confidants' gifts, and they were priceless in my heart.

Special poem for you:

Ten years of drunkenness,

The shepherd boy is dreaming from afar.

Yunyin is drunk without traces,

Yongle is dripping water.

Crystal dreams and wakes up,

Ruxi is vast.

The sea and the sky are one color crab idiot,

The golden turtle prancing horse galloped.

Yayi told the story and mourned,

Heaven and earth are the same as the Great Wall.

Colorful lark language flower heart silly,

The deciduous willows chirped half a step.

Xinyue North Hell's peerless love,

The wind and rain are free.

Pen and ink red dust sage record,

Calligraphy and painting are breezy in the world.

-- Proud of the sea

-- Zhang Nature

-- Zhang Yizang

-- Zhang Kefei

- Zhang Fengfeng

――Zhang Jin (Jing)

-- Zhang Fei

- Mr. Fei Hong

――achzf

- "The Philosophical Dream of Emotions: The Drunken Seven Immortals and the Secret of Breaking the Intestines"

The world has been stupid a few times, In addition to them, maybe I will meet other beauties, but they are the people I liked at the beginning of my life.

Xinyue is the first beauty I am looking for with all my might.

Some time ago, I wrote a song for her:

At this moment,

There was very little smoke.

roadside,

Sister Liu stripped naked.

Stand there,

In order to wait for your arrival.

spring

You're there,

What are you busy with?

I'm here

North Stygian Lakeshore,

Waited,

I don't know how long.

Flowers bloom and fall,

There is no trace of time,

The Buddha has also crossed 3,000 people.

At this second,

The sound of the piano is fluttering,

Restaurant,

The waiter changed into bright clothes.

Waiting here,

In order to wait for your arrival.

fragrant

Where are you?

What are you busy doing?

I'm here

North Stygian Lakeshore,

Waited,

More than 3,000 years.

leaves fall without traces,

The years are gone,

God has also redeemed three thousand.

In this life,

Sweet

of the homeland,

The old man put on a flattering costume.

Guarding this place,

In order to wait for your arrival.

horse

Where are you,

What are you busy doing?

I'm here

North Stygian Lakeshore,

Waited,

I don't know how many.

Flowers bloom and fall,

Time has become an obsession,

Allah has also been transformed.

-- Proud of the sea

――"The Breeze and the Bright Moon: The North Dark Snow of the Moon" (to be continued. )