Chapter 8: Rose Hearts (8.9)
ps: Roses, one by one, let's be obsessed, let me get drunk!
Rose, Xin, Good morning! Yesterday I met by chance, three friends, Thanks to their help, I took pictures of various attractions in the school, and I wrote materials for the school, and finally I have almost collected it. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Originally, these are certain of you, but unfortunately, blame me, too impulsive, I can't control my emotions for you, but there is no way to do it, because the moment I became a lover, I have already determined the meaning of love in the first place. So those days, I'm going to do things that you hate, and of course, that's actually a test of your and my feelings, and if you get through it, it means that our feelings are really a little skillful, and your cultivation will be able to go to the next level.
The Tao Te Ching says: "Favor and humiliation are not shocked".
Now, it seems that you and I can't do it completely, but after going through the emotional journey with you, I am much better now.
What about you?
I hope you can be "pampered and not surprised" as soon as possible.
Do what you said in the poem "Lonely Elser" you wrote in September: "No arrogance, no impatience, no discouragement, no fire, quiet observation, quiet listening, quiet place".
I know that's what you want me to do, and when I saw it, I wanted to write it to you, and I wanted to send it to you, but that day I was in a period of emotional turmoil, and you didn't suppress the angry dragon in my heart, so I did what you didn't want to see that day, and I thought I wouldn't do it.
I'm sorry, I guess, it's because of my lack of cultivation, but when I identified you as one of the cores of my soul, I was doomed to those results.
Thankfully, it didn't work out in the end.
Thank you, thank fate, thank you for the sea of books over the years, otherwise, this angry dragon really can't be subdued.
Of course, because of the weather, the violence that lurks in my veins. turned into force, I have practiced for many years, and martial arts is finally not a fist show off.
The foundation of the three points of martial arts is finally determined by you.
If the determination of the literary qi is because of Ruxi, then the determination of the martial qi is because of the Northern Underworld.
The crystal of Ruxi woke up my cultural vein, you (Xin) in the Northern Underworld, awakened my martial vein, and Hongchen woke up my business vein.
Xin, I feel so happy, so happy, to be able to meet you, to be able to meet you in your most beautiful years, I am lucky, because you have made me have a hard memory, because you made me successful in martial arts. Because you made me see my own shortcomings, because you made me understand that I was homesick too, and I wanted to have a home.
Because of you, I realized that my relatives loved me so much, and I also loved my family silently.
Xin: When I heard your conversation with your parents in Tiananmen Square this year, I found a lot of problems with myself.
When I hear . You said, you want to earn money, and when you bring your parents to Beijing next year, I secretly decided. Next year, I will also bring my parents to Beijing.
Now that I think about it, that day was the second time we went shopping with Sister Mei.
Speaking of which, Tanabata is the first time, and the second time is at Qianmen and Tiananmen Square.
Hehe!
Speaking of which, that day I should take you to Nanchizi - Poetic Habitat Cafe. Shopping, but unfortunately not going. Perhaps, I want to take you alone.
Did you know? In fact, the confession on the 28th was too hasty. In fact, I want to take you to the Poetic Habitat Cafe to confess.
It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity,
In October, when I was in retreat to decide whether or not to make you the only one because of my inner insufficiency, you decided that he would be your boyfriend.
In fact, I have long understood your relationship with him, and I have understood in my heart very early on that it is possible for you to choose him instead of me, because after the rain in May, I already understood, and later when Sister Mei celebrated her birthday, I understood even more, and when you helped him find a house, I understood even better, when I took you and him to my room to rest, I almost understood you and me now.
It's just that I didn't expect that I would break my precepts and scold people for you, and even start beating people, although I didn't do it in the end, but I didn't want to do it for someone who didn't love me, someone who was moved just because of my own goodness. I will do everything I can for myself and for those who love me, so my family is my favorite, but my love is different from other people.
I said that I treat you as family, and I am telling you that I want to marry you.
Oh, now that I think about it, maybe it will be really difficult, very difficult in the future, Because, your choice, Because when I think about it, You're already in someone else's arms, How can I still hug you? I can't hug you anymore, Because you're no longer holy, Because you've become someone else's wife, And at that moment, It's already doomed, You and I part, I'm alone in sorrow, I don't regret it for a long time, Silently heartbroken and ruined, Just as you did with your boyfriend before, I'm a person who loves snow, Do you know why I like snow?
Because of its holiness, it gives me a kind of beauty that refreshes my body and mind.
And when I saw that you embraced him, I knew that you were no longer holy in my heart, and that my orchid, that hollow orchid, when you were gone, and you were the rose, the thorny rose, the rose that made my soul remember.
Perhaps, in many years, fate will give us a new beginning,
But I thought, then, leave it to fate.
October Osmanthus Lane, how much love lingers, Fangfei Garden, potpourri, Drunk alone in Lanxi, such as a dream sea, the ups and downs of the world, several degrees of jackdaws, a cloud of smoke and rain, the cold light of the world.
Remember to write a poem specifically for you:
Beauty Ma Xin
-- Proud of the sea
- "Ma Xin, the Beauty of the Breeze and the Bright Moon"
Green mountains and green waters come to gather,
Looking back at the past and present lives.
The candle shadow is beautiful on campus several times,
Flowers bloom at night.
A few glasses of wine can't taste love,
Dreamy love in the clouds.
Thousands of years of waiting family,
The new moon that has been missed for a hundred years.
The moonlight is hazy and dreamy,
Virtual stupid drizzle.
I can't forget when I started,
The horse road is a success.
Autumn leaves fluttering in the north of the snow,
Guiju is bright and beautiful.
The pen is dry, and the spring is gone.
There are no regrets for you.
I haven't been able to explain it to you, I hope I can explain to you the state of mind at that time, the hidden meaning of this poem.
I wish the people of Iraq well!
-- Fly
- "Wind and Snow Moon: Love You in My Life: Rose Heart Whispers 8"
――2014。 12。 8
Roses, Xin, words, like water, like a dream and sorrow, a song, we never thought of the story, just like this happened in your and my journey, to heaven. It seems that the moment we are born, we are destined for this life.
I can't tolerate you and I to provoke, but I don't listen to the rhythm of nature, but pursue, our own dreams, forward, sneaking, and moving forward.
Among them, I didn't listen to them the most, and I overcame all the thorns and thorns, and fought bravely without regrets.
A knife is wide and the world is wide, and the light is cold and Kyushu is crazy.
Yesterday is not going back. Today, only pen and ink.
Yesterday, when I was talking to a friend, I talked a lot about you, about what I thought about you, about what I did for you. That scene, that song, I have never told you, every time, behind the meeting with you. That story, I originally wanted to wait until I graduated. When you and I calm down, we will talk about Hongchen in detail, and tell the journey behind the encounters between you and me.
Listen to you, your past, your heartache, your everything.
Actually, every time you tell about your past,
Although I didn't listen very carefully, my heart has already remembered everything you said, but I haven't learned to get along with you and get along with people.
It was you who made me understand that getting along with people, it was you who made me start to prepare napkins on my body.
Your little actions are changing my past.
Your anger makes me calm, your anger makes me think,
Your smile makes me drunk, your gift makes me warm.
One by one, the days I met you were all gifts from God.
Time and time again, the moments with you are the treasures of fate.
Every time, I want to spend more time with you, smell your breath more,
Listen to your voice, drunk, your pleasure, lost in your tranquility.
It was you, who made me write in the red dust, so many psalms that I remembered,
Without you, I wouldn't have the emotions I have today,
You are, the treasure that God has given me, You are the spirit of Heaven that makes me realize,
Your shadow, your figure, your smile, your helplessness, your pain, are all in my heart and let me, day by day, taste,
You are this, the prosperous forbidden city, the only thought, in the world, before I am enlightened, the only love, everything, is because of you, so that there are fluctuations, so that I, a peaceful life, there are ripples,
It was you who let me know that I also had a shortage of money.
It's you, who made me start thinking about how to use credit to support Hongchen.
It's you, every time I go out, I think of a let, so every time I go out, I buy you a little gift on the way back.
Every time I go shopping, I will go to the women's clothing store to see what can make you more beautiful.
I remember this summer, in Xidan, I went shopping, for a long time, for a long time,
I ran through several stores, and finally found one, a custom shop, a nice custom eyewear and clothes custom store.
At that time, I wanted to customize a set of clothes for you, so I asked for the contact information of the store, and then I invited you to go shopping, but unfortunately you didn't agree once, and I didn't go to customize.
But I think I'll probably still be able to customize a set of clothes for you in the future.
Because, like you because, because, I think, you are beautiful, beautiful, in my heart, you are perfect.
Wait for one day, fate, when we go shopping together again, I'll take you to see it.
The prosperity of the years has made us lost in the red dust.
The ageless singing voice makes you and me obsessed with the past.
Sad life, let life escape from the sea of flowers.
Love words, love flowers, blue and white,
The bracelet for you, ready to go.
Number 28, was meant to be given to you,
It's a pity that you and I, I have made that sad decision, that you don't want to give me a minute to rest, and I don't want to bother, I like people's time.
So, I did what happened that day.
Speaking of which, I might have a really hard time, get on your knees, bend over,
Yes, I don't want to kneel in the face of fate, In the face of God, I still hold my chest high and raise my head, In the face of Jesus, I still call me brother,
Hehe, am I too tall, too tall, too despised by the mortals,
Am I too ignorant of the height of the sky?
I take the sages as my friends, and the heavens and the earth as my teachers,
With the floating dust and the heavens as relatives, the heart is like the universe, vast and free, hidden in the big and small,
Angry and rushing.
yes, yes, I'm too self-centered, I've forgotten the red dust, I've hurt my friends, I'm too bright, I'm lost in myself, yes, that's my past,
That, looking at heaven and earth, since I saw myself, It's really beautiful, so beautiful, I'm here today, I'm enlightened, I look at heaven and earth, and I start with the Sacred Heart,
There are still some emotions, but they have been much quieter, a lot.
Cup of tea,
Sentence by sentence, Buddha language,
A voice, a pass,
Scene by scene, future,
......
-- Fly
- "Wind and Snow Moon: Love You in My Life: Rose Heart Whisper 9"
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Thank you for reading, thank you friends for your support, and listen to me tell the story of the drunken fool in December 2014, the last month of the Year of the Horse.
Happy to you! Happy Year of the Goat!
Happy and healthy Year of the Goat!
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