It was nearly twelve o'clock, and Zhu Qiaoqiao reluctantly said, "It's time to rest!"

Li Zhewen was also a little sleepy due to the influence of the medicine, but he still stared at his eyes and said, "I'm not sleepy!"

"But I'm sleepy!" Zhu Qiaoqiao leaned his head on his arm and muttered, "Otherwise, I'll sleep here like this tonight!" Of course, it's a stupid thing, because at dawn, Zheng Yazi came, she didn't want to bump into her, sometimes you can indulge, but indulgence must also be measured

Li Zhewen was reluctant to let her lie on her stomach like this, but he was reluctant to let her go, so he moved his body and said softly: "Lie next to me!"

Zhu Qiaoqiao looked up at her in astonishment, and Li Zhewen said helplessly: "Just one night, I won't ask you for anything!"

Zhu Qiaoqiao's throat was a little dry, she brought the cup of water he had drunk and drank two sips of warm water, "She....... What time is it?" A hint of shame rose on her face, she told herself every day that she wanted him to be happy, but she subconsciously went to destroy his happiness

"Don't care about her" He didn't know how to tell her about his relationship with Zheng Yazi, at least, this was not a good time to say these things

Zhu Qiaoqiao's heart was slightly sore, how could she not care? She cared very much, really cared that she was very jealous of her, jealous that she could justifiably stay by his side, jealous that she could give birth to a well-behaved son for him, jealous that she could bear his surname, and that she could go to his family's god table after death...... This teenager who used to be her is now someone else's husband!

She had been gone for almost ten years, and she had little time to waste, and when the doctor solemnly announced that she had only about eighteen months or less left, she suddenly wanted to come back to see him in the first place, but when she did see him, she could no longer harden her heart and leave

Taking off her shoes, she slept on his side, resting her head on his uninjured arm, and his breath was in her ears, warm, soft, and clear, as she would dream of in her dreams in the past

As if something was blocked in my heart, I couldn't breathe in one breath, and tears slipped out quietly

He closed his eyes, and for the first time in ten years, he felt the fullness of life

"Do you still love me?" he asked softly, and when the words came out, he felt that he should not ask, and then said, "When I didn't ask!"

She didn't make a sound, even her breathing seemed to be holding her breath, and after a long time, she said: "Sleep, I'll teach an alarm clock, leave at five o'clock!"

Five o'clock, I'm sure she wouldn't have come so early

"You don't have to be so early," Li Zhewen said in amazement, "Why are you getting up so early?"

"I'm used to morning luck!" she said duplicitously

Li Zhewen sighed, and neither of them spoke again, falling into a long silence

She tried to lift her head from his arm, but he said, "Don't move!"

"I've been pillowing your arm, it's going to be numb!"

"It doesn't matter!"

Zhu Qiaoqiao's hot breath rushed to his eyes, stuffed a towel on his arm, and raised his head as much as possible

"Why don't you get married?" he asked with a soft sigh

She whispered: "He and I both feel that marriage is a bondage, and it doesn't matter if we get married or not!"

Li Zhewen's face suddenly turned pale, although he knew that she would have a boyfriend, but when he heard her admit it in person, his heart was still like being bitten by something, and he was dripping with blood!

"Sleep!" his chest was blocked by thousands of emotions, he felt that it was difficult to even breathe, there was invisible pressure in the air, and there was no trace of beauty and nostalgia in life

He is not so great, and he has to say some words of blessing to her He is not the master in love, even if he has suffered a lot of pain, he is still waiting for her in the same place He should not have waited for her, he should have waited a long time ago!

"Why did you leave me back then?" he asked in a dumb voice, "I just wanted an answer, no other thoughts, and for so many years, I have been trying to find out why, what am I not doing well enough? Or are you in love with the right gentleman of your life?"

All along, her husband is just him, her nose is blocked, she can't breathe, I don't know how to answer him This question Before these days, she has always been very grateful, because although she has this disease, but God has given her opportunities again and again, she has earned it back in the past ten years, and she can still go back to the original place to see the man she loves deeply, and see that he has started a family and has a very happy future, she is very grateful

However, at this moment, she hated so much, why did she have to cruelly separate them when she met this man?

"Young and ignorant, I think the outside world is always good!" she could only give him such a shallow answer, whether he believed it or not

"Have you ever regretted it?" even a regret made him feel better

She shook her head, "I have no regrets, the outside world is indeed very exciting, I have always disapproved of human life only being interpreted in a single way and a single instrument, life is to be colorful and gorgeous"

"At that time, my mother said to me, a bad girl like you will not stay with any man, you are like a flower butterfly, constantly flying among the flowers, you will fall in love with one man after another, and then abandon one man after another, how many men have you fallen in love with? His voice was extremely poignant, with endless sarcasm, he didn't believe his mother's words, he knew that she was not that kind of person, she was with him and really loved him, and he grew up together, so that he didn't have the slightest doubt about her, but now, he began to believe his mother's words, denying his insistence all along

Zhu Qiaoqiao was silent for a while, "I don't remember myself, there are several, but basically not for long" Can she tell him that there has always been only him? The only man in her life, now she is holding him, but he is someone else's, he can't hurt, it's been painful for a long time, and now it's a kind of happiness to be able to hold him

How dare she, a woman who wanders in the world, ask for extravagance?

"When you left, did you take my mother's money?" "The pain in my heart began to flood, anyway, it already hurts, and I don't care if I continue to hurt and despair, so I can start again!

"Yes, she gave me a million!" Zhu Qiaoqiao did not deny it, at that time, she was poor, she couldn't even afford a ticket to leave, she was even the daughter of a murderer, she was notorious, no relatives and friends were willing to lend her money when she was diagnosed with a brain tumor, her whole person fell into an indescribable fear, the doctor said that the position of the brain tumor was very deep, not suitable for surgery, only conservative treatment, I only hope that the brain tumor can not continue to grow up these years, she has rushed back and forth from the ghost gate several times, every time, she feels that she can't come back

I can't come back, but I still have the person I miss the most in my heart, what should I do?