Chapter One Hundred and One: Wash All the Lead
Li Zhewen closed his eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye and fell on the white pillow
Once, he swore that if it was confirmed that she really asked for her mother's money, he would slap her hard, and he would never see her friendship again in this life, which was only worth a million, and at that time she had already made up her mind to leave, and her mother's one million was just a catalyst to accelerate her departure
At this moment, the old vow seemed so superficial, even if she admitted it now, he couldn't hate it in his heart
"I'm sorry!" she said softly, her voice suppressing pain
Li Zhewen took a deep breath and said in a very nasal voice, "Sleep!"
He didn't want to say another word, so with a belly full of resentment and unwillingness, he closed his eyes, and the pain on his face was so clear, it was a brand that could not be removed for a lifetime
He had been very good all his life, but he had only known such a woman! She thought to herself that if he had not known her that year, he would have lived a much happier life in this life
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Li Zhewen, in this life, I have failed you! There were crazy tears flowing through my heart, biting my lip, and I still couldn't contain the overflowing heartache
He began to fall asleep slowly in the second half of the night, she propped herself up and looked greedily at his face, his dark thick eyebrows, the boy he was back then, and now he has grown into a majestic man, who can protect many people Her hand has been on his cheek, all the time touching his freshly grown stubble, hard, unruly
She opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she was afraid of waking him up, so she didn't dare to speak, so she only said silently: "You deserve a good woman and a happy life" And she, with a bad reputation, suffers from a vicious disease, will die at any time, she is not qualified to stay by his side, if she stays by his side all these years, he will not be promoted to director today, he will do everything for her illness, she will destroy him, or this disease will ruin the two of them, will ruin their love She is sick for a year, he may be able to stay by her side, two years, maybe it is still possible, but what about three years, four years, five years? She can't even have children, a woman who can't even have children, is she still a woman?
In the next life, I just hope that you can meet a perfect woman, and then she can give everything for you, and don't look for an unlucky ghost like me!
When she left in the early morning, he knew that she woke him up when she left, he didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to open his eyes, he was afraid that when he saw the back of her leaving, he couldn't help but shed tears He had broken his heart for this woman for too long, and he couldn't go on like this, otherwise his whole life would be ruined
Opening and closing the door, as if not making a sound, she took off her high heels and walked barefoot in the quiet corridor of the hospital in the early morning, every step of the way!
Bao'er's life after marriage is not as bad as she imagined before, at least, in the house that contains dreams, she found a comfortable angle to get along with Chen Xiaoguang very simply, getting along with friends as usual, laughing and laughing, and occasionally talking about life
She seemed to have completely faded from the injury, and when she mentioned Baoyu, she didn't look surprised
Only she knows that when she dreams back at midnight, it still hurts in her heart!
Before Yang Ruhai's wedding arrived, he first received the news of Baoyu and Lin Qingdai's marriage
It was Baochun who told her, and Baochun said indignantly that she would never call Lin Qingdai a sister-in-law, and there was only one sister-in-law in her heart, and that was Xue Bao'er
Bao'er told Baochun with a smile that she was very happy! But what was behind happiness, she didn't dare to peep herself
The smile lasted until Baochun left and completely collapsed, she knew that they would get married, but she thought that they would give her a little dignity and wait for a year and a half to get married, but they couldn't wait to give her a slap in the face, and in less than a month of regretting the marriage, they quickly organized a wedding She only felt that her whole body was cold, something was buzzing in her head, anger and shame poured into her head, and then there was a burst of fishy sweetness in her throat, and blood gushed up
How long did she hinder them? Leaving the café in despair, she sat in the car and cried bitterly, she didn't want to show her sadness all over the street, she just wanted to bury herself in a hole and not be seen by anyone
Including Chen Xiaoguang!
All her previous efforts to forget him and forget the hurt were all in vain, they didn't even give her time to heal the wounds, so they couldn't wait to show their love, to declare their happiness to the world, she said that she would forget him completely, she would not shed a single tear for him, and she would not feel any sad feelings anymore, but at this moment, she felt that there was no way to live, she could not live anymore
Thinking of the editor on the Internet who burned charcoal while pregnant with her child, she knew about her husband's betrayal and tried all kinds of methods, but she still couldn't keep her husband's heart regardless of whether she gave up or not, at least a week before she committed suicide, she also happily bought clothes for her child online, but when she learned that her husband came home and packed all his things, she couldn't accept it, she felt that she couldn't live anymore! Like the editor, she wanted to heal her wounds without continuing to hurt, and such a sudden lightning storm, did they want her to be doomed? The female editor committed suicide with a child who was about to come out in a week, so it can be said that she was weak, and it could be said that she was not worth it, but she was really tired and couldn't hold on!
What could be more hurtful than this? She did her best to provide for him to study, and when he came back, she thought that she could wash away the lead and be his woman, she didn't ask for much, she just wanted a plain home, a plain life, a plain love
Is she extravagant?
She sat stupidly for a whole afternoon in the quietest traffic section of Xinshi, which was a construction area, with only large tractors, and the trucks came in and out, she held the steering wheel in her hands, and her eyes stared at the whizzing trucks, she just waited for her heart to be ruthless, and then drove out
A Hualing mud truck came down from the top of the slope, the speed was very fast, and the crimson body pierced her eyes, like the color of blood, stirring the desire in her heart
"Ding Ding Ding ....." The monotonous phone rang, she subconsciously glanced at it, it was Chen Xiaoguang, only a little hesitation, she lost her courage, and the mud truck roared past, leaving a cloud of dust
Her hands and feet were cold, her whole body was trembling, just a second, it was really just a second, and her body would be separated
She didn't know whether it was a blessing or a curse, and answered the phone in despair: "Hey?"
On the other end of the phone was Chen Xiaoguang's worried voice: "Where are you? I went out at noon and I didn't see you, and I didn't go back to the company or home, where are you going?"
She let out a long sigh of relief, "I'm on my way back, Chen Xiaoguang, can you buy vegetables and cook for me tonight?"