"It was when I was in my second year of junior high school, and in the middle of the night, I was suddenly awakened, and I walked out of my room, and in the living room, my parents were arguing! They were arguing so much, I had never seen him so fierce, and then, my father started to do it, and he used a military belt to whip my mother...... My mother didn't cry or scream, but her eyes were terrible, and she was staring at my father...... I knew, I instinctively knew at that time, I didn't have a home, and I couldn't have a complete home anymore!" Zhang Miao'er sat on the stool, her body trembling slightly, obviously the events at that time had a huge impact on her soul: "Is it strange? I was only in the second year of junior high school at that time, but looking at my mother's eyes, I suddenly knew this result......

Zhang Miao'er's eyes were no longer tears at this time, and there was only a deep feeling of loneliness: "Sure enough, since the next day, I haven't seen my mother again! Later, I heard from other uncles and aunts in the compound that when my father was stationed in the army, my mother went out of the wall......

"Red apricot out of the wall, what a nice word!" Zhang Miao'er's mouth actually had a smile at this time: "But it broke up my parents' twenty-year marriage...... At that time, I really hated my father! Because I didn't understand the meaning of Hongxing going out of the wall! Moreover, he was stationed in the army for ten years, and I could only see him once a year or two after I was three years old, but my mother was by my side every day! So, I wanted to avenge my mother, I bought mouse medicine from the street, and I wanted to kill my father!"

Xie Cunguan couldn't help but feel a chill rise from his heart when he heard this, this little girl had such a strong temperament.

"I'm afraid that a pack of medicine won't kill him, because you think, the mouse is only so big, but Dad is so tall and strong! So I bought five packs, I was afraid that the smell of the medicine was too obvious, so I put the medicine in his teacup...... Zhang Miao'er raised her head, looked at Xie Cunguan and said: "You know how stupid I am now! Five packs of rat poison, down into the teacup, have already made the tea like porridge...... Dad is a shrewd person, you can see it at a glance! What a big deal this time, someone poisoned a regimental-level soldier, and the spy companies in the military region were all alarmed at that time!"

Zhang Miao'er lowered her head at this time: "The whole family was also alarmed at that time, I was frightened, I ran away from home with a small bag, I want to find my mother! My mother's home is in Weihai, Shandong, so I took a car to Weihai, Shandong, but Weihai is so big, I don't know where to look for her, so I wandered there for more than a month, always fantasizing that I can meet her one day! Later, the food in the bag was eaten, and the New Year's money I saved was spent, but I didn't meet my mother!" At this time, Zhang Miao'er raised her head and looked at Xie Cunguan again: "I'm so hungry! I was really hungry that day, but I don't look like a homeless child at all, do you believe it?"

"Although I had to sleep in the park or other places every day, I went and brought three sets of clothes, and I only wore a fixed set when I went to bed, and the other two sets were changed during the day, because I thought that if I was like a normal child, then the bad people would think that my parents were around and would not beat my mind......! But I was really hungry that day, and I saw some people looking for food in the garbage can, and I wanted to find it, but I was embarrassed to wear it so cleanly...... So, I waited until it was almost dark and was looking for something to eat in a garbage bin in a secluded alley, but I didn't know it...... I really don't know," Zhang Miaoer consciously repeated this sentence.

"I didn't know that the alley was a famous urban village in Weihai, where there lived a lot of bad women who took drugs and sold prostitution, I just wanted to find something to eat, I was rummaging through a garbage bin, suddenly I felt a pain in my hand, and when I pulled it out, it was a wet needle exposed in a plastic bag that pierced my hand! I was afraid of infection, and I deliberately squeezed out the dirty blood that pierced the place...... But it didn't work! It didn't work, I still got the virus...... But I didn't know it at the time!"

"At this time, a good mother-in-law happened to throw out the garbage, she saw me, saw my hands full of dirt, so she took me home, let me wash my hands, and gave me food and drink!" Zhang Miao'er burst into tears: "I lived at my mother-in-law's house for five days, and suddenly people from the army came to the door, and it turned out that my mother-in-law didn't look like those street children, and she spoke Beijing dialect, and asked me about some information from my mouth, so she called Beijing!" Although my mother-in-law is uneducated, she is very smart, she called 110 in Beijing, then asked for the phone number of a police station, and reported my situation to the police station. ”

"At that time, the old lady in the family was angry and was looking for me everywhere, so as soon as my mother-in-law said it, the situation was reported, so someone from the spy company came to pick me up. They also brought a bonus for my mother-in-law, but my mother-in-law didn't ask for it, and when we parted, I saw that her eyes were full of reluctance! I knew that she was reluctant to give me, my mother-in-law was a lonely old woman, and she had no relatives at home...... I cried and told my mother-in-law that I would definitely go to see her! My mother-in-law carried my small bag on my back, which was full of local snacks and drink...... "Zhang Miao'er's eyes showed a hint of nostalgia.

"When I returned home, there was naturally an uproar, you think, a daughter is going to kill her father! The whole family, big and small, looks at me as a little madman! Only the old lady, but he said, I am a responsible child! But no matter what, you can imagine that the relationship between our father and daughter has been estranged since then...... But at this time, it was just estrangement! until later...... Later, Zhang Miaoer began to repeat ......" Zhang Miaoer began to repeat, and tears flowed to her cheeks before she said: "After the physical examination of the high school entrance examination, I tested positive for HIV in my blood, and I tested for AIDS, and our relationship broke down completely!

Zhang Miao'er's face showed determination: "That day he rushed into my room, and he gave me a slap in the face, and he scolded me for being a like my mother! I didn't want to see him again, so I moved out of my home, and when I was a freshman in high school, I moved out of my house and lived here...... In fact, my mother is also a woman from a big family! What I didn't know was that in fact, the day after my mother left home, more than one million yuan was put into my card, and then one after another, it should have exceeded 10 million now......" When she said of her mother, Zhang Miaoer's eyes showed a gentle expression: "I know that although she has never been by my side, she has always cared about me!"

"Now, you already know my story!" Zhang Miao'er finally raised her head: "Isn't it tragic, isn't it legendary! Isn't it very dramatic...... Is it making you sympathize with me again!"

As she spoke, her voice fell: "Do you know that you are too good! I obviously don't have anything to do with you, and you still want to provoke me! Do you know how hard I endure not going to you? Look at me like this, I have lost eight pounds...... Eight pounds, you know what? You're going to mess with me...... You're going to mess with me again!" she finally started crying again.

Xie Cunguan couldn't hold back any longer, and he suddenly hugged her in his arms.

"What are you doing!" Zhang Miao'er immediately hugged herself with one hand, and pushed him back with the other: "You let go of me!"

"I won't let go, I won't let you go again!" Xie Cunguan's voice was also a little choked: "I will never let you go again!"

"You're going to be infected!" Zhang Miao'er shrank back desperately.

"Hugs won't be infected!" Xie Cunguan didn't want to force her, so he wrapped her around the wall behind her.

"I have read the information, and there is a chance of infection in case of ......" Zhang Miao'er's face showed a weak expression at this time, obviously she had a deep affection for Xie Cunguan and was in a conflicted mood.

"If all of this is infected, then let me be infected!" Xie Cunguan said softly and resolutely: "Fate wants us to be mandarin ducks with the same fate, and we will do a good job! But I will never let you go again! From today on, you will be my girlfriend Xie Cunguan, no one loves you, I hurt! No one loves you, I do! Didn't you lose eight pounds? I can cook, I will definitely feed you to be fat and fat, so that when people see you, they will think of Yang Guifei!"

"You're not sick, are you?" Zhang Miao'er's eyes looked at him vigilantly: "There are so many good women in the world that you don't love, but you prefer me, an AIDS patient who can't accompany you at all, are you not sick?"

Xie Cunguan didn't speak, and he didn't know whether the surging emotions in his heart at this time were love or sympathy! But at this time, he decided to give his feelings to this girl who had lost eight pounds.

"Do you know? There is a song that is sung......" Xie Cunguan looked at Zhang Miao'er with a serious look in his eyes: "Just because I looked at her more in the crowd! Love is for no reason, if you don't love me and reject me, I can accept it! But you obviously love me, but you don't accept me because of your physical illness, I don't accept it! That day we walked to the lake together, when you washed off your makeup, I was tempted!"

"Liar!" Zhang Miao'er couldn't help but say: "I looked so arrogant at that time, I wasn't cute at all!"

"Okay, okay!" Xie Cunguan frowned: "Even if it wasn't at that time, I just liked it a little at that time, and I was tempted when you squatted on the ground and cried on Xiaoqing Street!"

"It's a lie again!" Zhang Miao'er's eyes widened: "I look so ugly when I cry, don't you know it?"

"Okay, okay!" Xie Cunguan looked distressed: "I fell in love with you when we turned Houhai together that night, you were ......like this at the time" Xie Cunguan said, clasped his hands behind his back, puffed up his chest and said: "At that time, the lake wind blew on you, and your loose clothes and hair were floating in the wind, very angelic......"

"Liar, right?" Zhang Miao'er's eyes showed doubts: "Have I ever looked like this?"

"Really, I guessed at the time, how big is this little girl's breasts, is it A or B?" Xie Cunguan hurriedly proved himself, panicking.

"Is it A or B?" Zhang Miaoer became angry: "Am I that small?"

"What do you see for yourself?" Xie Cunguan aimed at the chest she was holding.

"I'm a little smaller now, hasn't I lost eight pounds recently?" Zhang Miao'er glanced at her chest and said with a weak heart.

(The first chapter has already been written, and I am afraid of being scolded, so I will send it together after the second chapter is written!The current readers, I can't afford to mess with it! The current author, I can't afford to hurt it! Tickets are recommended to a point, and the boy who writes Miao Er is distressed!)