Xie Cunguan finally found the alley, saw the courtyard, and for a while had a feeling that things were wrong.

At the beginning, he and Zhang Miaoer came here because they were afraid of the Wang family's revenge, so like being a thief, they blocked and reversed the car, and finally walked through the back door of a store. As a result, who knows that the Wang family has hands and eyes, he has a few friends in Beijing, a few feet long and a few feet wide, and everyone knows it, so as soon as he came out of Zhang Miao'er's yard, he was immediately followed and sniped.

So that when he came and went in the dark moon and when the wind was high, and he came and went in a hurry, he didn't even look at this place properly, and it was really not easy to find this place during the day.

He found the courtyard where Zhang Miao'er was suspected.

Why is it suspicious, because in fact, there are several houses in this area, and the courtyard gates are almost the same.

Xie Cunguan propped the bicycle aside, sat down on the stone pier at the door, looked at the direction of the alley, it was almost time to get out of school, and it was estimated that Zhang Miaoer should also come back. He didn't go to the school to wait for her because there were many people there. The girl's mind is elusive, and he doesn't want any unexpected effects.

But he waited and waited, and after a while, Zhang Miao'er was still missing.

It is said that people are in a hurry to die, but Xie Cunguan doesn't seem to have that feeling, he is sitting on the stone pier, his eyes have been slightly closed, but in the dantian of his lower abdomen, the feeling of beating like a heart is more and more powerful with his breath. Gradually, this bouncing shook a little bit of his whole body.

It is said that the popularity of cultivation is determined and skillful, but in fact, it is because no matter how much you practice, you will feel that you don't have enough time. This is because there is no end to the realm of cultivation! Especially when you integrate cultivation into your life, you will have something to do anytime and anywhere, and over time, you will naturally become calm and relaxed, and your temperament will be charming.

The sky gradually became dark, and Xie Cunguan became more and more worried.

Thinking of what Zeng Shixiong said, Zhang Miaoer was suffering from a terminal illness, although I don't know what the disease is, will it relapse due to the illness and go to the hospital? Or, because she is sick, she moved back to live there...... He finally couldn't rest anymore and stood up. At this moment, a slender figure in a wide robe and big sleeves appeared at the corner of the alley, and the key on his body was heard from a distance.

Xie Cunguan couldn't help but stand up, looking at the super 2B dress, it was not who Zhang Miaoer was.

Zhang Miao'er lowered her head, concentrated on shaking the keychain in her hand as a bell, listening to the somewhat chaotic noise, and seemed to be indifferent to everything around her.

Suddenly, she stopped, still keeping her head down, but an indescribable feeling welled up in her heart.

She wanted to look up, but she didn't want to, so she stood there with her head down, looking at the feet of the man in front of her, struggling there.

Xie Cunguan looked at her standing there quietly, the wide clothes on her body were not so much to cover up her emaciation, but to contrast her emaciation, he saw that she had kept her head down, and the key chain was not shaken, but she twisted it with her fingers, and she didn't know what she wanted to twist out from it.

"Don't want to pay attention to me?" Xie Cunguan felt his heart twitch.

The little head didn't lift, but he shook his head.

"What's going on with that?" Xie Cunguan was a little strange.

The face slowly lifted up, although the sky was already a little dark, but because it was close, Xie Cunguan saw tears on his face: "Because I cried, I don't want to show you!" The voice was also rustling and choked. Xie Cunguan couldn't speak anymore, he stepped forward, and couldn't help but instinctively want to hold this thin body in the cup. But the slender figure took two steps back sharply, avoiding him. And they both stopped talking, and stood there.

"When did you come?" Finally, Zhang Miao'er stopped choking up, and asked in a blocked voice while wiping her tears.

"It's about five o'clock! I want to come and wait for you before school!" Xie Cunguan replied honestly.

"Huh?" Zhang Miao'er exhaled softly: "You haven't eaten, have you?"

"I wanted to wait for you to eat with you......" Xie Cunguan nodded.

I saw Zhang Miao'er pull the sack-like big bag on her back to the front, and then reached in, and after listening to the demand over there for a while, she took out a lunch box and handed it over: "This is for you to eat......

Xie Cunguan took it and opened the lunch box, but there were a few buns inside, and they were still a little warm.

"What is this?" he asked, a little curiously.

"I'll be early tomorrow!" Zhang Miao'er said softly.

"Just let me eat at the door, won't you invite me in?" said Xie Cunguan with an inquiring look, looking at the little face that couldn't see his true colors. Zhang Miao'er stopped talking, took out the key to open the door, and the two entered the door together. Xie Cunguan was indeed hungry, and before he could go in and sit down, he had already stuffed a bun into his mouth. When he entered the yard, he stuffed a second one, but he choked a little, and hurriedly said: "Water!" Zhang Miao'er said: "Go to the kitchen......" led him into the kitchen, poured out a glass of water from the thermos, handed it to Xie Cunguan and said: "Drink it, don't ...... hot"

Xie Cunguan took it and took a sip, it was indeed not hot, but it was almost certain that this was the water that had been boiled a few days ago.

There was a water heater for pure water in the kitchen, but the bucket on it had long since dried and was dusty. I remember the last time I came, it seemed that I still boiled water from a purified water machine.

"Why don't you use pure water?" he asked, a little curiously.

"The machine is broken...... I'm too lazy to call!" Seeing that he was fine, Zhang Miao'er's eyes drifted to the side.

"Oh?" Xie Cunguan felt speechless for a while, and after a while of silence, he finally looked up at the little face covered under makeup, and mustered up the courage to ask, "What's wrong with you?"

"Huh?" Zhang Miao'er seemed to be stunned for a moment, obviously not reflecting for a while, and then reacted, and the expression on her face changed a little: "How do you know? Who told you!"

"It's your cousin!" Xie Cunguan stared at her for a moment: "He came to me today, had a fight, and then told me that you have a terminal illness!" Is it true?"

Zhang Miao'er listened to Xie Cunguan's words, and stomped her feet hatefully: "It's a lot of things, it's really a lot of things......! It's all lying to me!" Before the words fell, tears welled up in his eyes.

Xie Cunguan didn't speak, just looked at her, watching her stomp her feet and lose her temper.

Zhang Miao'er finally calmed down, looked at him with eyes full of moisture, and said in a cold voice: "That's what you're here for? Actually, it's not necessary, I don't deserve your sympathy! There's nothing between us, isn't it? Moreover, I promised to protect you last time, but I ended up driving you out, you should hate me, right? Why did you come to see me when you heard that I was terminally ill? Don't you feel that you didn't hurt enough last time? Come here to find a smoke?"

Xie Cunguan simply ignored her cold attitude: "I want to know what disease you have?"

"You won't want to know!"

"I wonder what disease you have?"

"What does it matter to you what kind of illness I have? You're not me!"

"I wonder what disease you have?"

"Are you bothered, who do you think you are? Do you want to know that I'm going to tell you?"

"I wonder what disease you have?"

"What the hell are you here for, are you here to comfort me, or are you here to hurt me?"

"I wonder what disease you have?"

Zhang Miao'er finally looked at the stubborn boy speechlessly, there was a lot of persistence in her eyes, she couldn't speak anymore, her eyes avoided his, found a stool in the room, and sat down slowly.

"Do you really want to know?" there was an indescribable sadness in her eyes, all the pretense of strength, coldness, and 2b were gone at this moment, and she finally revealed the hidden emotions in her heart. What Xie Cunguan saw at this time was a pair of extremely sad eyes, a pair of beautiful water-cut eyes described in literati language, but Xie Cunguan saw the two words sad, and it also made him feel extremely distressed suddenly.

"AIDS, I have AIDS!" Zhang Miaoer's voice was not only sad, but also empty.

Xie Cunguan was stunned, this was an answer he couldn't think of at all! Before he came, he thought of blood cancer, bone cancer, and all the terminal diseases he could know, but he never thought of this answer.

"Are you satisfied now? You open my scars! Are you satisfied now?" Zhang Miao'er's eyes slowly filled with tears, but they didn't shed any more, they were just stored in their eyes.

But this kind of accumulation but not flow, but it brings out her sadness even more, the kind of sadness that has been hurt to the extreme.

"That's why you don't let everyone touch you, and that's why you refuse me to pursue you?" Xie Cunguan asked softly.

Zhang Miao'er nodded: "Yes! Yes, you know it now, aren't you leaving?" ......she looked into his eyes: "After you go out, don't tell others, I don't want to live in the hospital and die in the smell of Laisu water, okay?"

"Let's go?" Xie Cunguan looked at Zhang Miao'er's eyes and said, "Why should I go?" I finally mustered up the courage to come to you, why do I have to leave again?"

"You?" Zhang Miao'er looked at him with an unbelievable look in her eyes: "Do you know that I have this dirty disease, and I still don't leave?"

"Although I don't know what caused you to contract this disease, I think that other people who are infected with this disease may be called a dirty disease, but if you are infected with this disease, I don't believe it is a dirty disease!" Xie Cunguan looked at her with a resolute look in his eyes: "So...... I think...... Perhaps, you'll tell me about it!"

Zhang Miao'er looked at his expression, looked at him, and finally, this stubborn girl lowered her head, covered her face with her hands, and finally cried bitterly: "Why? Why don't my relatives believe me, but you can believe me?" The cry and questioning were full of an indescribable sense of grievance, which made Xie Cunguan feel a burst of painful sadness.