The twilight rain sprinkled the river sky, and the autumn was washed. The gradual frost and wind are tight, the Guan River is cold, and the afterglow is the building. It is a place where the red decay and green are reduced, and the things are resting. Only the water of the Yangtze River flows eastward without a word.

I can't bear to climb high and far, look at my hometown, and it's hard to return. Sigh the traces of the years, what is the hard work? I want to look at the beautiful woman makeup building, miss a few times, and return to the boat in the sky. Fight to know me, lean on the trunk, and be idle

It was dusk, and the sunset was like a fire, reflecting the red earth.

Thinking of the concern in their eyes when they parted with everyone, Qin Qianye felt so sad.

As soon as she walked to the door of the house, she saw a slender figure waiting for the prime minister there, of course she was Shang Wuxi, I don't know how long she has been waiting here.

Seeing Qin Qianye coming back, she hesitated for a moment, and finally walked over slowly and asked, "Big brother, have you said goodbye to everyone?" Until this moment, she still had the hope of keeping Qin Qianye in her heart.

"I have already told everyone that I will leave here tomorrow, but I listened to the words of the third uncle, and did not tell everyone about my father, so as not to worry everyone. Now that my grandfather is gone, I no longer have any worries, so I naturally have to go to my father earlier, of course, the sooner the better. It's just that my grandfather just went, although I am not filial and can't keep filial piety for his old man for three years, but the coffin still has to be guarded for three days. If it weren't for that, I'm afraid I'd have left a long time ago", Qin Qianye was a little uneasy, and deliberately talked about the authentic way.

Of course he could hear her, but now he could only pretend not to.

Shang Wuxian was gloomy for a while when he heard this, and said after a while: "Big brother, I want to leave with you, if you want to climb this vast mountain alone, you will definitely be very lonely and bored, and you will be happier if you have someone to talk to you." ”

Her gaze was very firm, as if as long as Qin Qianye said a word of affirmation, she could immediately give up everything here, her parents and relatives. Friend.

This kind of relationship can often make people desperate, especially when a person is young, it just so happens that Qin Qianye is also very young, so of course he knows what she means.

When he is gone, others may be sad, sad, and regretful. But if Shang leaves without tears, it must be grief. He already owed them something, so of course he couldn't grieve them, and he might not be happy himself, because there were too many dangers ahead, and there were many unknowns ahead, and the unknown was the most frightening thing in the world, and he was really not sure.

So he could only smile, like an adult looking at a child who was angry, and said, "You know that I didn't go to the mountains and rivers, nor did I go to a corner to hide for two days alone with the adults." ”

He pointed to the towering mountains in the distance and said, "The mountains there are so high that even if I had to climb them, I don't know how long it would take to climb them." Along the way, I don't know how many such mountains there are, and it is said that in addition to fierce beasts on the mountain, there may even be demon beasts, which I can't compete with. You're just a weak woman who doesn't know martial arts, and if you go, you'll only drag me down. ”

His tone was unusually calm, unusually calm.

Shang Wu's tears rolled in his eyes again, and he said, "Of course I know, I'm a fool who doesn't know anything, and I'll only drag you down." It's just that...... It's just that I'm ......."

Of course, she really wants to be with him, face happiness together, face hatred together, and face hardships together. She has courage, but in her heart she can't do anything about it.

Qin Qianye was moved, sighed softly, and said, "Fool!"

No matter who faced such a fool, he could only sigh and say a fool!

"Will you come back, I mean, after you find your uncle. She asked again. Maybe she wanted to give herself a little hope at the end.

"I don't know, maybe I can go back in three or five years, maybe thirty or fifty years, maybe I will never come back!" Qin Qianye sighed and said. This was originally a helpless thing, even if he knew that there was a point of no return ahead, he had to go on. After ten years of depression and ten years of waiting, he finally found a way, if he doesn't go, then there will be no difference between him living and dying, and if he goes on, maybe he can still see a glimmer of hope.

As long as a person can still see a little hope, his heart will not die!

Shang Wuxian said gloomily: "Are you really never coming back?"

"My grandfather and my mother are buried here, and as long as I am alive, I should come back to pay respects. Qin Qianye said.

He said this, as if he would never come back because of her.

She heard what he meant, and said softly: "Brother Qin, if they weren't buried here, you would never come back", she hesitated, her beautiful eyes were wide, and she looked at him deeply.

Qin Qianye has been with her for a long time and knows a lot, so she naturally understands the meaning of her words, and says in her heart: "Tearless has grown up with me since I was a child, and it has always been best for me alone, and I have deep affection. She treats me like this, how can I bear her! It's just that when I go tomorrow, life and death are uncertain, most of them will not come back, and even if I can come back, I am afraid I don't know how long it will be in the future, maybe I have become an old man in his last years. If so, how can I make her wait for me?"

Qin Qianye said lightly: "You are right, if there is nothing worthy of my nostalgia here, why should I come back at the cost of hardship!"

Before his words came out, Shang Wuxian was stunned for a moment, and he was speechless for a long time, and a line of tears dripped down his cheeks. Originally, how many days of waiting, how many times of haunting dreams, now, it turned out to be such an ending, she was unwilling, and asked in a choked voice: "Brother Qin, have you never liked me in your heart for so many years?"

Women's tears are always their biggest weapon, especially a woman like Mingyue without tears, especially a young and amorous man like Qin Qianye who faces her.

Qin Qianye's heart softened, and he couldn't wait to immediately hold her in his arms and pour out his heart. But after thinking about it, I couldn't help but scold myself for being confused, and said in my heart: "If I really do this, although I can make Wuxian happy for a while, I will leave her with endless pain, not to mention that although Wutear is weak on the surface, her heart is really firm, if she is determined to do something, it will be difficult to change, if I give her a promise now, it will be a harm to her! I have already failed her, if I must not let her suffer more because of me." If I don't let her die today, she won't forget me. Alas, why bother that she has to marry someone after all, and when she marries someone else and has children, maybe she will forget me. Hey, no tears, don't blame me for treating you like this, it's better to make you sad for a while than to hurt your whole life."

When he thought of the word "forgot", he couldn't help but feel lonely in his heart, and said coldly: "Yes, I have never liked you, over the years, I have only thought about the life and death of my parents, and I never think about other things, you also know." ”

Shang Wuxian said loudly: "I don't believe it, if that's the case, why do you have to be different from others to me?"

Qin Qianye deliberately smiled: "You are so stupid, you are good to me, of course I want to be good to you, I am just repaying you, what's strange." ”

When Shang Wu heard this, he had no hope for a while, and couldn't help crying. Seeing this, Qin Qianye couldn't help but regret that his tone just now was too heavy, but he had already made up his mind, so he had to deliberately ignore it.

Shang Wuxian cried for a while, and suddenly calmed down, she seemed to understand something, and said: "I'm really stupid, I almost believed your words, I know that the more you treat me like this, the more you care about me in your heart." You just want me to hate you and make me forget about you sooner. Really!"

She suddenly smiled childishly, as if she had done the greatest thing in the world, because she had seen through his mind.

Qin Qianye sneered.

His heart was a little blocked, and now he realized that this kind of emotion can also be painful!

It's just that if he leaves her a little more hope at this moment, he will increase the sadness left for her in the future.

Qin Qianye said: "What do you think, of course I can't stop it, but since I have already said what I mean, I know that you shouldn't come this time." Now I just want to sit quietly for a while, and if you have nothing else to do, go back first. I'm so busy that I won't have much time to talk to you. ”

"No, I'm afraid that if I go back this time, I will never see you, at least, at least I will watch you leave here, and if I can stay with you for a while, I will be a little happier......", suddenly, Shang Wutear said resolutely.

"Don't say it," Qin Qianye said loudly. "Of course we're not kids, and I'm not going to tell you stories and make you happy like I used to!" I'm in a bad mood right now, and if you stay here, it's only going to make my mood worse and make me angry." ”

Shang Wuxian didn't pay attention to it, and Gu Zi said: "Don't you really understand, over the years, I have already given my heart to you, and I just want to live and die with you." Originally, I didn't dare to say these words, but today I don't know why, I can't stop anymore, there is no choice, there is no hesitation, I have to do it, and I am afraid that if I don't say it now, I will never have a chance again. I don't understand why you don't even give me this moment of happiness when you decide to leave!"

Qin Qianye endured the pain in his heart, knowing that if he listened to her again, he himself would become a fool, a fool who was desperate for everything.

He could only interrupt her words and said resolutely: "You don't need to say it anymore, this is just your wishful thinking, your parents treat me like a son, and I only regard you as a sister." Since you want to lie to yourself like this, I can't convince you, of course, there is no way to do it. Now that you don't want to go, I'll go. ”

After he finished speaking, he really left.

He walked very resolutely and quickly. It's as fast as a gust of wind, blowing and breaking people's hearts.

Shang Wuxian was heartbroken, and cried: "Brother Qin, are you really unwilling to look at me?"

Qin Qianye's voice came from afar: "You know that I am most afraid of tears, you want me to see you now, wouldn't it make me embarrassed, but it's a pity that Second Uncle Shang named you without tears, originally I wanted you to be happy all your life, without tears, who knew that you were born a tear bag, and you want to cry like a tearful person for no reason, it's really ridiculous!"

He walked with great and resolute steps, and he must not let her feel that she had the slightest fluctuation in her heart. He worked hard every step he took, as if he couldn't have taken it without half a bit of effort. It was obvious that he had injured others, but the sword was stabbed in his chest.