Chapter 14: Human Feelings
Shang Wuxian looked at Qin Qianye's back in a hurry and suddenly laughed, like a madman.
Qin Qianye smelled Shang Wu's tearful laughter from afar, which seemed to contain infinite pain and hatred. "No tears, why do you do this!" he surged in his chest, and suddenly spurted out a mouthful of blood.
In fact, the more resolute he said just now, the more painful he became. Although she is sad now, she will always forget about herself as time goes by. Liking someone may be a habit, although it is difficult to change, but as long as you make up your mind, you can still change. What he did today was to make Shang Wuxian make up his mind to forget about himself completely, and he felt that he had done nothing wrong.
It's a pity that Qin Qianye doesn't understand, if a woman really falls in love with a man, if it weren't for the winter thunder and summer snow, the mountains destroyed and the sea withered, how could she change.
August 15, the autumn equinox, the west, the tiger. Go out on a good trip.
Although he didn't believe in destiny, he felt that doing so would at least make him a little happier.
Qin Qianye left on this day, he got up very early, just because he had a good start in everything he liked. He smiled happily, as if he had forgotten all the unhappiness and guilt of his earlier days.
Today's weather is really good, the warm sun is soft all over the body, and the breeze is blowing.
He was laughing, and he suddenly felt that he really liked to laugh too much, even though he didn't seem to be laughing at this time.
Laughter is a good thing, and if a person laughs more, at least his heart should be more open. As long as a person can still laugh, it means that he still has courage! As long as he still has courage, he can live! As long as a person can still laugh, life is always easier to pass.
But in the past ten years, Qin Qianye has rarely smiled, because he suddenly has many things in his heart, no matter how much he loves to laugh, sometimes he will inevitably be sentimental. Especially in recent days, he can only use alcohol to kill his sorrows, and he feels that from today onwards, he should forget all about the past.
Sometimes he finds it painful. If there are too many things in a person's heart, he will naturally not be happy, not to mention that he is an orphan, and the memory of an orphan is always more difficult than that of ordinary people.
Today, however, he can finally do what he wants, and everything seems to be instantaneous, so of course he has to laugh.
Zhao Shanhe came very early, because he knew Qin Qianye's habits, they were best friends, he was leaving, he naturally wanted to come to see him off. As soon as he entered the door, Zhao Shanhe looked at Qin Qianye strangely and said, "Qianye, you are smiling, I haven't seen you laugh like this for a long time, but unfortunately you really shouldn't laugh at this time." ”
"You're right, I really shouldn't laugh!" Suddenly, he also looked at Zhao Shanhe strangely, and stared at his mouth desperately.
Zhao Shanhe noticed it, he was suddenly a little embarrassed, so he had to touch his mouth and asked, "Why do you keep looking at my mouth, could it be that there is something on my mouth?"
Qin Qianye smiled: "No." ”
"Then why do you keep staring at my mouth and still show that expression?" Zhao Shanhe said strangely.
Qin Qianye sighed deliberately and said, "Why didn't I find out that your big mouth was so interesting until today! Although I have always thought that you had too many words before, today I feel that your words are not only very beautiful but also seem to be very reasonable, it seems that I was really wrong before." ”
Zhao Shanhe also sighed with him, and said: "Originally, I came to scold you, because you hurt everyone and worry about you, and besides, I really can't figure it out, she treats you like that, but you want to make her sad." ”
Qin Qianye smiled: "She, who is she? It seems that you know her better." Yes, that's really my fault, if you scold me now, not only will I not hate you, but I will be very grateful to you", he finished speaking, and stood there quietly, as if he was waiting for Zhao Shanhe to scold him today.
But Zhao Shanhe suddenly stopped talking, just looked at Qin Qianye helplessly.
Qin Qianye was waiting for Zhao Shanhe to scold him, but Zhao Shanhe didn't say a word, and couldn't help but ask: "Brother Dashan, since you want to scold me, why don't you start!
When Zhao Shanhe heard this, he suddenly felt like he had eaten a bitter gourd, and said helplessly: "I should have scolded you severely, but I finally know now that you still have a little conscience." You have always followed your father's example and wanted to be a man who values love and righteousness. I don't know why you do that, but I know that you must have your unspeakable suffering, because what you said made her sad, but you yourself must be ten times more sad than she was. ”
Qin Qianye listened to his words, and his heart suddenly warmed up. His eyes began to moisten, and he finally understood how lucky he was to have a friend who really knew him. Is there anything more heartwarming in this world than friendship?
Zhao Shanhe looked at him, he was desperately trying to take back his tears. They are friends, he understands his temper, he has shortcomings, and he should be forgiven. When a man makes a mistake, who can forgive him if even his best friend can't forgive him?
He smiled and said, "Chiba, you were obviously laughing just now, and now you are suddenly crying again, could it be that you are about to leave, and you are stupid?"
Qin Qianye deliberately rubbed his eyes and said very seriously: "Don't you know that if there is sand in your eyes, you will cry." ”
Of course Zhao Shanhe knew his intentions, in such weather, even outside, the wind couldn't lift the grains of sand, how could it suddenly blow into his eyes. He didn't expose his lame lie, he just shut his mouth and stood there smiling softly.
Qin Qianye looked at his eyes and said with a smile: "Brother Dashan, I'm really strange, when did you start to know me like this, but unfortunately I haven't known it." Zhao Shanhe didn't seem to hear his words, Gu Zi asked: "Qianye, in fact, I really admire you, because only you can still laugh at this time, if you change me, you must have already cried." ”
Qin Qianye said with a smile: "It's a pity that you won't have that day, maybe when that time comes, you will smile happier than me?" because at that time, you may feel that as long as you are still laughing, you can not only make everyone feel at ease, but also give yourself courage." Zhao Shanhe was speechless, and obediently closed his mouth again.
Human emotions are very subtle things, and they can never understand the flavor until the moment they experience it. And by the time you really understand, it's often too late.
They began to set off, and the two of them walked along Tianci Lake towards the head of the village.