130. Drunk life dreams of death

I don't know if Hua Qiangu is out of the Cloud Palace, and Mo Bingxian can't find her anywhere. I also know that if she has the heart to hide, no one in this world can find it. Time passed, and Hua Qiangu never showed up again. Mo Bingxian's always unsentimental temperament became a little anxious, and she didn't think about whether her consumption of her was enough for the fairy world to seal her, but she was worried about her final result. There are still a few days before the counterattack of the fairy world, needless to say, it must be a great battle in the ancient times. It's obviously a move with less than half a chance of winning with an egg hitting a stone. However, he knew in his heart that the only people he needed to deal with were bamboo dyeing flowers and thousand bones, and he didn't care about victory or defeat at all. The backwater-like eyes occasionally reveal only despair and exhaustion, like a dying person. In fact, she was tired of all this, and she just wanted to end it quickly.

The day counts down to the day, and finally the last day is approaching, Mo Bingxian doesn't believe in bamboo dyeing, they don't know anything, but the Six Realms are a little weirdly quiet.

The small river where Hua Qiangu stood in the past has long since dried up. She remembered a long, long time ago, when she liked to catch fish and crabs in the creek barefoot. Daddy would sit under the eaves and read, always coughing intermittently, and when she was in good spirits, he would teach her to read, write, or make her a beautiful paper kite.

In the blink of an eye, many years have passed, and the small cabin of the year has long been gone, since the birth of the demon god, the celestial phenomena have changed, and the people in the village have died and moved away for several consecutive years.

She pulled out the grass from her father's grave little by little and repaired it. I found some wood to knock on, and I wanted to rebuild the wooden house according to my memory, although the mana was strong, but I was clumsy in the end, but it was still very simple after two days, not to mention that I was often stunned and distracted, and smashed the hammer on my hand. When everything was finished, the wooden house was turned into a flower house, and flowers bloomed everywhere, and flowers and vines were climbed. Hua Qiangu lay in the dark, as in the past, there was a small roof to shield from the wind and rain, safe and steady, like being wrapped in her mother's belly, like lying in the arms of Bai Zihua in those days.

The sky was dark and oppressive, and she didn't see the sun for many days, and she knew that she couldn't just rely on her emotions to affect the sun, moon, and celestial phenomena and affect the mountains, rivers and earth, but she almost didn't have the strength to control these anymore.

Suddenly, she noticed that someone was coming, and it was the breath she was familiar with, and she still couldn't control her hand trembling.

The man just stood by the door and didn't come in. Hua Qiangu smiled bitterly in his heart, and he didn't want to see it, so why bother looking for it.

"It's windy outside, come in and sit down, the hut is shabby, and although the hospitality is not good, there is always a place to stay. ”

Bai Zihua pushed the door in.

Hua Qiangu was sitting on the wooden board that was erected at random, and his purple eyes stared at him, calm and waveless, and the two looked at each other for a long time in the dark. Bai Zihua found a place to sit down at random, and the white-clothed Shengxue seemed to have a halo of glow around him.

Since the last time, the two of them have not seen each other, as if they have been separated for many years, and they are getting farther and farther apart.

Bai Zihua looked at her forehead, and her heart twitched again, thinking of her last gaffe.

The moment he saw the scars on her face, he swore to himself that even if he died in this life and this life, he would not hurt her at all, but he broke his oath again.

Closing his eyes slightly, he thought he knew what to do, but he didn't know anything about it. Feelings and reason were torn apart, and one white painting stood coldly in front of the other white painting and sighed behind it.

Knowing that she has not been in the cloud palace for a long time, after thinking about the size of the world for a while, in fact, she has nowhere to guess that she is here, and sure enough. When I went out to practice with her, I came back with her once.

He didn't know what he was looking for her to do, because of Mo Bingxian or because the Immortal Realm was about to counterattack in two days. He still hadn't recovered his mana, and Sheng Xiaomo was afraid that he would be affected and in some danger, and asked him to go back several times. But how could he get rid of it, it was his responsibility.

If he had taken care of her a little more, and when she was determined to steal the artifact, he realized that before she was sent to the wilderness, and now before Sugar Baby was killed, maybe everything would have been different. :bsp; But even though he had come to this point and killed so many people, he never felt that he had done wrong to take her as an apprentice, shield her, seal the demonic power in her body, or receive the soul elimination nail for her.

"What's the matter with me?" Hua Qiangu's voice was cold to the bone.

Bai Zihua was silent for a long time: "The fairy world will counterattack two days later. ”

"Know what's that. Hitting a stone with an egg is not self-sufficient. Since they are bent on death, I will fulfill them. You didn't come to forgive them this time, did you? ”

Bai Zihua looked at her and didn't speak.

Hua Qiangu sneered and said with a hint of ambiguity in his tone: "Don't say that you are worried about me." ”

Bai Zi was stunned on the screen: "Naturally not." ”

"Do you want to ask me to release people again? Don't go on a killing spree? Then you should stop the people from the fairy world. ”

Bai Zihua sighed lightly: "Let go of everything and stop being a demon god, okay?"

Hua Qiangu looked at him as if he was watching a big joke, how could there be a way back now. But in the end, his heart softened for a moment, and he asked with a wry smile: "How can you be a demon god, how can you not do it, and what if you don't do it, will you take me away?"

"I won't kill you, leave everything behind, and let me go back to the bottom of the sea for a long time. ”

Hua Qiangu laughed: "You still plan to put me in such a place forever and forever, Bai Zihua is already a wasted person, why will I listen to you." Tell you that I, no, will!"

Hua Qiangu's long sleeves flicked and suddenly got up and took two steps closer to him: "But...... How about the two of us make a deal, you take me away, I really don't want to be a demon god, I only accompany you, only for you. You can both save the common people and atone for your sins, it's just a small price, why not stay for a long time, don't you like to sacrifice for the world the most?"

Staring at his face so closely, I only wished I could see even the slightest waver. But she was still disappointed, and Bai Zihua shook her head slowly: "Only this thing will never be possible." How can you discourage yourself to forgive me, if you do all this, it's because of me......"

As soon as he raised his hand, Hua Qiangu had already restrained his acupoint, smiled bitterly, and staggered back two steps.

How could she not know that there was something strange about him suddenly coming to her, knowing that she still loved him deeply, and even wanted to atone for her sins by dying in front of her. And knowing that he was there, he would never let him die, and his action was just to show himself his determination, and he was deliberately forcing himself. Because I love you, I will never be able to fight you.

Hua Qiangu slowly turned around, and the excessive depression and sorrow in his heart poured out, tasting the sweetness of his throat, swallowing it hard, and then slowly shaking his head as if he was laughing at himself. In fact, even if he is willing to be a demon god for the sake of the world and for her now, how can she accept it, from the moment she becomes a demon god, everything has long been irreversible. But I still can't help but be tempted, I can't help asking, I can't help but have a little expectation. After all, he refused to compromise even for the sake of the world, and begged to be with her. That's it, there is no such thing as an if......

Bai Zihua watched Hua Qiangu's figure get farther and farther away, and slowly closed his eyes. He knew he was too cruel, but he didn't have time to do it, it was the only thing he could do, and he didn't want to see her hands stained with blood again.

"Bamboo dyeing. ”

"Huh?" Listening to her soft voice calling him, he was stunned for a moment, Hua Qiangu raised his head and looked at the sky lazily, and tomorrow was a big battle.

"Are you done with everything you want to do?"

"It's almost the last one left. As it is the most important, I leave it to the last.

"It's good that I didn't do anything. "They agreed in the wilderness.

"I owe it all to your strength. "He's been using her, she doesn't care about being used by her, the premise at first is that as long as she doesn't hurt other people, and then after she becomes a demon god, she can let him.

Hua Qiangu shook his head, and suddenly pulled his hand, which was covered with an ugly scar, and there was no little finger, which was cut off by her in the first place.

"Does it hurt?" suddenly felt a little sad, the two of them depended on each other for their lives, and it was not easy to get out of the wilderness and get to this point.

"It doesn't hurt. Takezen's eyes no longer saw the false smile of the past, and became gentle.

Suddenly feeling the rolling power flowing into his body, he let go of Hua Qiangu's hand and shook his head slowly: "No." ”

"You can't beat him. ”

"It's okay, it's just this thing, I want to rely on my own strength. "His ambitions, his **, his ambitions have been satisfied, and the Six Realms are just like that. Only one last thing is left for revenge.

"Do you think if I see Sugar Baby, will she blame me for killing Eleven? ”

"No, no child will really be angry with their parents. ”

"What about you?"

Bamboo Dye was silent for a long time, and finally stretched out his hand, and for the first time in his life, he held Hua Qiangu in his arms. It was a battle that was doomed to both of them.

The pavilion and the small pavilion flower thousand bones drink alone on the moon. It was the first time she had drunk in many years, and the smell of the wine alone had made her drowsy.

Suddenly recalled the dreams she had when she drank the wine of forgetfulness, recalled Bai Zihua and told her that no matter whether she has the wings of an eagle or the ability of the sun in the future, she must remember her mood when she was a small stone and benefit the common people and the earth.

He had actually foreseen this day a long time ago, but he still believed that even if he had great ability, his heart would not change. But after all, he still changed, and he was disappointed.

Feeling that someone was coming, looking up, it was Mo Bingxian, she lay on the desk weakly, and muttered with a smile: "Why haven't you left yet, isn't it enough?" Holding Mo Bingxian's hand, the demonic power surging into his body.

Mo Bingxian dragged her up, with a hint of distress and a hint of hatred, and said in disbelief: "Are you really trying to save Shuofeng according to the method I said?" In just a few days, her demonic power was scattered like this, what the hell did she do?

Hua Qiangu Demon Ye smiled and nodded, his face was drunk, and his cheeks were always pale with a faint pink.

"I'm so happy, this time he must have a face, and he is as handsome as you. ”

It's a pity that it will take hundreds of years for him to transform into human form again, and she can't see it......

Mo Bingxian shook his head: "Why are you always so gullible, knowing that my purpose is to consume your strength and make you weaker, so that I can kill you, if this method is just to lie to you like the woman before?"

Hua Qiangu smiled sadly: "Do you think I still have anything to lose? Although you came with a purpose, how can I not see that you really care." You go, I just used my demon power to set up a screen in your body, and you won't have no choice in the future. Let's go, go to the person you loved at the beginning, just like you said, even if she is no longer the one she was at the beginning, she will guard it well. That's all I can to repay you. ”

Mo Bing Immortal's heart is like a knife. He was wrong, he was wrong, he shouldn't have come, he shouldn't have listened to advice, he shouldn't have read her memories, read her, but he couldn't do anything but feel sorry for her.

Holding her arms tightly, she was simply roaring: "Repay, what is there for me worthy of your repayment? I have been deceived and hurt so much, how dare you?

Hua Qiangu turned around but was tightly held in his arms.

"Don't be stupid, no one is distressed, sad is worthless. Forget him, forget him, I'll take you away, don't care about this bullshit world, don't do anything more, I'll take you away......"

Hua Qiangu's nose was sour, but he could only shake his head desperately: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

"Don't keep saying I'm sorry, you're not sorry, I'm sorry for anyone, they're sorry for you!"

Holding her face and kissing her fiercely.

Hua Qiangu's eyes widened in a daze, her brain was blank, and her limbs were completely paralyzed, and she only saw the face in front of her full of painful struggle. I wanted to push it away, but my whole body was numb and weak, the person's kiss was so fierce and so hard, the temperature of the body that had always been cold began to rise, and the alcohol anesthetized her brain, and the face of the person in front of her suddenly turned into a white painting. Feeling like a knife again, she responded passively and muttered in her mouth: "Master......"

Mo Bingxian trembled like a lightning strike, and pressed her into the soft couch in the small pavilion: "Damn! I'm not your master! I don't hear it! I'm not! You show me clearly!" Forcefully broke her confused face and kissed her again. Floral aromas mixed with wine aromas are so tempting.

Why did Hua Qiangu's long-tense strings completely break? Why did she have to be so persistent? Why did she hold on to him? If she could, she wouldn't have loved him so far, and so many people wouldn't have died because of her. Why is it that he would rather sacrifice the world than be with himself now, so he really hates himself so much? Why does he still refuse to give up? Why can't he be a little more free? Why can't he be free and easy? Why can't he do anything when he is obviously a demon god? Why should he defend himself? Why is he persecuted?

Her eyes were blurry, and she no longer knew whether that person was Bai Zihua or Mo Bingxian. She only knew that she was so bitter, tired, and lonely. Everyone left her, and her dead heart seemed to have been cut into a big hole, dripping with blood, and she needed to fill it. Reaching out and hugging the little warmth in front of him tightly, it was like desperately grasping at the straw that saved his life.

The clothes were peeled off her shoulders, and the man kissed and bit her neck hatefully, just like Bai Zihua sucked her blood. She was short of breath, letting the unfamiliar hand caress her body and ignite it everywhere, and she bowed her waist weakly and sighed softly.

But suddenly, the surrounding temperature was extremely cold, and the murderous aura came overwhelmingly. Hua Qiangu was drunk, and when he opened his eyes in a dream, he saw that the man's heart in the distance was like a crack.

Time stopped in an instant, as if returning to the beginning, when he was his teacher and she was still his disciple.

Turning over violently, Mo Bingxian pushed Mo Bingxian away, and chased after him desperately.

Mo Bingxian hugged her tightly from behind, and her voice was almost choked: "Don't go ......"

Hua Qiangu's face was full of panic, and he tried his best to break away, but he still just shook his head and said sorry.

Mo Bingxian looked at her back, covering his face with both hands, he no longer knew whether he was doing this for her or for her demon god power, and smiled bitterly: "It's me who is sorry for you......"

It seems that she wanted to kill Ni Mantian at the beginning, and she has been kowtowing in the courtyard all the time, just wanting to ask for his forgiveness. Never panicked like this, because she knew she was doing something wrong.

Struggling to catch up with Bai Zihua's footsteps, he was almost unstable even in his body.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

She said it ten thousand times in her heart, although she didn't know why she wanted to say it, and she didn't need to talk to him, but she just felt that she was wrong, very wrong.

Reaching out to pull the robe painted by Bai Zi, she was as scared and dazed as a child.

Bai Zi's picture was pale, almost speechless, and her body trembled, and she slapped her in the face when she returned her hand.

Hua Qiangu didn't dodge, and fell to his knees with a dejected face.

Bai Zihua's chest rose and fell violently, looking at her disheveled, fragrant shoulders half leaking, one hand stiff in the air, the other pointed at her, wanted to say something, but was so angry that she couldn't say a word.

Hua Qiangu had never seen him so angry, his red eyes were overwhelming, like a suffocating storm. The Cold War confrontation that has been going on for so long has exploded at this moment. It's just because she doesn't know her self-love and is about to do something with another man.

Bai Zihua only felt that his heart was about to be crushed, and his mind was full of dirty pictures of the two relatives. He brought her up, knew her better than anyone else, even if she became a demon god, no matter how much gossip from others, he didn't believe that she who loved her deeply would be willing to fall to such a ridiculous state. Tomorrow is a big battle, if he hadn't been worried that she would come and bump into her, he really gave Mo Bingxian no need to wait until tomorrow to see her corpse. She knew that the consequences were so confused, did she really fall in love with that man?

When he saw all this, the great sorrow and anger that surged in that moment completely swallowed his heart in an instant, as if someone had slashed him, and the despair and powerlessness almost ate his soul.

Suddenly, I hated her so much, I hated her, I hated her, I never understood my hard work for her, hated her, always made him feel heartache for her, worried about her, hated the men around her one after another, but she didn't know that no one in the world could be better than him.

I hate myself even more, I hate myself for not being able to redeem it, I can't make her turn back, I hate myself for making mistakes and forcing her like this step by step, and I hate myself for making her desperate and sad again and again.

And what he hated the most at this moment was that he had lost all his mana and couldn't strangle Mo Bingxian to death.

Hua Qiangu knelt in front of him, his face was full of pleading, and he almost burst into tears. She knew she was wrong, she was wrong, she was wrong.

"Master......" couldn't help but call out the two words in a low voice.

Bai Zihua was stunned, and for a moment, all his defenses and camouflage principles and persistence collapsed.

The love that has been secretly growing in his heart, in fact, the love that he has long understood but has never been willing to face and unveil comes in an irreparable manner.

Before Hua Qiangu could react, the person in front of him suddenly leaned down and kissed him.

Dark all round.

The lips were familiar to her, and they were nostalgic to her, but they were different from the past, hot and hot, with boundless anger and resentment. Hua Qiangu lost all ability to think, knelt on the ground, clinging weakly to him, tilting his head and gasping for breath, allowing him to invade and occupy without gentleness.

She had been waiting for this moment for thousands of years.

Bai Zihua tightly imprisoned her in his arms, grabbing the fragrance of flowers and wine in her mouth, as soon as she thought that she had kissed another man just now, the kiss turned into a hateful bite, and the mouth was salty, only to know that he had bitten her lips, and his heart hurt and couldn't help but be gentle.

The tip of the soft tongue lingered against death, and all his thoughts were already blurred in Bai Zihua, if it was just a dream, he would rather never wake up. If it's still a mistake, he just wants to be wrong for the rest of the moment.

The kiss was like a punishment and a gift. When he finally regained his senses and slowly let go of her, everything became irretrievable.

Staggering back a few steps, he closed his eyes in shock and looked up in despair to stop looking at her. Hua Qiangu also collapsed to the ground in disbelief and couldn't say a word for a long time.

She had never seen such pain, repentance, and fear on Bai Zihua's face, as if she had done the most unforgivable thing in the world.

She didn't react at all to what she had just done, why Bai Zihua did this. But she knew that this was the most shameful thing for him, and it would completely destroy him from the depths of her heart.

"Don't, don't be afraid......"

Hua Qiangu staggered to his feet, like a broken puppet.

Bai Zihua slowly took a step back, and the whole person was bloodless, on the verge of collapsing at any time.

What did he just do?

"Don't be afraid......" Hua Qiangu staggered forward again, gritted her teeth, raised her hand at him, and her fingertips flashed with a burst of intense purple light.

Bai Zihua immediately understood what she wanted to do, and quickly took a step back, almost equivalent to roaring angrily: "Don't erase my memories again!"

How dare she! dare to let him forget again and again!

He did it! He did it wrong! So what! He would never escape by forgetting it!

Bai Zihua gasped heavily, only to feel severe pain all over his body, especially his left arm. The piercing sensation almost made him dizzy. He grabbed his wrist hard, and the cold sweat fell down in large pieces.

Sensing that he was spasmodic due to pain, Hua Qiangu stepped forward in a panic, but was pushed away by him.

"Go, go, go......" almost gritted his teeth and spit out, he had never felt such pain, and even his heart was twitching. Hua Qiangu was frightened again by the look on his face, and he couldn't care about everything, so he grabbed his hand hard.

"I told you to go!"

There was a crack, accompanied by Bai Zihua's angry scolding, Hua Qiangu was stunned, gasped, and looked at his arm in disbelief.

What is that?

It was quiet all around, and only the sound of the two of them gasping for breath could be heard. Hua Qiangu took another step forward in a daze.

Bai Zihua covered his exposed arm with another sleeve, but with a little dazed and desperate: "Don't look at ......"

Don't look at ......

......

Hua Qiangu took two steps back, took a deep breath, and slowly closed his eyes.

How could it be?

It's like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and my brain is buzzing all the time. She wasn't mistaken, it was indeed the traces left by the ruthless pool. But how could he have such a big crimson terrible scar? How could he have it? And when?

"Why......" she raised her hand and touched her lips, it was all too fast, so sudden, how could she believe it? Recalling that night, he was delirious, and he kissed her and called her name over and over again.

Originally......

He had always loved her.

Bai Zi painted under her gaze, ** is hidden, it is an indescribable embarrassment and shame.

The scars on his arms are indeed those left by the ruthless pool. He didn't know what was going on at first, and when his senior brother splashed it on him, he didn't feel it at all, and only then did he leave a faint red mark, and it wasn't until the scar became deeper and deeper day by day that he understood......

There was a moment of shock, but he was too confident in himself. It wasn't until Fang Cai was moved that the scar finally carried several times the pain that had been delayed for many years, and he was defeated in front of her.

Bai Zihua hung low, trembling all over, enduring a frustration that he had never had in his life.

Yes, he loves her since a long time ago, I don't know when, it's just that his heart doesn't know reason, he doesn't know feeling, only the body doesn't lie, leaving a little bit of proof.

But he was a dull man and a heartless man. What if you love, let alone fall in love with someone you shouldn't love.

Hua Qiangu seemed to cry, there was excitement and joy in his eyes, but more pain and anger, why did he actually love her, and he could be so cruel and ruthless even if he fell in love with her?

Purple eyes stared at him, and he stretched out his hand to caress the scar and relieve his pain, but all actions only made Bai Zihua more ashamed and angry.

He always kept saying that she was wrong.

But in fact, he is the one who is the most wrong. How can you fall in love with her too?

Shaking and taking two steps back, he suddenly pulled out his sword and slashed it down on his left hand without hesitation, and the scar and even the flesh of the belt were cut by him alive against the bones, revealing the white bones.

......

Time stops.

Hua Qiangu was so shocked by the sudden news in front of her that she was stupid, and blood splashed on the hem of her skirt, red and bright like a peach blossom.

The glimmer of joy that had just swelled up just now and the heart that had just felt it beating again was snatched away by him like this, and it was another liver and intestine break......

"How can this be?"

Muttered two steps back, and had love for himself, so did he feel ashamed and despised?

"How can you do this?" two bloody tears fell from his face, and his large, hollow eyes stared at him blankly, something in his body as if it was about to explode.

Bai Zihua clenched his teeth, and his whole body was trembling in pain.

This scar is nothing and nothing represents! how he loves her and what he doesn't? they can't be together, never will!

Feeling that Hua Qiangu's body was surging with murderous aura spreading everywhere, he just looked at her coldly. The deepest secrets of his heart were revealed in this way, and he was desperate and angry. He always wounded her with his sword, and the only time he hurt her was when he was in his own novels, but it hurt her heart more than any sword before. Such a crazy and wayward move just wanted to sober her up and sober herself.

Hua Qiangu clenched his hands into fists and took two steps back through gritted teeth. No matter when in this life, even when Sugar Bao died, she didn't feel that she hated him so much.

If only he had never loved her. How could she throw her heart on the ground and trample on it so much when she finally knew that he loved herself? She had never blamed him for everything he had done before, but now she only left resentment. There was no more reason, and the hatred and anger on his face only turned into a cold and evil charm to the extreme, hideous and terrifying.

You will regret painting in white!

An earth-shattering roar seemed to vent all the pain and resentment, and Hua Qiangu was like a silver-white thread, and disappeared in the sky in the blink of an eye.

Bai Zihua fell to the ground, his hand still trembling, holding his left arm, and the blood was still bubbling like tears falling from Hua Qiangu for the second time.