129. Unbearable
Hua Qiangu has not stepped into the Wufu Palace for more than a month, and the matter of changing a new male pet is almost known to the world, and the Shushan faction has received special preferential treatment from top to bottom, even the demons dare not offend casually.
The fairy maids had nothing to do every day, and they chatted more, and suddenly they were beaten into a cold palace from the Divine Venerable Dormitory, and they were inevitably a little lost and indignant in their hearts. What kind of character is the master of his own family, how can he be easily compared to Mo Bingxian who has never heard of it. Seeing that Bai Zihua still looked like he had nothing to do with himself, he was so anxious that he asked everywhere. After seeing Mo Bingxian's appearance, he couldn't help but worry more about his master.
How could Bai Zihua not know what they were talking about behind them every day. **That incident, he was confused at the time, and the effects of the medicine used to know that it was made of bamboo dyeing without thinking about it. Xiao Gu has the intention to humiliate him, how can he use **. Although he has always pretended to turn a blind eye to her love, the dose of medicine clearly pierced the relationship between the two alive.
- Don't deceive yourself anymore, you know that she wants you, although you are not despicable to the point of using **, but your mind and purpose are actually the same, and you are not a dirty person after all.
That's what Takezome is trying to say.
Not to make him submit, but just to humiliate him so that he can face everything head-on and no longer be able to hide. Unless he really regards himself as her male pet, they can't lie on the same couch anymore, otherwise it is tantamount to acquiescing to her ** to herself.
Her throw hurt her, but what hurt her even more was the disgust in her eyes. Bai Zihua wanted to see the innocent eyes and the sad smile when the blood flowed from her forehead, so he twisted it into a ball. Can you say sorry to yourself so calmly, even if it's not her who is wrong, why can't she do it herself?
And that bit of guilt turned into overwhelming anger when she thought that she later asked Zixun Asa Xia to send medicine at that juncture.
Stalemate for a day or two, he has not forgotten his original intention of wanting to save everything, and now it is not easy to make a little progress, how can he give up if Xiaogu recovers some humanity. Just thinking about how to ease the relationship between the two, she heard rumors that she had taken in many new male favorites, singing and feasting night after night, behaving absurdly and erosively, and also infatuated with Mo Bingxian, in order to please him, the Six Realms searched everywhere for paintings and some strange gadgets, and it was inevitable that she would be angry again.
He understands Xiao Gu's simple attachment and knows that she can't be obsessed with her mind or do anything ridiculous. But he didn't expect that person to be Mo Bingxian, and his heart suddenly lost confidence.
Listening to the melodious chorus of piano sounds coming from afar from the Prajna Palace, watching them repeatedly fly through the sky with their hands, my chest was jammed.
Suddenly, he seemed to be unable to do anything, and every day here he was really like a concubine who had lost favor, sitting in the cold palace waiting for the emperor's revisit and favor, how ridiculous.
So he took advantage of the retreat of the Thousand Bones and went to the Prajna Temple.
Mo Bingxian was resting in the gazebo in the water, and there was a guqin and white jade on the table next to him, and there were books, tea, melons and fruits, and an unfinished plate of endgames on the table. It was he who came, and Mo Bingxian was still motionless, leaning on the gorgeous red sandalwood carved wooden chair for a long time before slowly opening his eyes.
Bai Zihua looked at the purple fox fur on his body, presumably it was covered by Hua Qiangu when he left, and his heart tightened violently. Although he knew that Xiao Gu couldn't have anything to give birth to him, and he hadn't given birth to anything, but when he thought that she was actually sleeping with other men night and night, and her ears and temples were grinding, her irrepressible anger rushed upward.
Mo Bingxian was extremely interesting to see Bai Zihua's suddenly changing face thoughtfully. At first, he thought that Hua Qiangu was obsessed with Bai Zihua, so he would do whatever it took to keep him by his side, but he was reluctant to use force on him, so Mo Yan came to beg him, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.
"It's been a long time since I've seen the immortals. Mo Bingxian sat up slowly and poured him a cup of tea.
"He asked you to come?"
Mo Bingxian nodded.
"I said I could fix it, please go back right away. ”
"Solution, how to solve it, she is now an omnipotent demon god, even if you are her love, you can't change anything. ”
"I'm not going to give up on her. "He is her master, the only relative in the world, who has become the culprit of becoming like this, if even he gives up on her little bones, there will be no turning back.
"I don't know what happened before, but now she has done a lot of evil, and everyone has been punished. You have always put the righteousness of the world first, and naturally you know what to do and what not to do. The fairy realm has secretly prepared for so long, everything is ready, only the east wind is owed, and the six realms will soon be full of gunsmoke. I'm sure I'll help you win the battle, you're just a mortal now, and you can't help anything, it's too dangerous to stay here, and you're the one who should leave. ”
Bai Zihua naturally knew that what he said was to win by intersecting to seize the power of the demon god, others might not be able to do it, but if he relied on the ability of Mo Bingxian, Xiao Gu would die.
"Don't touch her!"
It was still like a cold voice for ten thousand years, but there was some threat and gunpowder in his tone, and Mo Bingxian frowned, and put down the teacup heavily: "Do you think I want to? I'm not a person who can sacrifice for something." This is your fault, and you should do it, you pride yourself on being high, and you are unwilling to give up your life and make up for it, so what qualifications do you have to stop me?"
Bai Zi drew an air knot: "How can the dignified Mo Bing Immortal use this kind of indiscriminate means. ”
Mo Bingxian laughed: "It's rare to have a woman who can withstand my gentle rubbing and caresses, I naturally enjoy it, and besides, her taste is really good." Squinting his eyes, he seemed to be recalling the lingering sympathy between the two at night.
Bai Zihua struggled to restrain himself, but he still flicked his sleeves away in anger, and the guqin fell off the desk and fell heavily to the ground. Mo Bingxian picked it up and looked at Bai Zihua's departing back in a daze, as if he didn't believe it. Was that person really the white painting he knew? For the sake of Hua Qiangu? What happened to them each other?
Not long after Bai Zihua left, the bamboo dye came thoughtfully.
"I know you're curious about something, but I advise you not to snoop into the memories of the Divine Venerable, knowing too much won't do you any good. ”
Mo Bingxian can not only disintegrate the opponent's mana, but also see the opponent's heart, and it is easy to find the opponent's weaknesses, so he is always invincible.
"I really don't understand, the two of you obviously seem to have such a bad relationship, but you are always thinking about each other in your heart. ”
Takeran snorted coldly: "I don't know what you're talking about." ”
Mo Bingxian sneered: "She said that you always relied on her when she was most miserable, and to her, the entire Six Realms was not important compared to her. ”
Takeran's body was stunned, he didn't expect it...... Unnaturally smiled bitterly, his face shrouded in scars, all expressions looked very fake, but Mo Bingxian knew that the sadness in his eyes was real.
"We are too much alike, but she is even more pitiful than me. I came to you because I wanted someone to accompany her well, and Bai Zihua couldn't do it, maybe only you could. Do what you can to make her happy, she's running out of time. ”
Bamboo Dye turned away, and his back was cold and arrogant.
Mo Bingxian frowned, no one would be afraid when he saw the scar on Zhu Ran's body that symbolized ambition, his heart was too natural and would not be willing to succumb to others, and now that the entire Six Realms was in his hands, he was obviously still not satisfied. Do you want to use your own hands and the hands of the fairy world to eradicate Hua Qiangu? He needs to send a message back to ask Moyan and them to be more wary of him. Otherwise, the praying mantis catches cicadas and yellow finches, who can know if it will fall into his hands in the end.
Although he has repeatedly warned himself not to be interested in Hua Qiangu's past, after getting along for a long time, it seems that she is going to be sucked in, and he always inadvertently wants to know more.
When Hua Qiangu came back late at night, he saw Mo Bingxian sitting quietly in the room holding the qin. Although Bai Zihua is always alone and looks at it from afar, he never has a sense of loneliness and loneliness.
"What?" There was a faint smell of Baizi painting in the air, and he was here for a while, and his breath tightened.
"Nothing. Mo Bingxian plucked the strings at will.
"How do you fall off here, I'll find a new one for you tomorrow. ”
"No, I like this piano a long time ago from a friend. ”
"Friend?" the word friend always meant more loneliness to him.
"She loves to hear me play. When I was dying, I wanted to see her play the piano to her, but she wouldn't see me. ”
"She's dead?"
"When people get old, they naturally die. ”
"She's mortal?"
Mo Bingxian nodded.
Hua Qiangu already understood: "Why don't you teach her to cultivate immortals?"
"What about cultivating immortals, I still can't get close to her. Besides, she has her own life and choices, and she shouldn't change herself just to be with me. ”
Hua Qiangu nodded, watching the person he loved die of old age day by day, and he couldn't do it if he wanted to hold him in his arms and comfort him, so he must have felt very desperate.
remembered that she had said to him before that she was envious of him, and there was always a feeling of freedom and freedom in him.
And he just smiled faintly and replied that people who are not tied are very lonely, you don't understand.
In a daze, Mo Bingxian suddenly took her into her arms, and touched her chest with her hand, she was startled, but he had already left, and took something out of her arms.
"What do you always do with a stone in your arms?" curiously tossed up and down in his hand, looking a little childish.
Hua Qiangu's blank eyes became deep, and just as he was about to speak, Mo Bingxian smiled: "Are you going to tell me a story again?"
Hua Qiangu also smiled, stretched out his hand to take back the stone from him, held it in his hand, and rubbed it gently: "Although it looks like it's just an ordinary stone now." But in fact, this is the beginning of everything - Nuwa Stone. ”
"This is the Nuwa Stone?" Mo Bingxian narrowed his eyes, why is there any trace of the Nuwa Stone that has been recently refined? What is Hua Qiangu going to do with it?
"Yes, one of its fragments, the Nuwa Stone, once transformed into a human form, and then died for me. I was unwilling to want to save him, but I didn't expect the demon god to be born, and everything became what it is now. But I know he's not gone, and sometimes I hear him calling out to me, soothing me, and I know he's still with me in the stone. ”
Mo Bingxian was silent for a long time: "I know that an ancient technique can collect the dissipated materialized demon souls again, but I don't know that it will not work for Nuwa Stone. And even if he is recruited back, he may not be the friend he used to be, but another person. ”
Hua Qiangu looked at him in surprise and suddenly rushed forward and grabbed his arms tightly: "Really?"
Mo Bingxian looked down at the smiling face that suddenly bloomed like a flower, and it was a little dazzling. She used to be like this, she was so happy and full of vitality, like the sun, piercing through him and illuminating every blood in her body into a transparent river, boiling happily.
I was not used to the movement of my heart, and I turned my face away with some embarrassment, and stopped looking at her.
"Maybe, you can give it a try, but it definitely won't work on your own, but with the power of the demon god, maybe you can. ”
"Okay, when can we start?" Hua Qiangu was so excited that she was almost speechless. If there is still a chance to undo it, the mistake can be remedied......
"The more the earth aura, the greater the probability of success, but think clearly, this will consume a lot of your demon god power. ”
"It's okay, as long as you can save him. ”
Mo Bingxian didn't expect her to be gullible, or was she really too confident in her own strength.
"That, what about the sugar treasure? It, it's a spirit worm of the Immortal Pavilion, and it has been cultivated into a *human, but in order to save my soul, is there any way to save it back? It doesn't matter how much demon power is consumed!" Hua Qiangu was so excited that he slurred his words a little.
Is it to save her again? Mo Bingxian's heart was shocked. Sometimes guilt destroys a person more than direct harm. How much pain and regret does she have in her heart?
"I can't help this, but since it is a spirit worm of the Immortal Pavilion, why don't you ask the Immortal Pavilion Master?"
He ...... He also died. ”
Catching a glimpse of the despair in her wide-open eyes, as if remembering something most painful, my heart couldn't help but tighten.
"Don't give up on you, knowing that the universe is eternal and all things are imperishable. If you are true love, you don't care, even if it is not in its original form. Keep the reincarnation of heaven and earth well, and one day everything you thought you had left and gone away will come back again. ”
Hua Qiangu's heart felt a strong warmth, and she suddenly had the urge to cry.
yes, come back, she wants everything to come back, come back, okay. Even if she never sees that day again.
Mo Bingxian suddenly bent down and folded a small transparent flower on the ground and handed it to her. Hua Qiangu looked back and saw that the flowers covered the path where she came. It's been a long time since I've done this, no matter where I go, I will leave flower marks, because the power of the demon god is too strong at the beginning, and it will not be controlled, and it will leak everywhere. Now...... It's that she has no control over it.
Mo Bingxian's brows were tangled, although he had a hand and foot every night, but the power of Hua Qiangu could not disappear so quickly, what the hell was she. Why does she always have the eyes of a dying person even though she has become the supreme of the Six Realms?
Seeing that Hua Qiangu was holding the flower he handed him and staring at him, he would always feel slightly drunk under her stupid eyes recently. couldn't help but reach out and hugged her in his arms, there was a trace of struggle in his eyes, obviously he was so powerful, why did he always feel that she would break if he touched her like porcelain? Just because of those innocent eyes, how could he be so easily tempted?
Finally he made up his mind, his hand on the back of her head and pressed her deeper into his arms.
Hua Qiangu shuddered violently, Mo Bingxian's strength has always been very strong, and the closer he gets, the more uncomfortable his body becomes, and his strength seems to be torn by something, surging outward. But in my heart, I am extremely nostalgic and obsessed with the taste of him. So I can't help but want to get close to him. But this time...... target
She quickly reacted to something, and pushed Mo Bingxian away.
"Don't look at ......" Don't look at her painful past, shameful past.
Mo Bingxian was stunned, his mouth was half open, and he looked at him with disbelief written on his face.
The kid ...... Is that child her? the former flower thousand bones?the lonely one who was scared in front of the ghosts, she went to apprenticeship alone, she worked hard for Bai Zi's painting, she laughed happily in front of her friends, she frolicked with Sugar Baby, she painted for Bai Zi again and again......
He finally understood why her eyes were sometimes cold, sometimes dazed, sometimes sad. Why did even Zhuran pity her, why did Mo Yan come to beg him, and why Bai Zihua would rather suffer humiliation by his side than leave.
Broken Thoughts, Soul Destroying Nails, Heartless Pond Water...... When he saw her in the wilderness, blind and dumb, and bullied, his heart ached. Although Takezome was for profit, he took care of her like that at that time, and gave her hope again, no wonder she would be so indulgent to him. People in the world will only slander her, hurt her, and deceive her, it turns out that this demon god was forced out step by step.
Ask yourself, he has seen the world all his life, although he will not complain about the sky, but he is somewhat cold to this world. What would he become if he suffered like Hua Qiangu?
It's just that why is she so obsessed? All of this is just for a white child?
The pity in the heart is replaced by anger, anger towards Bai Zihua, anger at the fairy world, anger at himself.
Seeing his expression, Hua Qiangu shook his head lightly and sat down weakly in the chair.
"It's ridiculous, the Six Realms are raging because of me, and the people are living because of me, and my blood is flowing into rivers and seas, and bones are piled up like mountains. But the only person I really killed with my own hands was Luo Eleven. ”
"I ......" Mo Bingxian was a little dazed and a little guilty. He could have been unnoticed by Hua Qiangu, but when he saw the moment, the blow and touch were too great, and he lost his soul.
Suddenly, there was a very strong urge to kill Bai Zihua. Suddenly, I hated myself for being so late. Today's Hua Qiangu is no longer a simple child with a shallow smile, but just a beautiful walking corpse.
And he wanted to work with those who forced her step by step to become what she is now, and destroyed her to the point where she was now. How cruel -
Hua Qiangu slowly stood up, if Mo Bingxian didn't know anything, she could still play with him on the spot, warm each other and comfort each other. Now it can't be anymore. She doesn't want to stand naked in front of people.
"Little Bone!" Mo Bingxian took her hand.
Hua Qiangu couldn't help but be stunned when she heard that he was the same as Bai Zihua.
"Can't you let it go until now?"
Hua Qiangu sighed blankly: "There has never been anything in my world that can compare to him. After all, he didn't look back, and slowly walked out the door.
Mo Bingxian's face was full of despair.