[bookid=3271478,bookname="Feather does not ascend to the immortal"] continue to recommend a friend's book, a very good Xianxia novel.

Tian Shaoqing was ashamed, thinking that he should apologize to him, but when he walked out of the room, he looked for it everywhere, but he didn't find Liu Feng, but inadvertently entered a room full of books, and said secretly in his heart: Study?

Walked in lightly, but saw that there was ash everywhere, Tian Shaoqing walked casually, took a few books and flipped them over, it was about the layout of the art of war, the strategy of governing the country, and even the five elements of gossip, divination ancient books, I saw that there was a book without a name, the cover was relatively shabby, but it was unusually clean, and I was curious for a while, so I picked it up and took a look.

Tian Shaoqing looked at it carefully, it turned out to be a woman's book, the first line was: "What is loneliness, living alone in this deep mountain and old forest, I finally have an understanding, since the bad news of my late husband came, I felt that the sky was dark, and I barely survived in the world since then." ”

"There are no people here, and the scenes I used to spend with my late husband here, every time I think about it, my heart is like a knife, and it makes me feel as if I have arrived in another world, surrounded by only beautiful flowers and clear water, but empty, and there is no one. My heart is desolate, and I often have no sleep at night, and when I look back at this great mansion, I can only smell the desolation, and no one listens to me, and when I am depressed, I howl loudly, but I can only hear my own desolate voice, and sometimes I wonder if my life still exists. Later, I gradually had a dream, my mind was dizzy, my consciousness was blank, and I asked the world, who can taste the bitter wine of loneliness?"

"Being pregnant taught me to be in a trance, clumsy in my movements, and desperate to survive, and I could have chosen to end it, what is the meaning of such a life? I am so tired of talking to myself every day. But I can't die, because I'm going to give birth to my child, and my husband's family is the only one left, so how can I teach my child to be stillborn?"

"But Feng'er's birth didn't bring me much joy, and soon I realized that he was a hard-working child living in loneliness, I wanted to be good to him, but my life didn't allow it, I was afraid that when the mother and son parted, he would have nothing to rely on, in order to teach him to be strong, I often beat him and scolded him. In fact, he was a good and obedient child, and when I beat him, I couldn't bear it, as the saying goes, it hurts in the child's body, and it hurts in the mother's heart! Because I often shoot at him, and then he is afraid when he sees me, and a few times I ask him to eat, and he hides behind the pillar and looks at me, but he doesn't dare to come out. ”

"God knows those nights, I hid in the quilt and cried secretly, I called Jiqi, why did I go to Huangquan so early, leaving us orphans and widows, far away from the hustle and bustle of the market, avoiding the enemy, and living in the mountains where no one cares?"

"God, what a ruthless mother I am, Feng'er was born in our family, without a father, without enjoying the joy of family, and I have to be scolded, as soon as I see him lazy to play, I can't control it, I feel that time is running out, he is so wasted, in a hurry, I will beat him, Feng'er is really the wrong child!"

"But...... My child, if he doesn't recognize the world early and learn some skills, how can he be independent once he is left with himself? ”

"If one day I die, will he repeat the same sad fate as I did in this lonely world? No, I will never do this! I want my son not to cry and not to cry tired!"

"Unconsciously, it's been four years, Feng'er is also four years old, but since the moment he was born, he has never seen the outside world, I am a person who is isolated from the world, Feng'er certainly has no chance to contact others, people's hearts are sinister, in the absence of absolute security, I hope he can live, until he grows up, can protect himself. ”

"In Yifeng'er's memory, the only person he has ever seen is my mother, if--if he loses even his mother, at a young age, won't he only be lonely and helpless? Maybe he will still feel sorry for me, and there will be no one to comfort my child, and his fragile life will dissipate like fireworks, calling the soul of me and my late husband all day long. ”

"My Feng'er, my mother can't imagine that you lost the warmth you should have at the age of four, I'm really reluctant to be a mother, and I want to tell you that my mother is about to forget you, but I can't bear it, how sad it will be if you hear it!"

"I'm about to forget everything, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe the next moment, I can't eat, I can't tailor, I can't comb my hair, how to take care of my four-year-old Feng'er, Feng'er, my mother doesn't want to leave you. ”

"Feng'er is only four years old, and she should be a child who is happy under her parents' knees, but she suffers because of me!"

The following words were a little crazy, and Tian Shaoqing couldn't help but be stunned when he saw it.

"Feng'er can't take care of herself, she's too young to take care of herself!"

"Feng'er, when will I be able to grow into a man and avenge his father? When will I be like his father? When will I take on the responsibility of restoring the Tang Dynasty and restore the Li family?"

"I teach him to read and write every day, teach him to learn the piano, and learn Jiqi's swordsmanship, I am afraid that one day I will not be able to remember that someone bullied Feng'er, and he has no way to protect himself. I'm afraid that Feng'er won't read, write, play the piano to me, and learn swordsmanship, what will he do?

"No, my Feng'er is smart and well-behaved, I listened to him play the piano last time, he played so well, he really ...... like his father"

"I have tried my best to restrain myself from missing my husband, I am very worried that one day I will suddenly go crazy, crazy behavior will frighten my children, in fact, I still want to go home, I want to take Feng'er to see his grandfather, but I can't go, I am afraid that Feng'er is Li Cunqing's grandson will be Tang Mingzong Li Siyuan see through, when it involves my father and two brothers, I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't leave here, I can't leave everything in my life, I don't want to forget him, if I leave here, he may no longer be with his soul, and he will never appear in my dreams again。 ”

"I will never forget the days when we stayed together, only three months, three months is so short, he gave up everything, built this villa for me, he said to accompany me away from the court strife, away from the royal struggle for power, and said that he did not want to see my father become more and more arrogant and make a big mistake. ”

......

"Li Cunqiao was originally a genius, Tang Zhaozong praised him, 'surprisingly good-looking, he is a pillar of the country, the blessing of the Tang Dynasty,' he went out to fight with his father at the age of eleven, and he always took the lead and charged into battle, but why did he not distinguish between right and wrong, loyalty and treachery, and killed people everywhere? If he didn't do this, Jiqi would not leave him, if he didn't indulge in pleasure and intensify, Jiqi would not have come here, I should thank him, he gave me the opportunity to enjoy a three-month escape life with Jiqi. ”

"Li Cunmiao got retribution, favored the servants, was proud and complacent, completely lost the vigor of his youth, took the people's daughters everywhere, did not listen to advice, connived at the servants to do misdeeds, and finally led to a change in the dynasty, first of all, the generals rebelled one by one, he was robbed of the throne by his righteous brother Li Siyuan, and finally died in the chaos. Jiqi's waiter rushed to tell him, and Jiqi said that he wanted to avenge his father and seek revenge from Mingzong Li Siyuan. Why don't you go back? I heard that Jiqi soldiers are going to Weishui, how can they die?"

"Feng'er, you must avenge your father, you must not forget, your father is Li Jiqi, you remember, he was killed by someone, my mother saw his corpse, he was assassinated with a sword, he should be a master. ”

"Thinking of the people of the Li family in the past, they can fight habitually, they are extraordinarily capable, they are both proficient, they are all equipped with martial arts, music and music scores, and when my Feng'er grows up, he is also as brave as his grandfather, and he knows how to understand music and music like his father, Feng'er will be able to cross the battlefield, kill thieves among thousands of horses, and will be talented, and he will also surpass everyone in terms of strategy and wisdom!"

"Feng'er must learn the good, not the bad, to learn the loyalty and courage of the ancestor Li Keyong, to learn the loyalty to the Tang Dynasty, to love the people with benevolence and righteousness, not to learn the shortcomings of the grandfather Li Cunqing, to learn a lesson, not to forget, not to forget ......"

"Feng'er is so hard, my mother knows that you are very hard, but you can't shout bitterness, you can't shout tired, you are born, you are destined to be different from others, you are a royal grandson, a proud imperial grandson! ”

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"Feng'er, are you very afraid of your mother's appearance? My mother knows that you are afraid, you go to read books, learn the art of war, learn how to govern the country, learn strategy, you still have the will of your ancestors and father has not been completed, you must learn all the time, don't care about your mother-"

Seeing this, Tian Shaoqing was shocked, he couldn't imagine that this mother explained her son like this, what was written on the paper was a long one, and the words behind it were almost incoherent, crazy, and it could be seen that these words had exceeded the thinking of a normal mother.

A normal mother, if there are no difficulties and dangers, under normal circumstances, it is very rare for her son to live so hard, so Tian Shaoqing can conclude that Ling Qian was close to the edge of madness when she wrote these things, and she didn't have many thoughts, only remembering the hatred she cared about in her life.

According to records, Ling Qian's delirium was blurred, and it was increasing dramatically day by day, and at first she wrote down the trivial things of her life, which was to prepare for the future events to motivate Liu Feng, and her mood was still peaceful, but she gradually developed a habit, so that when the illness occurred later, it was difficult to contain, and there was a loss of control, and even took the confession to Liu Feng as a task, forcing herself to do it, and forcing Liu Feng to take it as a pillar.

There are too many revenge exhortations in the record, which shows her hope for her son, asking her son to be loyal to the Tang Dynasty, loyal to the Li family, like the ancestor Li Keyong did to the Tang Dynasty, so that the world can end the dispute and reproduce the glory of the Li dynasty.

Tian Shaoqing can imagine Liu Feng's childhood, a four-year-old child, a crazy mother, how did they live? How did Liu Feng come over? As a royal descendant, he actually had to learn such a complicated thing, and Liu Feng's childhood could be said to have never rested.

Tian Shaoqing couldn't imagine that kind of life, she just felt too tired, at this moment, she finally understood why Liu Feng came here overnight, it turned out that this was his memory since he was a child, with everything about his mother, once, no one talked to him, what was the situation?

I think he must have a deep affection for his mother.

His original name was Li, and he was the grandson of Li Cunqiao of Zhuangzong of the Later Tang Dynasty, which Tianshaoqing never expected.

It can also be seen that he misses the life of his father Li Jiqi and his mother very much.

At that time, Li Jiqi's incognito name was Liu Ruifan, no wonder he always called himself Liu, it seems that his nature wants to live freely, yearning for a life of seclusion, but this kind of life was strangled by this cruel childhood.

Tian Shaoqing had a strong curiosity, how did Liu Feng spend the past few years? She remembered that when Liu Feng killed Huang Jubai, she once said that all three hundred lives of Ling Wanshan's family were killed overnight, and at that time, Liu Feng was seven years old, right?

Unexpectedly, Liu Feng's childhood was miserable, when he was four years old, his mother who depended on him went crazy and lost her normality, when she was seven years old, her grandfather's family was slaughtered, and she lost her father at birth and had no relatives. I also have to learn this and that according to my mother's wishes, be busy all my life, and exhaust my life's energy to end the troubled times, and the mother will not let her son have ambitions.

Tian Shaoqing was speechless, he only felt that Liu Feng's life was too bitter, who was he living for?

How can this chaotic era of strife and entanglement of rivers and lakes be so easily calm? Restoring the Tang Dynasty and the Li family is bound to pay a heavy price.

Tian Shaoqing sighed, this world is so unfair to Liu Feng.

Thinking so, she turned her head and saw a hidden compartment hidden behind the bookshelf, which was filled with a large amount of yellowed paper, the top layer of which was extremely new, as if it had been written recently.

Tian Shaoqing immediately thought of Liu Feng, could it be that Liu Feng started the pen? Take a look at it, and it is indeed some words of condolence.

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