Fifty more sour, bitter and sad, dreams sad and dreamy

[bookid=3271478,bookname="Feather does not ascend to the immortal"] continue to recommend a friend's book, a very good Xianxia novel.

She turned out the underlying old paper and looked down from the beginning:

"Today is the first time I left the garden alone, it turned out that the outside was to ask for silver, fortunately my mother has spoken, my mother said to give silver, Feng'er will give, my mother said that my father left us a lot of money, don't worry about not being able to buy things......"

"But the first time I saw so many people, I was dazzled by the excitement, at a loss, I don't know why, I don't know how to greet them, I'm four years old, all along, only my mother told me stories, live with me, today I still secretly ran out, just want to buy something for my mother, in the garden, has run out of food, I had to come here for help. ”

"I handed my uncle and aunt a piece of silver, but they looked at me very strangely, for I was in a hurry, and I had fallen a few times on the way, and now I was disgraced, and my clothes were torn, so they asked me where I got the money? ”

"I didn't dare to tell people that my surname was Li, because my mother said it would lead to death. ”

"I didn't have time to stay outside, for fear that it would not be safe for my mother to stay alone in the other garden, but fortunately, the couple who questioned me saw the money, snatched my money, and said that they wanted to find the owner. My time is limited, I have to learn a lot of things, I think that when I learn everything, my mother will be sober and proud of Feng'er, so I ran back from the town, fortunately my memory is good, I didn't get lost, it took a short time, it took two hours. ”

"Push open the door, my mother sat in the room, humming and chirping, I said to endorse to her, just recite my grandfather's "Spring and Autumn" when he was a child, she actually clapped her hands and laughed, I gave her the buns I bought from the town, and then played the piano for her, and she was very happy, that day was very well-behaved, and she fell asleep in bed......"

"I'm practicing swords every day, my father's Xingyue swordsmanship has been practiced for three years, I'm finally seven years old, but seven years old I already have a ten-year-old mind, I want to take my mother out, see a doctor and seek medical treatment, now I am familiar with the art of war, the words are also written beautifully, the ancient books here have basically been read, if you want to change my fate, you must set up a good mother's illness, I will recognize the way, know how to draw a map. ”

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"Today, I took my mother out of the garden, she was crazy and stupid along the way, and she saw many doctors, but she couldn't do anything about it. ”

"I will always remember the scenes of kneeling and begging: Doctor, please, save my mother. But every doctor said that it was a heart disease, caused by long-term depression. Because of her illness, I traveled with her to dozens of towns and cities, and even I don't know where I went. How can I see the size of the world? If I get lost, I will be wrong. ”

"My mother is still smiling, unaware of the danger we are in, I don't know if she is happy to lose her memory, in short, seeing her laugh once, my heart hurts once. ”

"'Dad, if you have a spirit in the sky, Feng'er begs you to save your mother!' I couldn't help but pray to God, I think Dad can hear it. That time kneeling outside the wilderness, I fell asleep, when I woke up, my mother was gone, my heart was like a knife, immediately looked around, God lived up to his heart, and finally I saw my mother by the riverβ€”β€”"

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"The first time I encountered the ruffian robbers, they not only robbed me and my mother of all the money, but also bullied my mother unscrupulously, I pounced on the fight at that time, but unfortunately I didn't bring a sword, Xingyue swordsmanship didn't have to use, and I was soon hit by them. I still remember vividly, my chest is three suffocating fists, pounced eight times, when I got up again, a person immediately lifted me, volleyed into the distance, to see that it was about to be planted on the bluestone, I screamed, I only hate this troubled world, my mother is right, the world should be unified, but I haven't had a chance to do it, I will die here, I am not reconciled......"

"Did God really hear my cry, suddenly the sword sounded, and there was a scream in my ears, and I fell into the arms of a man in a daze, and when I fainted, he seemed to call me, and I seemed to see his face full of beard. ”

"Soon after, I woke up, opened my eyes, and found me lying on a big bed, and the bearded uncle who had saved me brought me a bowl of soup and medicine, and kindly handed it to me, 'Drink it? ”

"I rushed up, knocked over his medicine, and opened my mouth to call: 'Where is my mother?'

"The uncle was astonished, and grabbed my arm, and exclaimed excitedly, 'You are the young master, the son of the young master, and it is great that the old slave has found you at last!' and he wept with joy with a smile on his face. ”

"At this moment, I know that I am not a wandering orphan, seven years, I Li Feng never thought that there are relatives in this world, the taste of being cared for by relatives, I have to forget, at first hearing this news, I was surprised and happy, but suddenly I stood up. When I was four years old, my mother was delirious, and I never received the warmth of the world and the care of my relatives. Unexpectedly, I will meet my grandfather, he is extremely kind, about sixty years, that day, I finally learned that his name is Ling Wanshan, the family lives in Taiyuan Mansion, as soon as I enter Ling Mansion, dozens of people flocked out, took turns to come forward to watch, touch my face, hold my hand, at that time I was all over the smile. I looked at them blankly. ”

"Then I heard them sigh to each other: 'I have finally found it, and there is a future for Ruifan.'" I thought about it for a long time, and then I realized that the Ruifan in their mouth turned out to be my father Li Jiqi, and my grandfather came over to hold my arm and asked: "You are Feng'er, my grandson?" His tone was kind, but I have no relatives for too long, and I have never lived in loneliness, in this world, except for my mother, I don't trust anyone, so in the face of their actions, I flashed behind my mother vigilantly, and shouted: 'Don't touch me'!"

"They were all stunned, and in the end, the old woman next to her walked up to her grandfather and persuaded: 'They have been wandering outside for several years, Feng'er will be alive, wait a little longer, it will be fine!' She stepped forward to look at her mother, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and murmured: 'Qian'er, how did you become like this? I am my mother! Why didn't you bring Feng'er back when you knew she would be crazy?'"

"In the days to come, I will stay in Lingfu, it feels good to have relatives, warm and kind, I can hear laughter and laughter every day, I am no longer lonely, I don't have to hide in the corner to grieve alone, I don't need to drive many miles to buy buns every day, someone will dress me and arrange my hair crown, the long-lost care makes me rejoice, I Li Feng has tasted the joy of life for the first time in seven years, and the loneliness of the past has turned into flowing water, and the smoke has disappeared......"

"Uncle said: 'Feng'er will laugh!' Grandpa personally took the pen and taught me to read and write, I told him that I would, he was very surprised, so I picked up the pen and wrote the whole volume of "Spring and Autumn" and "Book of Rites" silently in front of him, he was extremely surprised, and the bearded uncle sighed: 'The young master used to live alone, he must be very pitiful, Miss is forcing him!'"

"Grandpa cried instantly, and tearfully took my hand, 'Feng'er, let's go outside, okay to practice swords?' He was full of thoughts about practicing swords until dusk, I stood silently and watched, and when I watched a while, I suddenly rushed and said: 'I will do this trick, it is my father's Xingyue swordsmanship!' Grandpa suddenly stiffened and was stunned. I didn't care about him and danced the sword alone. The bearded uncle sighed and said with relief: "Master, in that place in Yongshan, when the young lady was conscious, she must have practiced the swordsmanship of King Wei, I didn't expect that the young master would be able to use it so quickly, and the young master was so smart, it seems that we are expected to restore the Tang Dynasty, and Zhuang Zong's revenge will definitely be able to get Li Siyuan back!"

"On that day, I listened to my grandfather and uncles discussing how to assist me in the new lord of the Later Tang Dynasty, that was the first time I heard the word 'right', and I also learned that my grandfather had more than 10,000 troops and was ready to wait for the opportunity. ”

Later, they asked me to read books, all about the world's strange formations, how to fight, how to secure the country...... I remembered what my mother once said, I can't rest, the great cause of the world is waiting for me, if I waste a day, I am sorry for the ancestors under the spring, and my father will die without turning a blind eye. ”

"I also went to my father's old house, which was in Luoyang, a dilapidated Wei palace, the old housekeeper was full of white hair, old tears, as soon as he saw me, he fell to his knees, crying and crying silently......"

"The first time I saw my father's house, touching my father's relics, I felt a deep responsibility, the fate of a royal family, I know that I am different from others, can not be free, can not play in the mountains and rivers, my future is far and unpredictable, may not be able to achieve the ideal in my life, but I have to work hard, can not let the ancestors end with hatred. ”

"That time when I went back, I found that the housekeeper Ling Kun was unusual, as if he often eavesdropped on my conversation with my grandfather intentionally or unintentionally, with a sneaky face, I was young, and I didn't know that a disaster was quietly coming, I just asked him: 'What are you doing?'"

"He is cunning and cunning, deceiving me, the seven-year-old Li Feng, in the past few months, in the Ling family, the servants and maids all know that their mother is married to Liu Ruifan, the prodigal son of the rivers and lakes, from the moment I entered the door, he has always called himself Liu Feng, only a few people know the truth, they did not expose it, it is to protect me. ”

"I never expected Ling Kun to eavesdrop, but Ling Kun was really cunning, in the face of my questioning, he calmly drew my attention, 'No, young master, young lady, she ......' His eyes flickered, I heard that something happened to my mother, so I hurriedly walked away, just ignoring the disaster he brought to the family. ”

"That night, everyone was sleeping, suddenly someone broke in, each with a knife and a sword, a ruthless shot, a move, merciless, I heard the screams in the fog, rushed out of the door, I saw the uncle and aunt who loved me in the past, and the servants all fell to the ground with swords, and the blood did not stop......"

"I was startled, and I heard my grandfather's voice not far from the courtyard: 'Feng'er, run!'" and when I looked at each other, I saw that my grandfather was covered in blood, and he tried all his strength to grab Ling Kun's legs, and urged me: 'Run, run, Feng'er!' Ling Kun still broke free, and when he saw that his grandfather's hand was extremely strong and difficult to get rid of, he angrily cut off his grandfather's arm, raised his knife and swung it at me, and the blood splashed suddenly, everywhere, a distance of several feet, and even splashed on my face. In a panic, I picked up a fallen sword, relied on the Xingyue sword technique to defend myself, glanced around to find the gap, and fled. My uncle seemed to get up from the ground and block a move for me, and I heard him shout his last words: 'Rush out, remember to take revenge, don't let Ling Kun this traitor go!'"

"I was heartbroken, I thought that when my mother was crazy, I didn't cry, at that time I traveled all over the thousands of rivers and mountains, worked hard, was bullied, suffered from white eyes and cold treatment, and didn't cry, but that time was the worst cry in my life, shuttling along the winding path, my ears were full of fighting cries, blood splashed, I Li Feng held the long sword in his hand and waved wildly, I have lost the discipline, I don't know how many guards died for me. ”

"My mind was blank, covered with blood, my face was red, blurred my vision, and I also dyed my brocade clothes red, at that moment, I was afraid that I would die, I couldn't fulfill my mother's wish, and I couldn't avenge this sea of blood......"

"In the panic, I actually saw my mother fall in the courtyard, blood flowing all over her body, winding to the ground, turning her over to see, a sharp sword pierced her chest, no matter how I wiped it with my sleeve, it was to no avail, more and more blood-"

"My mother fought her last strength and told me the most sober words in three years, and I will always remember the sword on her chest, the bloody blade, which pierced my mother's chest mercilessly, and the long sharp sword was stained with blood. ”

"I shouted over and over again: 'Mother!' I couldn't bear this cruel fact, I really became a child that no one wanted, I can't imagine that my mother is also dead, what should I do? Where do I go to live? ”

"I shook my mother vigorously, hoping to wake her up, tears flowed down, and every drop fell on my mother's face, 'Mother, don't die, mother!'"

"Until many years later, I can still feel the warmth in her hands, 'Don't cry, my Feng'er is strong, she won't cry, my mother is going to find your father, my mother hasn't seen him for a long time, he's waiting for my mother over there!'"

"I still remember her earnest entrustment: 'Feng'er, you remember, your father is Li Jiqi, the son of Li Cunxuan of Li Tang Zhuangzong, he has ambitions in his life, and he is ambitious and ambitious...... Unified Li family, peaceful troubled times, but it's a pity...... Pity...... Your grandfather worked hard in the first half of his life, and in the second half of his life, he favored and trusted the servants, mistakenly believed the slander of the ministers, unjustly killed the generals, and captured the people's daughters everywhere to serve in the palace, causing the people to rebel and leave, and ruining the foundation that he had worked so hard to build. You must learn a lesson, you must not be greedy for vanity, be proud and complacent, and do not indulge in alcohol and immorality, and you must inherit the last wishes of your grandfather and father and restore the Tang Dynasty, you know? Your father was killed by a traitor, and your mother is useless, you must ...... Want...... Avenge him and go ...... Go...... Shogunshan, there is a ...... there Stuff...... Stay ......'"