Before Chu Fuyan could answer Lin Qingwan, she seemed to suddenly think of something, and a tingling pain in her brain made Lin Qingwan cover her head uncomfortably, curled up, and her mind recalled some things uncontrollably.

That day, Lin Qingwan sat by the river, looking at the clear river water and the trees on the bank, Lin Qingwan only felt that he was happy and in a good mood. She was quite happy, but at this moment, she suddenly heard a sound of footsteps behind her.

"Da Da Da ......"

Lin Qingwan noticed that something was wrong, so she frowned, she always felt that it was not a good thing, so she wanted to turn her head to see who it was, but at this time, she was pushed into the water fiercely, and in a panic she saw Lu Zhao's vicious face, in a hurry, he didn't see Lu Zhao's expression, maybe he was happy.

"Ahh

In the confusion, Lin Qingwan could only paddle desperately, shouting desperately to try to attract the attention of others, and only in this way could she have a glimmer of life.

But at that time, Lin Qingwan didn't have time to think too much, she only felt a tingling pain in her abdomen, and then she could feel the blood staining the river around her, she desperately wanted to swim to the shore, but she couldn't swim anywhere. She could feel her strength slowly losing strength, and eventually she was exhausted and fainted in the river. A second before she fell unconscious, she heard the shouts of a group of people and the sound of falling water, and then she had no memory at all.

"Hurry up! The second young lady has fallen overboard!"

"Oh my God! Save people! Otherwise, you'll die! The second young lady is pregnant!!

"Look! the water is red! It's scary!"

Back in reality, Lin Qingwan seemed to realize something, and hurriedly touched his stomach in a panic, but found that his stomach was empty, and he couldn't feel the slightest trace of life, so he hurriedly grabbed Chu Fuyan's hand, with panic and crying in his tone, and hurriedly asked, "Husband, my ...... How's our kids doing?"

Lin Qingwan had already guessed that this child might still not exist, and she might have died the moment she fell into the water, but she didn't believe it, she still had some luck. Lin Qingwan hoped to hear that the child was okay in Chu Fuyan's mouth, it was if you thought too much.

But...... No.

Chu Fuyan lowered his head in silence, as if he didn't dare to look at Shanglin Qingwan's inquiring gaze, he sighed for a long time, and still didn't say the unacceptable words.

He really couldn't bear to let Lin Qingwan face this, for a mother, losing a child is tantamount to the biggest and most fatal blow, let alone Lin Qinghuan. How she hoped that this child would come to this world safely, but the truth was very cruel.

Lin Qingwan was anxious, she clung to Chu Fuyan's only glimmer of hope, hoping to get Chu Fuyan's assurance. Lin Qingwan grabbed Chu Fuyan's hand and refused to let go, and continued to ask anxiously:

"Why? Why...... If you don't tell me, what's wrong with the child?"

She didn't believe that her child was gone!

In the end, Lin Qingwan's tone was full of crying, no...... She didn't believe it, how could her child leave her? Yes, as long as Chu Fuyan said that the child was still there, then the child would definitely be there!

Chu Fuyan still lowered his head and pursed his lips, he really couldn't bear to tell Lin Qingwan, your child is gone, you don't have to struggle anymore, there is no more, you can give up. But Lin Qingwan's eyes were bloodshot and thin with tears at this time, which was reluctant.

Her face was pale and her body was weak, but as if she had some obsession, her eyes were staring at Chu Fuyan tightly, refusing to let go.

Chu Fuyan knew that that obsession was his and Lin Qingjuan's child, and it was also Lin Qingjuan's pillar. Now that he has lost his pillar, it is reasonable for Lin Qingwan to have an emotional breakdown.

“......”

Lin Qingwan sat silently on the side, had already guessed in his heart, and put down the hand holding Chu Fuyan's hand, after all, what was the point of asking further? The child was gone, even if Chu Fuyan comforted her, what could it be? After all, it was impossible to make up for it.

She sat with empty eyes, looking at the wooden planks on the ground, a little decadent and sad, motionless, as if she had lost the whole world.

Why did she ......? In the previous life, she couldn't keep her child, but in this life, the child still left her. She seemed to see the blood of the river soaked in the turquoise water when she fell into the water. The river around Lin Qingwan turned red, and she anxiously covered her stomach, but to no avail.

Seeing that the scene fell into silence, Chu Fuyan raised his head and looked at Lin Qinghuan's stunned appearance, he was very distressed and worried, and hurriedly sat down beside Lin Qinghuan, and began to coax her and said:

"Qingwan, don't be sad. ”

"Let's just have another one, don't be sad, the child may be predestined to leave, the child may be by your side to accompany you, it's just a different method. ”

Chu Fuyan coaxed Lin Qinghuan softly for a long time, trying to liberate Lin Qinghuan from the oppressive environment.

But no matter what Chu Fuyan said, Lin Qingwan always looked stunned, his eyes were full of confusion and confusion, as if he was a person who had lost his goal of progress, and could only walk casually according to his intuition in the fog.

Chu Fuyan coaxed Lin Qingwan for a long time, and Lin Qingwan sat on the edge of the bed like a broken piece, stunned and in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

Lin Qingwan only had four words in his mind at this time, the child is gone, the child is gone, the child is gone...... These four words were repeated countless times in Lin Qingwan's mind, making her almost breathless.

She seemed to see the previous life again, her child was slowly in her stomach, slowly lost, slowly disappeared, until the feeling of faint pain in her stomach, tell Lin Qingwan, your child is gone!

Chu Fuyan was not impatient or angry, but looked at Lin Qinghuan's pale face and emaciated body distressedly, turned his head to look at the sky outside, and secretly said in his heart that it was not early, Lin Qinghuan had been in a coma for the past few days, and the food and water fed in basically couldn't get in, so that Lin Qinghuan was now hungry.

So Chu Fuyan decided to let her eat something first, no matter what, food is still indispensable. He turned to the maidservants outside the door and said, "Someone!"

Hearing Chu Fuyan's voice, a maid wearing a goose-yellow robe walked in respectfully, saluted, got up and bowed her head and said, "I don't know what the general commands?"

Chu Fuyan glanced at Lin Qingwan, who was sitting on the side, as if he had lost his soul, his eyes were full of worry and worry, and he said to the maidservant: "Tell the people in the small kitchen to boil some light porridge for Madame, and then make some meals that Madame likes on weekdays, remember to be lighter." Okay, I'll send it over. ”

The maid still lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Chu Fuyan, brushed her body, and replied, "Yes, General." The slave and the maid will go. ”

After saying that, the maid turned around and walked out of the room, closed the door again, walked to the small kitchen, and instructed what Chu Fuyan had just told her.

"Madame has woken up, and the general has ordered you to make some light meals and a bowl of porridge. ”

"Oh! " The cooks in the small kitchen stood up at first and began to work again.

No one dared to listen to Chu Fuyan's orders, and they all dared not slack off in the slightest. The chef did his best to prepare the porridge and meals in the fastest time.

The maidservant nodded, and stood by waiting for the cooks to prepare their things and send them all into the house herself. After a while, the maidservant put the porcelain bowl on the plate, and put the dishes on the plate, and went into the house with the plate.

I opened the door and respectfully put the food and porridge on the table one by one, and then brushed my body.

The little maid said, "The slave and maid are gone." With the plate in his hand, he walked out of the room and closed the door.

Chu Fuyan didn't say a word, and after seeing the maid leave, he glanced at the hot porridge that was still faintly steaming, picked up the warm porcelain bowl, and after blowing a spoonful, he felt that it should be about the same, so he handed the spoon to Lin Qingwan's mouth, but Lin Qingwan didn't move for a long time as if he had lost his soul.

He sighed, and he didn't feel angry, the pain of the child's loss was unacceptable to ordinary people, so he comforted Lin Qingwan softly: "Qingwan, don't be sad, eat first, don't starve yourself." ”

However, Lin Qingwan didn't say a word, sat on the edge of the bed with his head bowed in silence, and didn't make any moves no matter how Chu Fuyan comforted him softly. Chu Fuyan sighed, put down the porridge that had been cold, and put the spoon back into the porcelain bowl.

"Qingwan, I won't bother you, the porridge and meals are placed here. Eat it yourself if you want it, and if it's cold, let the maidservant reheat it. ”

Chu Fuyan sighed, then got up and decided to give her a little personal space, thinking about it, his own persuasion by her side would be a disservice, and make her mood even more depressed, which is not good.

Lin Qingwan was still stunned without saying a word, glanced at the porridge and food lightly, and then withdrew his gaze, as if he hadn't seen or heard anything.

Chu Fuyan didn't say anything when he saw this, turned around and walked out of the house, closed the door, and glanced at Lin Qingwan who was in a daze through the window, feeling very distressed, but he didn't know what to do. The only thing he can do is to give Lin Qingwan a private space, not to be disturbed by others, and to vent his emotions well.

As the sun set, Lin Qingwan was still sitting on the edge of the bed, muttering something in his mouth, and no one could hear it clearly. Her eyes were full of collapse and despair, and finally she closed her eyes, curled up, and a line of tears slid down her cheeks.

The food and white porridge on the table had cooled down for the most part, Lin Qingwan didn't even bother to look at it, opened his eyes tiredly, looked at the sky outside through the window with an expressionless face, and had a lot of thoughts.