With his vision and experience today, how could he not see that Yajing's departure was not just caused by this gambling contract?

In fact, Qiu Peng also knew in his heart that if he sincerely explained to Yajing and asked her for forgiveness, he believed that with Yajing's gentle and peaceful personality, he would definitely accept his hardships and explanations.

However, Qiu Peng also knew that if he stepped forward to explain, there were some things that had to be said, which meant that Qiu Peng had to take a key and subtle step towards Yajing, and from this moment on, the relationship between the two would no longer be that of ordinary friends. This kind of closeness and intimacy is sometimes unavoidable.

Because of the sensitive issue of his bet with Kitano Feng about Ya Jing as a bet, coupled with Ya Jing's delicate feelings for Qiu Peng, the whole thing became complicated and embarrassing.

Qiu Peng didn't think about stepping forward to explain, but when Qiu Peng wanted to explain, he found that he couldn't do it.

At this moment, he realized that maybe he did appreciate Yajing and had a good impression of her, but he hadn't really liked Cheng Dù yet. In other words, Qiu Peng couldn't go against his heart and break through this boundary.

At this time, a realization rose in Qiu Peng's heart: this may be the effect that Beiye Peak wants to achieve. put Qiu Peng in a dilemma. Let Qiu Peng have to make a choice again. or choose to distance himself from Yajing from now on, or go against his inner feelings and cross the barrier between male NVs.

Who do I like?

Qiu Peng asked himself.

He has always been reluctant to think about this problem, and many times, he deliberately allows himself to forget about this question. It's just because, whenever he thinks about this question, it reminds him of some painful past. Some painful memories that are hard to let go of and hard to forget.

There is no doubt that the forbidden area that Qiu Peng does not dare to recall and think about is Li Mengna.

Li Mengna is Qiu Peng's first NV child who really likes it from the perspective of male NV love. It can also be regarded as Qiu Peng's first love. This feeling is even extremely reckless for no reason.

But the feeling is so unreasonable, illogical, that kind of haunting feeling, that kind of sweet to the heart, painful to the bones, and longing all the time, is not what Qiu Peng wants, but it is always in Qiu Peng's heart.

What Qiu Peng didn't want to recall the most was the moment when he found out that Li Mengna, Principal Zhuang and Wu Xianshui were concealing the agreement between themselves and the big consortium, that scene, that almost bloody scene, was still so vivid in Qiu Peng's heart at the moment, but Qiu Peng never dared to carefully experience and taste it.

Every time he thought of this, Qiu Peng hurriedly turned his thoughts to other places almost in fear, not daring to open the wound and make a real examination and reflection on this experience.

I'm afraid to experience that heartache so much that I don't want to do anything, and I don't feel like anything is meaningless.

There is no doubt that to this day, when Qiu Peng thinks of Li Mengna, he will still have a heartache for a while, so he always deliberately asks himself not to think about her. Deliberately want to forget her. But every time he thought he had forgotten about it, the shadow of Li Mengna, who was unexpected, suddenly appeared again. Even if you have been injured, you can't forget it. Do you really like it?

What about Wu Xianni?

Qiu Peng raised his head melancholy and looked at the sky, a trace of nostalgia and longing flashed in his eyes.

's liking for Wu Xianni sometimes seems to be involuntarily pulled over.

It's just because she's so cute, and because as long as she is with Wu Xianni, no matter how gloomy and painful the days are, they can be spent easily and happily.

It's just because, at any time, the days with Wu Xianni are always so interesting, and the heart is always so relaxed.

It's just because every smile and look in her eyes finally made Qiu Peng indulge in it. In the end, Qiu Peng was extremely attached to the happiness and ease that only belonged to Wu Xianni, and he could no longer get rid of and give it up.

If it weren't for Wu Xianni leaving the Seven Injuries Academy early, there is no doubt that Qiu Peng today would no longer have any doubts in his heart, and there would be no more hesitation. Perhaps the choice was made a long time ago.

Even now, how many times did Qiu Peng not think about Wu Xianni in his heart that day?

The scene of parting with Wu Xianni at the Seven Wounds Academy may make Qiu Peng unforgettable for the rest of his life.

Because it was at that moment, at the moment of parting, that Qiu Peng really felt his attachment and love for Wu Xianni. It was also at that moment that he found that his heart had unconsciously and slowly filled Wu Xianni's shadow.

For others, Qiu Peng is not so sure.

For Siyu, Qiu Peng does have a very peculiar affection for her. However, this relationship should belong to the feelings of the elder brother to the younger sister. When facing her simple and clear eyes, full of dependence and infinite trust, Qiu Peng will always have a feeling of love and pity that is difficult to distinguish.

That kind of emotion is difficult to distinguish clearly, and perhaps it is difficult for Qiu Peng to define it. Maybe Qiu Peng can deceive himself and say that it is just pure concern for his sister's feelings, but even he has a trace of uncertainty in his heart.

Because Siyu has been with him for so long that Qiu Peng has become accustomed to treating her as a part of his life, it is difficult for Qiu Peng to imagine what his life would be like without this seemingly pure, quiet, full of aura, introverted, but actually very hot-tempered iǎnv child in his bones.

For Lin Xue, although she saved her at the beginning, but in a real sense, she was contagious to herself, and shocked, I don't know who saved whom, without Lin Xue's glimpse of Jinghong, maybe she is still immersed in a sad life, and she is also the first NV child to enter Qiu Peng's heart. When Qiu Peng was most vulnerable and helpless, it was Lin Xue's appearance that appeared in Qiu Peng's heart like fireworks when he was at his darkest. Even if the world changes, to this day, Qiu Peng's deepest heart still stubbornly retains the distant feelings of the year. The involuntarily strong concern and love for Lin Xue in his heart is actually no less than that for anyone, but what kind of emotion is this?

As for Yajing and Diemei, the situation was originally very simple. For Ya Jing, in addition to the most basic affection for a beautiful and gentle young nv, which is probably what any young man will produce, it is difficult for Qiu Peng to say that there are more strong feelings in his heart. But from the moment she woke up Qiu Peng, who was in a deep sleep, a qiē had already begun to play a subtle role. Yajing is subtle, so subtle that she may never say her mind frankly, but her eyes and actions, can Qiu Peng not understand it?

It is precisely because of this that the subtle feelings in the seedling stage have not yet grown, and are just a little strange mutual attraction hidden in the hearts of two people, which has not yet grown into strong feelings. If there is no suitable opportunity, with Yajing's reserved and subtle and Qiu Peng's current hesitation, this delicate relationship may never develop further.

As for Diemei, on the one hand, Qiu Peng can feel her superhuman charm and power, that kind of dream-like charm and intoxicating temperament, but at the same time, Qiu Peng is deeply wary of her. The reason is very simple, this NV child is not only mysterious, but more importantly, her temperament is too soft and upside down, which makes Qiu Peng always feel that she is not a person who can be trusted. This NV kid gives Qiu Peng the feeling that she will fly away at any time.

Even when Butterfly told Qiu Peng that she liked him, Qiu Peng thought it was more of a teasing joke and joke.

In Qiu Peng's opinion, it is difficult for you to distinguish which of the words she says is true, which one is false, which one is sincere, and that one is just ridiculing.

So the safest thing is to not believe in them all.

Sometimes, Qiu Peng really hopes that he has never met Li Mengna, so that there will not be so much pain and contradictions in his heart, and he can concentrate on pursuing Wu Xianni.

(To be continued, please visit wèn for the latest chapter.)