Chapter 301: Tired
And where are you, at this moment, you may be far away from thousands of mountains and rivers.
Although Qiu Peng told him every time that he wanted to believe Wu Xianni's feelings for him, as time went by, Qiu Peng still couldn't help but feel more and more worried and anxious in his heart. At this moment, is Wu Xianni roaming in the world under the company of Cheng LNG? This thought made Qiu Peng couldn't help but feel a little sad.
Back home, Qiu Peng's steps were heavy and tired, his mood was depressed and sad, no matter what, Lin Xue and Yajing's incomprehension still made Qiu Peng's heart very sad.
Dinner began in this dreary atmosphere. The two exquisite and beautiful NV gradually fell silent under the infection of this atmosphere, and this meal was tasteless and tasteless. Fortunately, Yousiyu kept holding Qiu Peng's hand, although he didn't speak, his eyes kept looking at Qiu Peng with concern.
After eating, the two exquisite and beautiful nv cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, Qiu Peng was still sitting on the dining table, and after a while, Qiu Peng came back to his senses and saw Siyu sitting next to him, turned his head to look at himself, his bright eyes showed a look of concern, and said with a wry smile: "Siyu, do you blame the eldest brother?"
Siyu was a little surprised, stunned, and said, "Why blame it?"
Qiu Peng said: "Because of what the eldest brother did today. ”
Siyu thought for a while and said, "No, of course not." ”
Qiu Peng looked at Siyu and said, "Why? Don't you have the slightest mind in your heart? Don't you feel a little despised or despised by Big Brother?"
Qiu Peng asked this sentence, only to find that he actually paid a lot of attention to Siyu's thoughts about himself in his heart.
Siyu shook his head resolutely and said affirmatively: "Of course not." Her talking eyes seemed to repeat her statement.
"Why?" Qiu Peng was slightly surprised. Or maybe some don't believe it. Or maybe they feel relieved, but at the same time they are more worried.
Siyu spread his hands and said calmly with a natural expression: "Because the eldest brother is a good person." ”
Qiu Peng was stunned: "And then?"
Siyu simply shook his head and replied, "No." ”
Qiu Peng thought for a moment and said, "How do you know that I am a good person? But I did something bad today. ”
Siyu shrugged his shoulders and said, "That-you must have a reason." I know you can't do anything bad. Because you're a good person. ”
Qiu Peng thought for a while and said, "But what if I really do something bad?
Siyu tilted his head, and said with a look of hard thinking in his eyes: "Big brother is a good person, so he won't do bad things." If they think it's a bad thing, well, they must be mistaken. ”
Qiu Peng smiled bitterly, it turned out that the basis of Siyu's logic was that he was a good person, and it was really unknown how his concept came from. But the only thing that is certain is that in Siyu's mind at present, she is afraid that what she does, she takes it for granted and is right.
Qiu Peng took pity on the soft short hair on Siyu's head, but felt a lot more at ease, at least there was still a person in this world who trusted himself unconditionally, this feeling made Qiu Peng quite warm and said: "Go to bed early." ”
After saying that, he left and returned to his room.
Lying on the uáng, there is no light on, and the boundless darkness spreads around.
Qiu Peng closed his eyes and relaxed, only at this moment, he could feel the fragility and exhaustion in his heart, as well as the pain and loss in his heart.
Today is a very unsuccessful day. He was defeated several times at the hands of Kitanomine.
Including tonight's wind bō, I'm afraid it's all in Kitano's calculations.
Qiu Peng's heart was very sad, as if he couldn't breathe.
The tired body was no longer able to support further action, but the mind that had been strongly pierced was unusually active at the moment. All kinds of images, fragments, and voices of this day are flying in front of Qiu Peng, constantly changing like a marquee.
Qiu Peng's heart floated Ya Jing's hurt eyes for a while, and he felt ashamed, and when he saw the anger and hatred in Lin Xue's eyes, he felt a heartache,
At the moment when Mímí's confused mind was completely out of control, a lot of sadness came up together. The arrest and injury he received at the time of iǎ, the death of his father, the death of Uncle Xiang, and the disappearance of Ziming all came to my heart.
The break with Li Mengna must have never been seen again in this life. Even if they say goodbye, they are just strangers and cause pain in vain; the separation from Wu Xianni, at this moment, the world is on different sides, will there be a day when they will meet again? Will it be many years later, one day again, Wu Xianni is already a famous owner?
All the pain and sorrow, all the worries and anxieties burst out, and in a negative and sad mood, this qiē is particularly bleak.
Qiu Peng was completely immersed in pain and negativity, and gradually felt that life was meaningless, and he really had a feeling of having nothing to love. All that remains is endless boredom, boredom
Lying flat on the uáng, I don't know how long it has been, as if I have been asleep and waking up.
Suddenly, in the silence of the night, the mén in the bedroom was gently pushed away, and an iǎ clever figure slipped in.
This is Siyu.
She tiptoed to Qiu Peng's window, without making a sound, and looked at Qiu Peng quietly, with a worried look on her face.
Qiu Peng suddenly opened his eyes as if he had a feeling, and saw Siyu's face with a hint of heartache and sadness, which made Qiu Peng's heart, which had been immersed in pain, suddenly relieved and relieved.
Qiu Peng asked with concern, "Siyu, what's wrong?"
Without saying a word, Siyu climbed up to Uáng lightly and threw herself into the open hands of Qiu Peng, who hugged her into his arms.
Siyu gently lay on Qiu Peng's body like an iǎ cat, gently resting his head on Qiu Peng's iōng chamber, and clenching his right hand tightly and putting it in his heart.
Qiu Peng felt the warmth and softness of the delicate body leaning in his arms, and the uncomfortable feeling of emptiness was also full of fullness. "Actually, I need this kind of hug more than Siyu. Qiu Peng sniffed the warm breath on Siyu's body, and thought vaguely, "I always thought that the relocation of Siyu was to satisfy Siyu's dependence on me and to comfort Siyu, in fact, maybe I was more eager and needed this kind of intimate and warm contact than Siyu, otherwise why can't I always refuse?"
Qiu Peng stretched out his hand and put it on Siyu's slender shoulder, patted her back gently, and let her fall asleep early, inadvertently touched Siyu's clenched fist, and said in a daze, "What are you holding in your hand?"
Siyu didn't say anything, his fists were clenched tightly, but he refused to let go.
Qiu Peng was stunned, for a period of time, Siyu has basically obeyed his orders, and it is rare to have a situation of resistance like at the beginning, Qiu Peng thought about it and suddenly realized: "Is that the crystal necklace?"
Siyu nodded lightly and said, "I'm so uncomfortable. As he spoke, he threw himself into Qiu Peng's mouth, hugged Qiu Peng hard and whimpered and cried. Tears quickly soaked Qiu Peng's clothes.
Qiu Peng just opened his mouth to ask her why she was uncomfortable, but he suddenly understood in his heart that when Siyu was sleeping, if she slept alone, she must hold this crystal necklace, Qiu Peng knew that she had this habit, maybe when she was holding this crystal, she could sense Qiu Peng, which could give Yu Siyu a sense of security and make her feel at ease.
So Qiu Peng didn't stop her either.
Presumably his heart had been immersed in pain just now, and Siyu felt this mood of his own, so he was affected.
Qiu Peng put aside the sadness in his heart, cleaned up his mood, and said softly: "I'm much better now." Siyu, don't worry, okay?"
Siyu nodded gently and meekly, but still lying in front of Qiu Peng and did not leave.
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