Sensing that Zhang Ningmei suddenly left the room and walked briskly towards Ting'er's room, Xu Qingfan couldn't help but be stunned.

"Why did Ning Mei suddenly go to Ting'er?"

Since Zhang Ningmei became Xu Qingfan's disciple, she has been extremely obedient to Xu Qingfan's words. Before taking care of Bai Yu to meditate, Xu Qingfan had already told her to understand the principles of cultivating immortals in Xu Qingfan's sermon on her own, and to work hard to condense her divine sense.

At this time, it was late at night, and Ting'er was approaching and getting married, so it stands to reason that as long as there was nothing special, Zhang Ningmei should condense her divine sense in the house and should not disturb Ting'er.

Couldn't help it, Xu Qingfan's divine sense explored towards Ting'er's house, because Ting'er was sensitive, so Xu Qingfan was extremely cautious.

Just finished doing this, but Xu Qingfan suddenly appeared, what is the difference between his current behavior and **?couldn't help laughing at himself, and was just about to take back the divine consciousness that had been detected, but suddenly heard Zhang Ningmei's question: "Senior Sister Ting'er, what is the matter with you suddenly coming to me?"

Then, it was Ting'er's voice that sounded, her voice was low and her tone was a little tired, but Xu Qingfan had never heard it before.

"Senior Sister Ning Mei, I don't want to marry Dan anymore. ”

Hearing these two sentences, Xu Qingfan couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, but he didn't withdraw his divine sense, but eavesdropped more intently. It's about Ting'er's mentality before she got married, and if she accidentally retreated after a few days, not only could she not get married, but she might go crazy. Xu Qingfan's expression couldn't help but become solemn.

"Senior Sister Ting'er. What do you mean by that? Isn't it what all cultivators below the stage of the Dan period want?"

Although it is impossible to see the face. Xu Qingfan could imagine the puzzled look on Zhang Ningmei's face.

"Senior Sister Ning Mei, do you know? Uncle He...... In fact, it was my father-killing enemy. He killed my father, killed my people, killed all my playmates. ”

Ting'er's voice became more and more low and tired, and it seemed to be strongly suppressing a certain emotion in her heart.

"What?"

Zhang Ningmei's voice was full of disbelief. In his heart, Xu Qingfan is humble and elegant, with a light but peaceful heart, and he is the kind of person who will never kill lightly. Not to mention destroying the whole clan, I didn't expect that Xu Qingfan, whom Ting'er relied on and cared about, and Ting'er, whom Xu Qingfan valued and cared for, had such a grudge between the two.

Then, before Zhang Ningmei could react, Ting'er explained how she and her people were transformed by the magic beads, and how Xu Qingfan killed all his people together with the people in the Qingxumen and the Ascetic Valley, how he killed his father in the duel, and how she finally adopted her.

Or the relationship with Zhang Ningmei has become increasingly intimate these days. Or these feelings have been accumulated for too long and need to be talked to too much, or Xu Qingfan is not there to let Ting'er let go of her guard, but Ting'er's words are unexpected. At least Xu Qingfan has never seen Ting'er say so much since he adopted Ting'er.

After talking about the things of the year, Ting'er didn't end it, but began to talk about the bits and pieces of her life with Xu Qingfan over the years, saying how Xu Qingfan taught her to cultivate immortals, how Xu Qingfan taught her to be a person, and how Xu Qingfan was the only time she was angry with her after cultivating immortals at the beginning, and said that Xu Qingfan gave her the "Three Quests" when she left once. said that Xu Qingfan always smiled faintly and patted her head gently, and said how she changed from resistance to habit to habit for Xu Qingfan, and from habit to indispensable and dependence.

Later, Ting'er changed the topic from Xu Qingfan and her to Xu Qingfan, Xu Qingfan was tired under heavy pressure and responsibility, Xu Qingfan's helplessness whenever she saw her indifferent expression, and Xu Qingfan's sadness when Liu Huaxiang died. Xu Qingfan's pride when he saw her win the championship with a large sum of money in the door. Xu Qingfan's joy when he got married, and Xu Qingfan's powerlessness when he couldn't resist fate.

Hearing Ting'er speak so slowly. Xu Qingfan's mood ...... Or he himself can't describe it.

Guilty, happy, pity, moved?

Some of the things Ting'er said, even Xu Qingfan himself gradually forgot them with the passage of time, but he didn't expect Ting'er to remember them clearly. And when Ting'er talked about Xu Qingfan's mood over the years, Xu Qingfan didn't expect Ting'er, who had been standing behind him and silently looking at him all these years, to observe herself so carefully and thoroughly.

In fact, Xu Qingfan has always felt guilty about Ting'er, not only because he had killed her father's clan with his own hands, but also because Xu Qingfan had promised to take care of Ting'er all the time when he adopted Ting'er, but in fact, Xu Qingfan has never done it.

Or to retreat, or to go down the mountain, although Xu Qingfan and Ting'er are in a courtyard, but they have rarely met, it is good to be able to get along with Ting'er for ten days in a year, and even if they get together, Xu Qingfan only teaches Ting'er to cultivate immortals, often after meeting, Xu Qingfan asks Ting'er about the cultivation of immortals, and Ting'er will tell the doubts in her heart about cultivating immortals, after Xu Qingfan answers, a meeting is over. Then Ting'er silently watched Xu Qingfan enter her house again to retreat, and the next time the door was opened, it would be a few years later.

But I didn't expect Ting'er to care so much about the time of the past ten days, and she remembered it so deeply, and every bit of it was so important to her.

Xu Qingfan suddenly appeared, when Ting'er followed him, he was less than ten years old, and he was innocent, but he never gave Ting'er a childhood she deserved.

In other words, since the magic bead appeared in her life, her childhood, her innocence, has been ruined, but Xu Qingfan's appearance has ruined this childhood and innocence more completely.

Thinking of this, the guilt and pity in Xu Qingfan's heart were even worse.

And as Ting'er finished speaking, Ting'er's room fell into silence again. Ting'er seemed to be indulging in her own memories. And Zhang Ningmei was completely stunned.

"Senior Sister Ting'er, the master was also forced to do so at the beginning. You should know that the master is not that kind of person. I think you at least have hatred and a goal to stick to in this matter. But whenever the master looks at you, he only feels guilty in his heart, and the pain in his heart is no less than yours. What's more, you have seen how the master has treated you all these years, can't you still let go of these hatreds?" Zhang Ningmei finally sobered up from the shock. Slowly enlightened: "What's more, senior sister, don't be angry if I say a word, your father, your people, from the moment they are transformed by the magic bead, they should die." ”

But Ting'er was indulging in her feelings and memories at this time, but she didn't seem to hear Zhang Ningmei's enlightenment. He was silent for a long time, and suddenly said again: "Do you know? The reason why I have been desperately cultivating immortals all these years. is to cultivate to be able to pass his uncle one day, and then find him to avenge his father. But the uncle's skill realm is getting higher and more profound. I thought I would never hope for him. But the other day, my uncle suddenly called me to his side. Say it's time for me to get married. At that moment, I suddenly realized that while my uncle's cultivation realm was becoming more and more profound, I was progressing at a faster rate, and once I succeeded, the difference between my and my uncle's cultivation realm would no longer be so far away and unattainable, and I would have hope for revenge. ”

But then I suddenly appeared. I don't want to take revenge on my uncle anymore, I just want to follow him silently all the time, silently watching his joys and sorrows, just like before. I can't imagine what will happen to me when my uncle suddenly disappears after my revenge. ”

"I worked hard to cultivate the immortal land for revenge, but when I no longer wanted to take revenge. But suddenly there is no knot. It doesn't make any sense to me at all. ”

"I'm afraid that after I get married, I will have the strength to take revenge. and will give birth to revenge

"You know what? Although I can no longer hate my uncle, every time I meditate over the years, the appearance of my clansmen after they died, and the moment when my uncle stabbed the sword in his hand into my father's body during a duel with my father, has always lingered in my mind, and their expressions are very angry, as if they are urging me to take revenge, as if they are angry that I have not only not taken revenge, but have gradually forgotten them. ”

"So, I don't want to get married, it's going to go on like this, without it, I don't have the strength to take revenge, I don't have to take revenge......"

"So, I don't want to get married, just like this, without Dan, there is no strength to take revenge, so there is no need to take revenge......" Listening to Ting'er's innocent words with some childish words, although he knew that Ting'er no longer wanted to seek revenge on himself, Xu Qingfan couldn't help but feel a heartache. A heart-wrenching pain, mixed with guilt and heartache, cannot be alleviated in the slightest.

Ting'er, what kind of pressure and pain has been hidden in her heart over the years?

Unexpectedly, Xu Qingfan remembered the scene when he met Ting'er for the first time, at that time, Ting'er was only less than ten years old, thin and small, standing in front of his father's corpse, calling his father softly, but his expression was even more indifferent than now.

silently withdrew his senses, but Xu Qingfan did not continue to listen, Ting'er's thoughts and knots were already known, so there was no need to continue listening, and Xu Qingfan did not have the heart to listen.

As for whether Zhang Ningmei can persuade Ting'er, Xu Qingfan already knows the ending. Although Zhang Ningmei is empathetic and thoughtful, Ting'er's heart knot originates from Xu Qingfan, from his dead father and clansmen, and from her own heart, but it is not something that can be untied with a few words of relief.

sighed silently, but Xu Qingfan no longer had the heart to meditate, walked out of the door slowly, looked up at the bright moon and stars in the sky, thinking about the things he and Ting'er had done over the years, Ting'er's words just now, stunned, it seemed that there, with Ting'er's innocence and innocence back then.

When Xu Qingfan and Ting'er met for the first time, the stars and moon in the sky were just like those on Jiuhua Mountain at this time. At this moment, it seems that the memories have also become slow.

I don't know how long it took, but I don't know what Ting'er said in the house and Zhang Ningmei was relieved, I only heard Ting'er's room come suddenly, and when I turned my head, it was Zhang Ningmei who pushed the door out, and her face was also gloomy, through the gap between Zhang Ningmei's body and the door, but I could see Ting'er sitting in front of the bed, thinking about something in a daze.

Seeing Xu Qingfan standing in the courtyard, Zhang Ningmei was slightly stunned, but she hurriedly closed the door of Ting'er's room and was about to walk towards Xu Qingfan.

Xu Qingfan waved his hand, motioning for Zhang Ningmei to return to her room first, and at the same time transmitted: "I have heard the words between you and Ting'er, you go back to the house to rest first, I will find a way to solve it." ”

Hearing Xu Qingfan's words, although Zhang Ningmei nodded obediently, and at the same time turned around and walked towards her room, but before entering the room, she still turned her head to look at Xu Qingfan, and saw that Xu Qingfan's face seemed to be as gloomy and helpless as Ting'er, but a trace of worry flashed in her eyes.

With a "squeak", the door closed, and in the entire courtyard, Xu Qingfan was once again the only one left.

Standing all night, Xu Qingfan looked up at the starry sky, as the stars shifted, the sun slowly rose from the horizon, and the stars and moon gradually disappeared and disappeared, the light dispelled the darkness, and his clothes were wet with the morning fog, but Xu Qingfan finally moved, sighed slightly, and walked towards his house.

Or, while Xu Qingfan stood in the courtyard all night, did Ting'er also sit silently in front of the bed in her own room?

"You must not just let Ting'er break through the Dan period in retreat, otherwise she will have to go mad. ”

Sitting cross-legged on his bed again, Xu Qingfan put away his feelings and thought secretly.

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