Chapter 20: The Demons of the Heart.
With the end of that night's confiding and listening, whether it was Xu Qingfan, Ting'er, or Ting'er, they all tacitly pretended that nothing had happened, of course, this was also related to Ting'er not knowing that Xu Qingfan overheard her confession that night. They were doing what each other was doing as usual, and they seemed to be focused.
But after that night, after all, something quietly changed among the people, and some barriers disappeared, but there were other barriers.
But the specific feelings, I'm afraid even the parties can't tell.
Among them, Xu Qingfan's expression was as usual, and he preached to Zhang Ningmei and Bai Yu as always, as if the scene of that night had been seen, but inadvertently, he looked at Ting'er a little more. His eyes drifted away, but he didn't know what he was thinking, what he was thinking, and what he would do about Ting'er.
And Ting'er obviously didn't know that Xu Qingfan inadvertently overheard her confiding in Zhang Ningmei that night, otherwise she wouldn't be sitting in front of Xiaobi so openly at this time, looking at Xu Qingfan in the sermon in a daze. seemed to be still thinking about whether to marry Dan or not, revenge or not, and her eyebrows unconsciously became entangled as if she was in a mood.
Zhang Ningmei is the most anxious one, from time to time to look at Xu Qingfan who is preaching, and from time to time at Ting'er who is stunned, her eyes are full of thoughts, as if she is thinking about how to untie Ting'er's heart knot, but after thinking about it for a long time, there is still no way, especially after seeing Xu Qingfan who has been silent, she is even more anxious. Although she has cultivated to a low level and cultivated immortals for a short time, she also knows how dangerous it will be for Yiting'er to break through the retreat stage in her current state, but she also doesn't know how much she has heard Xu Qingfan's sermons.
Naturally, Bai Yu and Xiaobi, the two sluggish and contradictory enemies who have no mind at all. This man and beast did not show any abnormality in the expressions of the other three people, and they were usually fine, but once they met each other unintentionally in their free time, they would stare at each other with wide eyes, and then they would face each other for about an hour. And the other three didn't pay attention to this pair of enemies because they had their own thoughts. And this pair of enemies also have their own scruples in their hearts. So there wasn't any big commotion.
It is worth mentioning that either because of the lack of strength, or because the time is too long, in Xiaobi's eyes, the most hateful person Bai Yu has replaced Xu Qingfan, and when he saw Bai Yu, he roared and stared, but ignored Xu Qingfan.
Unintentionally, Xu Qingfan saw in a book that "Qiqi" and "gluttony" were both one of the four fierce beasts of ancient times. But there is a feud between each other, and Bai Yu has the blood of "Qiqi" in his body, and the blue-eyed cloud-hoofed beast is a side branch of the legendary "gluttony".
No wonder......
In fact, Xu Qingfan was not as calm as the look on his face, after hearing Ting's words that night, Xu Qingfan's mood fluctuated, probably no less than anyone else.
Pity, guilt. Fortunately, under the interference of all kinds of feelings. Xu Qingfan has been unable to calm down and meditate for two days.
Regarding Ting'er's situation, Xu Qingfan also knew that such a state of mind to break through retreat was no different from self-destructing the aura of the whole body for cultivating immortals.
But although Xu Qingfan was anxious, there was no way to go to Ting'er now to make it clear.
Although Ting'er's heart knot has a part of Xu Qingfan, it is more about himself. There is no way to let go of the obsession in my heart. Before Xu Qingfan did something. You have to set aside some time. Let Ting'er figure out something by herself.
If you go to Ting'er now, with Ting'er's character, after knowing that Xu Qingfan understands his thoughts, I'm afraid it will be even more difficult to calm down. That would not only not help Ting'er, but would be counterproductive.
Xu Qingfan has been thinking about how to untie Ting'er's heart knot without a trace these days, and not to embarrass each other. That is, it will affect the future relationship between the two people.
Although there are some difficulties. But Xu Qingfan didn't think it would be impossible to do it.
And Xu Qingfan has not done nothing. The reason why Ting'er has demons is because of her heart. There is an obsession that her father and clansmen silently look at her behind her back and force her to take revenge.
"Ting'er, do you want to know something about your father? ”
On this day, Xu Qingfan suddenly walked in front of Ting'er, who was silently stunned, and asked softly with a smile.
Ting'er was slightly stunned, but finally nodded gently.
started like this, these days, Xu Qingfan often chatted with Ting'er intentionally or unintentionally, but he didn't talk about the things between the two at all, but mentioned to Ting'er more stories about getting along with Ting'er's father when Xu Qingfan was still in Xujiazhai.
When Ting'er and her father were transformed by the magic beads, they were still young, and the father in their memories was just the one standing on the altar, with a dark night behind them, in front of him, the backs of thousands of people who had been transformed by the magic beads worshiped him, but what was her father like before he was transformed by the magic beads? Was he honest and steady? Is he cowardly and deceitful? Or is he the same evil spirit and murderous as after being transformed by the magic beads? Ting'er has no impression.
In fact, after such a long time, Xu Qingfan didn't get along much with Ting'er's father when he was in Xujiazhai, so his impression of Ting'er's father before he was transformed by the magic bead was also extremely vague.
But despite this, when she talked about her father to Ting'er, she became a generous and gentle brother in Xu Qingfan's mouth. How he took care of his people, how he was infected by his jealous people and fought side by side with him, and how he sacrificed himself to save others in times of crisis.
In short, Xu Qingfan put all the good qualities he saw in Xujiazhai on Ting'er's father, although there was a sense of guilt in his heart that he was cheating on the little girl, but seeing Ting'er Ting'er's inadvertent concentration when listening to his nonsense, and the slightly brisk footsteps when he left afterwards, Xu Qingfan felt that this qiē was worth it.
In short, Xu Qingfan just wants to try his best to instill in Ting'er in this month that Xu who has been transformed by the magic bead is not his real father, his father is a generous brother and elder, and her father will never force him to take revenge.
Although deception. But it is also a well-intentioned deception.
Whenever he finished telling Ting'er's father's deeds, looking at Ting'er's slightly brighter eyes, Xu Qingfan always comforted himself like this.
"And, if you leave a good memory for Ting'er, it's not bad. ”
Afterwards, Xu Qingfan arranged for Zhang Ningmei to go to Ting'er to investigate, and Zhang Ningmei said that these days, when Ting'er was meditating. Her dead clan and father rarely reappeared.
Again, after telling the story, Xu Qingfan looked at Ting'er, whose expression had been reduced by half, but unexpectedly, and thought of Ting'er's innocent words with a little childishness.
"So, I don't want to get married, so it's going on like this. Without Yudan, there is no strength for revenge. There will be no need for revenge......"
Although the obscurity has been reduced a lot, the demons in his heart have been planted after all, and if he wants to solve it completely, it is not something that Xu Qingfan can solve by telling a few stories.
"Yudan...... Revenge ......"
Xu Qingfan looked at Bai Yu and Zhang Ningmei, who were listening to his preaching, and then looked at Ting'er, who was silently staying in the distance, and thought silently.
A month later.
This month's time. For Xu Qingfan. There are a lot of things to do.
Originally, Xu Qingfan thought that it would take at least half a year for Zhang Ningmei to achieve a balance between the condensed divine consciousness and the energy in the body, but only a month later, that is, after Zhang Ningmei practiced under Xu Qingfan's disciple for *a month, the consumption of the body's energy by the divine consciousness and the supply of energy in the body had reached a point of equilibrium.
This means that now Zhang Ningmei can officially cultivate immortals with Bai Yu with Xu Qingfan.
Tested by Xu Qingfan. Zhang Ningmei's body is suitable for absorbing the water system aura in the five elements. It can intercept about three to four percent of the heaven and earth aura that can enter the body, but it only barely meets the standard of a disciple entering the room.
For this though. Xu Qingfan didn't care, when he cultivated immortals back then, his qualifications couldn't be compared with Zhang Ningmei at this time, but didn't he succeed in marrying Dan just as well? And although Zhang Ningmei's intercepted heaven and earth aura was much worse than Bai Yu Ting'er, her heart was excellent, and coupled with her powerful divine sense that was far away, her future achievements might not be worse than anyone else's.
And after Xu Qingfan told Zhang Ningmei about Zhang Ningmei's qualifications, although Zhang Ningmei was a little lost in her expression, she didn't care much, she hovered on the edge of life and death since she was a child, but it gave her a quiet personality that was at ease with what happened.
For another example, Bai Yu also entered the realm of the middle stage of qi refining during this time, and was about to struggle towards the realm of the late stage of qi refining, but Bai Yu's situation was extremely special, in addition to being able to absorb the two spiritual qi of gold and earth in his body and not interfering with each other, Xu Qingfan also showed another abnormality of Bai Yu, that is, when Bai Yu released the Dao method, the aura in his body could not be released at all, as if his body was isolated from the inside and outside.
All the earth and gold aura are piled up in Bai Yu's body with the operation of Bai Yu, and as the aura in Bai Yu's body becomes more and more sufficient, Bai Yu's offensive and defensive abilities are also getting stronger and stronger, as if the whole body is made of gold and stone, with infinite strength, sharp attacks, and solid defenses. But he just couldn't perform even the lowest Dao method, but it made Xu Qingfan puzzled.
And the most meaningful, and most important thing for Xu Qingfan, is that with the end of the month's adjustment time, Ting'er is about to end her retreat.
On this day, the wind and the sun were beautiful, and the sky was light and clear.
Xu Qingfan, Zhang Ningmei, and Bai Yu stood quietly outside Ting'er's house, while Ting'er walked up to Xu Qingfan, bowed to Xu Qingfan, and then said softly: "Master, I'll go in." ”
After a month of thinking and Xu Qingfan's enlightenment, Ting'er's beautiful face seemed to be a little more haggard and tired, but looking at it like this, it seemed to be more mature and rational.
On the side, Zhang Ningmei's expression was a little anxious, although Ting'er's demons and obsessions in her heart have been reduced a lot under Xu Qingfan's story, but after all, she has not completely let go, and the retreat is still dangerous at this time, but I don't know why Xu Qingfan agreed to let Ting'er retreat at this time.
Xu Qingfan didn't seem to see Zhang Ningmei's anxiety, but just smiled and asked Ting'er: "It's about to be retreated, are you ready?"
Ting'er's eyes flickered, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she lowered her head and whispered, "Ready." ”
Then, Xu Qingfan made an unexpected move that no one expected.
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