The world is chaotic, and there is a faint sense of life.

At some point, the distant hallucinations gradually became clear from the haze, but

It is not clear, as if it has been transferred from one world to another.

In a trance, there are many people chanting sutras in the temple, most of them are bald nuns.

I heard that this omen is not good, and it will cut my life down, even ruin.

I floated feebly in the middle of the chant hall and watched them, as if they were ignoring my presence, just chanting the scriptures rhythmically in a low voice.

Somehow, I listened as much as I could.

Finally, I heard a few words clearly: "The supreme and profound subtle Dharma, hundreds of thousands of calamities have been encountered, and I have seen and heard it today, and I am willing to understand the true righteousness ......... as it comes." ”

I finally woke up, and I'm glad I was alive.

Then, try to open your eyes.

For a long time, although there was light, I could only look in one direction in a daze, trying to look left and right, but my eyes did not obey.

At this moment, a nice voice with sobs was calling my name.

The voice was familiar and unfamiliar, clearly a girl's voice.

I opened my mouth and tried to say what was in my heart, but I could not say a word, and it was not until twenty-three o'clock in the evening that my eyes began to move freely.

Only then did I realize that I was lying in the hospital ward.

What made me strange was that there was a bald female nurse lying next to my bed.

I finally cried out, "I want water, doctor?"

When the bald female nurse saw me wake up, she hurriedly said, "You can finally speak, you have been in a coma for more than three days." Two hours ago, I saw you wake up once, and the doctor told me to wait a little longer, and said that you are recovering well. Wait a moment, I'll pour you some water to drink. ”

I want to sit up and feel fine, but my head is still a little dizzy.

With a gentle expression, the bald female nurse whispered to me in very considerate words, "Don't move. Obedient, I'll feed you?"

She helped me sit up and leaned back on two pillows.

My eyes saw more and more clearly, and the moment I saw her clearly, I was taken aback!

I was so happy, I wondered how my girlfriend was here, and what about her hair?

I couldn't fathom her coming.

After less than two seconds, my heart ached! I knew very well that she had said that she wanted to become a monk before, and now she is really a monk worthy of the name.

I looked at Phantom Yu, and the long flowing hair of the past was gone, and it seemed to be missing some of the girlish dexterity - yes, it should be said that there was a lack of innocence.

My heart hurts at the moment, like a thousand blades.

After a long time, my heart felt a little better.

Now that I think about it, what else can I say since Phantom Yu is like this? It's good that she can come to see me.

She looked at me calmly, but there was a little more mist in her eyes.

I found that her face had never been so close to me, even during a past relationship.

At that time, she always had a feeling that she was thousands of miles away.

Right now, I'm just taking a closer look at her, and I don't think there's going to be a way to look at her like that in the future.

She was still so charming and touching, tugging at the deepest heartstrings in my heart.

Now compared to what she used to, there was only a touch of pink on her cheeks, a lighter lipstick, and some dry cracks on her lips.

She was so close to me that I could smell the breath she exhaled from her chest, and it was healthy and fragrant, which reminded me of the perfume lily.

At this moment, her breasts rose and fell faster, hitting me from time to time and pulling the most sensitive place for love hidden in my heart, which was also my breasts.

Perhaps, girls think that a man's chest is not as sensitive and swift as a woman's, and that it should be a barrier to the heart.

I don't think so, in fact, this barrier does not hinder the communication of the mind, on the contrary, it will affect all the meridians of love in my body on a large scale, including the physiological cells of love, the circulatory system of love, the endocrine system and the conduction system of love, all of which circle and eventually gather together in the heart, causing the heart to beat faster and trigger impulses.

As a man, I brought my whole body close to her.

I tried to breathe in every breath she exhaled, fearing that it would be wasted and put in my stomach and forever in my body.

This situation made her feel at a loss, and she subconsciously brought the bowl and let me drink some pork rib soup and eat some lotus root.

Every tablespoon was fed into my lips after she had been blown and cooled, so that I was warm.

After a while, I felt much healthier.

Day after day, for three days, she was as carefully cared for as always, and the two of us seemed to transcend time and space in space and emotion, and our hearts seemed to be tightly together.

Five days have passed.

That night, after Qing'er and a group of friends who came to see me dispersed, I felt that Phantom Yu was different from before, and it seemed that she knew how to take care of people with the gentleness of a woman.

I was deeply touched by her actions.

I wanted to kiss her on the forehead as a sign of my gratitude to her.

She seemed to be aware of my thoughts, and she looked me in the eye for a long time.

I couldn't help but hold her hands.

After a while, she said in a hurried and deep voice: "I have never seen you so well, remember this time!"

I also stared at what was in her eyes, and there was really me in those bright and affectionate eyes.

Suddenly, I found that she could allow me to look at it for so long, which was a kind of acquiescence and recognition.

Everyone has an emotional drive, perhaps hiding feelings and not releasing them in the eyes, while

Now, all her inner emotional activities have finally been released from her eyes, including the subtle tremors of her body, isn't this just losing her liver and gallbladder and being frank?

I understand that a woman at this time is like a ripe fruit placed on a plate, and as soon as you take a small bite and gently bite it, its juice will immediately flow out.

But, if you think about it, is she a monk after all?

Seeing such a scene, I was anxious, what could I do? Several times I was blocked by reason, so that my heart beat faster.

In the end, I think I can only store this passion for myself and for the passion she has given me today, stored in my emotional memory.

I know that if she accepts the beginning of this passion today, it may be the great madness of the last day of love—to the mortal world, she will slowly come to an end, and the end of mutual love should not be too far away.

No one in the world can explain the affairs between men and women.

Either way, I have to give at least a deep kiss with all my heart today, and this may be a kiss goodbye at the crossroads of different paths.

Just as our lips were about to come together, my reason told me that although she had not yet been officially ordained, this would affect her dedication to cultivation in the future.

I think maybe she feels the same way - there are many ways to love someone, and it doesn't have to be touching things that don't make sense.

But what I didn't expect was that she was somewhat emotional, maybe she thought that being a monk and cultivating was a lonely traveler who had never looked back, but I didn't think so, people are not immortals.

We quickly got back to normalcy with each other.

It was time to take the medicine, so she helped me up and let me drink some fairy soup first.

Speaking of fairy soup, in fact, it is to put some vegetable oil and salt in a small bowl, plus green onion soy sauce, and rinse it with boiling water.

She said that it is often used in the temple to moisten the throat, and it can fight hunger for a while, and can prevent epidemics, which can be described as a good vegetable and medicine.

I secretly laughed at her, what kind of fairy soup? Drinking it for a week will only lead to malnutrition, and you will not become a fairy.

I was indeed hungry and thirsty, and immediately after drinking the fairy soup, I swallowed eighteen pills, and the result was really smooth, and it seemed that my stomach was full.

Who knows, two minutes later, I had two full burps, and I suddenly felt hungry again. Luckily, there was milk and bread on the small table.

After Phantom Yu fed me two pieces of bread, he made me two bowls of fairy soup in a row, one bowl at a time. Don't say it, it's really fragrant.

Phantom Yu asked me to lie down and helped me tap the meridian acupoints.

I don't know when she'll do this.

The meridians and acupoints of the people are really magical, coupled with the gentle push and gentle pressing of the hands of my first love, I suddenly feel that my body is floating on the sea of flowers, and I am flying among the clouds and smoke like riding the clouds, and there seems to be a looming scenery in front of me.

In the landscape, I saw Phantom Yu, and this Phantom Yu had long flowing hair, she was wearing a white long robe, and she danced softly.

I couldn't help but put my arms around her and soar into the clouds, and we kissed passionately.

After a while, I vaguely felt a body fragrance, blood gathering many foci, like lava from the bottom of the earth rushing to my chest, hands and feet, and brain.

This body fragrance is emanated from Phantom Yu's body.

In the ethereal and hazy landscape, we continue to kiss passionately.

It took a long time for us to end the kiss. We run hand in hand towards the bright heavenly river.

At this time, the two of us seemed to cross the galaxy of the cosmic planet, and as the galaxy went away, a soft colored cloud appeared, and under the cloud was a picturesque fairyland.

Phantom Yu suddenly let go of her hands and flew towards this fairyland, I hurriedly chased after her, but I didn't see her shadow.

I sought her, called her name.

It's like another world - the world of clouds and the world of flowers.

There is also a bright moon here, just as Tang Li Shangyin described the poem "One Piece": "Osmanthus looks for the moon to rotate, the world of Songhai Dynasty changes, and the Mo Xianjia period is later." ”

I suddenly felt that there was a jade girl floating from the mountain stream, holding flowers, walking through the green grassland, a song "Spring Song Praise" suddenly felt the fragrance of roses wafting, it was the magic Yu coming. She called my name softly.

I opened my eyes from the fog, and the hallucinations still linger on me.

It's Phantom Yu calling me.

I looked at Phantom Yu and said, "Tired, aren't you?" ”

She stopped massaging the meridian acupoints. My blood was stirring in my body, it seemed to belong to her, and as long as she was sitting on the left, my blood would rush to the left, and if she was on the right, my blood would move with her.

It took a long time for the blood to quiet down.

She called me and it turned out to be for me to sit up and drink some warm water, on the grounds that drinking some water after the massage would boost my metabolism.

I now look at her soft and smooth head, and gradually get used to it, I think, it is a virtuous, kind, wise and soft head.

And because there is the source of the nest of love and the rare elements of love in life, I think that in the near future, they will be transformed into compassion.

I think that Phantom Yu has a new perspective and understanding of the pursuit of another philosophy in the world, that is, to restart the philosophical thinking mode, especially for the laity, the secular hospital and the people who come to the hospital to see a doctor.

The same is true for the people who are constantly flowing through the streets.

The re-formation of the world's view of the world, in my opinion, the relationship between her and me should be said to be the entry point, and it should be said that it is her last exploration of Hongchen.

I vaguely felt that she was putting aside my past feelings, lust and love with her, and quietly letting go of them all together.

But I'm sure she still has vulgar thoughts between men and women, because the hand she just massaged touched some of my sensitive areas, intentionally or unintentionally.

I think she may be looking for a reasonable situation for the lingering before indulgence, in order to wait for both parties to fall in love or even to retract their hearts.

I know that so far, she hasn't really experienced that kind of thing between a man and a woman.

I think she should be slowly retracting from the contradictions of her thoughts, she wants to purify her mind and heart, and accept the teachings of Buddhism.

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