In this way, after a person has gone through "emotional pain", "emotional injury", "broken dust", and "dependent origin and extinction", he will mature and be able to truly appreciate the ups and downs in the red dust.

——Imagine, this is an excellent self-study course for Phantom Yu to be able to concentrate on practicing Buddhist culture and philosophy in the temple in the future.

When Phantom Yu was cleaning the floor and the table, he found a book that Qing'er was reading "How to Manage 100,000 Answers to First Love". She casually flipped through a few pages and found that there were circles and dots drawn by Qing'er with a red ballpoint pen, and she was surprised by these annotations and notes: Is this book so exaggerated? Isn't this "Cha Bole's map, seeking Qiji in the city"?

I wonder if love will be a step-by-step rule?

What puzzled me was that my first love, her brother Xuanlong, was often mentioned in the book.

Now, I seem to have a new understanding of Qing'er.

Phantom Yu shook his head, handed me the book, and said with a smile: "Look at your precious sister Qing'er's love homework." I don't understand, can you explain it to me after you read it?"

I took the book, threw it on the bedside table, and said with a smile: "This is the spiritual nutrition junk food created by the boring author." I'm not in the mood to look at it. ”

Phantom Yu said thoughtfully: "Tell me about the hobbies of people in this world, which is the correct answer? ”

I smiled and nodded, indicating that I couldn't tell.

Phantom Yu sighed and said, "I understand, when I become a monk and cultivate, you will think in your heart that I am the wrong choice, right? Therefore, everyone is interested in different things. ”

Phantom Yu walked over, sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and said, "I'm not childish like Qing'er, I'm interested in everything. On the contrary, I will understand everything in a low-key and pessimistic way, but I will feel and face it more with a negative, worried, and skeptical attitude. ”

I looked at her suspiciously, and blurted out, "How come I never noticed this about you?" I have always felt that you are calmer, calmer and more elegant than others. ”

Actually, I seem to have realized something from the philosophical outlook, and it should be said that it is the change in the outlook of the world that has affected people's mental outlook and state.

Her current appearance and temperament are no longer the illusions of the past.

In the past, people used to think of monastics as a type of person who saw through the red dust, and this may be true, but I think maybe this is a wrong prejudice, because many monks are wise.

I think that Phantom Yu's ordination is an obsession with Buddhist culture, a real seeker.

I was thinking that her perception of this world [which we can understand as red dust] and me in the red dust may gradually become blurred or crude, that is, her ideological model has changed radically.

Phantom Yu fell asleep on the edge of the bed, I saw that she was really tired, and I couldn't tell whether I loved her or pity her.

I don't know when my body suddenly felt unwell, my brain was very chaotic, and I became nervous, and my stomach acid increased significantly.

After a bout of nausea, I threw up and threw up all the pills I had just eaten.

After Phantom Yu woke up, he hurriedly took the spittoon in his left hand and patted my back with his right hand. She burst into tears when she saw my discomfort. It was also the first time I saw her cry for me.

I know that she may now know that anything can be changed, and she can't let go of someone she once loved.

She seems to understand that human love must be traced back to the source, but this source is hidden deep in her heart.

Only then did she understand that the foundation of love is the fact that it can never change or let go of constant affection.

Somehow, I suddenly started to convulse.

I understood that this was a spasm of the skin muscles caused by the female bank clerk who jumped into the cold river in a hot sweat, and now manifested as a strong contraction of the striated muscles at will.

I felt out of my control and fell out of bed to the floor.

Phantom Yu hurriedly dragged me to the bed and pressed the red switch button to call the doctor.

Doctors and nurses arrived quickly.

The nurse seemed to know the cause of my illness and hurriedly injected me with a drug similar to a tranquilizer.

After a while, my muscles were much more relieved.

The doctor instructed Phantom Yu: "The patient will have several recurrences like this, and in a few days, this symptom will naturally reduce or disappear." It is best to sleep with him, grasp his arm with both hands, and remember not to let him fall to the ground again, as the patient will be in danger. ”

Phantom Yu's expression looked very confused, and she nodded slightly.

After the doctor left, Phantom Yu sweated and crawled on the bed and slept with me in tears.

While massaging me, she said guiltily, "I'm sorry, Burning Dragon! I didn't take good care of you and made you fall to the ground." Tell me where you hurt? I'll rub it for you. ”

I wiped away her tears with a tissue and smiled, "It's not your fault, it's me who was careless." Phantom Yu, you're tired of the day, it's time to sleep. ”

Phantom Yu slept next to me, hugged my arm and whispered some comforting words.

I deliberately teased: "You are sleeping with me, not afraid of violating ethical norms?"

Phantom Yu sighed and said calmly: "Ordinary people's opinion." To know the Tao, to value morality and righteousness, and to solve problems for others is also to cultivate the mind and cultivate virtue. I am wholeheartedly benevolent, diligent in seeking the Buddha's way, suitable for the precepts, immaculate in majesty, so that I can endure humiliation, so that I can be as pure as a pearl, and always seek the Buddha's way with compassion, which is to say: that is, to see the Buddha's son, to escape the sea of suffering for all sentient beings, in order to sacrifice my life. ”

I was speechless with shame. I thought to myself, the Buddha's bosom is grand and open, and it is really virtuous.

I reached out and gently shook her hand, indicating that I had said the wrong thing just now, and I was sorry.

I looked at the ceiling and said to myself: "Although the ceiling is clean and blank, but now I think it is very rich, it seems simple on the surface, but it is bright but not dazzling, shining but not shining." ”

Phantom Yu closed his eyes and nodded: "Epiphany at the same bed, there is Huigen." It can be said that the fruit can be seen in the air, the fruit is subtle, and the law can be observed. Why is the world honored to realize the wisdom of the world. It seems that my scheming has not been wasted, go to sleep, you have to call me in advance if you feel unwell?"

I nodded, "Hmm," and watched her fall asleep.

Fortunately, she found someone to borrow this nurse's uniform, so she dared to sleep in the same bed with me, otherwise she was afraid that people would see her, and it would become the headlines in the city and even the whole country.

The next day, after Phantom Yu washed, he was busy wiping my hands and washing my face.

Breakfast came, I didn't eat much, a bowl of porridge, two big steamed buns are about the same, but I eat with her, she eats a bite, and I eat a bite.

She took a sip of porridge and I took two sips.

We looked at each other as we drank and ate, and remembered what she said in the early morning.

She went to Pude Jing'an to copy the scriptures, and postponed it for seven or eight days.

Originally, the scriptures themselves existed in the Dahua Yuanchi Nunnery, but there were a group of rats, enlightened by the Buddha, and they were quite interested in this scripture, and they also wanted to cultivate the Buddha, and after eating a few pages in a hurry, they jumped on the lotus treasure and sat there, standing there like a bodhisattva, until the abbot came, and then quietly hid behind Shakyamuni.

The abbot believes that the rat has Buddha nature and wisdom roots, and is exempt from the responsibility of the situation.

Afterwards, he assigned a bhikshuni [Phantom Yu] to copy and fill in these pages.

It just so happened that my friend Ju Lian knew about my relationship with Phantom Yu, she came to burn incense and worship the Buddha, and secondly, she told Phantom Yu about it, so Phantom Yu learned that I was sick because of righteousness and bravery, so she took this opportunity to take care of me.

The doctor came to check my condition, and after Phantom Yu asked the doctor, he learned that my physical condition was basically normal, and the abnormal things were intermittent convulsions, no sweating, and coughing was a big problem.

The doctor said that I was mainly sweating during exercise and suddenly jumped into the cold river, which was the cause of the disease. In addition, with the addition of chemical sewage, it is almost on the verge of suffocation, and now it is recovering on its own.

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