The only good thing about this illness is that Phantom Yu has been emotionally considerate and spiritually comforted.

If I'm healthy again, if she still comes, if she's still vulgar, I want to be with her, and I want to be with her.

- Let her smile for love and get excited for teasing.

It is also possible to let her cry out for love, at least a few words like a low song.

I think I have this kind of thought, maybe there is a suspicion of emotional revenge in my heart, I can't say this.

Actually, it's all because she always looks serious in front of me, and she never speaks loudly or takes a big breath.

I wanted her to scream, I wanted her to close her eyes and gasp for breath.

If she does, I will kiss her with the most amazing and surging passion, and strike at her most sensitive heart, which is most likely to pull the brain's strong thirst for love.

I want to capture the feelings that she was not bold enough in the past and can now love to the limit, and make her a captive of love! I am sure she will sing for love.

In the past, watching her paint and play the piano, I really wanted to hold her in my arms and admire her, but this can only be a sweet fantasy for me, a dream that is difficult to realize.

At that time, she only promised to be my girlfriend, but a year or two later, she never gave me a kiss.

God will also play tricks on people, and Pian Pian handed over some or most of her to me at this time, but the veins in my body have not yet been fully opened, and maybe one day she will be the same as before, and her most extravagant things can only hold hands.

It's good now, I'm a Kaoru girl, and I may not even be able to say anything about holding hands in the future. So, I felt inexplicably happy to feel her massage for me last night.

At that time, I thought that I finally saw her moving for love, crying for my illness, and sleeping with me for my convulsions.

I know that this is the most perfect and kind act she has done before she became a monk. I suspect that in the future, this may be her only pink memory.

Think about it, for such a woman who has never said "I love you" frankly, I really want her to be embarrassed in front of her, so that she can feel that "we are human beings, not gods!" and holiness is just an idealized thing, and man must not violate the laws of biology too much. ”

This time, she answered me with special behavior language, with love, and with sincere treatment from the heart, and I was very pleased.

Now, she's a very whole person in my heart.

I'm not laughing at her anymore, but it's actually an unexpected, coveted gain.

- All of the above, maybe she doesn't have anything, but I'm making a lot of feelings.

After what happened to me and him, these have now become new stories in my mind and are crammed into my mind, so I often can't help but smirk secretly, and I admit that I am very worldly.

Actually, she will also smirk secretly, but I don't want to expose the kind of vulgar desires that she also has in the red dust.

Sometimes, when I think of these happy and warm things, I will sigh: "People are like this, they don't come to fall in love with a good time, they don't come to indulge their feelings, on the contrary, they are about to really be a lavender girl and like to care about the opposite sex at close range, why bother?"

She was about to leave me and go to Pude Monastery to copy the scriptures.

Before leaving, she muttered, "When I return to the nunnery in a few days, I will have to take the 'full ordination,' so you don't have to think much about our future, you should understand this." I know that you have seen some monasteries where monks and nuns can get married. You know, they are working on the work system, maybe they are supernumerary bhikshus and bhikshunis. Actually, I don't know. I think most of them should be so-called practitioners who mainly focus on tourist places. We are different, we are real monks. I can't imagine that. ”

I defended her for the sake of loving Huanyu: "In that case, in fact, it is not impossible, as long as you have compassion and relieve people's worries, you can also achieve positive results." ”

Phantom Yu patiently gave an example: "Just imagine, as soon as a Xun girl gets married, she has a big belly, and it is not elegant to just eat milk after giving birth." I don't approve of this, it's better to be vulgar. Having said that, these work in the office system are all things that are not things that are not, and they are products of the times. ”

I wanted to talk about social phenomena and give her a theory, so I said thoughtfully: "Nowadays, there are all kinds of people in the world, monks have become office workers, people's new philosophical views have appeared in new special forms, people have the ability to create things, change things, and judge things, as long as they feel that things in the world have their possible existence, they can try something." What can society do to things that were absurd and hateful in the minds of people in the past, and modern people bypass tradition and exaggerate their changes, and they become popular?"

I coughed a few times and continued, "I have a good girlfriend who was in full swing when she was in love for the first two years. When they came to see me some time ago, they were dressed up in an avant-garde and super fashionable, and they both dyed the same white hair, wore white clothes, white shoes, including underwear and bottoms, which were all the same color, that is, they were dressed as a couple, but as soon as they spoke, they learned that they were gay. I think they are like-minded and happy, and I envy their relationship. To put it mildly, if a Kaoru woman has a relationship with a vulgar man, it is much more reliable than homosexuality, but people only allow homosexuality to pass, but they close the door between Kaoru women and vulgar men. In modern times, I have to favor those who should achieve happiness as long as they feel it. ”

Phantom reached out and patted me on the back, motioning to soothe me and make my cough subside. Then, she said calmly: "Don't get excited! Now that people in the world are beyond the times, it is not strange to have these behaviors, which naturally has his existence and rationality. Times change, and one day things in nature will judge it, and right and wrong will be known. Now that I am a monk, it is not appropriate to speak wildly, but only to pursue transcendent wisdom to relieve the suffering of sentient beings. ”

I tried my best to convince her, but her appearance changed me from wanting to continue the relationship, and it became a special request.

So, I gasped and said excitedly, "Times have changed, and I hope you will come to see me often if you have the chance." I don't look like most people live like they do, having children, a family of three. I'm so happy to be with you, even if I see you once or twice a year. To know the Tao, true love does not have to seek results. Actually, I don't care if the way of love is different, but happiness is the same, you know? 'There is something special in every human being and in the body, and if you don't understand all kinds of things in the world, how can you use wisdom to transcend them?'

With tears in her eyes, Phantom Yu clenched my hands and said with a sad face: "You, you just know that Lu Dao is looking for a convenient door for yourself and making excuses." ”

As she said this, Qing'er came in with three bags of fruit, and without saying anything, she just got into my arms and whispered, "I miss you!"

She is well-behaved, and I had to coax her well in the past, but Phantom Yu was there, so I had to give up.

Phantom Yu is only six months older than Qing'er, but Qing'er is used to doing her own thing in a specific environment, so she doesn't care about other people's feelings.

I said in a slightly reproachful voice: "Qing'er, you have to be polite to others in the future, and call Sister Huanyu quickly?"

Qing'er said casually: "She is a monk, can she call her sister like this?"

Phantom Yu smiled and said, "It's not difficult for you, my sister is a monk, so I don't care about this." generation

There are a lot of vulgar things that I have long since put aside. My sister pursues what the layman calls the path of pure suffering, which is the so-called: jumping out of the Three Realms and not in the Five Elements. There is a cloud in the Vajra Prajnaparamita Sutra: 'All sentient beings, certain kinds of minds, come to know. Why, if we say that all hearts are non-minds, they are called hearts. Therefore, what is it, Subodhi, the mind cannot be obtained in the past, the mind cannot be obtained in the present, and the mind cannot be attained in the future. So, I shouldn't care about anything I do now. The main thing is to cultivate virtue first, and to cultivate virtue is to cultivate the mind. So, Qing'er doesn't have to pay too much attention to my feelings. ”

Qing'er is a soft-hearted person after all, and Phantom Yu's humility and politeness seem to have touched her kind heart.

Qing'er got up and approached Phantom Yu, stretched out her hands to hold Phantom Yu's hand, and said sincerely: "Although Qing'er doesn't learn and has no skills, she treats people well in her heart, but she is too willful and loses courtesy, and she will learn from Sister Phantom Yu in the future." In the future, if my sister has something she doesn't understand or something profound, I'll go to my sister for advice?"

Phantom Jade also reached out to clasp Qing'er's hand, smiled and nodded, "Okay, you are welcome to come at any time, you don't have to be polite." ”

After a while, I heard friends knocking on the door.

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