The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became very quiet, the sound of the TV seemed to disappear, the whole space was stagnant, and time stopped at this moment, frozen.

Pan Dao's mustered courage disappeared in an instant, and he waved his hand brightly, "No, it's nothing." I'll go upstairs. His eyes were a little evasive, and he turned around and wanted to run away from here. At the same time, he secretly complained to himself in his heart, what kind of madness did he have, and he would have such thoughts.

Father Pan did not let him go, but his face was very stern, and his tone was unprecedentedly calm, "You just said that you want to sacrifice to the heavens?" His eyes were fixed on Pan Dao, and a sharp light flashed in the heavy glasses.

Pan Dao stopped, anyway, there was nothing he couldn't say, not to mention that it was just his idea. To put it mildly, it was wishful thinking, and if he really wanted to do it, he felt a little embarrassed in this small village.

"Yes. I want to worship the heavens. Pan Dao thought about it, but still said what was in his heart. Pan Father stopped drinking the tea, he put down the teacup in his hand, looked at Pan Dao and asked seriously, "Are you serious? Why do you have such an idea? Also, sacrifice to the sky, what kind of sacrifice do you want?"

Pan Dao was stunned when he heard this, he didn't expect that his father didn't scold him, but asked him very seriously about the reason. Pan Dao's head was a little lowered, as if he was not sure, Pan's father did not force him, and after a long while, Pan Dao spoke, "Maybe it was impulsive, but it was very serious." ”

Father Pan didn't interrupt him, just listened quietly. Pan Dao saw that he didn't say anything, so he was bold, organized the language and began to speak, "Since I was in the fifth grade of primary school, I have headaches, often get sleepy, and my studies are getting worse and worse, and when I reach junior high school. In addition to my interest in subjects such as writing, I also don't like mathematics, physics and chemistry, and I always feel that the definition is wrong. To be precise, I should be idealistic, and I don't like materialistic subjects. After that, I finally reached high school, and my headache subsided, but it was too late to study, and although it still hurt from time to time, it was indeed much less. ”

"After I came out to work, I went around a lot of places, but none of them were long. Because I don't like this kind of life. I like excitement, blood, fighting, and life is something that deserves respect but feels like it can be erased. ”

"Also, I don't know when I started to like martial arts, meditation, Buddhism and Taoism. For many years, I have always felt that the rule of Buddhism and Taoism is based on Confucianism. The idea of the unity of the three religions. Maybe it was from Journey to the West, but that doesn't matter. The important thing is that I kept having the same dream about a woman who took my hand and hid behind the door. Looking at the sky outside, in the sky, there was a man negotiating with someone. In the end, the choice of whether the world should be ruined or not was left to me. ”

Pan's father was silent, he looked at Pan Dao, as if he didn't know this son, if it was an ordinary person, he either thought Pan Dao was crazy, or he thought he was stupid. But Father Pan didn't, he just sighed, "Headache, why didn't you tell me, and you have been haunted by dreams, why didn't you say it." ”

Pan Dao was stunned, he scratched his head and said, "Be strong, you have always taught me, I can bear this kind of thing." And I don't think it's a big deal, and besides, I don't dare to say it, because I feel that there is another personality hidden in my personality, such as the current me who is a little timid and cowardly, but I am kind, worthy of trust, and liked, although I don't have a girlfriend now. But I feel that another personality is suitable for me, bold, confident, domineering, possessive. Of course, this is also the reason why I have been hesitant to sacrifice to the heavens, because I am afraid that my current self will die and take on another personality. ”

Father Pan was even more silent, his head bowed, not knowing what he was thinking. Finally, he asked, "If you were going to worship the heavens, where would you be?" ”

Pan Dao frowned, and said directly, "It's on the road at the door, and my dream is that there is a sky above, in the place of three cypress trees. ”

Pan's father nodded, he got up and walked out, Pan Dao didn't know why, followed out of the house, the two stood at the door of the house, feeling the night breeze, no one spoke again.

Pan Dao looked up at the stars, and a sense of Dao came to his mind, "Dao, I obviously feel it, but I can't touch it." Father Pan was slightly stunned when he heard this, he looked at the three cypress trees in the distance, and finally made up his mind, "You go to worship the heavens, I support you, but don't tell your mother about this." ”

Pan Dao looked at Father Pan in disbelief, "Ah, no, Dad, do you really believe it?" Father Pan nodded, "There are some things you should know, in fact, our family is not simple, to be exact, it should be that the Pan family has secrets." ”

"Our family is still the Pan family? There are still secrets? Dad, don't be kidding, just three people in our family, counting four members of my uncle's family, counting two generations, taking my grandfather as an example, it only adds up to a dozen people, and they are very poor, they want money without money, they want power without power, and they also have families, and they are not so exaggerated in the novel. "Pan Dao doesn't believe it, it doesn't look like it, let alone has a secret.

Father Pan ignored Pan Dao's statement, and he continued, "The Pan family is the largest family in the world, and it is also the strongest family, and the Zhao family, the Wang family, the Huang family, and the Zhu family, even if they are the four top wealthy families, are just our subordinates. Of course, this has nothing to do with us, our family is just a group that has been evicted and has long been cut off from them. ”

Pan Dao didn't know what to say, he could see that Pan's father was serious, "I don't know." Father Pan didn't say it in detail, but simply mentioned it, "The Pan family is a guardian family, and his role is to protect the world." Although there are many Pan's, in this world, we are the only ones. ”

"Guardian family?" Pan Dao was a little puzzled, how to guard, is it like his own dream, leaving the choice of whether this world is ruined to himself.

"Yes, Guardian. The ancestors of this world left a legacy, and one of the descendants of a certain generation will awaken, and he will swim up, protect this world, and awaken the will of heaven from anew. Father Pan was quite sure, and his expression became a little fanatical.

"Who is that ancestor, how did he protect this world, swim up, is it back in time? And then where did he go, but how do I feel that this world has not changed at all. What is the so-called providence, how can I not feel him. Pan Dao shook his head, clearly not convinced.

Father Pan was also a little unsure, he shook his head and said, "I don't know about the ancestor's affairs, maybe it will be recorded in the headquarters of the Pan family." But there must be providence, otherwise you would not feel the existence of the Tao, and the providence is the embodiment of the Tao. And I believe that the ancestor must have shattered the void, and he must have gone to the place of the gods. ”

"God, is that like that in the novel?" Pan Dao asked. Father Pan shook his head, "No, I don't know the specifics, but legend has it that the gods are above the immortals, and they are the real kind of gods, like the gods of Pangu." Don't say it, as long as you worship the sky, you will naturally know whether it is true or false. You know, the cypress tree, also known as the evergreen tree, symbolizes the meaning of eternal life, and I believe that it has long been destined in the dark. ”

Father Pan collected his feelings, he looked at Pan Dao, and asked, "What day is it ready?" "The 25th is an auspicious day for the zodiac. I would like to hold the ceremony on that day. Pan Dao's fists were clenched, and he was very serious. (To be continued......)