It's a family of three, not wealthy, but welcoming. Pan Dao ran downstairs, he sat directly at the table, looking at the two or three side dishes on the table of the Eight Immortals, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

"No, Mom, eat this again. Didn't I give you some money to buy vegetables, why didn't you buy some meat back? Pan Dao picked up a bowl of rice, he held his chopsticks and looked at the three vegetarian dishes, not knowing what to eat first.

"Don't talk nonsense, you keep the money for you, and let you marry your daughter-in-law in the future. Pan Dao's mother was just an ordinary woman, she finished the work at hand, sat down, picked up the chopsticks and said, "Son, you are not young, you are twenty-seven years old, you don't have a job, you don't have a girlfriend, you should think of a way." Your dad's old mistake is about to be made again. ”

Pan Dao made a gesture of surrender, and he shouted, "Stop, stop, stop, I'll get a job, and I'll find a girlfriend." By the way, Dad. ”

"In the store, leave him alone. We'll eat first, and I'll take his place later. Pan Dao didn't say anything more. After taking two bites, he said, "I'm done." ”

"Eat more. Pan Dao shook his head, "At home, I'm not hungry." With that, he hurried upstairs. When he came to the study, he looked at the books in the room, couldn't help but smile, walked to the bookcase at random and smoked a book, and then looked at the title of the book, which was the Yellow Emperor's Neijing.

Pan Dao was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't understand how to turn to it, casually flipped the pages of the book, put it in again, and then re-drew the book, it was the Buddhist Sutra Diamond Sutra, unconsciously turned to the end, looked at it quickly with two eyes, and sighed, "Like a dream bubble, like like electricity." ”

Pan Dao put back the Diamond Sutra and felt bored, he turned and walked towards the bedroom, but accidentally came across another book. I picked it up with some trouble, and when I saw it, it was Zhuangzi.

The first sentence of the opening chapter, "There is a fish in the northern underworld, and its name is Kun." The Kun is so big that I don't know how many thousands of miles it is. Turned into a bird, its name is Peng. ...... Harmonious words said: "Pengzhi migrated in the south of the world, the water hit three thousand miles, and the one who swayed up was 90,000 miles." ”

Pan Dao's heart settled, but his spirit suddenly went into a trance. Even his mother downstairs didn't hear him shout, "I'll go change your dad and come back, you watch the dots at home." Pan Dao replied casually, but he didn't want to go down at all, and his eyes went to Zhuangzi again.

"Those who know what the heavens do and what people do, the best! Those who know what the heavens do are born from heaven; those who know what people do should nourish what they know by what they know." Those who do not die in the middle of the road all their days are the prosperity of knowledge. ...... Death and life, life and death, it has the same night. Heaven also. People have something to do, and everything is also emotional. ”

"Husband, there is affection and faith, inaction is invisible, can be passed on but not acceptable. It can be obtained but not seen, from the root to the root, there is no heaven and earth, and it has been fixed since ancient times. Gods, ghosts, gods, and emperors. Born born in the earth, before the Tai Chi but not high, under the six poles but not deep, born born but not for long, long in antiquity but not old. ”

Pan Dao read it out unconsciously, he pondered for a long time, and couldn't help but be a little confused, until his father came back, "Pan Dao, come down." If I have something to ask you, hurry up and come down. ”

Pan Dao frowned, he put the book in, and then reluctantly walked downstairs, to be honest, he did not dare to see his father, every time he was under a lot of pressure, after all, he was not young, but he still achieved nothing. so that the people at home are always worried, and they bow their heads in front of outsiders.

"Dad, what's the matter?" Pan Dao asked hesitantly, he stood a little far away, and he didn't dare to approach at all. Father Pan's thick eyebrows furrowed, and he couldn't help but say angrily, "Can you make a breath, the face of the Pan family has been lost by you." Be bold. ”

Pan Dao walked over helplessly, and even more helplessly sat on the longboard stretched out by Pan's father, "Dad, what's wrong." Pan's father ate and persuaded, "Someone has told me about family affairs, you have time to go and see it one day, and meet the woman on a blind date." By the way, here's her phone number, you can take your phone and write it down. ”

Pan Dao watched Pan's father take out his mobile phone and was about to report the number, he quickly interrupted, "Dad, have you seen it, beautiful or not, what is your personality, how tall and short, fat and thin, what do you do, have you ever been in love, explain in advance, I don't want second-hand." ”

Pan's father was furious when he heard this, and he couldn't eat, "The woman is about one meter six, a little fat, and her personality is good, you can see it yourself." ”

"Think about it. Pan Dao got up and ran, Pan's father was gloomy, he knew his son, and every time he said this, it meant that he didn't want to go. "You said that you are just like that, what kind of ability do you have. ”

Pan Dao sighed, "If you want to hold your grandson, it's a big deal that I will find someone to surrogate when I have money in the future, or I will clone one." If you don't like it, I might as well become a monk and Taoist. ”

A bowl smashed over, and Pan Dao ran upstairs in fright. Not long after, an old lady walked in, she smiled kindly, and said, "Xiaodao, don't talk back to your father, I also listened to what people introduced to you, it's still good, you go and take a look, don't talk nonsense directly, don't want to go." ”

Pan Dao nodded helplessly, "Okay, okay." I know. He had just pulled out of Zhuangzi again, and he didn't want to pay attention to it, and he turned from the study into the bedroom. I didn't want the old lady to follow me in, Pan Dao's head was big, "Grandma, I know, I must go." ”

The old lady said a few words angrily, and then left. Pan Dao was lying on the bed, he turned over the Zhuangzi, and after a while, he fell asleep directly, and when he woke up, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

"Damn. It's this dream again, who is that person, and who is that woman. Damn, it's not a headache, it's this dream, what's wrong with me. I don't want to wake up, don't wake up, what does this world have to do with me if it doesn't destroy it. Pan Dao suddenly yelled, he lifted the quilt, walked out to the balcony, and looked into the distance, where there were three cypress trees.

Pan Dao looked at the cypress tree in the sky, and he said faintly, "Should I really worship the heavens? Only then, will I still be me?" walked back to his room, opened his chat, and wrote the following sentence, "Perhaps, it's time to call back your other half." Hello my friend, this world. ”

Pan Dao didn't know why he wrote it like this, it was just a premonition, maybe he would never come back in the future. "Today is May 15, 2015 in the new calendar, and I have made a vow to worship the heavens on the 25th auspicious day of the zodiac, and no matter what the outcome is, I will cut off the past and start a new life. ”

The sky was dark, the moon rose into the night sky, Pan Dao looked at the starry sky, and he walked downstairs boldly. For the first time, he bravely faced his father again, "Dad, I have something to tell you." ”

In the living room, Pan's father, who was watching TV, was stunned, he didn't know what was wrong with Pan Dao, but since Pan Dao wanted to talk to him, he was still very happy. Pan Dao watched him withdraw his attention from the TV and asked expectantly, "What's wrong, what's the matter?"

Pan Dao thought about it seriously, and he mustered up the courage to say to Pan's father, "Dad, I want to sacrifice to the sky." Father Pan squirted out a sip of the tea he had just drunk, and he asked in a daze, "What did you just say?" (To be continued......