The cold wind in the winter is biting, the birds in the forest have long been extinct, and occasionally the Feihong mud claws can be seen from the snow, and Mu Jiufeng, who has always been warm, ushered in the cold winter of slaughter, and it has become extremely cold.

When the deceptive sun slowly sets, I can't feel the slightest warmth.

Shui Duyan squinted at the slowly setting sunset, the snow under her feet condensed little by little, mixed with the cold wind that eroded her.

Those autumn eyes were deep and heavy, and they couldn't make a little wave, and the cold breath exhaled from the tip of her nose seemed to have become the only symbol that she was still alive.

Night falls, and the four fields are silent.

"What are you doing!"

Suddenly a shout disturbed the tranquility, and the snow on the black branches fell again, and slammed on the ground, and the snow slowly melted again.

Shui Duyan bowed slightly, and knew that it was a nightmare without looking back, but Shui Duyan didn't know what the nightmare was about.

Nightmare walked up to her in two steps, followed her gaze at the sunset afterglow, couldn't help but sigh in the palm of his hand, jumped his feet again, stretched out his arm and touched the person next to him, and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Hey, why don't you speak? Dumb?" Seeing that she was silent, Nightmare muttered in her heart, "Did this Shui Twilight take the wrong medicine?"

Nightmare thought to herself, then blinked and said to Shui Duyan, "I just came to see you today, it can't be that I provoked you, right?"

Shui Duyan looked at those concerned eyes, stared at them for a long time, and then suddenly asked, "In the past, you were arguing to prove that I was a scumbag, but now you have confirmed that I am a scum?"

Nightmare didn't expect her to suddenly ask such a sentence, her heart chuckled, her face turned pale, and she panicked for a while, not knowing how to answer.

"Say whatever you think in your heart. Shui Duyan said coldly.

Nightmare guessed that she was probably in a bad mood, but Nightmare couldn't guess what Shui Twilight meant by this, and she didn't bother to go around the bend, so she asked directly, "Then what do you want to say?"

"Then what do you think I want to say to you?" Shui Duyan suddenly hooked her lips and smiled, but she had no warmth, and she felt a little sad in her nightmare.

Nightmare had a cold face, and her heart was a little sad, what could Shui Duyan ask of her, it was nothing more than to ask her to go. Thinking of this, a sneer appeared on the corner of the nightmare's mouth, and his heart seemed to be doused with cold water.

She glanced faintly at Twilight and asked, "Are you trying to drive me away?"

"Is it necessary to drive you away?" asked Shui Duyan coldly, and the nightmare was speechless.

Seeing her dumb look, Shui Duyan couldn't help but smile.

Nightmare only felt upset, when did she get eaten to death by Shui Duyan?

"Nightmare, do you have time to chat with me?" Shui Duyan suddenly spoke softly, and her eyes were a little sad, as if she was begging Nightmare to accompany her.

"Good. What do you want to talk about?" Nightmare grimaced, still angry at what had just happened.

Shui Duyan exhaled a long cold breath, watching the mist gradually rise in the distant mountains, the sun was completely submerged by the mountains, and even the last trace of deceitful gold was gradually hidden.

She pulled the nightmare and sat on the hillside, as if she was in Lin'an, and the water twilight plucked the withered grass and put it in her mouth, squinting her eyes, looking like a twilight dreary.

"Nightmare, you say, why are there so many partings from people who like each other. Is it really destined by God, not artificial?" Shui Twilight provoked the topic, but Nightmare heard what she wanted to express, probably her own predicament now.

Nightmare's words were full of stiffness and ruthlessness: "Are you eating a pot or standing on this mountain and looking at that mountain?"

Hearing this, Shui Duyan sighed, put his hands behind his head, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he seemed to have a sorrow that could not be condensed. She had always been accustomed to the cynicism of nightmares, as if she had long been accustomed to gossip and malicious criticism in this world.

"Nightmare, what do you think is good?" Shui Twilight threw the hot potato to her.

Nightmare wondered in his heart, Nightmare has never loved anyone, how can he know what is best?

So Nightmare replied softly, "If I were you, I would choose one of you to die unto death." ”

"That's a good point, then where did you find this person? But when you saw the first person who loved you, you recognized her?" Shui Duyan's words intentionally or unintentionally pointed to Emperor Luoshen, who was the first person to love her all his life when he saw her.

Nightmare thought about it carefully, she really couldn't guess what Shui Twilight wanted to say, but to put it simply, Shui Twilight Yan was not all my justification for her abusive feelings? Nightmare couldn't help but feel tired when she thought of this, the biggest inferiority of the world is like this, and they refuse to admit their mistakes sincerely, because the so-called mistakes are just ordinary in their eyes.

Nightmare sighed lightly, and then said directly: "Shui Duyan, if what you did has always been right, then why are you still alone? It stands to reason that you should have someone to pair with you, right?"

Shui Duyan glanced at Nightmare, slowly took off the weed in his mouth, and looked at Nightmare with a tired gaze, as if smiling: "Nightmare, do you know the truth that it is difficult to reunite after breaking the mirror?"

"It's you who refuse to let go of those past hatreds, and would rather be cocooned to yourself. Emperor Luo Shen has always been very good to you and has been waiting for you to turn back, why do you just refuse to turn back?"

Nightmare also hugged the Luo Shen Emperor, that weak woman, who was destroyed by Shui Duyan in every way, but refused to admit defeat, I am afraid that an outsider will feel sorry for her. Only Shui Duyan refused to look at her more, as if the existence of Emperor Luo Shen was superfluous.

Shui Duyan's heart was heavy, forcing her to breathe with all her might, exhaling a long breath, and then said to Nightmare: "Isn't it the same for Bai Zijia? Even if you can't be a lover, it's great to be friends. But she didn't want to, she had a Luo Shen Emperor in her heart. Therefore, she would rather love and kill me than fulfill the flaws in my heart. ”

Nightmare knew that what Shui Duyan said was the truth, Bai Zijia was like this, she couldn't let go of the past, she refused to forgive each other, she couldn't find a reason to reunite with the broken mirror, because she knew that even if she was reconciled, Shui Duyan also had an extra Luo Shen Emperor in her heart, and she was no longer as pure as she was at the beginning.

Not all belong to Bai Zijia, so she doesn't want it.

Shui Duyan looked at the dark sky, and suddenly choked in his throat, and his voice was full of tremors: "Nightmare, look, how funny it is." Emperor Luo Shen doesn't ask me to love her, but begs me to be her alone. And Bai Zijia and I can't wait to snatch each other all over and take possession, and refuse to give away a little bit. Everything seems to be understandable, but we are like this because we both missed the best time to wait for each other. ”

Shui Duyan has always known who is waiting for her, and she also knows who she is waiting for. She thought back to the past of those years in Windy City, those youthful years.

"Nightmare, you said, I have been waiting for Bai Zijia for so many years, and she also knows that I am waiting for her. Why don't you want to reconcile with me? Isn't it that she dislikes me very much if it's not complete? If so, is it wrong for me to turn around and look for another lover? Isn't it because it's my fault that I chose a Luo Shen Emperor who has been waiting for me? When did I treat Luo Shen Di as a general? Heh, it seems that if I had never known Luo Shen Di, and then re-acquainted with her, I would be innocent, how ridiculous. ”

Shui Duyan's analysis is straightforward, and the reason why she feels that she does not owe Bai Zijia is this reason.

"When I waited for her, I never gave Emperor Luo a chance. In the same way, when I waited for the Roselle Emperor, I never gave anyone else a chance. Probably because I gave up Bai Zijia and accepted Emperor Luo Shen in the blink of an eye, so I was considered by others to be my red apricot out of the wall. ”

Shui Duyan can also see it through, it is true, from an outsider's point of view, Shui Duyan and Emperor Luo Shen have long hooked up and become a traitor, so after Bai Zijia rejected Shui Duyan, Shui Duyan fell into the arms of Emperor Luoshen.

"Then what does Emperor Luo Shen think of me? Because I was rejected by Bai Zijia, I chose to settle for the next best. Therefore, Emperor Luo Shen also dislikes me, and everyone in the world is like this. ”

Tears slowly fell from the corners of Shui Duyan's eyes, but the night was already dark, and Nightmare couldn't see the tears in the corners of her eyes, and couldn't see the sadness on her face.

"I don't want Bai Zijia, the world says that my heart is fickle. I don't want Emperor Luoshen, the world scolds me for being hard-hearted. I accept Bai Zijia, Bai Zijia dislikes that I have a Luo Shen Emperor in my heart. I accepted Emperor Luoshen, and Emperor Luoshen suspected that I was retreating. When I don't want anybody, but both sides are offended. And this crime is all blamed on Qianfei. Therefore, Qianfei was inexplicably destroyed, and I felt guilty for life. ”

Shui Duyan raised her hand to cover her head, she tried her best to suppress her emotions, tears couldn't stop flowing, her heart began to tear like pain, but she couldn't shout.

"Did I insist for too long, or did they refuse for too long? Si Jiya has not apologized to me for 7,000 years, she listened to rumors that I was in love with her, and avoided me, and disliked me in every way. It wasn't until I accepted Bai Zijia that she gradually understood, but she still didn't even apologize. The world still only sees my fault, it is I who reject those who come near me for the sake of Sijiya, it is I who do not know what to do, and I am willing to give up the whole forest for one person. ”

A sad laugh came out of Shui Duyan's throat, and she remembered the point that she was disliked later - indiscriminate and malicious to provoke people's hearts.

"I have never asked anyone to wait for me, why did the world put the charge of seduction on me? I asked Bai Zijia to wait for me? Or did I let Emperor Luo Shen wait for me? I let Bai Lan wait for me? Or did I let Gu Moyun wait for me?"

Nightmare was silent, and she could hear the crying, grievances, loss, and sadness in Twilight's voice. It was the pain of not being understood, comparable to Ling Chi.

"Shui Duyan, have you ever thought that if you didn't provoke them, there wouldn't be so many follow-ups. ”

Nightmare said this, with resentment towards Shui Twilight in her tone.

"It's like Luojiushuang, it's like Qianfei, it's like Gu Moyun, it's like Bai Zijia. ”

Shui Duyan laughed sadly again, and her laughter gradually became presumptuous, and her tears fell more urgently.

"Yes, so, I'm ashamed of Frost and Qianfei. ”

Shui Duyan thought of Bai Zijia and Gu Moyun, and then said: "Gu Moyun is calculating against me, I owe so much to him, it is all your will, if this is also a provocation, then it is he who provoked me first." Bai Zijia, who provoked whom first? Who promised whom first? Who refused to admit his mistake and practiced his sincerity?"

Shui Duyan felt a headache, she didn't want to worry about these anymore, she didn't want to think about right and wrong. Perhaps, it is not clear at all. Just like now, Shui Duyan and Bai Zijia still resent each other, but they are like old husbands and wives, tied together by an old love.

But Shui Duyan was a little tired of such feelings, just like Bai Zijia had to put those scars on the surface, so that Shui Duyan could remember every debt owed to her.

Shui Duyan smiled again, Bai Zijia never said that she would put those hatreds on the surface, let Shui Duyan remember it for a lifetime, and relive the guilt again and again for the rest of her life.