The last volume of [The Prosperous Demon Clan's Wind is Ruthless] Chapter 147 I really can't hold on

Shui Duyan shook her head slightly, her face full of despair and pain, she held her head that was a little painful and said, "Qianfei, since I entered the Demon Realm, I have met very few people who regard friendship as their life. I have a fierce temperament, and I can't tolerate others competing with me. Bai Zijia seems to be everyone's, and her gentleness and politeness make it difficult for me to recognize. Emperor Luo Shen has long been blurred beyond recognition by hatred and desire, she always thought that her persistence and waiting were consistent, but she didn't know that it was just an obsession, an obsession that had been abandoned, and even she didn't know what love was. Only you, there is no wind and waves between us, I thought you really don't understand love, perhaps, you don't need love. It's too much luxury for a killer like us. So I never thought that you would have a crush on me. “

Qianfei also sighed, sure enough, Shui Duyan was not sure that the person she was looking for was Qianfei's own passion, and then Qianfei said: "You are also a blind eye, what is the difference between your obsession and Emperor Luoshen's obsession?"

Shui Duyan was already sick, and Shui Duyan gently tugged at the corners of her mouth, yes. was ruthlessly pierced by Qianfei's false mask. Shui Duyan has long been terminally ill, but she still deceives herself.

"I've forgotten when I started to fall in love with this life-and-death relationship, huh. Shui Duyan turned over lightly and rubbed lightly on Qianfei's face, and the tears kept sliding down for a moment, but fortunately, the tears were silent.

"Isn't Duan Fengchen very good to you? that person is so absolute, neat and tidy, and his methods are quite vicious, isn't that exactly the type you like?" she suddenly said to Shui Duyan.

Shui Duyan shook her head gently, and there was a sudden stinging pain in her heart, Qianfei also felt that love was more important than friendship? Is it because of Bai Lan before? It seems that Qianfei still doesn't understand herself, Shui Duyan couldn't help but smile miserably: "Love, heh, it's unreliable, and besides, I don't want to be attached to any man." This world is not a man's world, but once you are with someone, others will think that you are an accessory of a man. ”

"You think you can live with friendship for the rest of your life? In fact, maybe it's your own passion, and one day your friend is with the person she wants, and that's when you realize how scared you are. Ah Yan, have you thought about this?" Qianfei revealed the ruthless facts little by little, she knew that Shui Duyan's eyes had long been blinded, and she also wanted to know if Shui Duyan had let go of Emperor Luoshen, she wanted to replace Emperor Luoshen.

Shui Duyan closed her eyes, a chill rose in her heart, she was already very repulsive to love, and then she sneered and said: "Qianfei, the most ruthless thing about me is that when I encounter damage, I retreat faster than anyone else, and it is all thorough." The most poisonous thing is to turn your face and not recognize people, and you can be ruthless and decisive in an instant. How many women in the Red Blood Building would have killed me a long time ago if their mana cultivation was not as good as mine, but I am afraid that they would have killed me a long time ago to vent their hatred. I'm the best at deceiving people with love, but because of this, I've been poisoned like a hedgehog, and I'm already too nervous to speak. It seems to have been demonized, and the pitiful little hope that remains still sustains me to believe that I can wait a little longer, that my person will come, will come. ”

"Ah Yan, are you sick and rushing to the doctor now?" Qianfei's heart was completely cold, what she thought was that the two acquaintances were just her own feelings? She frowned slightly, and her sharp words came out, and a sentence pierced Shui Duyan's heart.

Without waiting for Shui Duyan to answer her, she said, "How do you know that I am the one who can go to the end with you?" is because I have no best friends, no lovers, no teachers, and no relatives and friends around me now, right? Between you and me, there is only Qianqiu Valley, if there is no Qianqiu Valley, will you be determined that I am the person you are looking for?"

Qianfei analyzed it head-to-head, as if it was true. She compared Bai Zijia, Luo Shen Emperor, and Bai Lan and came to a conclusion.

At this time, Qianfei seemed so rational and ruthless, and the tenderness just now was gone. Probably, no one will let the other be presumptuous for too long.

Shui Duyan sat up lightly, leaned over and approached her, there was a lot of resentment and madness in her eyes, and she smiled desolate for a moment: "It's the resentment in my heart that can't be eliminated, it's my obsession that is incomprehensible, and it's because I'm already insatiable, so it's attracting the suspicion of everyone, including you." That's how you see me, everybody, that's how you see me. I'm not good, I'm greedy, I'm always delusional about the best, I'm always so domineering and vexatious, and I've never really positioned myself accurately. Really?"

The desolation of everyone's heart is not easy to confide, because if the listener does not understand, it will turn into a joke and sarcasm. Everyone is like this, just like Bai Zijia is afraid of separation, Qianfei is afraid of betrayal, Luo Shen Emperor is afraid of losing, and Shui Duyan is afraid of misidentifying her.

Qianfei couldn't bear to see it, so she pulled Shui Duyan into her arms and said softly: "You are just too sensitive, too easy to take everything to the extreme, once it doesn't suit your liking, you will be beaten to death with a stick." ”

"Qianfei, you say, did I give up too early or I can't afford to wait?" Shui Duyan's heart was desolate and seeped into her bones, and Shui Duyan was asking Qianfei and her own heart.

"It was probably fate. Qianfei gave such an ambiguous answer.

Again, the conversation was fruitless.

What is fate? Is it to accept fate, is it to give up, is it only wishful thinking? Shui Duyan has always hated people like this, and the only one in this world who does not accept fate is Gu Moyun, so Gu Moyun's position in Shui Duyan's heart is unshakable. It was a god-like existence, and he was the first person in the divine realm.

Canglan Palace. Mirror Moon Lake.

The autumn wind stirs up the reeds, and the white flakes decorate the lake so gently, and the surface of the lake is sparkling with sunlight. The warm breeze came in the face, with a faint smell of dead grass, lingering on the tip of the nose for a moment, and then dissipating.

Shui Duyan walked slowly towards the person sitting on the rattan chair, her eyebrows and eyes were a little desolate, and the troubled times were not like this. Now that Qianqiu Valley is developing rapidly, Bai Lan's desire to get rid of them is also becoming more and more serious. Water Twilight and Chiaki Valley, Bailan, are in trouble with each other.

"What is the big brother thinking again?" Shui Duyan sat down naturally, poured wine and drank it to himself.

The sun poured on her forehead, and her eyes were cold and smiling, and the troubled times led her to look at the twilight face that was getting more and more compatible, and she felt a little desolate in her heart.

The troubled times poured a glass of wine for Shui Duyan, and asked straight to the point: "If we are willing to submit to Bailan with you, are you willing to accept us into the Red Blood Building?"

Shui Duyan's face froze in fright, and he frowned and looked at the troubled times for a long time, and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, what are you kidding?

After a while, Shui Duyan asked softly, "Big brother, you don't know Bai Lan's style?"

The troubled times led to a wry smile and silence.

Then Shui Duyan couldn't help but shake his head and said, "You actually think like this, your heart is upset." ”

Shui Duyan only knew that the troubled times were in trouble, but she didn't know why the troubled times were in trouble.

Troubled Times frowned and drank two more glasses, he looked at Shui Duyan on the other side, who was not browning, he knew that Shui Duyan was even more disturbed than him. Sandwiched in the middle is Shui Duyan, and she is the hardest to do.

Troubled Shi Yin suddenly asked, "Do you still like Bailan now?"

Shui Duyan was overwhelmed by his sudden questioning, and before she could come to her senses, Troubled Shi Yin asked again: "Gu Moyun, Emperor Luoshen, Bai Lan, who is your favorite in your heart?"

The cup in Shui Duyan's hand was gradually pinched, she felt nervous, it was not difficult to answer the words of the troubled times, but Shui Duyan couldn't guess the meaning behind the words of the troubled times. Her hand involuntarily turned the cup, and those eyes unconsciously looked at the troubled world with a chill, and her closed lips seemed to have nothing to say.

Seeing her like this in troubled times, she already has an answer in her heart, and probably no one can let go of Shui Duyan. He remembered that in the past, Shui Duyan had gone to the soup for these three people, and that perseverance and hard work made him envious.

"I want you to stay with us, wouldn't this request be too much?" Troubled Times quoted this sentence in his heart for a long time, and Shui Duyan could see that he was serious, and he must have been brewing for a long time before he dared to say it.

Shui Duyan took a deep breath, looked at the troubled world helplessly, and replied after thinking for a while: "It's not too much, it's just that if you want me to stay, you must have an equivalent exchange condition." ”

"You say, as long as I can afford it. Troubled Times felt that there seemed to be hope, and the smile on his face was a little more: "As long as you are willing to stay, any conditions are fine." ”

"I want to hear Qianfei personally ask me to stay with her. Shui Duyan was extremely possessive when she said this, her expression was a little treacherous, and she was also a little cold-blooded, as if she was negotiating conditions.

The troubled times led to a moment of speech, this is what he also wants, he met a person like Shui Duyan, and he didn't want to lose this confidant. He couldn't help but envy Qianfei, and he also knew what Qianfei was thinking, Shui Duyan and Qianfei just lacked such a suitable opportunity. Once the two of them confirm each other, Shui Duyan will definitely betray everyone for Qianfei.

Seeing that the troubled times didn't speak, Shui Duyan laughed at herself in her heart, and suddenly smiled sadly, she couldn't help lowering her head and laughing at herself: "Maybe I'm crazy." ”

Troubled Times looked at her with some distress, he knew that Shui Duyan insisted on wanting a long-lasting friendship in this life, although Shui Duyan was sick, but he knew that Shui Duyan was still that Shui Duyan, and some things might accompany a person for a lifetime, such as obsession, for example, true inner desire.

Shui Duyan suddenly frowned fiercely, picked up the wine jar and began to pour herself, how much she wanted to vent the helplessness and pain in her heart, she had been suppressing it, and she couldn't find a suitable opportunity to vent.

She looked at the troubled world, frowned and asked, "Big brother, can you take a break with me when you get drunk?" You guard me, and I always feel more at ease when I talk to you. ”

How could he refuse? So he decisively agreed, and then ordered someone to get wine, and the two of them drank cup after glass without saying a word.

Later, Shui Duyan felt that she was not happy, so she simply lifted the wine jar and poured it into herself, and the liquor burned her throat, but she didn't realize it. She gulped down the liquor as if she were going to kill herself, and it wasn't until she was drunk that tears slipped through the corners of her eyes.

Troubled Shi Yin didn't drink much, just watched her drink, watched her get drunk, and then cried silently alone. For a moment, he felt that he wanted to use what he had in exchange for Shui Duyan's stay, and his weather-beaten heart was the same as Shui Duyan, and he wanted to be accompanied by someone.

"I used to think that you were too extreme, and there is no ultimate friendship in this world. But Ah Yan, you slowly made me agree with this idea. But, where is your obsession? Can you keep it if you get it?" Troubled Times asked the drunken Shui Twilight softly, and his tone was full of tenderness and distress.

Shui Duyan lay on the table, her face against the wine jar, her eyes were hazy, and her face was slightly red.

Troubled Shiyin suddenly heard Shui Duyan say to him: "Big brother, can you turn into Bai Lan's appearance and let me vent it?" I'm so uncomfortable...... My heart is so painful......"