Volume 1 [Prosperous Demon Clan Wind Ruthless] Chapter 146 Qianfei's pain
Qianfei was disturbed by Shui Twilight's crying, she trembled and stepped back, but she stopped in the sound of Shui Duyan's howling, her heart was fighting fiercely, she didn't know if she should comfort Shui Duyan. Actually, she knows that her heart is moving, she probably really likes Shui Twilight, this relationship goes beyond friendship, but it is a little more pure on the basis of love. Is it friendship?Or love?Probably, it's obsession, she has an obsession about hatred in her heart, and Shui Duyan has an obsession about love in her heart.
Qianfei was thinking about it, when he suddenly heard a terrible cry: "Ahhh
Then Qianfei saw Shui Duyan kneeling under the tree, covering her head and crying loudly: "Don't force me...... Don't push me!ahhh......h Don't push me ......"
Qianfei just walked out two steps and suddenly stopped, the outstretched hand stopped in the air, she kept warning herself, don't get close! Shui Duyan is just too lonely now, but she will jump and jump in the blink of an eye, there have been too many people in Shui Duiyan's heart, she Qianfei can't have her completely.
Qianfei shook his head gently, and his tears couldn't stop slipping: "Water twilight...... Why are you so amorous?"
The kneeling man under the big tree in the distance sobbed quietly, leaning against the big tree, looking up at the bright moon, with stars in his eyes, a smile on the corner of his mouth, and an expression of pain and ridicule of the world.
Following. Qianqiu Valley, Rain and Snow Palace.
Shui Duyan looked at the note in his hand, and seemed to be trembling a little, I don't know if the cold was a little heavier in the autumn, and he couldn't stop shivering.
"The flowers in front of the temple of rain and snow have withered. Shui Duyan didn't seem to be able to find words, standing in front of the hall, watching her in the cold air gently blowing Xiao.
She glanced up at Shui Duyan slightly, and said expressionlessly: "Recently, you have been running to my rain and snow hall a little diligently, tell me, what do you want?"
Her words were prickly, but Shui Duyan knew that it was her fault, who let Shui Duyan come to Qianqiu Valley with a ghost in her heart.
Shui Dui's face was silent, and Qianfei's gaze at her was a little sad. Then Qianfei shook his head slightly, and sighed a little heavier.
Shui Duyan stood in front of her for a long time without speaking, as if she was thinking about something, maybe she just wanted to look at her like this, and the nostalgia in her eyes seemed to foreshadow something.
Qianfei looked at the helpless Shui Duyan in front of her, and couldn't help but feel a little sad in her heart, and thought: Shui Duyan, could it be that your heart will always stay in a childish period?
When the autumn wind rose again, the cold spread all over her body, and Qianfei finally couldn't hold her breath, so she said softly: "Close the door, close the window, it's a little cold." ”
Shui Duyan watched her turn around to burn incense, then turned around and closed the door and window, and looked back at her. At this time, she was already lying on the beauty couch, her slender figure was very good-looking, even if it was as cold as frost, it was still difficult to hide the tenderness in her eyes.
Qianfei is a woman like a snowflake, with subtle gentleness between her eyebrows and eyes, and even more gentle as water in her bones.
Shui Duyan has seen her lifting a sword, and she has seen her throwing out a poisonous needle, her eyebrows are ruthless and indifferent, but there is a little tenderness hidden in the corners of her eyes.
She stared silently with Shui Duyan, her eyes had a little more contemplative meaning, Shui Duyan looked at her, thinking of her Xiao voice, and her body couldn't help but tremble.
After a long time, she opened her mouth and asked Shui Duyan, "What are you afraid of?"
Shui Duyan didn't dare to speak.
Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan standing in front of her, the softness in her heart was touched, and for a moment, she really wanted to ask Shui Duyan if she would like to die with her. But after thinking about it, I was afraid that I was not the person Shui Duyan was looking for, with Emperor Luo Shen and Bai Zijia as a lesson from the past, how could Qianfei dare to give her true heart easily?
She gently hooked her hand and motioned for Shui Duyan to come over, Shui Duyan walked to her bed, she brushed her broken hair for Shui Duyan, and smiled softly: "Ah Yan, you say, should I die alone?"
Somehow, her nose was sore, her eyes were red, and tears were rolling in her eyes.
Qianfei couldn't bear to see her like this, she somehow, suddenly there was a frenzy in her heart, she didn't want Shui Duyan to slip away from her life like this, would there be a common problem if she was lonely for too long-she was in a hurry.
Qianfei suddenly hugged Shui Duyan gently, her tone was full of sadness, and she said softly: "My father used to have a close friend, and they were very good, as if everything in this world was lost because of them. But one day, my father was killed, and my father was full of joy and thought that the man would come to save him, but until he died, the man did not come. ”
Hearing this, Shui Duyan's body trembled, tears flowed, and a huge loneliness enveloped Shui Duyan. Shui Twilight suddenly hugged Qianfei tightly, her mind full of desperate faces, as if her father's death had become hers.
Qianfei hugged the slightly trembling body in his arms, and continued with red eyes: "You and I are both killers, shouldn't we have so many emotional bonds? Ah Yan, when I look at you and others so good, I will think in my heart, will the person you protect one day be me? But when I watch you helplessly carry out Bai Lan's task, I will be afraid, afraid that I will follow in my father's footsteps. ”
Shui Duyan suddenly couldn't cry, Shui Duyan's heart was gentle, she couldn't protect it.
Qianfei felt the pain of the person in her arms, but she didn't know how to comfort her, all this may be fate, and no one can escape.
She gently patted Shui Duyan's back and comforted, "The best distance is that we all look forward to the future, but we know that such a future is out of reach. ”
"Qianfei ......" Shui Duyan began to cry, and the collapse of her heart all turned into tears and burst out of her eyes crazily, and her hoarse voice seemed to be unable to express the deep despair in Shui Duyan's heart, and countless regrets and expectations and bitter waiting turned into unbridled cries, slowly melting into the air with a piercing cry.
Qianfei seemed to see Shui Twilight who couldn't cry in the courtyard last night, she hugged Shui Twilight, and relived Shui Twilight's despair yesterday over and over again in her mind, just like she couldn't let go of it for a long time after her father's death. Two lines of tears flowed down her fair cheeks, and she hugged the person in her arms tighter, at that moment, she really didn't want to care about the bond between them, could it be like what Shui Duyan expected, the two of them would be forever.
When night falls, the house is lit with lights, and a light drizzle seems to be floating outside the window, rendering the autumn day a sad one.
Qianfei and Shui Duyan were lying on the beauty couch, hugging each other, as if it was a little cold in the house.
Shui Duyan had never seen her so closely, her fair skin could be blown apart, but her hands were a little calloused, because she had held weapons for many years.
Shui Duyan really wanted to let go of everything, if Qianfei could too, could they leave the Demon Realm and spend the rest of their lives quietly with each other.
She was quiet in Qianfei's arms thinking about a cat, she remembered all kinds of rejections and all kinds of injuries in Qianfei's past, was it because she had been dying?
Shui Duyan's mind kept flashing sad pasts, and she remembered that Bai Lan was becoming more and more like an emperor, although there was still some affection between her and her, and each had room for the other, but this affection was vulnerable. As long as Shui Duyan has a rebellious heart, or wants to leave Sanssouci Palace, this pitiful affection will disappear.
Shui Duyan lay in Qianfei's arms, looking up at Qianfei, looking at Qianfei's gentle face, her eyes were firm, and suddenly she decided something.
"Qianfei. Shui Duyan called her softly.
"Uh-huh, what?" she looked down at Twilight, her voice gentle.
Shui Duyan smiled, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Qianfei's gentle cheek, stared at her and said, "Have you ever thought about the future? For example, leaving the Demon Realm, leaving right and wrong, and going to a place where there are not so many power disputes. ”
She was silent for a moment, her face frightened, her eyes quickly reddening. Qianfei didn't know why Shui Duyan suddenly asked this, but she felt a sense of panic, and the person in front of her seemed to have something in her heart collapsed.
But before she could answer, the person in her arms had already made another decision, everything was too fast, so fast that Qianfei was flattered, and even a little unbelievable. Does Twilight treat her as an ordinary girl? Or is she serious?
Qianfei was a little flustered, she frowned slightly, and her face was dazed.
"Qianqiu Valley was built by you, if you are reluctant, will I accompany you?" Shui Duyan put her arms around Qianfei's neck, her face full of reluctance, she knew that the person in front of her would not be as willful as her.
But she had already decided to accompany Qianfei from now on, and she had already determined that Qianfei was the person she was looking for, so Shui Duyan said softly, "Qianfei, I want to leave Bailan, even if it costs a lot." But I'm afraid that what Bai Lan wants is my cultivation, and if I don't have this cultivation, I will no longer be able to protect you. ”
"What nonsense are you talking about, stop thinking nonsense. She gently hugged Shui Duyan, feeling flustered, and didn't dare to look at Shui Duyan, who was attached to her neck, and her tears flowed down Qianfei's neck.
The two of them were silent like this, and the great sadness wrote the parting and fear, trapping them in the web of love. Qianfei and Shui Duyan have their own sadness and helplessness, they are both desperate to be warm to each other, but they are afraid of losing this affection. Qianfei didn't want to follow in the footsteps of Emperor Luo or Bai Zijia, she understood that Shui Duyan was like a hedgehog, once she expected it, she would move forward, but once she was injured, she would retreat faster than anyone else.
Qianfei's mind kept struggling, she was terrified, her father's death was a curse for her, she couldn't imagine that one day if she was in danger and Twilight didn't come, she would suffocate to death.
When Qianfei spoke again, he was already crying with a slight tremble: "Even if you can stay by my side without hesitation, I can't." I can't escape, Qianqiu Valley has long been linked to my fate, and now the precarious situation can leave no one. I'm afraid that if I'm willful, Chiaki Valley will be gone. ”
Shui Duyan's hand gradually grasped the quilt, and countless resentments surged up in her eyes, why are there so many disputes in the world! Shui Duyan no longer has the expectation that any two people will go away and fly away at this moment, and the life Chang'an she has been looking forward to may never have the end of going away and flying away. She can only accompany that person, go through all kinds of things, and get along with each other.
"Qianfei, do you know that I was only born to find someone in this life?"
She nodded lightly and asked, "What's the matter?"
Shui Duyan took a deep breath and frowned, feeling a little flustered, she didn't know if Qianfei would accept her affection, after all, she was such a cynical appearance in Qianfei's heart.
Shui Duyan hugged Qianfei tightly, taking advantage of Qianfei's rare tenderness to her, and then said: "I'm afraid that my person won't be able to wait for me, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to meet her in this life." It would be nice if I could predict the future. ”
Qianfei gently scratched Shui Duyan's nose dotingly, feeling a little lost, Shui Duyan didn't say that she was the right person in person, so Qianfei had to smile comfortingly: "Don't think so much, you will always wait for her." ”