Chapter 31: Two Greens
Tianlei added his body, but Lu Zheng still did not leave the true illusion array of the Sansheng Stone, but suddenly woke up, but found that he was still in the vegetable field, looking at the new grass that was hoeed in front of him, he was suddenly startled. Remembering that he dug up two green vegetables in the field yesterday, Lu Zheng walked over to take a look, and sure enough, the two green vegetables were still in the ground.
Lu Zheng was very curious, seeing that the sun was about to set, he carried a hoe and walked home, and when he passed by the two green vegetables, he thought about it and dug up the two vegetables and took them home, which was a dish for the evening.
After returning in the evening, everything was exactly the same as what happened in the dream, I still ate two bowls of rice in a row, ate the dishes cleanly, and rushed to wash the dishes and chopsticks. While washing the dishes, Lu Zheng suddenly thought that if he didn't do what he did in the dream just now, what would happen? For example, if he broke a bowl now, would everything that happened later be different. Just breaking a bowl for no reason, will it scare his mother, after thinking about it, when he makes a decision, he finds that the bowl has been washed.
The next thing is still to follow the rules and continue to happen according to everything in the dream, the mother and son began to enjoy the moon and chat, and when Zi Yan told the interesting story of the aunt's childhood, Lu Zheng saw the mother's expression of missing her sister, and blurted out that she wanted to visit the aunt. Zi Yan really smiled, and unsurprisingly mentioned that Lu Zheng would go to pay homage to his grandparents tomorrow.
When he went to bed at night, Lu was lying in his mother's arms. With his mother's arm under his head, he couldn't sleep. Why did you dream like this in the vegetable field? The scene after the most terrible scene was why the whole mountain turned into a white wolf, and there was that terrible black hole that devoured everything, as if the heavens and the earth were destroyed. What is the reason for this, is this dream a foreshadowing that everything in the dream is going to happen, including everything tomorrow, that terrible black hole?
Turn something over in one's mind. Almost didn't sleep all night. But with his cultivation, he naturally won't show any tiredness for his mother to find out. Early in the morning, the mother and son went to worship Lu Zheng's grandparents, and everything still happened according to the dream. When they arrived at the entrance of the village, they were asked by a group of children who they were looking for, and then they met some of Ziyan's acquaintances. Some of them fled to their homes when they saw them. Later, I met the woman who was divorced by her husband. Listen to her say this and that.
Although he had already experienced it in a dream, Lu Zheng couldn't help but get angry, and then left. Zi Yan began to persuade Lu Zheng to let him not be angry, and then mentioned Lu Zheng's father, Lu Zheng couldn't help but recall the thunderstorm and lightning in Sangtian at the beginning, everything happened according to everything in the dream, first the wolf howled and rose to the sky, and when he looked back, the mountain where he and his mother lived turned into a huge white wolf, and it was swallowed up by a black hole not long after. The black hole devours everything, the heavens and the earth collapse and collapse, and the rapid expansion of the black hole sweeps in. Lu Zheng subconsciously reached out to pull his mother, but at the same time, he also knew in his heart that he couldn't pull it this time because his mother had disappeared.
There was a feeling of frustration in his hand, and at the same time, Lu Zheng looked down, and as expected, countless thunderbolts burst out of his body, quickly engulfing him. Lu Zheng's heart was cold at this time, could it be that he died like this?
In an instant, just as the thunder and lightning enveloped his body, Lu Zheng woke up from the vegetable field again, he looked around blankly, and saw the two vegetables that should have been eaten at a glance, and was stunned on the spot.
He couldn't help but feel a little furious in his heart, and quickly picked up the hoe and ran home, when he passed by the two green vegetables, he suddenly had a thought, and ran directly from the side, instead of digging up the vegetables and taking them home. But when he was halfway through the run, he suddenly remembered that he had lost one vegetable in the evening, and that he would not even pick one vegetable because of a messy dream?
After that, everything happened exactly as in the two dreams, and when Lu Zheng woke up from the vegetable field for the third time, he realized that it didn't seem to be some strange dream. Because in this dream, everything I experienced was so real, it didn't feel like a dream at all, but more like I was swallowed by thunder and lightning, and then I came back here and started again.
Thinking of this possibility, Lu Zheng simply scared himself. The days have always passed from yesterday to today, and then from today to tomorrow, and then tomorrow becomes today, and so on. It's true that I went from today to tomorrow, but I didn't go from tomorrow to the day after tomorrow, but suddenly returned from tomorrow to today. He couldn't help but wonder how he could have such a ridiculous idea, but everything in front of him seemed to prove that everything was like this, and there was no better explanation.
Lu Zheng really couldn't figure out why he would encounter such a situation, he sat in the vegetable field for a long time, seeing that the sun was about to set, he decided to go home first for fear that his mother would worry. When passing by the two greens, he subconsciously wanted to dig them out and take them home, but he was stunned the moment he held the greens.
Lu Zheng fell into a kind of entanglement, whether he should pull these two greens or not? If he pulls these two greens, will everything after that still be the same as everything he has experienced before? Or, in the previous experience, he chose to dig up these two vegetables, so what if he chose not to dig these two vegetables this time? Will everything be different? After that, he will be able to go from tomorrow to the day after tomorrow, and then go on smoothly day by day.
Thinking of this, Lu Zheng immediately retracted his hand and walked forward without hesitation, but as he walked, he always remembered these two greens in his heart, as if he couldn't dig them back. After struggling for a long time, countless struggles arose in his mind, and finally he convinced himself. It's just two greens, it won't be a big deal at all, you shouldn't let your mother mention going to pay homage to your grandparents, don't go out tomorrow, stay at home obediently, then everything will naturally not happen. He made up his mind, and immediately went back to dig out the two greens, and then he breathed a sigh of relief and went home satisfied.
After returning home for dinner, Lu Zheng washed the dishes. He remembered what had happened. I didn't take the initiative to move the chair and ask my mother to come out to admire the moon. But when he came out of the kitchen, he saw Zi Yan standing in the yard, so he immediately went to move a chair and said, "Mother, you sit!" Zi Yan smiled and touched his head. said: "Zheng'er is really good." Go and move it yourself. The two of us can enjoy the moon and chat at the same time. ”
Lu Zheng hummed happily, but was stunned when he turned around to move the chair. Only then did he realize that every sentence he had just said was so natural, but it was not bad from the word he had said before. I still moved out of the chair to admire the moon with my mother. A thought flashed through his mind, could he not change all this?
Lu Zheng remembered that his mother told his aunt's story because he was pestering his mother to tell his mother a story, and he secretly decided in his heart that he must not mention this again. But when he moved a chair and sat next to Zi Yan, he blurted out as soon as he sat down: "Mother, tell me a story, just tell me the story when you were a child." Zi Yan immediately said: "Okay, but the story of my childhood is not as interesting as your aunt's, your aunt was ...... when she was a child" As she spoke, Zi Yan told a few stories about her childhood.
Lu Zheng was completely stupid on the side, and his brain was buzzing and exploding, as if there were tens of thousands of mosquitoes flying around inside. Suddenly, he found that he seemed to have become two people, one was talking to his mother, sometimes listening intently, sometimes laughing, everything was exactly the same as what he had experienced before, and the other himself was watching all this happen with some surprise in his heart, like a bystander.
One is himself who is experiencing everything, and the other is himself who is watching from the sidelines, Lu Zheng is a little confused for a while, which one is the real self. Feeling that he is naturally the one who is going through everything, but vaguely, Lu Zheng seems to be more inclined to the bystander himself.
In this way, Lu Zheng has been watching the appointment between himself and his mother to worship tomorrow, and he saw himself and his mother sleeping together. He looked at himself sleeping soundly, and was a little confused, why couldn't he change anything? He even thought absurdly, could he really not dig up those two green plants, otherwise everything would not change?
Lu Zheng watched himself until dawn the next day, and then watched everything happen again, saw himself engulfed by lightning, and then woke up from the vegetable field again. But this time, unlike the previous ones, when he opened his eyes, the onlooker himself was still there.
But so what, looking at those two green vegetables, Lu Zheng couldn't help but show a wry smile, is he really going to keep going back and turn back forever, and start from this day again? Doing the same thing forever, why can't he reach the day after tomorrow? Why does the mountain turn into a white wolf, why does his body burst out of thunder and lightning? Because he has realized that everything is wrong, but he has never been able to make any changes, not even digging up two green vegetables.
Just when Lu Zheng, who was watching from the sidelines, was thinking so distressedly, he had already seen himself happily pick up the hoe and walk back, and also dug up two green vegetables along the way. After that, Lu Zheng watched himself eating, chatting with his mother, and still doing the same thing, always happy, as if he had forgotten that he had returned to today, everything was so natural, without the slightest entanglement of this struggle. He suddenly realized, because the doubtful self had become the spectator now, so the self who was going through everything naturally forgot that he had returned to this day.
If every time I return to today, I am as ignorant as the self in front of me, then there is no change, but now there is such a bystander and sober self, and I see everything happening, compared with before, this is already the biggest change......!