Chapter 7: This is not about Fengyue
"Who forced you to say this? You tell me, I killed her! Who forced you!" Qianfei began to roar unwillingly again, she rushed over, pinched Shui Duyan's face anxiously and angrily, and tears fell from her eyes.
"Qianfei, it's okay, I'll let you go, and then I'll go. "Is Shui Duyan worried that Qianfei won't be able to kill her?
"You've been to the Buddha Realm for a trip, and you've let go of the obsession in your heart?"
"I still love you, it's just that I can't be desperate to stay with you for a long time, the warmth I was able to give you has already been broken by my own hands 100,000 years ago. Tears fell from her eyes when she said this, and the reflection of 100,000 years in the Buddha realm made her deeply aware that from the moment she came back, she had completely lost the possibility of being with Qianfei for eternity.
"You have Emperor Luo Shen in your heart, you love her, I know. Qianfei said this unusually calmly, and then paused and added: "I can allow a dead person to live forever in your heart, and I believe that one day you will forget her." ”
What Shui Duyan was most afraid of still happened, Qianfei already knew that Qianqiu Valley was destroyed back then, it was Emperor Luo Shen who attacked Fengyue Forest and caused the reinforcements to withdraw, and the reason why Han Xiaobei disappeared was also because Emperor Luo Shen slapped her and scattered half of her life.
"I don't expect you to let her go, I just want you to let yourself go. Shui Duyan was finally willing to stretch out his hand to caress Qianfei's face, and there was finally love in his eyes: "How can I not be trapped by love in Hongchen?" In the past, I refused to let go of my obsession, did a lot of things wrong, hurt many people, and those were irreparable. All I can do is make amends, pay as much as I can, even though I can never pay what I owe. Qianfei, you haven't done anything yet, and I don't want you to go back to the day when you can't turn back. The boundless sea of bitterness is the shore, Amitabha. ”
How can Shui Twilight calmly look at that heartbroken face that is close at hand and still say such a thing? She is no longer the crazy Shui Twilight, now she has changed, completely changed!
"Do you want to leave me alone in the world and suffer eternal loneliness?" Qianfei's eyes were still shaking teardrops, she was still restraining the final collapse, she didn't want to, and she never left a ruthless side in front of Shui Duyan.
"Loneliness will always exist, but there will always be someone who will accompany you, and my heart will accompany you. Shui Duyan was also distressed, but she knew her fate too well.
Qianfei couldn't listen to it anymore, she desperately wanted to know what Shui Duyan had gone through, why she had become such a stranger when she came back, and the person who kept saying that she wanted to accompany her for the rest of her life could keep saying things that made her heart bleed.
"If you think that I and Emperor Luo Shen can't coexist, I'll give you two choices. Qianfei's gaze suddenly became fierce, and she couldn't think of a second reason to make Shui Duyan's face so abnormal.
"Let me guess your options, first, with you, you let Emperor Luo Shen go. Second, kill Emperor Luo Shen and trap me by my side. Shui Duyan smiled slightly, and at that moment, Qianfei felt that Shui Duyan had not gone far.
"Qianfei, the hatred in your heart is too deep, what are you going to kill as a Luo Shen Emperor? Gu Moyun, Bai Lan, Wei Lingxiao, Bai Lingyuan, Gongye Chengqian. Shui Duyan's heart ached, she didn't know how to make Qianfei let go of her hatred, when was the time to get revenge? Those people had already been punished, although it was Shui Duyan who carried it out on her behalf.
Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan with a serious face, she began to understand Shui Duyan, she had obviously seen Shui Duyan punish these people, and she was tortured to death, so what is it now? Shui Duyan is afraid that Qianfei can't let go of her hatred?
Qian Fei smiled when she thought of this, stretched out her hand to knock Shui Duyan down, leaned over gently, and had a threat in her eyes: "Ah Yan, don't force me, don't you know how lethal you are to me?
"We're over before we even start. Qianfei, I'm glad to hear you say this, I've been thinking about what we're talking about, what I'm in your heart, and now we're back, I'm glad to hear you say it in person. But I can't follow in your footsteps, the cultivators of the Demon Dao will be wiped out sooner or later, and this day is not far off. And I do have Emperor Luo Shen in my heart, and after I came out of retreat, I married her. ”
Qianfei already knew, and she could sense Shui Duyan's love for Emperor Luo Shen at the beginning, and there were still entanglements. At that time, Shui Duyan couldn't figure out what was between her and Qianfei, and under the betrayal of her relatives, Shui Duyan only had Emperor Luo Shen to rely on. They changed from rejection to dependence, and Emperor Luo Shen disappeared after Mu Jiufeng's first battle, and the twilight turned into white hair in an instant. In the end, when Qianfei had an empty body, Shui Duyan left everyone behind, except for Emperor Luoshen. The love that is hidden deep and covered with guilt is so clear and clear.
"I know, I know. Your 3,000 gray hairs are for her, but the deepest sickness in your heart is because of me. I already feel fair, that's all, don't say it, you will be by my side from now on, and no one will break us up again. If you are afraid that I will be blinded by hatred, I can let go, I can run away, and these resentments will be smoothed out over the years. As soon as Qianfei's words fell, he kissed the twilight face.
The moment Wen Cun fell on her lips, Shui Duyan's heart was extremely tormented, and all her imagination and peace for 100,000 years were in vain. She knew that she could no longer escape the love network, she could not save anyone, and now she could only wait for the moment when everything was over.
Qian Fei saw that the people under her were still indifferent, and she couldn't help but feel blushing and embarrassed, she didn't know anything about what Shui Duyan was thinking now, she could only know what Shui Duyi had thought in the past.
Qianfei withdrew the kiss, gently leaned on Shui Duyan's chest, and said softly: "The nightmare that once lived in your heart has merged with me, Ah Yan, you don't have to worry about your unexpressed feelings being buried, I know all of them, and I can feel them." Your loneliness, your longing, your sorrow, I know it. I can give you what you want, a lifetime of Chang'an, never separated. ”
"If you don't have nightmares, can you still understand this?" Shui Duyan was finally willing to reach out and hug her, and turned over to suppress Qianfei, and said lovingly: "Mu Zuoyi once said that I don't know anything about you, so all I love is my own fantasies. Now you have nightmares in your heart, carrying all my obsessions and memories, but what about the real you? Qianfei, do you want me to fall in love with my obsession or do you want me to love you?"
Qianfei listened to her words, and her heart couldn't help but feel cold, could it be that she really didn't know anything about Shui Duyan?
"Doesn't your conscience hurt when you say this?" Qianfei grabbed the collar of the person on his body with both hands, and pulled Shui Duyan hard, and the two of them were close at hand.
Qianfei stared at the helpless eyes on his body, slowly put his lips and teeth together, and murmured: "Since I dare to treat you like this, I can let go of everything for you, I want only one you from beginning to end, Ah Yan, don't deceive yourself anymore." ”
Shui Duyan's eyes were glazed, all her reason and thinking were disrupted, and all she had asked for was this, did she really want to give up?
Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, she tried to recall the past, and tried to find out the picture that she didn't love Qianfei, but the result was that from the first encounter to the end, she always had Qianfei in her heart, and she wanted to get close to Qianfei from beginning to end, and peek if Qianfei had the same desire in her heart.
"Qianfei, let's take our time, we're all blind. Shui Duyan still refuses to give up, she has already failed Emperor Luoshen, she doesn't dare to live up to Qianfei again, it hasn't started yet, everything is still in time.
Qian Fei didn't say anything when she heard this, she just hooked her hands around Shui Duyan's neck and whispered to her ear: "Let's go back to the house." ”
The delicate posture, the gentle voice, the heart of the water twilight is in turmoil.
"It's late at night, let's go back. Qianfei reminded again, and hugged her tightly.
Shui Duyan's heart was moved, she was defeated, Qianfei was too lethal for her, and she easily made her surrender.
When Shui Duyan opened her eyes again, her eyes were no longer calm, complex emotions mixed with a little lust, mania filled her whole heart, and she began to breathe rapidly.
Qianfei reached out and slowly stroked her jade neck, kissing her lips intentionally or unintentionally, she didn't believe that Shui Duyan was really so ruthless.
"Do you really want to do this?" Shui Duyan's eyes were dyed red with lust, and she took the initiative to hug the person under her, and at that moment, Qianfei clearly felt Shui Duyan's inner desire for control.
"You're mine, aren't you?" Qianfei smiled, and then kissed the corner of Shui Duyan's lips gently.
After only three things, Shui Duyan couldn't resist anymore, so she hugged Qianfei into her arms, and Qianfei's slight exclamation aggravated the lust in Shui Duyan's heart.
Shui Duyan hugged Qianfei, her face was ugly, but her feet never stopped and kept walking.
Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan's appearance, and her heart naturally tingled, but when she woke up, she had already expected such a result, it didn't matter, she could take her time and get rid of the excess Luo Shen Emperor little by little.
Rain and Snow Temple.
Shui Duyan put Qianfei down, and all the furnishings in the rain and snow hall had turned red at some point, even the bed.
Qianfei looked at the surprised Shui Twilight face, and said with a soft smile: "I'm waiting for you to come back and marry me, is it good-looking?" ”
Shui Duyan looked at the vermilion curtains, the mahogany bed, the delicate carvings, and the heart-red bedding.
"It's so beautiful. Shui Duyan sighed slightly, this was what she wanted most.
Qianfei hooked Shui Duyan's neck, pulled her into her arms, and asked with a delicate face, "Ah Yan, let me see your different side." ”
Qianfei slowly peeled off Shui Duyan's clothes, tender as water, how could Shui Duyan on the other side not understand?
Shui Duyan waved her hand to extinguish the lamp, and it was pitch black all around, she threw down Qianfei, took off the clothes of the two of them, and the moment the red quilt was covered, Shui Duyan took Qianfei into her arms and said softly: "Fool, sleep." ”
Qianfei was stunned, she stuck to Shui Duyan's silky pajamas, and suddenly felt that this was also very reassuring. She had been anxious, afraid that Shui Duyan would really turn around and leave, and now that Shui Duyan would no longer say that Amitabha Buddha, she felt more at ease.
"After dawn, are you still by my side?" Qianfei's eyes slipped tears, she was fragile, maybe a word could shatter her.
"I will be there until the end of my life. Shui Duyan reached out and touched her face, softly comforting.
"Okay, stay with me, don't go. Qianfei hugged Shui Duyan tightly, she knew that the person in her arms would not be hers, from the moment Shui Duyan refused to make love with her, she already knew that Shui Duyan's heart was filled with another person.
Perhaps, no matter how rational a person is, he will deceive himself when he can't ask for it. Our rationality, which we think we can do, often falls apart in the face of greed. The most difficult thing in the world to measure is affection, and the most difficult thing to achieve is also affection.