Chapter 6: I Still Love You
Hyakki Pavilion.
Han Xiaobei sat in the courtyard and drank wine, in addition to the sadness brought to her by age, there was also silence and obsession.
She doesn't know what happened to Bai Lingyuan now, for the Bai Lingyuan who is unreasonable in the eyes of others, in her eyes she is just a little girl who needs to be cared for.
She still remembered Bai Lingyuan's cautious and expectant expression when she made a gift for Wei Lingxiao, as well as the tenderness in her heart.
At that time, Han Xiaobei naively thought that Bai Lingyuan and Wei Lingxiao were just good friends, because they first entered Qianqiu Valley as outlaws. Han Xiaobei was an outlaw, and she naturally knew how happy it would be to have a companion by her side.
Even she didn't realize that the somewhat stubborn and protective Bai Lingyuan was already warming her heart a little bit. Bai Lingyuan herself would never have imagined that one day someone would fall in love with her because she was good to another person.
Feelings are a very strange thing, sometimes they are not paid for themselves, but they are particularly distressing.
Just like Han Xiaobei, she also hopes to have such a person to herself, but God has let her meet no one.
"You're still the same, haven't changed at all. Suddenly, a sad sound came into her eardrums, and her cold and sad thoughts were disturbed, and then she looked up and saw Shui Duyan's expressionless face, as well as the evil indifference.
"You're here anyway. Han Xiaobei was not surprised, but she didn't expect Shui Duyan to come so quickly.
"Did she sleep?" Shui Duyan's tone was flat, she hadn't been reflecting for a day in 100,000 years, did she love obsession or Qianfei?
Why does Qianfei break down when she wakes up and says she forgot?Does Twilight not want to do it all over again or does she not want to be forgotten?
"Do you think she slept or didn't sleep?"
Shui Duyan raised her eyes to look at her, and there was an indescribable look hidden in her eyes. After a while, Shui Dui Yanwu poured herself a glass of wine and drank it, and asked seemingly unintentionally: "It's been 100,000 years, and the person who accompanied her is you, have you made progress in your relationship?"
"Your biggest problem is that you're sick. Han Xiaobei scolded her so much, when Shui Duyan accepted her, the two chatted about Qianfei's past.
What made Shui Duyan feel uneasy was Qianfei's slight dependence on Han Xiaobei, and Shui Duyan once suspected that Qianfei liked someone who was mature and steady, and a little indifferent. is like Han Xiaobei, don't get close to people, but you can spoil your own people.
Some people say that facial paralysis is reliable because people should not be close to the living, is this sentence true?
"Then how is the relationship between you and Emperor Luo Shen?" Han Xiaobei's words were asked for Qianfei, who thought that even if Qianfei lost all her memories and mana, just like a mortal, Shui Duyan would still never give up.
But all she saw was that Shui Duyan angrily took away everyone's memories and chose to sink. Such a person who has no interest is indeed the twilight of the water.
If Shui Duyan's love for Qianfei to go to the soup and fire can't be understood, then there must be a sentence that can explain her behavior - Shui Duyan has been living for herself from beginning to end.
"Han Xiaobei, you also think that I am not worthy of Qianfei after losing my memory, do you?" Shui Duyan took another sip of wine on her back, she was also thinking about this question, she was already a scumbag, what qualifications did she have to have Qianfei's consistent love?
"Yes. Han Xiaobei gave such an answer unceremoniously.
"You are indecisive, selfish, sanctimonious, and amorous. Shui Duyan, I really don't see what qualifications you have to be worthy of her infatuation. Not only that, you are not worthy of anyone, Emperor Luoshen, Bai Zijia, Gu Moyun, Bai Lan, Duan Fengchen, you are not worthy. People like you are only worthy of people who are as selfish as you are. Han Xiaobei said indifferently, and her tone became more and more angry, presumably she already hated Shui Duyan to the extreme, as far as Shui Duyan's temperament is concerned, everything that Shui Duyan is doing now is just to blame.
"Yes, you're right. I'm just a pathological, the one who loves me the most. Shui Duyan admitted calmly, her eyes heavy, and she drank another glass of wine.
Han Xiaobei sat on the opposite side and was angry, it has been 100,000 years, and Shui Duiyan has not changed! Then what did she do when she came back! Qianfei's loneliness in the past 100,000 years was all given by Shui Duyan!
"Shui Duyan, if you still have a conscience, get out of the way! Never come back! You let Ah Fei's soul fly away, and the soul can't be reunited. It's easy for Gu Moyun to rescue a wisp of her soul and reshape her body, isn't it good for her to live like that without remembering anything? Why are you here to break all this!"
"Who do you think you are? Inquisitor? Why did you take away Gu Moyun's memory? Why did you drive away the person who Ah Fei regarded as a life-saving benefactor in her heart! She has lived like an idiot for 100,000 years, and she keeps asking me why she can't go to heaven and earth like us! Why did Gu Moyun, who had been telling her stories and telling Ah Fei that someone had been thinking about her, suddenly never come again! Why did that peaceful and beautiful Lin'an, with a beautiful painter, also disappear together! She even asked me, what are you? Who is her? ”
Han Xiaobei suddenly picked up the wine jug and smashed it at Shui Duyan's forehead, Shui Duyan didn't dodge, the wine jug shattered on her forehead, the fragments cut her skin, and blood flowed down.
She still sat still, listening to the cold howl and count her mercilessly.
"Tell me! Who are you! Who are you!"
The silence of the night was broken by this noise and catharsis, and the shrill and piercing cries in the sky lasted for nine days. And the evil water twilight face is not only gloomy in the eyes, but also looks like it has nothing to do with itself.
"Han Xiao is sad, I am a blind eye, why are you not? Amitabha. Shui Duyan slowly raised her right hand and put it on her chest, looking docile, she didn't resist because she knew that she was guilty, so she didn't argue.
"I came because I dreamed that Qianfei had returned. Shui Duyan still said this shamelessly, she didn't care about how angry Han Xiaobei was on the other side, she did what Shui Duyan wanted, and never wanted to care what others thought of her.
"Get out! Get out of here immediately!" Han Xiao couldn't bear it anymore, and conjured up the Frost Sorrow Sword and stabbed it fiercely at Shui Dusk Yan!
Shui Duyan dodged sideways, but she was still not sure if Qianfei was really back, so she dodged while thinking about how to meet Qianfei.
Han Xiao was sad to see that she looked absent-minded, and the desire to fight was gone, and now the twilight face, in addition to the evil makeup, is the twilight and gentleness of the whole body, maybe she is really different. Han Xiaobei thought so, and then stopped attacking Shui Duyan.
Shui Duyan stood not far away and looked at the angry Han Xiaog, and then said, "I know she's back, didn't you issue the notice?"
Han Xiao looked at her sadly and indignantly, and then split the stone table with a sword.
Han Xiaobei suddenly laughed sadly, his eyes were sad: "Why does the sky give you so many abilities for such a wandering person!
Shui Duyan listened to the cold and sad roar to know how unbearable she was in their eyes, she couldn't help but look sad, after all, people in this world can't tolerate people like Shui Duyan.
The two confronted each other, but they didn't notice the person standing not far away who had been silently snooping on all this.
Behind the rockery stood a white-clothed Qianfei, her eyebrows were still the same, but she added a little hatred. She listened to the words of Shui Duyan and Han Xiaobei in her heart, and the nightmare that lived in her heart carried all the feelings of Shui Duyan in the first half of her life, and the nightmare was like a book, and Qianfei could know what she wanted to know.
Qianfei's chest rose and fell, and she thought that when they met again, Shui Duyan's face would be the same as before, as hot as fire. Even if it weren't, it should still be warm to her.
Now Shui Duyan looks like a person who has let go of her obsessions, she has let go when she opens and closes her mouth, and she really let go again? Qianfei shook her head, if Shui Duyan let go, she wouldn't have come here.
The wind blew Qianfei's long hair, lifted the hem of her skirt, the fine sand that flew from nowhere blinded her eyes, and two lines of tears fell from her somewhat anxious and sad eyes.
Han Xiaobei casually looked into the distance, facing Qianfei's tearful eyes, Han Xiaobei couldn't help but change her face, she knew that Qianfei must have heard their conversation. Shui Dui Yan saw that there was something strange in Han Xiao's sad eyes, how could he not know what was going on, Qianfei was behind him.
Qianfei stood there and watched Han Xiao's sad face change, sunny to cloudy, cloudy to cloudy, cloudy to light rain. And the water twilight on the other side of Han Xiaobei is always motionless, how can Qianfei not panic?
Qianfei slowly walked towards the white hair and dark red, each step was like walking on the tip of a sharp knife, so that Han Xiaobei's face changed again and again, and when Qianfei finally walked behind Shui Duyan, Han Xiaobei's face finally became gloomy.
Shui Duyan had already heard Qianfei's somewhat rapid sobbing, and she didn't dare to look back, still standing there, opening her mouth slightly, wanting to say something but never saying anything.
Han Xiaobei rushed over and slapped Shui Duyan's face directly to Qianfei's side.
"Didn't you come to see Ah Fei? look!" Han Xiaobei roared at her, his face hideous: "Everyone has come behind you, what are you going to do!
Shui Duyan turned her body at this time, facing Qianfei, her drooping eyes did not dare to lift, and she was as expressionless as possible. With his right hand on his chest, he moved the corners of his mouth and spit out the words that came out - Amitabha.
Qianfei was shocked, her tears were surging in an instant, and the sobbing voice completely turned into a howl, she threw herself at Shui Duyan, hugged her tightly and cried: "What's wrong with you, Ayan, how did you become like this......"
Shui Duyan's left hand hung down and didn't dare to move, and her right hand was pressed against her chest by Qianfei, she could feel Qianfei's presence and temperature.
"Qianfei, I came to you because I have dreamed for the hundredth time that you said to me, 'I will think about it today, rain and snow', and I am not sure if you are really back, so I will take a look. Shui Duyan said so plainly, but her tone was full of nostalgia, maybe she was not a person who would hide her emotions, so no matter how ruthless she thought she was, in fact, the affection in her heart would be more or less expressed.
"I'm back, I'm back, I'm back with you......" Qianfei hugged her tightly, flustered, and cried: "Why don't you take the initiative to hug me? ”
Shui Duyan lowered her hands, she tried her best to calm her tone, and said softly: "You're back, but I can't come back, Qianfei, I'll come back to accompany you to put it down." ”
Why is it a parting as soon as you leave?! Since you are back to say goodbye, why bother to say it in such a hurry!
Qianfei's crying stopped abruptly, and she unbelievably let go of the person she was hugging tightly, looking at the evil makeup, calm eyes, and her desolate air.
Qianfei couldn't accept what she said, and shook her head again and again: "What are you talking nonsense? Ah Yan, you ...... No, you're not my Ah Yan! You're not! My Ah Yan would never say these things to me! You're not! You're not! You're not!"
Qianfei suddenly pushed Shui Duyan, who fell to the ground unprepared, her white hair falling down to cover her eyes, and she felt more at ease.