The snow-capped mountains of the Western Regions are covered with snow, and there is nothing else but Xiao Se. Looking far away, except for the snow white, only the vastness remains. Those sunny, spring flowers, and fireflies in the corridor, like a big dream, were all buried yesterday.

I stayed on the Tiantian Mountain, looking up at the snow-white peaks, the wind was blowing, the cold wind was full of sleeves, and it was biting. But there will never be her standing next to me, holding my cool hands tightly, and smiling at me, I'll give you warmth.

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, remembering a dream that had been repeated many times, in the dream, Shui Duyan smiled at me, she approached me with a wicked smile step by step, and asked, Do you love me?

I couldn't hold back my tears, and now she will never ask me again, do you love me?

When I was named the Demon King of the Western Regions, I knew that she and I were strangers after all. I don't know if she is for the fulfillment of the Maple Leaf Snow or for the fulfillment of the Maple Leaf Snow, this Western Regions, which has been guarded by Emperor Luo Shen for tens of thousands of years, was assigned to me overnight.

Now, Emperor Luo is gone, and so is she.

I heard that on Futu Mountain, she has been crying, wearing a bright red wedding dress, guarding the winding 80,000-li Lechuan River. She kept saying in her mouth, Roselle, my Roselle.

Once again, I felt a bottomless despair that her whole world was occupied by Emperor Luoshen, and we were all strangers.

I remembered Maple Yexue's words again, he said, Master, if you like it, go and confess, don't miss it again. But this time, it was Shui Duyan who didn't want me, she didn't have impulsiveness, she didn't feel guilty about anyone, she really fell in love with Emperor Luoshen. The one who gave her the warm sun in the spring, or the one who still sent her the only sunshine in the winter.

In my life, I can't compare to Emperor Luo Shen after all.

The Tianshan Mountains in the Western Regions met Emperor Luo Shen for the first time, such a superb beauty, with an iceberg-like temperament, was so good to Shui Duyan. I could see the domineering and possessiveness in Emperor Luoshen's eyes. The first time we met, I saw Emperor Luo Shen crush her under her and hold her in his arms.

My heart fell apart in an instant, this innocent relationship was snatched away from me at the beginning stage, and God was so unfair to me?

Perhaps she will never understand my inferiority, she will not know how timid my humble character is, and she will never understand the pain of my love for her. I had locked myself in old accident dreams and didn't want to wake up.

I'd rather make a fool of myself and live in a world where she smiles at me. There will be no Emperor Luoshen, there will be no Gu Moyun, and there will be no Bai Lan's old dream. She is still the lonely water twilight face, and I still smile at the prince Bai Zijia.

It is often said that you only know regret when you lose it, and you know how to cherish it when you can't go back.

After Yi Xuechen died, my whole heart was already cold, even if the person I love the most is not Yi Xuechen, how can I not be moved? Yi Xuechen, Princess Yi, all died because of me.

I know that she has always had a thorn in her heart, it is Princess Yi. And my estrangement with her started with that Princess Yi, who was a few years younger than me.

I still remember that in the early summer of that year, she and I met for three days, and we both believed in the world for a long time. Even though I know that eternity may only be an ardent expectation, I believe in it with her.

I have a junior sister named Bai Zijin, I was originally the first disciple of Bai Zijin in the Taoli Hidden Sect, but because of a Bai Zijin, I lost all the favor that originally belonged to me.

My master, Bai Zijin, passed on the position of head of the family that originally belonged to me to Bai Zijin, and the entire Taoli Hidden People took me as a joke. Bai Zijin didn't want me anymore, also because Bai Zijin was pitiful, and he replaced my original position in a few words.

A teacher, although it is connected by everyone's interests and hobbies, with the common beautiful long-cherished wish in the heart. It's also fate, but this fate is really shallow and pitiful. So much so that the later period was chaotic, and the trees were scattered.

Bai Zijin left me aside, and after my big apprentice became a joke, Bai Zijin did everything possible to comfort me. I don't know how careful she is, and she is cheap and obedient. But I was cowardly, I didn't want to tear my face, I thought that as long as I followed her, everything would be fine.

So, she had to inch in, and she said to me that she wanted to worship Princess Yi as a teacher. The man who was originally called Master Yi was three years younger than me, but he had a mature and indifferent aura, which belonged to the same category as Gu Moyun.

Because of the affairs of the master, Master Yi took good care of me, I often had insomnia until midnight, and he stayed with me until midnight. Even if he didn't say a word, he could always be there for me.

Whenever someone laughs at me, he will stand up for me. It's like a great playmate, but there is a little more unknown warmth and tacit understanding between us.

In general, young love is so light, just need a warm companionship, it is enough.

He is an eight-foot man, but his smile is unusually soft, I jokingly call him Princess Yi. And he acquiesced, and confessed before others. My relationship with him speaks for itself.

Bai Zijin seemed to snatch all my good intentions, she cried and clamored to worship Princess Yi as a teacher, trying to replace my position in Princess Yi's heart over time, just like replacing my position in Bai Zijin's heart.

I thought about it and said, okay.

Princess Yi was reluctant in every way, I looked at him with indifference in my eyes, and looked at Bai Zijin's greedy and well-behaved appearance with disgust.

But if I die, I have to ask Princess Yi to accept Bai Zijin, but he refuses. I threatened him that if he didn't accept Bai Zijin, I would never have anything to do with him from now on.

His tears slipped down in an instant.

Probably, he knew my temperament, so he was reluctant to let him out. This will inevitably lead to many incidents.

But he also knows that I am stubborn, and if I don't disobey my heart, I won't give up.

It may be very painful for him to accept someone he doesn't like as an apprentice.

I pretended to smile and send blessings, and I said, "Senior sister, come on, your master is very good at hurting people."

Bai Zijin was before and after, and called him Master in a long and short voice. How sweet the voice is, how gentle, how affectionate.

Princess Keyi has never been salty or cold, and even does not talk to her. Bai Zijin was wronged, cried in front of me, and asked me what to do, if Princess Yi hated her.

I comforted Bai Zijin, take your time, your master is cold.

Then, I went to make peace, and I also brought threats, I said, that's your apprentice, why are you so indifferent? That's my junior sister, are you really unsympathetic? That's a girl who likes you, how can you be so unkind?

His cold eyebrows stared at me, and he asked word by word, Bai Zijia, are you telling the truth?

I was able to tell him calmly without blushing and heartbeat, yes, I was telling the truth.

He stared at me for a long time, until I finally couldn't stand his cold, questioning eyes, and I turned away.

He shouted to me from behind: Since it is what you want, I will do it all.

Since then, Bai Zijin called him master, and he smiled.

And my heart was dripping blood, and the gentle voice of the master made me want to kill someone. But I still have to smile, it is the person I pushed out with my own hands, how can I be cheeky and want to come back?

I thought I was just a friendship with him, but a close friend. But slowly, I found that I often dreamed of him, and in my dreams, he was still with me in the cold moonlight, saying to me, he is there, don't be afraid.

Princess Yi, I love him, this love, but I know it later.

Bai Zijin doesn't want me anymore, Princess Yi has become Bai Zijin's, and the family's attitude towards me is even colder because of Shui Duyan. I thought that the end of the world was coming, and there was nothing more coldest in this world than the rebellion of relatives, and I was the only one left.

My heart is so sad, I went to the Red Blood Building to find Shui Duyan, but I bumped into Gu Moyun again and again talking and laughing with her. I bumped into Shui Twilight on the street, but I saw Emperor Luo Shen curry favor with her again and again. I saw Shui Twilight, who rarely came to visit me, in the Smile Pavilion, but she was always secretly talked about because of her.

Finally, my heart, which was trying to pretend to be warm, was also cold.

I can't find anyone to say the pain in my heart, Shui Duyan promised to accompany me for the rest of my life, but in her eyes, these things are like a joke for me, my teacher is like a joke, and a lot of what I have experienced is even more of a joke.

Shui Duyan, it is a sharp murder weapon, I dare not touch it. The wound in my heart will be sharpened by her, and it will be cut by one accident, and the bleeding will not stop.

She came to the Light Smile Pavilion, and she was angry for a long time when she saw me talking to other girls, as long as she opened her mouth, everyone couldn't interject anymore, as if, this Light Smile Pavilion was just set up for her. She is here, and everyone else is a supporting role.

But we are equal, my Xiaoxiao Pavilion is not the so-called officialdom, not the so-called Dragon Court, we don't have so many rules and domineering.

I told her again and again that she should not show affection to me like that in front of others, it is normal that others will misunderstand.

But every time she asks me, do you love me?

I know that she likes to express her love, and the first love between us has nothing to do with Fengyue. Her dependence and attachment to me have nothing to do with Fengyue.

But people are terrible, can she afford it?

I am innocent with her, and some people still say that if I really have anything with her, maybe the spit of this world will drown us.

She is the most fearless of big things, and she also coerced and lured others after beating Gongye Chengqian. She thought she would protect me, but she didn't understand the difficulties of being courtiers like us. Gongye Chengqian made an order behind his back, and the entire Bai family was implicated.

I gave in in every way, but in her eyes I became cowardly and useless. Perhaps, she hated me for that. But I've always been used to backing down, I'm used to backing down, and as long as I can get peace, I can do without it.

In front of people, I smile like a flower, and behind people, I am indifferent and desperate. But she has never seen me in front of people, but she doesn't know me behind people.

For example, I only know that she is sharp in front of my eyes, but I don't know that she is like a murderer, despicable and brazen.

The matter of Liangyuan Mountain, I saw with my own eyes, she cared about Si Ji Ya so much, she was willing to kneel down in front of everyone for Si Ji Ya, kowtow step by step, and kowtow in front of Fu Changji. At the foot of the mountain, I saw that Fu Changji's eyes were full of resentment and begging, and the moment she hugged Shui Duyan, her eyes were so satisfied.

I believe that Fu Changji attaches great importance to Shui Duyan, otherwise, how could she be full of horror after Shui Duyan pierced her body with a dagger, and then changed to calm. Those hands hugged Shui Duyan even tighter.

Maybe in Shui Duyan's eyes, she just killed an insignificant person, just killed a person who was not good for Si Jiya, and only killed a person who was insignificant to her. But I saw her despicability, her ruthlessness, and her obsession with Sijiya.

And what about me? Am I more insignificant than Ukichohime?

Du Ziteng whispered to me, Zijia, she is a hunter, and you are just a prey. You're not her only prey, are you going to make her your only hunter?