Chapter 135: Twenty Nightmares

I feel unwilling, why should we become prey, what is so great about her twilight face, God should treat her so kindly!

The more she defends Qianfei, the more uncomfortable I am, the more jealous I am, and the more I am afraid that the world will not be chaotic!

And she finally knew when it was time to retrige, and she finally stopped coercing and seducing me. Changed to persuasion, changed to be gentle, changed to sincerely woo me.

She took me to see the sea of clouds, named me Gege, and broke through the forest of grievances for me. My thorny heart had finally been smoothed out of all the thorns, and I regretted the hurt I had done to her.

She told me that there is one word of love in the world, but people don't know what to do.

She told me that the Demon Clan of the Prosperous World was ruthless, but the dream in this life was too long.

She told me that she understood what love was, what love was, what friendship was, what love was, what a prince was, what old friends were, and that it was too late.

I don't understand why she wants to pay such a big price in exchange for Qianfei's greed, a heart full of hatred, is simply insatiable! All the remedies are in vain!

But she smiled and said that she didn't want Qianfei's broken heart to suffer any more wind and rain, and she couldn't watch Qianfei, who she had loved all her life, being incomprehensible again. This world is all vain, and Qianfei is obsessed with hatred because she has been deprived too much. She wants to get it back for Qianfei, even if it may be meaningless in the end.

She said that everyone has a different outlook on life. Gu Moyun wanted to avenge Gu Ximo, and did not hesitate to use the world of the Demon World as a funeral object. Bai Lan wants to dominate the rivers and mountains, and is willing to sacrifice her feelings. Emperor Luo Shen wanted his own obsession, and would rather be a cocoon and tie himself and draw the ground as a prison. Bai Zijia wants to be hurt no more, and would rather retreat forever and be afraid to move forward. Qianfei wants to take everything back, preferring to be blinded by hatred and greed. And she herself, wanting to fulfill Qianfei's obsession, is willing to fall into the devil's path and be sad all her life.

Everyone has their own desires and pains, and she prefers to satisfy the greed of her loved ones within her own ability.

She loves Qianfei, but not love. Their love affair died in its infancy. She already had Emperor Luo Shen in her heart, so her heart refused to let anyone enter.

Even Bai Zijia came to confess, Shui Duyan ruined that memory, she protected Emperor Luo Shen like this, was it because of guilt or because she obeyed the original intention of that heart?

Loving someone will be tired, tired will let go, even if you love, you will give up. Bai Zijia is the last example of Shui Duyan understanding this truth.

Emperor Luo Shen has finally become irreplaceable in her heart. Shui Duyan would rather miss it for the rest of his life, and he would not want to let someone replace Emperor Luoshen. Maybe it's because Shui Duyan is finally tired and doesn't want to start with another person from hello and what is your name. Perhaps, it is the water twilight that has finally been difficult to turn into water, except that Wushan is not a cloud.

The love in the world is indescribable in the end.

In the Forest of Ten Thousand Grievances, Qianfei was choked by the giant mark, and his life hung by a thread, and Shui Duyan chose to kill the giant mark.

Perhaps, there is nothing wrong with clinging to a person, and there is nothing wrong with being domineering, but unfortunately, the object of payment is wrong. Just like Giant Mark shouldn't be like this to Shui Duyan, because the most important thing in Shui Duyan's heart is Qianfei.

Shui Duyan has the Soul Rejuvenation Jade in her hand, and she is willing to let me use the cold dragon bone to reshape my true body, and she also wants to force me to come out of Luo Jiushuang's body.

At that moment, I wanted to run away, but I couldn't. The moment I closed my eyes, tears flowed, this woman was so cruel to me, and all the warmth she used to have turned into ruthless.

But I didn't want to go, as if I was paying off her debt.

This body turned out to be the last bond between me and her.

When you ask what the world is like, you are probably willing to draw the ground as a prison.

The soul of Luo Jiushuang is scattered, so it is useless to return the soul jade, and Luo Jiushuang can't come back. This parting without farewell finally shattered Shui Duyan's heart.

She has done too much to repay the sins. What she thought was an expedient measure, ruined an innocent person. The sins she committed, the sins are unforgivable!

Shui Duyan collapsed and knelt on the ground, crying bitterly, earth-shattering. But everything is irretrievable, just like time, you can't go back.

At that moment, I wanted to ask her, Shui Duyan, do you regret it?

She fled in the wilderness, but when she came back, she bumped into Gu Moyun and Emperor Luo Shen drinking and talking, and they were once so hostile, shaking hands and making peace.

Shui Twilight fell into deep self-blame, perhaps without her, the hatred between everyone would have disappeared long ago. Her Roselle, because she has suffered a lot in this life. That proud Gu Moyun, because she lowered her proud head.

Shui Duyan thought of Qianfei again, who came back from the dead, but had a sad life. and Bai Lan, who was ruthlessly deprived of everything by her and became a prisoner. Once the Son of Heaven ended up like this.

Shui Dusk looked up to the sky and sighed, she really made the world chaotic. But she, sad, ridiculous, has lost the meaning of life.

Fate was like a torrent, pushing her towards the abyss, unstoppable.

She is like a person abandoned by fate, full of evil, unforgivable sins, and finally intolerable by God, and finally chose to commit suicide.

She thought that she would be able to save everything by dying, or that she just wanted to put an end to the runaway situation.

Her life is over, a magnificent life. In the declining trend of the rivers and rivers, it was destroyed and decayed, and it came to an abrupt end.

I watched her die in front of me, and she wept for her Roselle on the boulder, bitter for her fate, and repented for her sins.

You said that I am a mirror, and with me, you can know right from wrong, distinguish between right and wrong, and know right from wrong.

But I also have feelings in this mirror.

The first person I ever loved in my life was her. The first person I hated was still her. I don't know if my love is about Fengyue or not.

I remember a dream I had in which she and I were in love. She said to me, Gege, we are the most compatible pair. I laughed and scolded her for the big pig's trotters, and she smiled back at me.

I'm so greedy for warmth, I'm a nightmare, and I have a weakness because of the word love.

Shui Duyan, she also loves me, but she doesn't dare to make it public, she can only be cautious, a little partial to me, a little better to me, and have some warmth with me in the name of wooing me.

I thought she should have no affection for me, but after all, she still has affection for me. Perhaps, she has always only thought of me as a child, so she always taught me as an adult.

I stared at the wedding dress, stunned, and then I changed into it. Walked to the bronze mirror and looked at the expressionless self in the bronze mirror. I gently covered my heart, feeling the heartbeat there.

"It was Qianfei's fake before, but now, is it a fake of Luo Jiushuang?" I smiled wryly, then shook my head.

How much of this is the reason why I want to be able to be with her?

I have so many opportunities to go, but I'm still there, I don't want to see how Shui Duyan ends, and I don't want to compete with her. I just want to be around this person and be part of her life.

I think of my own name, and others call me nightmares. I can easily see through the deepest fear in the hearts of others, but who will see through the deepest fears in my heart? How lonely is a person who cannot be seen through?

I lifted the hem of my skirt and turned it around slightly, and in the bronze mirror, that face smiled sadly.

I've forgotten who I am, but perhaps, I wasn't. This will be what I will be in the future.

And the twilight of the water will become my memory in the future.

The 80,000 miles of flowers will become the most vague she in my memory.

I suddenly remembered that for the first time she turned into the sea of flowers on the other side of the 80,000 miles, Luo Jiushuang had wandered in the illusion and had been waiting for her. At that time, she was hiding in it, and when Luo Jiushuang passed by, she hated to lower her body and not be discovered.

Luo Jiushuang said, there are so many flowers, which one is you?

I probably don't have the infatuation of Luo Jiushuang. I know I don't belong to me, so why should I hold on to it?

I smiled, is my idea the same as that of Shui Twilight? She can't see the result, so she will let go. And I used to think she was amorous, and I used to sarcastically mock her for being abusive.

Now that I think about it, love is already elusive, and the result is even more unpredictable. And she, caught in love, is just a mortal. I'm just a fool. It's just an idiot.

Traveling thousands of miles in this red dust, wanting to accurately find the most suitable other half is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

The one who can go around and around to be able to achieve consistency is the luckiest person. Don't dare to hope for anything else.

No water, no selfish nightmare.

Now, she has really turned into a sea of 80,000 miles, and I am not like Luojiushuang, sticking to that sea of flowers.

It's just that I can't bear to live in the sea of flowers without people and tell my feelings.

I said to her, "Big pig's trotter, do you know that I have lived for you all my life."

These words are also my hindsights.

For her, I have always been just a mirror to reflect her loneliness and hypocrisy. But who needs to be in the company of a mirror? she would rather be in the company of illusions, with happiness that will never come.

The world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise. There is no double law in the world, and it is better to be negative than to live up to it.

Outside the window, there was thunder and rain, and I walked outside the hall and looked at the dark sky. couldn't help sighing, such a heavy rain rendered this parting particularly sad.

I looked at this frost and snow palace, and there was still a picture in my memory of her and Luo Jiushuang sleeping together, relieving loneliness together. Her heart was once treated gently by Luo Jiushuang. Is it true that now that she is gentle, she is returning my love?

I stepped out of the door, and the other foot was reluctant to step out, as if, this walk, I had nothing to do with her. Then she stepped out of her life, and she stepped out of her heart.

The corners of my mouth rose, tears fell in my eyes, and the words sounded in my ears again: Shui Duyan, add me to your life!

Scold...... I exhaled a long breath, stretched by the cold in the dark night, like a mist and a phantom, but it stayed for a short time, and then disappeared without a trace.

Leave. Old friend. Thinking so to myself, I stepped out of the Frost Snow Palace.

If Shui Twilight is still alive, if she is still alive, will she leave a place for me in her heart?

I looked down at the bluestone slab and thought of her Lin'an, the sad and cold Lin'an. The nightmare she didn't want to face and couldn't escape in her life.

The nightmare she kept silent about was Lin'an, but only I knew it.

I turned into a red light and disappeared into this hall, I didn't know where I was going, I was homeless.

The world is so big that there is no place for my nightmares. Is it because the world is so big, but there is no more her.

I never dared to tell her that I had a dream before, a dream that was just me and her.

In the dream, she held my hand and stood on the top of Mu Jiufeng, looking at the vast sky, as if thinking about something.

I said, big pig's trotters, I'm cold.

She embraced me into her arms, and then said to me in a desolate voice, "Nightmare, when it's over, I'll take you to see Lin'an."

I leaned my head on her arms, looking at the distant mountains, as if I saw the Lin'an in her heart, I whispered to her, when everything is over, you can take me home.

She was stunned, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and whispered back to me, Okay, I'll take you home.

"Big pig's trotters, you said okay...... Take me home. ”

A tear fell from the clouds, mixed in the cold rain, smashed on the bluestone slab, and disappeared again. It's like a nightmare, but it's just a flash in the pan.

There are feelings in the world, such as fog and illusion, there are demons in the world, like shadows, there are people in the world, seven emotions and six desires. The word love can give birth to demons, and where the human heart is, it is the demon world.