Chapter 62: I'm a scumbag

Shui Duyan leaned weakly on the stone behind her, tears kept falling, she didn't dare to look at Qianfei's helpless eyes, now she couldn't even keep her last promise, that bottomless sorrow turned her into a joke.

"Qianfei, now that I am in love with Emperor Luoshen, I can not be with her, but I can't transfer this love to you. All I can do is try to make you as resentful as possible, she didn't snatch your person, I accidentally fell in love with her, and we just missed it. ”

"There is no point in arguing between us about right and wrong, can we live well? Fate is unfair, there is no point in continuing to hate, you are so smart, and you don't like to fight, why bother to fall into endless battles for some troubles that you can't change?"

Qian Fei smiled, his eyes were sad and said: "Shui Duyan, Emperor Luo Shen said that you are the link between everyone, and if you are in the day, these relationships will be stable for a day." So you say, how do I get out of this network?"

Shui Duyan smiled, "I'll just die." ”

Qianfei's smile froze, her eyes were full of disgust, and she wanted to slap her!

Knowing Qianfei's thoughts, Shui Duyan added, "How many people did I kill to collect souls?" I also have to pay my debts, so I am destined to not live." Qianfei, you should also think about how you will live in the future, if you don't mind, I can take your memories away before I die, just when I don't ......"

"Smack-"

A slap made the corners of Shui Duyan's mouth bloody, Qianfei reached over and pinched the face, and said with a threatening smile: "You cheap mouth can't be restrained? Do you have to make me angry? You are too self-righteous, and it is not your turn to call the shots in my affairs!"

Qianfei looked at her stubborn eyes, and after a while, her heart softened, and she pushed Shui Duyan violently, and Shui Duyan immediately hit the stone and snorted.

Qianfei glanced at her hatefully, and then got up and left, Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei's departing figure, subconsciously reached out and touched his back, and when he took it back, the blood was wrapped around his fingertips.

Mu Jiufeng.

Hyakki Pavilion.

When Han Xiaobei saw Qianfei, Qianfei's eyes were already red and swollen and dry. A face looked tired, and there was hurt between the eyebrows.

There is no need to guess, it was Shui Duyan who provoked Qianfei again.

Qianfei was drunk, but she still couldn't forget those pains, she burst into tears, and she still couldn't release the sadness in her heart, so that she wanted to dig out her heart, maybe she wasn't so sad.

Han Xiaobei guarded her, and when Qianfei finally vomited, Han Xiaobei stopped her and said softly: "Don't toss, take a break." ”

Qianfei propped his head and looked at the bright moon with a drunken face, thinking of the six demons of Qianqiu. She asked sadly: "Ah Xiao, I think the troubled times have led them......"

"I'm still here. Han Xiaobei replied.

"Huh...... They're all gone, they're all gone......" Qianfei sighed, his head was about to explode with the power of the wine.

"Ah Xiao, what do you say I'm still tossing?" Qianfei looked at Han Xiao drunkly, and tears flowed down again.

Han Xiaobei looked at her calmly and asked, "Ah Fei, are you sure she is the person you want to love?"

Qianfei felt funny and sighed: "Hey, isn't it? You can't tell if I love her or not?"

"There are many people who love her, but it's not you who love her the most. Han Xiaobei said.

Qianfei looked at Han Xiaobei with a sarcastic expression, and asked, "The one who loves her the most is Emperor Luoshen?"

Han Xiaobei nodded and said bluntly: "Although Emperor Luo Shen is ruthless, he has never really hurt Shui Duyan, and Emperor Luo Shen will hurt the people she loves." And you, because love is not the opposite of hatred, depriving Shui Duyan of all happiness, friends, lovers, and old people, you have to cut them off one by one. You just take advantage of her debt and love for you to eradicate these people unscrupulously, but look at what you are like now. The more you destroy what Twilight has, the more you owe her, and the more painful she is, the more worried she is that you have changed. How long will you make a fuss about this vicious cycle?"

Han Xiaobei said that she was making trouble, Qianfei frowned fiercely, she stared at Han Xiaobei, her eyes were full of fierceness: "Ah Xiao, who are you talking for? Do you understand the pain in my heart? How can you talk like this? You also think that I am not worthy of Ah Yan?"

Han Xiaobei felt the deep inferiority complex and resentment from Qianfei's heart, Shui Duyan was an ancient demon, and it was distressing, it seemed that Qianfei was really not worthy of her. And Emperor Luo Shen is the most suitable person for her in this world, even Han Xiaobei said so, Qianfei had to doubt, had to re-examine himself, is he really unworthy?

Han Xiaobei said in a soothing tone: "I'm just sorry that her love is not for you." Ah Fei, everything is about fate, I have no fate with Kite, and I recognize it now. Do you think enough is enough for you to ruin Shui Duyan? That's not what you want, since she is in love with someone else, you should slowly let go and let go. Spare her, and let yourself go. ”

"That's enough! Shut up! You people don't have a backache when you stand and talk! Do you think everyone is like you, and if you can't get it, you will accept your fate, but I'm not Qianfei! If you don't fight until the last moment, how do you know that I will lose? Ah Yan also personally admitted that she once loved me! It was Emperor Luo Shen, a slut, who robbed my Ah Yan, and I would snatch it back!"

Qianfei's head was very sober, she just drank too much and her body was unstable.

"Then you will continue to tie up the water twilight, and when her patience with you runs out, you will know what regret is. Han Xiaobei warned like this, and she could see very clearly that once Shui Duyan's patience and love for someone was exhausted, she would be ruthless.

Qianfei was silent when she heard this, her eyes were a little flustered, but she was extremely resentful and unwilling, she said coldly: "Heh." ”

Han Xiaobei walked over to help her, but was pushed away by Qianfei, and as a result, Qianfei himself collapsed, slammed on the stone bench, bleeding from his forehead, and his head was even more groggy.

Han Xiaobei hurriedly helped her up, but Qianfei didn't even have the strength to support her forehead, which made her mind full of thoughts of being loveless. She only felt groggy, as if she had been abandoned in some abyss, alone.

"Daddy......" Qianfei muttered, remembering his father's affairs again.

Han Xiao sighed sadly, and then helped her to walk, but Qianfei was so drunk that she couldn't walk.

Han Xiaobei was about to hug her, but he heard a voice: "I'm coming." ”

Han Xiaobei looked up, and the twilight was coming.

"It's really timely, and you can't see anyone touch her?" said Han Xiao sadly.

Shui Duyan smiled slightly: "Yes." ”

Then Shui Duyan picked up Qianfei, but was slapped by Qianfei again, and Qianfei murmured: "Don't touch me...... Bother...... Ah Xiao, don't you help me......"

Shui Duyan smiled awkwardly, then nodded at Han Xiaobei, thanked him, and turned to leave.

Han Xiaobei saw her leave, and suddenly stopped her: "Wait." ”

Shui Duyan turned his head and said in a cold and sad voice: "Ah Fei is so excessive to you, it's not sincere, you are more forgiving." ”

"She's my best friend, and I'm naturally spoiled. Twilight smiled.

Han Xiaobei was relieved, waved her hand, and motioned for her to leave quickly, and Shui Duyan turned around and left. Seeing Shui Duyan take Qianfei away, Han Xiao couldn't help but sigh, and she murmured: "Ah Fei, it's not that I don't help you, it's just that I can't help you." ”

Han Xiaobei didn't dare to judge their feelings in vain, it was Shui Xiaoyan who provoked them first, could it be left at will because it wasn't love? Han Xiaobei thought that Shui Duyan should be held responsible, so for their current situation, Han Xiaobei felt that everything was normal. But as she said, when their love runs out, Shui Duyan will treat Qianfei like a passerby.

After all, Shui Duyan has treated many people like this, and Qianfei will not be an exception.

Rain and Snow Temple.

Shui Duyan wiped her body for Qianfei, looking at her with deep eyebrows distressed, and couldn't help but sigh.

Qianfei was still in tears in her dream, and shouted vaguely: "Dad...... Daddy......"

Shui Duyan couldn't help but blame herself when she heard this, she knew that Qianfei would never forget her father's incident in her life, because of this, Shui Duyan let go of all her willfulness, and she didn't dare to leave those people behind easily for her own obsession like before.

She looked at Qianfei's sad face, distressed, but unable to do anything. There are always some injuries that Shui Duyan can't carry for her, and there are also some injuries that Shui Duyan gives her.

Shui Duyan sat on the edge of the bed, guarding Qianfei, thinking constantly. If it weren't for the hard work, she wouldn't have come to Qianfei for the first time, afraid that Qianfei wouldn't figure out what to hurt herself.

Shui Duyan recalled the previous Qianfei, Qianfei was like an iceberg beauty in her heart, even if the sky fell, Qianfei would not fall. But now seeing Qianfei's heartbroken and sad appearance, Shui Duyan knew that Qianfei was just unwilling to show those vulnerabilities in front of others.

Qianfei is not Shui Duyan, Shui Duyan is not very wary of her, and she is also willing to believe in the person she fancies. Qianfei is different, it is difficult for her to identify a person.

Shui Duyan couldn't help but smile when she thought of this, and couldn't help but whisper: "You gave me the best expectations, how dare I live up to it? It's just that the love I give back to you can't be as much or as good as what you gave me." I'm really sorry, Qianfei. ”

Shui Duyan couldn't help but reach out and gently caress that face, she gently held Qianfei's hand, remembered Bai Zijia, and said with emotion: "If it weren't for Bai Zijia, I wouldn't have learned to wait for you gently, Qianfei, what do you have to be jealous of them? What I give you is the best I have now." ”

If it weren't for knowing that the two of them were making trouble, anyone who saw this scene would feel that Shui Duyan was in love with Qianfei, and her love was too nuanced. How can others have such pure friendship? There are very few people who can be so subtle in love, so how can they blame others for misunderstanding them?

Shui Duyan said softly: "I have a lot of things I want to tell you, but I'm afraid that you will fall deeper and deeper after listening to it. So many love words, enough for us to be happy for a long, long time. I suddenly felt that it was good to be a little ghost in your eyes before, at least, you think you can control this little ghost. Like me now, I am far less lively than I was back then, whether I speak or not, in fact, you think I am a vicissitude, and your eyes have changed when you look at me. ”

"Qianfei, I often think, where did you like me? Over the years, I have never dared to live up to your affection. Even if I fall in love with Emperor Luoshen, I can't be selfish and live with her, I still choose to be with you, life and death together. Tell me, what are you jealous of her? There are so many emotions in this world, we can't take care of them in the first place, just because we are all laymen, and once we have tasted some sweetness, we can no longer bear the bitterness. ”

Shui Duyan burst into tears, she felt guilty that she was so bad, she covered her mouth and cried softly, and said, "You said that I am a person who has cultivated for hundreds of thousands of years, why is my brain still so insufficient." I have seen so many worldly sophistications, but I still refuse to believe in evil. I hurt so many people who care about me, and I don't see how good my life is. Bai Zijia is right, I am a scumbag, when it is cold, I will turn around and hold other people's hands to keep warm, never refuse to be cold, and guard that heart for each other. ”