Snow Silence Onsen.

The water is soaked in the warm water, and the steaming mist is shrouded in the surroundings, and the temperature in the water is constantly draining.

Shui Duyan didn't even feel redundant to sigh, she was like a dead person, as silent as possible.

When Qianfei rushed in, Shui Duyan subconsciously swept over with a sharp gaze, and when she saw that it was Qianfei, her eyes became gentle.

Qianfei walked over quickly and said, "The cold poison didn't attack, right?"

Shui Duyan smiled at Qianfei: "It's very good, I just want to take a bath, do you have something to do?"

Qianfei's heart also cooled when she heard her words so politely, and Shui Duyan really turned her face ruthlessly for a moment. Qianfei didn't want to talk to her with such a cold expression and words, but Shui Duyan didn't accept her love, and was still close to others, knowing that Shui Duyan was lonely, but Qianfei's heart was still very painful.

Could it be that Shui Twilight really doesn't want to talk to her again?

Qianfei raised his feet and entered the hot spring, and walked towards Shui Duyan, who frowned slightly when he saw it. Qianfei's heart was torn apart again, and Shui Duyan actually hated her to this point?

Shui Duyan didn't dare to retreat half a minute, for fear that her actions would stimulate Qianfei and make Qianfei sad.

Qianfei and her looked at each other, and the two were silent for a long time before Qianfei asked, "Are you still angry with me?"

"Nope. "Shui Dusk's voice is more like silence.

Qianfei reached out to pinch the face and asked seriously, "Ah Yan, are you unwilling to accept my apology or forgive me?"

Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei silently, she was so tired that she didn't want to speak, what words did she need to make clear the fact that she didn't dare to complain about Qianfei in her heart?

"Don't think about it. Shui Duyan replied calmly.

Qianfei shook her head, she hated Shui Duyan's perfunctory appearance to the extreme, so her emotions couldn't help but explode again: "Shui Duiyan! Who are you embarrassing? If you don't accept my love, do I still have to pretend to be strong and smile at you, like Bai Zijia dared to love back then, but didn't dare to say? I can't do it! Love is love! Hate is hate!"

Shui Duyan was tired again, she knew that Qianfei's love and hate were hard to get rid of, and because of this, she couldn't forgive herself, if it wasn't for herself, Qianfei would still be the dignified Qianfei, not the little shrew now.

Twilight was silent, manipulated like a puppeteer, but she was willing.

Qianfei let go of her and said angrily: "Don't you like to convince people with reason the most? Today you and I will have a good talk, what is wrong between us? Is it worth all this you have done?"

"Qianfei. Shui Duyan called her very calmly, and then looked at Qianfei with heavy eyes and said: "Tell me before the troubled times lead to death, let me let go of my obsession with you, if you know under the spring, you will definitely not want to see my crazy side." ”

Qianfei was stunned there, what did Shui Duyan mean by this?

Shui Duyan took a deep breath, and then said, "Troubled Times also said that my love for you stems from my ignorance of you, and I look forward to our future too much. In other words, the you I love are just the outline of you in my heart. The real you are indeed different from what I imagined you to be. And I, more than 10,000 times, imagined what we would be like if you were alive. Is it like I promised at the beginning, to spend my life with you. ”

Shui Duyan frowned, she didn't know who she was comforting in her words, she said, "From the moment your soul was scattered to now, all I can do is love you." All I do is love you day in and day out. My love for you is not entirely because of guilt, but because I decided to love you in the first place, and our relationship was irrelevant at the beginning. In the process, maybe we are all too lonely, so we secretly have feelings. As you said before, if it weren't for those people, maybe you and I would live a good life for the rest of my life. But Qianfei, the facts are in front of us, and we are indeed destined. ”

Qianfei didn't feel sad when she listened to her words, she waited for a long time for Shui Duyan to confess like this. She really wanted to hear the most real feelings of Shui Duyan, the nightmare in her heart was extended to the boundless by Shui Duyan, and she also wanted to know if everything she sacrificed was worth it.

"You go on, and I listen. Qianfei was unusually calm.

"I promised that if my friend fell in love with me, I would be with her, and that I could keep my friendship and her love as long as she wanted. As long as everything belongs to the two of us, what about love and friendship? I can sacrifice everything for her. At this time, I don't have love yet, I haven't seen anyone as my favorite, so the most important thing for me is friendship, and I have everything to sacrifice for her. ”

Shui Duyan stretched out her hand to hold those gentle hands, and continued, "I will collect souls for you, return to the cage Sanssouci Palace, and do many things with a clear conscience. Later, your body was destroyed, and I finally lost my conscience, and at that time I wanted to subvert the entire Demon Realm and ask the Demon Realm to bury you. I thought you could be blamed for your death, so I blame everyone, including myself. I was blind, but I knew in my heart that it was all my fault. But I deceived myself, and I had to use some means to torture and punish those accomplices, and you saw the end. All were duly punished, including myself. ”

Seeing Qianfei crying, Shui Duyan wiped her tears again: "Since you returned, there has not been a moment when you are not resentful. But Qianfei, do you know? Years after your death, I finally understand when it is time to retribution. This is true! It is because we can't let go of hatred and too much resentment that we keep killing, and what is the use of killing to stop killing? Which of those people doesn't have a strong background? Whoever I kill is the enemy of the world! Could it be that I want to kill all the people in the world?

"Oh, it's ridiculous, because I want to kill all the people in the world, so I can't do it, so I admit it, so I hope you let go of your resentment, I'm a complete bastard, a retarded! Obviously, the person who died was you, not someone else, but I did so many years of ideological struggle, and in the end I calculated all of them with selfish thoughts! I didn't let anyone go, relying on their guilt, relying on their concessions, relying on their pity, doing whatever I wanted. ”

"I'm seeking justice for you, I'm adding sins to you, and I'm sealing my heart for myself, forcing myself to go down a desperate path where everyone gets and is punished. Today, in the eyes of the world, I have changed from a loyal minister to a rebel, and finally to a demon. Qianfei, I've spent my life seeking justice for you, and I've been collecting debts for my conscience, but what have we become?"

Qianfei's lips trembled, the tears in her eyes slipped down in large numbers, but her eyes were full of unwillingness and disgust!

"I'm afraid that you will be resentful, that you will take care of those people's feelings for me, that you will be despised for nothing, that one day I will die and there will be no one to protect you. So I'm trying my best to plan everything for you, I just hope to calm the resentment in your heart, I hope that my beloved Qianfei can return to the way he was at the beginning, even if he can't, don't live with hatred, it's too sad. If you are too resentful, I am willing to destroy everything for you, anyway, people in this world are short-sighted! I only protect you Qianfei and am I afraid of what others will say? Even if one day my situation is a thousand times more embarrassing than it is now! I will never give up, although I will not regret it!"

Qianfei endured the choking in her throat, her throat was stinged with sadness, and her breathing was unsteady, but she still wanted to listen, listen to Shui Duyan say all this, say everything she expected.

"Qianfei, I don't care how much I sacrifice for you, but the price others have to pay...... I can't take it all away, I don't want to resent anyone, and I always want to see it. But I have unknowingly borne your resentment, and I am now a scumbag at all!

"I once resented Gu Moyun and Bai Lan, one has profound mana, and the other is powerful and still governs me! They have also killed innocents indiscriminately for their own selfish interests, and they have also eradicated opponents regardless of black and white, I was thinking at that time, is it because those people have no background and no one who has the ability to protect them, so they deserve to be killed by Gu Moyun and Bai Lan? Just like you, if I hadn't been naïve enough to believe in my relationship with Bai Lan at that time, I hadn't underestimated Gu Moyun's unscrupulous means, you wouldn't have died because of me. Therefore, they should all be punished and pay the price they deserve! All the people in the world know? What the people of the world know is that I, Shui Duyan, rebelled and seized the throne for my own selfish interests, betrayed my relatives and left my relatives, and was cruel and unreasonable! Who allowed me to use reason and morality to recover the debts they owed? God doesn't care at all! What is the cycle of retribution in heaven, where is the retribution? I can't see it! What is the retribution of the passage of time, and the justice that is late, all fucking get out of here! This world is respected by the strong! I am the emperor and I have the final say! I have the final say on right and wrong, I have no means and power, and everything I say is a fart, not to mention justice! Justice is the most ridiculous joke I have ever heard! A group of well-dressed beasts will never understand this truth!"

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, her eyes were scarlet, her voice was hoarse, and her tears couldn't stop falling. Qianfei covered her mouth and cried, she really felt that Shui Duiyan had not changed at all, she was still the same bloody Shui Duyan, the justice she believed in had never disappeared, but she had become a dark enforcer, and she wanted to use her own way to speak out for justice as quickly as possible.

"I once felt sorry for Gu Moyun's unloved people, and I also made excuses for his evil and forgave him, but when he targeted those viciousness at me and at the people I loved, how could I not hate? At that moment, I understood that the so-called falling in love with a bad person is just that I haven't been hurt enough from the bad person, so I can take it for granted that sentence. I don't want to admit that Gu Moyun killed you, and I tried every possible way to clear his suspicion, but in the end I still have to admit that he killed you, since this is the case, then betray this worship, betray this distress, and betray this illusory pity! If I still have traces of loving him later, it must be that the love for him before is not dead, and he is still struggling, but those feelings will never come back, and my heart is squeezing him out little by little!"

"Gu Moyun is like this, so is Bai Lan, so is Bai Zijia, and even Emperor Luo Shen is no exception! I am working very hard, I was really resentful during that time, I thought about abandoning everyone and living only for revenge. In fact, it was the same, so everything was perfectly normal for me today. But I don't want you to be like me, I'll do what you're going to do for you, I just want you to be good, even if I'm not by your side in the future. Do you understand?"

Qianfei understood, she understood, and the corners of her mouth smiled, although she was still in tears.