Chapter 124: Fan Wai Jiu Gu Moyun
I hid all day in the temple of the Ink Sacrifice and shut myself up. Outsiders only say that my personality has changed drastically, and only that I am no longer the style I used to be. I don't care what people say, and I don't care. The two people I care about the most in this world have completely left me.
I looked at the dark sky outside the window lattice, listened to the chaotic wind, and looked at the corner of the sky that seemed to be collapsing. I think of the end of the world, and I think of the senior sister who is looking forward to giving me warmth and returning to the right path.
The moment she disappeared, all the memories poured into my mind, as if a door had been opened in my heart, and the world inside was something I had experienced.
Women, I have always only felt that they are accessories, and even, I am sure, any woman is attached to her other half. Usually, the other half is a man.
For myself, I have never doubted my own charisma. Although I am evil, I am a god, and it is difficult for the gods and demons to have an opponent. There has always been no shortage of women who want to marry me, so I never care who loves me.
Therefore, I don't really care whether my sister loves me or not.
The first time I saw her, it was after the Second War of Gods and Demons, she sealed the Eight Desolation Gods, and when we arrived, she had already sealed the Yuan Shen in the Cape of the Sea. The gods of the Eight Desolations were not even her opponents, this was what I and the Yanqiu God Emperor saw with our own eyes.
I looked at her in red, her eyes full of arrogance, and my heart throbbed. Doesn't this woman know that once the Yuan Shen is sealed, she will be like a waste?
I thought she would run away, but she looked at us with contempt. I thought it was her stubbornness after the defeat, but she confronted Yan Qiu on the top of the Daxiong Treasure Hall, which was justified and loud.
What she said was probably a bunch of nonsense, but she carried out this nonsense all her life. Still on me.
After entering the path of reincarnation, I searched for eighteen years in the human world, and finally found her. When I first met her, I only thought she was a mortal, and I saw her as a half-human, half-snake. I wanted to scare her, but I just wanted to see the little frightened look on her face.
But she was overjoyed, and threw herself at me, threatening to drag me back......
She said, it's good to see me, there are really ghosts and gods outside the world!
But I don't know what she's happy about, outside the world, the way of heaven is ruthless, and the demon world is loveless.
On the seventh day, she talked to me so much that I looked at her in poor clothes, and I could not imagine that so many great truths could come out of her mouth. A reborn little girl, only eighteen years old, what can she understand?
But she said that if she could go to a new world, she would do her best to change the world, but it was too cold for her to change everything.
It is understandable that the environment shapes a person.
When she mentioned Lin'an, she didn't talk about poverty, shortage, or dilapidation. She said that Lin'an was feudal, that Lin'an was narrow-minded, that Lin'an was selfish, and that Lin'an was indifferent. In her heart, it was the horror of the world, not the poverty, that was about to drive her crazy.
She said that she had a fiancé, who was married, cowardly, timid, and the most unproductive in the village. But treat her very well.
I asked her, would you like to marry?
She shook her head and smiled bitterly at me, she didn't love Luo Wuqiu, even if Luo Wuqiu gave her the whole world, so she didn't marry.
I was speechless at the time, who taught her such thoughts? In the past 18 years of feudalism, she should have learned to obey, what she should have learned was the orders of her parents, the words of the matchmaker, and what she should have learned was to live in the rules of the world.
But she didn't, her ideological system was self-contained, so presumptuous, casual, and did not infringe on the position of others.
Just like when she was still a demon, she questioned Yan Qiu in the Daxiong Treasure Palace, tortured the gods, and rebuked the way of heaven.
Once again, I was speechless.
I asked her to go to the Demon Realm with me, I could give her immortality, I could give her glory and wealth, I could give her all the good things, I could let her escape from here. But she refused, but the reason was for Lin'an's parents and the cowardly Luo Wuqiu.
I was shocked, and she wasn't tempted by such a great temptation? Probably, because she didn't know what wealth and glory were, what immortality was, and what beauty was. Therefore, I took her to soar in the nine heavens, to take her to appreciate what mortals can't do, and to take her to experience the pride of dancing only in the world.
I didn't see the wrong person, she felt the same as me in her heart, we are all people with big ambitions, how could little Lin'an trap her.
But when she landed on the ground, she said to me, thank you, but I can't walk away so selfishly. I'm leaving, what should Luo Wuqiu do.
It's Luo Wuqiu again, I'm really taboo about these three words, because in the god realm, one of the three deities has a Taoyao god Venerable Luo Wuqiu, but it's a woman, and her fiancé is a man.
I was so angry that I had to take her back to the cave and coerce her. When she saw the five poisons, she was finally scared, and she shouted, Gu Moyun, you are a psychopath!
I smiled, and sat down contentedly on the stone pedestal surrounded by dead vines, admiring her powerlessness.
But she tore off the vines on the stone seat, spread them at the door, burned them with fire, expelled the five poisons, and stepped on the scorching fire herself to escape.
I was separated from her by fire, and my eyes were full of shock, and I couldn't believe that a mortal could have such courage. And she was outside the fire, with a smile on her face, and the pain of being burned by the fire was completely gone.
I was furious and rushed out to grab her, trying to slap her, but I found that she was fiercer than me, and she was a fierce attack on me. She said that I was stingy, and as a man with such a narrow heart, I was not as good as her.
I'm speechless.
She begged me to take her back, she was tired of playing and was going home.
She still has a home, but I don't, Gu Ximo is dead, and I don't have a home.
I refused, but she wanted to walk back, and she picked a random direction, which I knew was wrong, but she still tried hard to make marks along the way. I followed her, seeing her stubborn, seeing her eyes shining with tears, but unwilling to beg for mercy.
I plucked fruit for her, but she threw it away and told me to go.
When it was dark, she was hungry and cold, and I gave her fruit, but she still did not eat it. I looked at her with disdain and told her that the most important thing is to preserve strength, and everything else is. She nodded and ate the fruit.
I asked her, do you feel like I'm a cruel person?
She smiled and said, "If you are my opponent, then life is better than death, and if you are the person I protect, you must be very happy."
The moment she said it, my heart was warmed.
Only some people have always said that I am cruel and vicious, hoping that I will not die well, saying that I am arrogant and cruel. No one has ever said that happiness can be found from me.
I stared at her quietly, and an unknown warmth swelled in my heart.
I insisted on refusing to send her back to Lin'an, she clamored and refused to go back to the cave, she said that she was afraid of the five poisons.
It turns out that she never thought of relying on me, with me here, why be afraid of the five poisons?
She was hanging around my neck in my arms, and I couldn't help but smile happily, with joy. How long has it been since I've been happy?
She said that one day, she would ask me for the bullying I had done to her today. I laughed, okay.
For some reason, I was so happy to remember that I would have such a lovely person against me for the rest of my life.
Her life should have been laid out by me from that moment on, and everything was under my control. However, providence made people, and a new player was added, and Luo Wuqiu, who was already a daughter, came.
At the mouth of the cave, a man in embarrassment was curled up, dirty, and I didn't want to look at it. The junior sister rushed towards her, tears welling up, she begged me to save Luo Wuqiu.
That night, my sister told me that Luo Wuqiu turned out to be a daughter. When she said this, her eyes were full of pity, shock, and hesitation.
Probably, the junior sister is considering whether to go to the demon world, Luo Wuqiu is a daughter, and their marriage contract is self-broken.
I was half happy and half sad, I was shocked that Taoyao Divine Venerable was also here, I forced her into the path of reincarnation, and I actually had this encounter later. I suddenly frowned, my sister missed her too much, and my sister kept saying that Luo Wuqiu was good.
But how much of a threat can such a defeated general be to me? So, I smiled disdainfully, comforting my troubled heart.
When Luo Wuqiu left the cave, her eyes were full of resentment towards me, and she tried to look at me with wide eyes on her weak face, as if she wanted to take my appearance into her bones, hate, and chew it.
Just like after she was served by me, she hated me to the core.
I held my head up and despised her, what could she do? I couldn't fight me when I was a god, let alone a mortal now. If he is dead, then why should he fight me?
So, I set fire to Lin'an, and I saw him commit suicide by hanging from a beam, and his red clothes stabbed my eyes, and I couldn't help frowning slightly.
Above the clouds, the junior sister roared hoarsely, tears streaming down her face, she looked at the raging fire guiltily, and blamed herself.
She thought that it was Luo Wuqiu who set the fire, she was leaving, and Luo Wuqiu would fulfill her. The junior sister closed her eyes in despair, she took my Canglong Po away, cut both hands and wrists, and the cold poison invaded.
My eyes were full of shock and I yelled, "Are you crazy!"
She said that she used her life's hands to repay Luo Wuqiu's love, and she repaid her parents' kindness with the eternal suffering of cold poison.
At that time, she already knew that she was not a mortal, and the mortal world was just a catastrophe for her.
Mortals are just grass, why should she be like this?
She said that it was a life, and it was no different from her.
It turns out that in her eyes, all beings are equal.
Entering the demon world, a snowstorm came unusually, although I had an ominous premonition in my heart, but I still left her in the snow and walked alone to explore the way. This mistake made my encounter with her a full 50,000 years late.
And in the past 50,000 years, she has been cultivated by Bai Lan and has feelings for each other.
The next time I saw her, it was at the Sanssouci Palace Heroes Conference, and at that time, I had already used the identity of the Demon Venerable to gain a foothold in the Demon Realm. I'm still the dominant party on Brandy's turf, and for me, it's a success. For Bailan, it was humiliating.
I walked arrogantly on the red carpet, showing off my might, but Bai Lan had a smile in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to pull his sister, and his actions were intimate. Bai Lan announced to me that this was Admiral Qian, Shui Duyan.
I laughed at him for being crazy, and I could just find someone who was dressed up like the demon back then.
I think Bai Lan must have laughed in her heart at that time, the demon was in his hands, I lied, I panicked, Bai Lan must have despised me.
My sister left on the spot, she must have been angry with my arrogance, at my hostility towards Bai Lan, and at the fact that there was no one in my eyes. That's the Demon Emperor, my identity is just a courtier, what qualifications do I have?
Therefore, when we met in Kongtong Mountain, she was full of hostility towards me, and I think she must have held a grudge against me for my provocation to Bai Lan at the Heroes Conference.
She didn't remember me at all, and the master said that if she accepted her, she would ask me to make a pare and give it to my junior sister.
I have always been stingy, but I did not hesitate to agree to Master's conditions. I know that the master is loyal to Bai Lan, so the reason why I accepted the junior sister is just to cultivate this knife to be sharper.