Yan hid all the guilt in her heart, she didn't even want the Red Blood Building, and she was bent on dreaming of gathering souls for Qianfei. I don't even know how she managed to be so crazy, obviously Qianfei has no bones left, and her soul is scattered, how can she gather her soul?

An empty shell Qianfei, is she really what she wants?

Yan Yiye is blind, but why am I? She is devoted to Qianfei, and to me, she is an empty shell. And in these long years, I finally repented little by little from my sins, and understood my mistakes little by little.

Is everything predestined?

She asked me to accompany her to the Temple of Dust, and I saw that she and I would eventually return to our original positions. In front of the Demon Tower in Iron Rope Town, she had white hair, and I was beaten back to my original form. The Buddha's light was in front of her, and she was dressed in red, and she burst into tears.

At that moment, I saw her love for me, and I knew enough.

I'm not sure if it's a fantasy or is it real, but I really don't want to continue to grudge each other, entangle, and torment with her. I'm willing to gamble that the dream is real.

It's just that what I never expected was that the picture at that moment would make me wait for 100,000 years after the Second Great War of Gods and Demons.

100,000 years, the vicissitudes of life, even Gu Moyun has changed a lot. Did Gu Moyun really repent or was he reluctant to rebel against the twilight again? I don't know, what I do know is that he occupied Mu Jiufeng and built another one according to the appearance of Lin'an.

She guarded Lin'an carefully, and he knew that Yan would definitely come back, so he made a truce with me. Maybe he used me as bait, everyone Yan cared about as bait, and empty shell Qianfei as bait.

He used a keel to rebuild Qianfei, fulfilling Yan's unfulfilled wish. He waited for 100,000 years, and in 100,000 years, we all faded away from the original murderous spirit, and the edges and corners were smoothed.

When Yan returned, she pressed me under her, domineering and abnormal, she asked me, is this love?

I realized that her fear of me was real, her resentment towards me was real, and her resistance to me was real. How perfect I am in the eyes of others, I am all incomplete in the eyes of hers.

If there is a difference between me and Gu Moyun, probably the only difference is that I am a woman and Gu Moyun is a man. Gu Moyun was polite to her, but I hated her and couldn't control it all.

Yan sealed the memory of Qianfei in the empty shell in front of me, and I knew that she was indeed loveless. After 100,000 years of waiting, tangled, she finally decided to accept an empty shell, but Qianfei kicked her away with a word.

Qianfei doesn't want to remember the past, she is willing to start over, Yan can't accept it, she can't forgive us. In my opinion, she doesn't allow anyone to snatch Qianfei, and she doesn't want to let so much of her efforts go to waste. The Qianfei, who lacked her original soul, would no longer stare at her alone, so there was no need for them to continue.

Yan could no longer find a reason to deceive herself, and she chose to turn her back on the whole world and return to the Buddha realm.

I thought that life would be peaceful again. Gu Moyun's memories have been taken away, Yan is really dead this time.

Another 100,000 years passed, and on an ordinary day, when I woke up, the bewitching flower in the pool was gone.

Oh, I smiled, I have been carefully cared for for 100,000 years, probably to make a wedding dress for her. Yan still wanted Qianfei to return to the Demon Realm, probably because he had a premonition, this time, I went straight to Qianqiu Valley, and I really saw them.

What a domineering power the Heavenly Demon Star is, it is unexpectedly that Qianfei returned with such a soul, I know that it is difficult to defeat this hand, and Yan's mind is also on her. I can only retreat, I can only wait, I can only consume.

I finally knew that I was tired, and I finally learned to let go slowly. When I was finally able to indulge myself and go to the Western Regions, Cher trapped me. I didn't expect that my return would be a catastrophe for her, and every word I said to her about Yan was a sharp blade. Why am I so stupid, I can't hear Yan talk about Qianfei and Bai Zijia in front of me, but I want to talk about Yan in front of Xue'er. talked about her most taboo face.

Trapped for 14 years, I hated Yan, why did she never come to see me once, am I really that worthless?

I'm not sure if Yan refused to come to see me, or if Qianfei trapped her feet. What I know is that the resentment in my heart grows wildly, and it breeds more cruel resentment.

The world is changing, and I have to change too, otherwise, it's really unfair.

For fourteen years, Cher has been telling about those tenderness, about her love for me, about the fantasy she once had for me. My hatred was finally dying away day by day, and I was no longer so resentful, and I could only tell myself that I would owe no one if I tried to break through the shackles.

On the day Cher came back from a serious injury, she told me that Yan had injured her like this. I've forgotten what she said next, what I remember is that Yan hurt her like this.

Except for me, I can't think of any reason for Yan to kill a demon king in the Western Regions. So, after all, I still have a little comfort in my heart.

It took me fourteen years to live like a wooden man before I realized the preciousness of freedom. Looking back on the past, Yan has never had any restraint on me. At that moment, I realized that loving someone should not be imprisoned, this kind of love is too selfish, and I have treated her like this in the past years.

I struggled and finally broke the seal, but what I didn't know was that Cher would lose her mana and even lose her life because I broke through the seal.

The wind and snow poured in from outside the main hall, and Xue'er, who fell to the ground and convulsed, saw me for the first time, and only looked at me regretfully, and kept saying my name in her mouth.

She said, Wuqiu, I regret imprisoning you, but I don't regret it either. I hate the twilight of the water, and I easily took your heart. Why is God so unfair to me?

Xue'er, she has never called me Roselle, and Yan has always called me Roselle. As far as Xue'er is concerned, it has always been Luo Wuqiu that she picked up from the snow mountain, the embarrassed Luo Wuqiu with a chicken nest head. And what Yan fell in love with was only Emperor Luoshen, who finally became stronger.

No one will fall in love with another person unconditionally, at least, Yan told me very clearly. When I was Luo Wuqiu, she didn't love me. Her cowardice and incompetence were disgusting to her, so she took it for granted that she even reneged on my marriage contract with her.

And some people love me only because of pity, because that sight is like the same at first sight. For example, Cher.

I am grateful to God for giving me such two very different loves, and in contrast, I understand what I really need. I am not fearless because I am sad and loved, and I am not entangled because of simple unwillingness.

I love Yan, I love her always persistent soul, I love her freedom, I love her like me, even if I despair countless times, I still refuse to let go of my burden.

It's just that I'm more emotional than her. And she is more rational. She and I may be one, and we both yearn for a lifetime and a couple.

Xue'er said, Yan is careful of Bai Zijia. I realized that she was the driving force behind everything.

A man who was once so pure and good has one day become so treacherous. I thought that after Gu Moyun, there should no longer be such a painstaking person who calculated me, but I didn't want to, Bai Zijia came again.

I don't know whether to sympathize with her, or to grieve, or to resent her.

Perhaps, I have finally learned to move forward. I forced her to march with me into Sanssouci Palace, and pulled Yan down from the position of the target.

On the day of the forced palace, I imagined thousands of pictures of reunion. It could be that she didn't want to see me, or that she was hostile to me with Qianfei, or that she avoided me, or that she was in close contact with me. But what I didn't expect was that she just smiled like a flower and asked me if I would like to marry her.

I was afraid that this was her expedient measure, so I still had a selfish heart and took out that pair of love Gu. I forced her, Yan, swallow it, and I will believe you.

I thought she would say something to push back, but she couldn't wait to swallow the love Gu, as if she was calming my heart.

Yan, I want to ask you more, what about Qianfei?

The night I returned with her, she lingered with me, she vented her thoughts on me, and I felt her loneliness.

She turned so many years of longing and sincerity into one sentence, I love you!

I thought that I had finally seen the moon, but the reality often made me chill.

After fourteen years of isolation, she has long become impure, and she calmly pretends to be too many people in her heart. She didn't leave Qianfei behind as I thought, on the contrary, she hid Qianfei very well and hid it, so that the swords of the world could not find Qianfei.

I realized that it turned out that if I didn't force the palace, she wouldn't marry me. She finally learned Bai Zijia's set, and she refused to say it faintly. She wants to carry all the sins alone and protect her Qianfei thoroughly.

In the name of marrying me, she easily diverted the attention of the world. She set me up as the queen, but only to give my Western Regions to Bai Zijia. She was so sure that if she died, I wouldn't want to live.

She's so sensible that she's scary to me. I watched her finally fade away all her innocence and become no different from Gu Moyun, I didn't dare to speak. Among them, there is also my share of sin.

Qianfei made things difficult, she tolerated them everywhere, she told me that she didn't want to let Qianfei hate her heart again. She looked at the shattered Qianfei, just like looking at her past self, and she wanted to do her best to make up for it and take care of it. She didn't want Qianfei to think that there was really no such persistent friendship in the world, she was willing to sacrifice everything she had in her life to maintain the vow she had made.

At that moment, I really wanted to swap with Qianfei. once the soul flew away, in exchange for all the attention of Yan.

Yan easily took away my heart, and Qianfei easily took away Yan's heart. Cher and I ended up in the same fate.

I spent my days in the Taoyao Palace, waiting for death with Yan. I listened to her last debt and tenderness to me, I saw the reluctance and gratitude in her eyes for me, and I was with her. Although she still loves others, I am content. I don't want to get what I once hoped for, but I still have to inch in, and I am not satisfied.

In the first battle of the Ten Thousand Grievances, Bai Zijia said to me that there was a man named Juji who had lived in Yan's heart for tens of thousands of years. I thought Gu Moyun was an opponent, but it turned out that Gu Moyun was just a shadow.

Loving someone can hide him so deep that no one is aware of his existence. This love made me crazy with jealousy.

I have never heard Yan mention the giant mark, but Yan has always avoided this person, missed him deeply, and was obsessed with him as deep as the sea.

My life is finally coming to an end, and I'm glad that I'm finally free, and I don't have to suffer in silence anymore.

The saddest thing in the world is that I think my love is too selfish, but in fact, it is the truest love. Love is selfish. Yan and I both believe in it. But because of this, she is also willing to love others and separate the love that should belong to a single-minded person.

It's like she has loved Luo Jiushuang, Bai Zijia, and Nightmares. But he let go again and again, missed again and again, and refused to grasp it again and again.

She knew that there was no result, but she still gave it a go, just to relieve the loneliness in her heart.

One day, I fell in love with a character I hated the most, and that was the worst thing.

We are like a line between water and sky, which seems to be tightly matched, but in fact the sky is different. In the eyes of others, our love is enviable, but in fact, only we can know how sad it is.

Growing up is like, if we don't love, we can finally be tied together for something. The hypocrisy that we once so desperately rejected is now being abused by us.

Fortunately, God lives up to me, and the final outcome is still her.

In this life, no matter what kind of pain and tribulation you experience, I am always willing to wait for you in the midst of disasters. Silently endure pain and loneliness, stick to the original intention, and wait for you.

Ask what is the situation in the world, and the flowers bloom to the other side.