333, "Our Mother" (2/2)

Chen Tiankai is right about one thing, Ding Jiamin is very rational, when she found out that Chen Tiankai couldn't accept Xiaomi, no matter what he said, she immediately turned around and left, and the understanding and contact in the past was like a fog under the sun, which dissipated in an instant.

But how could she be indifferent, she was actually sad in her heart, and this sadness was for herself on the one hand, and for Xiaomi on the other.

She thought, if she was really as good as Chen Tiankai said, why couldn't he accept a cute Xiaomi.

She left decisively, on the one hand, because she didn't want to put herself in a pitiful position, she didn't need to, she never thought that she needed to be pitied, let alone give love.

She doesn't need this kind of love, when she decided to adopt Xiaomi, she told her mother that she doesn't need her other half to accept her in the future, she just needs to understand her.

On the other hand, she doesn't like to listen to a man's mother-in-law say so much. Why did he say so much, he was saying that he liked her, but he still couldn't accept a child, did he like her? She thought, what really like a person is the person who likes her and her emotions. She is trying her best to give Xiaomi a complete family, if he really likes her, then he should help her make up for this family, instead of taking a look at it and going further, and then calling her over.

She didn't want Xiaomi to know. Xiaomi is a sensitive child, and if she knew, she would definitely be secretly sad.

But after a long time, Xiaomi still noticed it. Once when she slept with Sister Xiaomin, she woke up from a sleep and found that Sister Xiaomin had not slept and had insomnia.

Early in the morning, there was a heavy fog, and the radio constantly reminded the public to pay attention to traffic safety.

Ding Jiamin got up early to make breakfast, sat at the table with Xiaomi, she thought about it, and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaomi, my sister has something to tell you." ”

Millet looked up at her, nodding her little head.

Ding Jiamin said: "You may already know that my sister and Brother Xiaokai are not suitable, and we are separated." ”

Xiaomi's small body was shocked and shocked.

She was aware of it, but this was different from Ding Jiamin telling her directly.

A huge sadness surged in her heart, the first thing she thought of was herself, and she felt that Sister Xiaomin, who must have been harmed, had no boyfriend.

She's been trying so hard to be obedient, but ......

"I'm sorry~~~" she lowered her head and whispered.

Ding Jiamin hurriedly got up and came to her side, hugged her little body, and said, "Silly boy, what do you say I'm sorry, this has nothing to do with you, it's me and Brother Xiaokai's inappropriateness, I don't like him to be older than me." It's nothing to do with you, really, don't be sad. ”

Xiaomi lowered her head and sobbed quietly, making Ding Jiamin distressed, holding her and constantly comforting her, but for a child who is insecure and lives cautiously, no amount of comfort will work for a while, her keen and fragile inferiority complex makes her subconsciously attribute all the bad things that happen around her to herself.

After a while, Millet finally stopped her tears, ate breakfast, and went to kindergarten.

Ding Jiamin sent her to the gate of the kindergarten, told her two words as usual, and saw her enter the gate before going to work.

Thinking of Xiaomi going to school with a heavy heart, Ding Jiamin regretted it very much, she shouldn't have told her this in the morning, of course she had to say it, but not in the morning, she could do it at night, no matter how sad it was, it would be much better after sleeping.

Xiaomi came to the classroom and found that Xiaobai had arrived, talking to other children, looking elated.

She looked twice and sat in her seat in a daze.

"Gua Wazi, are you a good one?"

Xiaobai is here.

Xiaomi looked at her and called out weakly, and she didn't know what to say.

"What's the matter?" Xiaobai found that Xiaomi seemed to be crying, "Which melon baby bullied you, you instigated, you instigated." ”

Just like she stands out for the durian and always fights with Luo Zikang, as long as Xiaomi says who bullied her, she is willing to fight for her. Although she has already been warned by the little teacher once.

Xiaomi didn't know what to say, no one bullied her, but she just felt uncomfortable.

Seeing this, Xiaobai thought about it, and thought of Xi'er's melon baby.

That melon baby hiahiahia all day long, revealing a small mouth without front teeth, very happy, playing with her, no matter how sad the mood will be, so I took Xiaomi to find Xi'er in another class.

Xi'er's class is being led by the little teacher to do morning exercises.,Bouncing with the music.,Xi'er is among them.,The one who is particularly active and serious is.。

When she finished her morning exercises, Xiaobai beckoned to her and called her out.

The first words that this little bean Ding said made Xiaobai unhappy.

"Hiahiahia~~ It's my sisters who are here. ”

"You're a treasure. Xiaobai said dissatisfiedly.

"Hiahia, Xiaobai, don't be a monk, my sister will take care of you. ”

Xi'er raised her little hand, and boldly wanted to pinch Xiaobai's face, but was knocked off by Xiaobai's pia, "What do you live, what do you live in~", chasing her and beating her ass. Xi'er laughed while running away in a circle, and when Xiaomi saw this, she couldn't help but be amused.

But happiness is only temporary, after a while, Xiaomi fell into "thinking too much", she urgently needs emotional big V Jiangbin counseling psychology, as for the two little beans in front of her, no, far from it, one can only hiahiahia, the other can only quarrel and fight, can not be martial arts.

"I miss my mother~" Xiaomi finally said what she wanted.

Yes, she misses her mother, for so long, for more than half a year, she has never told anyone whether she misses her mother, she hasn't even mentioned her mother's affairs to anyone, she only hides in her heart, and lets her heart ferment, so that she is full of worries at a young age.

At this moment, when she was extremely self-blaming and insecure, she finally couldn't help it, and said this sentence that had been held in her heart for a long, long time in front of her two friends.

Mother, although she abandoned her and disappeared, she still loved her in her heart, missed her, and looked forward to her coming back one day.

Mom?

Xiaobai and Xi'er were stunned, Xi'er's big eyes looked at Xiaomi blankly, and then at Xiaobai, as if it was difficult to understand what her mother was.

"Wait a minute. Xiaobai left a sentence and ran back to the classroom quickly.

Xi'er looked at her back, and Hiahia smiled and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaobai is going to find her mother, Xiaomi, you wait." ”

Xiaobai went and came back quickly, she took out a yellowed photo from her pocket like a baby, and showed it to Xiaomi and Xi'er with a smile: "This is my mother, so good, Boss Zhang instigated me to look like me, ho ho ho ho ~~~~"

Xi'er stood on tiptoe, stretched her neck, and pulled Xiaobai's arm to look at it. Xiaomi also looked curiously at Xiaobai's mother in the photo.

The two little beans praised the young lady inside around the photo, and smiled at Xiaobai's eyebrows, but she found that Xiaomi's expression was gloomy and sad, and asked, "What's the Xiaomi?" ”

"I don't have a picture of my mother, I'm about to forget what my mother looks like. Millet said sadly that she was almost losing sight of what her mother looked like.

Xi'er turned around and ran away without saying a word, and Xiaobai shouted: "Xi'er, where are you going, don't go to the side." ”

Xi'er didn't say anything, but soon came back, holding a picture book in her hand, Hiahia laughed and said, "Look at Mom." ”

She opened the picture book, and there were all kinds of mothers in it, some mothers were teachers, some mothers were policemen, some mothers were white-collar workers, and some mothers were scientists...... Some mothers are tigers, and some mothers are magpies......

This picture book is called "Our Mother".

Xi'er generously stuffed the picture book to Xiaomi and asked her to find one of them, and her mother must have it in it.