332, I like you...... (1/2)
Xiaomi played for a day, sweated, and was caught by Ding Jiamin to take a bath as soon as she got home at night.
When he came out, Ding Jiamin sniffed and said with a smile: "Millet is so fragrant." ”
Xiaomi was wearing slightly loose pajamas, with long hair, shyly smiling, and said, "Cheng Cheng Caixiang, she is a little melon." ”
Ding Jiamin took her to the vanity mirror and took out a hair dryer to blow her hair, "You are also a little melon, fragrant." ”
The hair dryer made a whining sound, and Xiaomi looked at herself and Sister Xiaomin in the mirror, her face flushed, and she didn't know if she was smoked by the heat or blushed from being praised.
She said something, but Ding Jiamin didn't hear it, the sound of the hair dryer was covered, she asked again, Xiaomi hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Is Xiaomi doing well today?"
Ding Jiamin heard it clearly this time, was stunned for a moment, specially turned off the hair dryer, and lowered his head to her: "You are doing a great job." ”
"Hee~~" Millet laughed, revealing two rows of white tiny milk teeth.
Ding Jiamin helped her comb her hair, her hair was still wet and didn't dry it, but she was not in a hurry, and after thinking about it for a while, she said, "Xiaomi, do you care about Brother Xiaokai very much today?"
Millet nodded.
Ding Jiamin asked again: "Why do you care about him?"
"He's Xiaomin's sister's fat boyfriend. ”
"Not yet. Even if it is, why care about him? You can be yourself, we don't care too much about others, Xiaomi is cute and sensible, everyone will like you, you don't have to worry. ”
"Oh. "Xiaomi doesn't seem to understand.
Ding Jiamin said again: "Brother Xiao Kai praised you a lot today." ”
"Really?" Xiaomi was visibly pleased.
Ding Jiamin turned on the hair dryer again, and after blowing Xiaomi's hair, they watched TV together in the living room, but there was nothing Xiaomi liked to watch in the TV, so she gave her a tablet and found cartoons, and let her hold them to watch by herself.
She fiddles with her phone while watching TV by herself. There was a chat window open on the phone, and it was Chen Tiankai on the other end. They were chatting about today's daytime activities, at first they chatted more pleasantly, with the foreshadowing of the day, the two felt that they knew each other better, just chatting and chatting, Chen Tiankai was a little dissatisfied, because Ding Jiamin's topic always revolves around Xiaomi, even if he deliberately bypassed the topic, Ding Jiamin would come back after a few words.
After several times, Chen Tiankai finally couldn't hold back and pointed out this problem to Ding Jiamin.
The feeling in his heart is deeper, he is not married yet, and he has not even started his love, but he seems to have started the life of a married father, and the topic of conversation is always around his children, and he is busy all day and night, which makes him a little scared.
Ding Jiamin didn't realize this problem, she chatted with Chen Tiankai completely with her heart, and after he reminded her, she was also shocked, realized that something was wrong, and apologized to Chen Tiankai.
The chat in the evening was a bit anticlimactic, although the words were open, but each other had something on their minds, and it ended hastily.
Putting down the phone, Ding Jiamin noticed that there were eyes staring at her, and when she looked sideways, it was Xiaomi.
Xiaomi was suddenly discovered, startled, and hurriedly lowered his head and continued to hold the tablet to watch, but the tablet had not been touched for a long time, and the screen was already black.
Ding Jiamin smiled: "I saw it." ”
Millet froze, raised her little head, and smiled at her.
"Is there no computer? Give it to me, I'll turn it on for you." ”
Ding Jiamin took the tablet handed over by Xiaomi and wanted to reopen the cartoon for her, but suddenly noticed that the time display on the computer was almost 10 o'clock in the evening, so he didn't turn it on again, but took Xiaomi back to sleep.
Xiaomi asked hopefully, hoping to sleep with Sister Xiaomin tonight.
Ding Jiamin couldn't ask for it. She had not made such a request before, but she had been rejected several times by the little one.
Now she offers it, which is a good sign, which shows that she is accepting her.
Mi Da ran to her small room and brought a pillow and quilt. Ding Jiamin saw that it was very difficult for her to hold the quilt, and she wanted to take a hand, but she was refused, saying that she could do it herself.
A trip to the amusement park made Ding Jiamin think that her relationship with Chen Tiankai was one step closer, but she didn't expect that it was actually farther away.
After Chen Tiankai went back, he thought about it for several days, inside and out, thinking about it thoroughly, he thought that he could accept his girlfriend with a child, but he found that he couldn't help but see and evaluate in the unexpected world, just like when a colleague in the amusement park secretly asked who the child next to his girlfriend was, he couldn't be frank and natural. At that moment, he didn't know how to answer.
After returning to work, when he didn't know it, the two colleagues had already publicized that he had a girlfriend, and the whole department knew about it, and even spread to other departments.
Everyone congratulated him and asked him to bring them to everyone at the next meeting. At this time, Chen Tiankai could only force a smile and push the past. Of course, he is willing to take Ding Jiamin to meet his friends and colleagues, but if everyone knows that his girlfriend also has a child by his side, what will everyone think and think of him, he is not sure that he can stand that kind of staring.
After all, people are social animals, dealing with others all the time, and they can't do it without caring what others think of them.
After thinking about it, in the café, he truthfully explained the confusion in his heart to Ding Jiamin.
Ding Jiamin looked at him, all kinds of complicated emotions flashed in his heart one by one, and finally turned into firmness towards himself.
She thanked Chen Tiankai for his calmness, really, although she was sad, she was still very grateful to Chen Tiankai for truthfully explaining her feelings to her.
At this point, she thinks that Chen Tiankai is a very gentleman, because not everyone can be like this.
"I'm sorry. Chen Tiankai said apologetically, "I used to think I could do it, but I have to admit that I am just a layman, and I can't help but comment and see in the unexpected world." ”
He saw Ding Jiamin listening expressionlessly, guessing that she must be very sad at the moment, when they first met, Ding Jiamin had such an expression, as if her face was paralyzed, but as she got to know each other better, her expression became more and more vivid, and now, the relationship between them has returned to the original point again.
He felt sad in his heart and said bitterly: "Maybe you will think I am hypocritical, but I tell you very sincerely that I really like you, not only because of your appearance, but also because of your heart." You are rigid on the outside and soft on the inside, like a glacier on the outside, hard and cold on the outside, but in fact, the interior is as gentle as water. I like your kindness, I like your rationality, I like your tolerance and consideration for others, I like your strength and quiet and strong heart......"
Chen Tiankai said that the feelings were sincere, making people believe that every word he said was from the heart.
With his words, Ding Jiamin's heart, which had just been wrapped hard, dissolved again, and she couldn't be indifferent. She didn't know that there would be so many shining points in herself, and she always thought that she was a woman who was not popular with the opposite sex.
She wanted to thank him and even say something else, but in the end, all the words came down to two words: thank you.
Polite and distant.
She got up and left.
What's the use of liking so many of her advantages, no matter how many advantages there are, it can't withstand a disadvantage.