"There is still a week to go before the college entrance examination, and time always flies slowly. These are the words in the heart of every student.

Every year during the period of sprinting for the college entrance examination, Chinese students scream bitterly, and the high school teaching buildings that people can see are basically brightly lit, like an "intellectual forging workshop", as if everyone in this world needs a college entrance examination to determine the score of IQ, the higher the score, the brighter the future. It seems that this has become a unique way of thinking and a relative standard for judging whether a person has a future.

The cardamom years, the age of great imagination in life, everyone is full of ambitions for their future, and those who fit the rules of this world always have something to gain. On the contrary, a person who does not fit the rules of this world, "will be greeted by an abyss." ”

After a long period of iteration and evolution, human beings have found that they have always been unable to escape the theory of "survival of the fittest". Yes, survival of the fittest is an iron-like law and theory of nature, but after thinking about it, people can always find the drawbacks of the phrase "survival of the fittest". It seems that this "survival of the fittest" is only suitable for low-IQ and low-level creatures, and the important point is that this is the primitive law of the jungle.

Human beings have evolved through hundreds of millions of years to the present, and the survival of the fittest has become a sign of the barbaric era. In our time, we are more inclusive and diverse, but there are still most people who use "survival of the fittest" to cover up their indifference, arrogance, selfishness and prejudice, which is even a manifestation of ignorance.

Under the baptism of the college entrance examination, the frustrated could not find the direction, because no one gave the frustrated people guidance and hope. The only direction is key universities, key prestigious schools. Among the people who failed, even worse, because they could not resist the oppressive force brought by the college entrance examination, they fell astray early, and since then the rivers and lakes have drifted in the red dust, and they have been sad for thousands of years. Such a frustrated person may be at ease, but his life is simple and happy. But those who can't adapt to the pressure given by the social family after frustration can only step into the journey of death, leaving the world with nightmares and despair that cannot be swept away, taking away a piece of hope and leaving a drop of sadness.

In the summer of 2007, the weather in Shuicheng was unusually hot, it was the penultimate day before the college entrance examination, and in the evening, there were very few people on the court of Minghu Middle School, basically studying hard to prepare for the game. The fifth class of the No. 13 teaching building is still full, and the head teacher Wei Yongsheng has a human nanny machine, waiting by the side of the students day and night, really dutifully serving the students, and I can't wait for the soles of my feet to be connected with the cement floor at the entrance of the classroom. The classmates affectionately called Wei Yongsheng "Mother Wei." This may be a kind of endearment for the students to the teacher, and it is also an expression of respect.

This senior third class is the most energetic class in the whole grade and even the whole school, students and teachers get along very well, all kinds of small contradictions, small frictions and small emotions are not "Wei Mama" can not solve, this is also one of the reasons why the third and fifth classes of high school can always become the best class in the whole grade, class management and learning atmosphere to create the most powerful "Wei Mama".

Wei Yongsheng is not tall, he wears a half-sleeved shirt all the year round, a dark cowhide belt just buttons the last button of the shirt, the leather shoes look very old but unusually clean, and the whole person looks neat.

"Don't talk," Wei Yongsheng, the head teacher, spoke, and the classroom instantly fell silent, only the sound of muttering from different corners of the classroom came.

"Mother Wei is starting to roll call, you should be serious. ”

A dark and thin classmate sitting in the back row of the classroom insisted on chatting with the fat Chuchu at the front table.

Wei Yongsheng picked up the roll call list and looked at the classmates a little seriously, the classmates looked up like kittens and puppies, whispering from time to time, as if they were discussing something.

"Liu Yuhang, to, Du Xiaolong, to, Yu Shuixian, to, Gu Mengzhu, to..."

There are a total of 57 people in the fifth class of this senior high school, and more than half of the names are called, and the students who call their names all answer, "Yes." ”

Looks like the whole class should be full.

The head teacher, Wei Yongsheng, seemed to be inspecting something, and glanced at the roll call.

"Beizhuo, Beizhuo, Beizhuo. ”

The classroom fell into silence again, compared to the previous roll call, now the whole classroom is unusually quiet, and no one answered, obviously this classmate named Bei Zhuo was not there, and in this important time of preparing for the college entrance examination, there are still people who dare not come to class.

"Does anyone know why Beizhuo didn't come to class?" The head teacher, Mother Wei, had a very ugly face.

Students, you look at me, I look at you, I look at you with a blank face, and I don't know why Beizhuo didn't come to class.

"What's so strange about this, isn't Bei Zhuo often like this, he has always come when he wants to, and he doesn't come if he can't think of it, and he doesn't know how many times he has missed class this semester. Song Yuling, a member of the study committee, answered Wei's mother's inquiry.

Most of the students in the class reacted like this, Bei Zhuo just didn't like to come to school, he didn't have a few friends in the class, everyone felt that Bei Zhuo didn't like to study, he was very indifferent, so they all alienated him, and after three years of high school, his classmates were used to Bei Zhuo's behavior.

But such a classmate Bei Zhuo, who often doesn't come to school, why hasn't the school expelled him?

That's where we have to say.

Although this classmate named Bei Zhuo is unsociable and doesn't like to come to school, he is the top three in the whole grade in every final exam, and two of them are the first in the whole grade in the exam subjects. Because Beizhuo is too free, even if his grades are good, he can't get honors such as scholarships from the school, after all, the issue of personal code of conduct cannot be met.

"Boom..."

A rapid thunderstorm came from the mountains in the distance, and the heavy rain was coming, and the sound of car horns sounded in the water city, and the city fell into a chaotic noise.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and there is no intention of stopping.

In a public cemetery, a lonely figure stood quietly in front of a tombstone in the rain, and little by little, his hair was soaked, and the flowers and snacks he brought were also wet from the rain. He was mourning his deceased relatives, and he looked even more depressed and lonely in the rain.

The rain still didn't mean to stop, but it was getting heavier and heavier, and a loud thunder woke up Beizhuo, who was dreaming.

Beizhuo was covered in sweat, and his eyes were moist when he woke up.

Beizhuo misses his grandmother very much, but his grandmother is gone, and every time he sleeps, his grandmother is good to him and takes care of himself.

In the days when he had his grandmother by his side, Beizhuo felt all the warmth, and he was no longer afraid, not afraid of the silence and darkness of the night. Since his grandmother left, Beizhuo moved out of the house and lived alone. On the one hand, he has to go to school, and on the other hand, he has to earn some money to maintain living expenses and rent, and he has a hard life, but he is very comfortable, and he doesn't have to suffer any grievances, and Beizhuo is also used to and likes this kind of life.

After simply washing his face in the public washing area, Bei Zhuo was much more awake, it was only 2 o'clock in the morning, Bei Zhuo didn't feel sleepy at all, anyway, there was nothing to do, just finished reading the "Compendium of Materia Medica" that he borrowed from the library.

It's a jerky and difficult book, and I'm still reading it in the middle of the night, and Beizhuo is really strong enough in his heart.

Actually, this is what my grandmother told Beizhuo when she was alive, that in the future, you should learn more things, learn to take care of yourself, study medicine, and understand medicine.

Time unknowingly, with the introduction of various Chinese herbal medicines in the book, the first rays of sunlight shone on the windowsill of Beizhuo's rental house, soft and warm.

As usual, Bei Zhuo went downstairs to eat a bowl of "mutton powder" to start the day.

Bei Zhuo is looking forward to officially leaving this city after the college entrance examination, leaving this place where he has lived for 17 years, going to a city where no one knows him, and simply living.