Part 1: Love in the Music World Chapter 2: I'm Gone, I'm Sorry
Beizhuo, who returned to school, still spent time in the strange eyes of his classmates as usual.
Because he didn't have friends at school, he was naturally divided into outliers, and naturally no one was friends with Beizhuo.
After a long time, every appearance of Beizhuo has become a touch of scenery, and there are special students in the corridor of the teaching building watching Beizhuo walk on campus. This is a kind of ridicule mentality, laughing at others to achieve the pleasure of one's own psychological emotions, or when you see the person or thing you like, the mood is much more cheerful, and the pressure is released a lot.
Finally ushered in the important annual "college entrance examination season". ”
Students, teachers, and parents all have different expectations.
It is the wish of most students to get a good score in the exam to comfort their hard work in the past three years, and the teachers hope that there will be more students from key universities this year.
After the tense exam, the students were celebrating, cheering, and releasing the school, and the school was in a mess, and they could finally enjoy their mood and stretch their emotions that had been suppressed for a long time.
After Beizhuo also successfully completed the exam, he also felt a lot more relaxed. The only difference from his classmates is that Beizhuo doesn't know what this kind of exam means to him, this college entrance examination is not important to him at all, what can he prove by passing the college entrance examination?
Bei Zhuo also asked himself many times, but did not come up with a final answer.
On the west side of the campus of Minghu Middle School is a steamed bun shop, a well-known steamed bun shop in Shuicheng, which was opened by a northern couple.
"I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I miss the taste of Chen Kee steamed buns very much. ”
As soon as Bei Zhuo left the school gate, he thought of Chen Ji Baozi, and involuntarily moved towards the west.
A luxury car was parked on the side of the road opposite the school, and there was a gorgeously dressed noble lady sitting in it, dressed in simple clothes, giving people a sense of distance and a cold aura under the background of simple dress.
Next to Mrs. Gui was a beautiful girl over twenty-three years old, with a somewhat lonely expression, as if she had cried, and she looked at it with pity. She is dressed smartly and decently, like a senior white-collar worker, and also like a successful person, her eyes have been looking at the direction of Beizhuo to the west, and the emotion in her eyes is a kind of love and distress.
"Just your point, haven't you come to see him every day in the past few days of the exam, and you're still crying. The lady in the limousine was loudly reprimanding the girl sitting next to her, her words were very dissatisfied, and there was no happy expression on her face.
The driver in the front row was a young man, who was startled by Mrs. Gui's anger just now, and he didn't dare to come out of the atmosphere, and quietly glanced in the rearview mirror.
"The car kept going, and I wanted to see where he was going. "Mrs. Gui called the driver, the boy.
"Okay, Mr. You. ”
The driver continued to drive forward in response, following Beizhuo for a certain distance.
"Mom, I just miss him so much, I feel sad every time I come to see him secretly, I can't bear to see him like this, he's only 17 years old after all, woo woo..."
The young girl began to cry again as she spoke.
Mrs. Gui always looked at Beizhuo's back, at this time she didn't speak, she was thinking about something, and she didn't notice the girl next to her crying, and she didn't seem to care.
The street in front of Minghu Middle School, which is usually lively, suddenly became cold after the college entrance examination, no longer crowded with people, and there were no groups of classmates to be seen. The streets of the small town are already rarely trafficked, and the streets without people are more transparent than ever.
Beizhuo continued to walk forward, and naturally entered a dim sum shop and bought a strawberry dim sum.
With this box of snacks in hand, Bei Zhuo knew that he would never return here in the future.
There are not many people in Chen Ji Baozi today, and the proprietress of Beizhuo recognized it at a glance when she entered the door, and greeted Beizhuo loudly.
"Hello classmates, what flavor are you going to eat today? ”
Bei Zhuo ordered the pork vermicelli stuffed buns, found a table and sat down, and looked at the furnishings in the store from time to time, everything was so regular, it was all so familiar, and the familiar taste was reassuring.
Before leaving this small city, Bei Zhuoyan couldn't help but try to find every familiar taste and comfortable memory in this city. A place where you have lived for a long time always carries the deep nostalgia for your hometown, which is the most important medicine and the best companion in the journey of wandering life.
In the rest of his life, Beizhuo doesn't know how to go, and he is destined to not be able to settle down in this life.
A drawer of steamed buns is hot, and there is a bowl of mung bean soup, Bei Zhuo eats it very comfortably, this is a taste that belongs to Bei Zhuo's memory, this taste is accidentally discovered by Bei Zhuo after entering Minghu Middle School. Because Beizhuo often comes here to eat steamed buns, he knows a beautiful and lovely "elf".
"Brother, haha, you're here. ”
The crisp voice came into Bei Zhuo's mind, and with a cute little hand, he slapped Bei Zhuo's shoulder, and a girl in a red dress appeared in front of Bei Zhuo.
This girl looks thirteen or fourteen years old, and she has not yet lost her childlike innocence, and her smile is extremely cute. A pair of ponytails are constantly shaking, his eyes are flickering, he looks like an angel face in a comic, and his personality is perverse and lively, and he looks like a "princess" at first glance.
Bei Zhuo saw this cute little girl coming, and handed the strawberry cake he bought to the little girl.
"Luyu, this is for you. ”
Beizhuo motioned for the little girl to catch it.
"Wow, strawberry-flavored cake, I like it so much, my mother won't buy it for me for a long time, Brother Beizhuo is so good, hahahaha..."
The pretty girl was apparently captured by the strawberry cake and yelled at the bun shop, and the diners around her also looked in this direction.
"Bun shop, does he usually come to this place for dinner?" asked the lady in the limousine to the girl sitting next to her.
"Mom, I don't know, I know that he goes to school here, I don't even know where he lives, and I don't even know what he eats. ”
The girl answered Mrs. Gui's question very aggrievedly, but her mood was still very low, and her eyes were red from crying.
After a period of greetings, Bei Zhuo was about to leave the Chen Ji Steamed Bun Shop, and the proprietress packed some steamed buns for Bei Zhuo to give to Bei Zhuo, but Bei Zhuo reluctantly accepted them.
The little girl's name is Chen Luyu, and she is a friend of Beizhuo, a friend who is more familiar with her.
I don't know when I'll see you again when I leave this time, so Beizhuo bought a cake as a goodbye language.
Beizhuo is officially saying goodbye to the city, the bookstore he often reads has become a memory, and the forest of his grandmother's house when he grew up as a child has become a memory. The classmates also went their separate ways, and finally left freely without worry.
Leaving the steamed bun shop, Beizhuo returned to his rental house through the path, packed his simple luggage, and prepared to embark on a journey to a strange place.
"It's been three years, and I've finally finished the exam, I'll see when you go home. ”
The noble lady in the car was muttering to herself.
Seeing the driver and girl who rushed back, Mrs. Gui immediately scolded loudly: "Where are the people?"
"Mr. You, we lost it, the mountains here are full of village residents, I don't know..."
The driver was interrupted by Mrs. Gui before he could finish speaking.
"Don't say it, go back. Mrs. Gui looked angry.
"Mom, you go back first, I'll look for it myself. "The girl is asking Mrs. Gui for help, hoping that she will agree.
"Let you go, you go, he will come back himself..."
After an altercation, the limousine drove away.
It turned out that the noble lady in the limousine was Bei Zhuo's mother, and the girl next to her was Bei Zhuo's seventh sister, Bei Phoenix.
Bei Zhuo's family is a wealthy family in this small city, and the family business has a wide range of businesses in the city, and it is also the main taxpayer in the city, and it is a business that cooperates with the government a lot.
Beizhuo has a total of 11 brothers and sisters in the family, with three older brothers and seven sisters.
Bei Zhuo grew up in his grandmother's house when he was a child, and he is familiar with various things in the countryside, so he has good personal resilience and strong independence.
"What's left in that house?"
Beizhuo thought in silence, and finally decided not to go back. In the depths of his heart, it was really strange, and for as long as he can remember, he didn't feel that it was his home, and he kept thinking about escaping, and he could finally go freely.
"I'm sorry, I'm gone, maybe never to come back, thank you for taking care of me for so long. ”
Bei Zhuo stepped on the green train to the north, all the way north, to find his own strange freedom, to find the long-awaited quiet world in his heart.