Chapter 198 Yan Yuqing

Qi Haoyuan appreciated what the second brother said, it was not so beautiful that it was thrilling, but it was impeccable, not so beautiful that it was all over the country, but it was beautiful and lingering. And "Liu Shishi" is the kind of woman who makes you feel beautiful at first glance, look carefully, feel more beautiful, and look at it more beautifully.

This kind of beauty, the beauty is not ostentatious at all, the beauty is just right, it is pleasing to the eye, and at the same time, it will not be bloody.

In his opinion, a real beauty is not a woman with half-exposed D and a white flowery body! It is not a woman with heavy makeup and a small skirt wearing a small skirt! Still less is it a woman who scratches her head and makes a gesture and pretends to be weak.

The name of "Liu Shishi" is not amazing, it is called Yan Yuqing.

Qi Haoyuan pondered the name, and a gloom appeared on his face, "Yan Yuqing, rainy and clear, sunny after rain, clear after rain, rainbow after rain, rainbow ...... Hehe, Yan Caihong. ”

"Hey, buddy, what's wrong with you?" the second brother pushed Qi Haoyuan.

"Uh...... Oh, nothing, nothing. Qi Haoyuan shook his head, but his eyes were a little erratic.

The second brother naturally didn't believe it, Qi Haoyuan was distracted for a moment just now, and he clearly remembered something, and said, "At a glance, I know that you have something on your mind, do you dare to say that I am happy to the second brother." ”

Qi Haoyuan glanced at him, shook his head and said, "Second brother, you think too much, it's really okay, I just think this name is a little familiar." ”

"Well, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you. However, Brother Yan's kindness reminds you that Senior Sister Yan is very cold and difficult to deal with, so you have to be mentally prepared. ”

Qi Haoyuan nodded and asked the second brother, "Does the second brother believe in fate?"

"Fate?What is that?Can you eat it?How much is a pound?" The second brother expressed disbelief.

Qi Haoyuan took a breath, and his divine sense said, "Although I don't believe in God either, I once shouted that my fate is up to me! But sometimes, I have to admit that some things are really as destined in the dark, as if there is a magical bond connected by it, and you can't believe it." Senior Sister Yan looks exactly the same as a girl I liked, this is very mysterious, if this is just a coincidence, then I was trapped in the Soul Falling Array for three months and came out, just happened to see you, and met Senior Sister Yan again, is it still a coincidence?"

The second brother touched his head, thought about it and replied, "It's indeed a coincidence!"

"No!" Qi Haoyuan said categorically, "This is fate!"

He said yes, because he had more than that. At this moment, he only felt that there was some drama, as if it was a trick of fate, as if it was deliberately arranged by God. Yan Yuqing, after the rain, I see a rainbow, Yan Caihong, this name, instantly evoked a sad memory in him.

A clear but hidden figure appeared in his mind, it was a memory many years ago, that girl was called Yan Caihong, and she was the girl he liked the most for the longest time!

Some people may say, Er Shao, aren't you contradicting yourself, one moment saying how much Haoyuan likes Liu Shishi, and then saying that Yan Caihong is the girl Haoyuan likes the most for the longest time, so who does Haoyuan like more?

In fact, this is not a contradiction, for "Liu Shishi", Qi Haoyuan's feelings are so complicated that even he can't understand it, it is an illusion of the past life and the present life, as if I have known each other for a long, long time, but I can't remember that hazy memory. At the moment when the image of the red nightshade appeared, the feeling was so strong that it seemed that there was a flash of inspiration in my mind, but a clear image could not emerge. Therefore, from beginning to end, it was a feeling, from beginning to end, he had never been in contact with Liu Shishi, so to describe what is in between, I am afraid that even a secret love is very far-fetched, this kind of love is not real, and it only lives in Qi Haoyuan's heart.

And Qi Haoyuan is not a saint, he has an evil side, in terms of feelings, he quietly guards a piece of pure land in his heart, but there are more dirty facts in life, such as those who are his girlfriends on the surface. You say that he is messy or drunk, he doesn't care.

He is not the protagonist in the aesthetic love novel, he will not hide only one person in his heart, while admitting how much he likes someone, he will also "like" other women, this is the real man.

Perhaps, most of the women in his past were passers-by, short-lived, and they didn't even remember their names after the last, but Yan Caihong was definitely an exception, it was the truest and purest memory of love and ignorance when he was a student.

Just like the movie "Those Years", who did not love whom in youth, starting from an ignorant crush, starting from naïve fantasies, starting from the first love letter, starting from the first peace fruit at Christmas, starting with the first movie ticket, starting from the first time sitting down to eat together, starting from the first feeling of holding hands, those are all memories of youth.

Yan Caihong was Shen Jiayi in those years, but Qi Haoyuan was not Ke Jingteng, because Shen Jiayi at least liked Ke Jingteng, but Yan Caihong never gave Qi Haoyuan a chance from the beginning.

Whenever he thought of this memory, Qi Haoyuan could only smile bitterly, he thought about completely forgetting it, but he never did it once. Just when he thought he had forgotten everything, an inadvertent thought would bring him back to his original form!

People are very strange creatures who like to deceive themselves. People are so emotional, they like to draw blueprints for themselves, and their imagination is always so beautiful.

I still remember that in 2013, Qi Haoyuan wrote the last paragraph to Yan Caihong:

"For a long, long time, I wanted to say something to you calmly, to tell you about me, to tell you about my memories and you. I don't know where to start, so I put it on hold for a long time.

Tonight, I feel that my mind is very heavy, and my mind is all about you, and I am afraid that what I say is the truth, and it is a rare opportunity to say a few words, only narrative, not lyrical.

Yan Caihong, from having a good impression of you to a deep liking for you, it has been eight or nine years. It's been five years since I went from having a crush to blatantly speaking it out.

In the past five years, we have met three times in reality: the first time was in the freshman year, the class spring outing, passing by your school, the second time was on the National Day of the third year, and the third time was Christmas Eve in the third year.

The reason why it is emphasized is reality is that there are many times in dreams, and it doesn't count if you think about it. (To be continued)