It was the first time I knew that people's mood swings can be so violent that they could cause such a serious situation.

A group of doctors were pressing on my chest like burning eyebrows, and the cacophony around me sounded a little distracting. I gradually felt that my vision was starting to blur a little, and there seemed to be a hole in the ceiling of the hospital, which was pitch black, as if it could suck all the souls away.

Someone was injecting something into my hand, and a rubber tube with a strange smell was forced into my throat. It's hard, but ...... It doesn't seem to matter anymore.

"Charge 220 joules, dodge!" I was looking at the big black hole that looked like a tunnel in a daze, when I suddenly felt a huge heat in my chest. The muscles all over his body tightened violently with the heat, and even a strange scream accumulated in his throat, which couldn't move at all.

"Okay, okay, get back to room speed, come here. The words I didn't understand came again, and the doctors spoke with a deep sense of relaxation in their tones, as if they had just finished a particularly remarkable job.

"Dr. Xu, you go and prepare for surgery. "The one called Dr. Xiao Sun is making arrangements next to him," his skull was immediately controlled, and it was not possible to go on like this. ”

"His frontal lobe bleeding is a bit large, and the effect of simply removing the bone flap to reduce pressure may not be good...... "Dr. Xu listened to the voice of a woman, about ...... age Similar to me?

"There's no other way around now. Doctor Sun sighed, "It's better than doing nothing...... he paused and continued, shouting in the other direction, "Is Yuan Ping'an back?"

"You go to the operating room first. The middle management said, "After the authorization is in hand, I will inform you, remember to take your mobile phone." ”

I suddenly felt a cold sweat break out on my back. I...... Did you almost die just now?

If you continue to look at the black tunnel, if you don't get burned violently...... The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, even though it didn't hurt much at the time, and it wasn't too painful. But the thought that I might be so far away from death began to tear at my body with a sense of fear that was almost instinctive. It was even like tearing my soul apart.

It's scary, it's scary...... I, a pure man, will be scared and almost collapse. Or is it that the fear of this kind of thing has nothing to do with gender?

I was wheeled into the operating room. A couple of people with masks shaved the hair off my head and exclaimed, "It's all hard membrane." ”

What does this mean, I've got a hole in my head? What is the hard membrane? Is there a soft membrane?

Shudder. It's scary to think about.

"Say less. Another voice rang out, "If the patient hears the emotion, and the blood pressure rises and the numbness doesn't pass, you two are ready to clean up." ”

"Still cleaned up...... I don't know if the authorization of the hospital office has been obtained, and the operation may not be done. At first, he muttered something like a dura next to my head, "Didn't the patient that Director Zhou picked up at the airport last time because his family objected and couldn't operate on it, and finally dragged a big living person to death?"

"Shut up! The other didn't seem to be very interested in the topic, and she lowered her voice and said, "This patient is not anesthetized yet, what if I hear it?"

yes, I heard you. I hear you speak ill of me!

"This person has a coma index of three, and there is brain parenchymal damage - you have also seen the film, right? Left frontal lobe contusion and laceration, it would be good if he could save his life, how could he wake up......" The one who muttered at the beginning was not very interested in this statement. "The best-case scenario is a vegetative person, so what's the effort. ”

Hey, I can hear you! I, listen, see, see, wait! When I can speak, be careful that I complain to you!

"Well, why don't you try to see who can die?" the other sighed, and I could even hear the slight noise of air gushing out of her mouth and nose as she sighed, followed by a mask blocking it.

I'm starting to feel pain again. The throbbing sensation made me cry out in an instant—a noiseless shout, of course. When you want to shout, your voice doesn't cooperate at all, and this feeling is simply the biggest torture in the world.

"Why is the heart rate going up again?" the voice on the other end sounded a little irritated, it was a man's voice. "What did you two do?"

"Prepare the hair. The female nurse who said I would never wake up stopped what she was doing, "I didn't touch the line." ”

"My heart rate has gone up to 120. He came and looked at me, leaned over my ear and asked, "Sir, can you hear me?"

It hurts! Noisy! My ears hurt! I ...... I could hear it! I wanted to curse in pain, but I couldn't make any sound. The grandson lay down and put his ear close to my mouth, as if to hear if I could still speak. The black and white temples dangled in front of me. You...... What the fuck are you looking at me!, I shook my eyeballs up and down desperately, trying to get attention. But alas, no one saw it.

"Maybe it's because of the pain......" muttered the doctor with zebra-colored striped glasses, then turned to get something somewhere else. I could probably hear him breaking something, but I couldn't see what he was doing.

"That should be fine. After a long while, the zebra glasses doctor let out a sigh of relief, "Anyway, I have to prepare for anesthesia, so I should treat the pain as an early relief." ”

I feel that my brain is starting to hurt, and this grandson doesn't know what medicine to give me.

I was swearing in my head for about a minute or two, when a strange sensation came over me.

What's going on...... How do you feel so comfortable, and even have a feeling of happiness......? I felt it carefully, and this feeling should be called "no pain".

It doesn't hurt anymore...... Is that such a happy thing?

The pain was gone, I even felt like the world was getting better, and I didn't even realize what the pain had been like before at this moment.

After a long period of mental tension, people suddenly relax suddenly, and tiredness and drowsiness crowd out the remaining space. I looked at the blinding shadowless lamp in front of me and fell into a deep sleep.

Hopefully I'll wake up.

I...... I want to live.

I slowly woke up. An unfamiliar ceiling, surrounded by seemingly important instruments, these strange things with milky white shells dripping, declaring themselves in a very intuitive and rude way that I matter.

I was surrounded by these strange things, but things didn't get any better - I still couldn't move a finger. In addition to opening your eyes and blinking slowly, you can also move your gaze upwards or downwards.

I suddenly remembered what the two nurses had said before I fell asleep.

I felt like I was in a cold sweat and my family had rejected the doctor's advice to do the surgery.

They...... They chose to let me lie here and wait to die?

No, no, no, something must have gone wrong. I was trying to calm my emotions, trying to calm my nerves. We've lived together for so many years, they're not going to watch me die, are they?

They...... My parents...... He...... ......My mind froze and froze, and then I realized a huge problem.

I don't remember what my parents were like.