I don't want to believe what Li Yan'er said about the "blood contract", it's not a good thing when I hear it. I don't even want to read any Akashic records, whether it's true or not, or if it's fake, it's hard to believe, and I'm afraid of being tampered with.

But the tears I couldn't control, the feeling of being overcharged for about five or six minutes, and the huge complex and inexplicable emotions surging in my heart made my curiosity grow like weeds.

Li Yan'er seemed to hear my hesitation, and said on the phone: "The Akashic Record can only be read with your permission, it is the trajectory you have experienced, and no one can erase or modify it, if I don't check your Akash, there is no way to know why you have such a strange thing in the chakra." ”

"What is a chakra?" Li Yan'er said that everything was my blind spot.

"The chakras on the human body are not organs that actually exist, but refer to the energy convergence points of the whole body's aura, just like the acupuncture points in Chinese medicine, which cannot be seen, but they do exist. They are the gateway to the heart and to higher consciousness. ”

I thought about it for a while, but I couldn't resist my curiosity, and agreed to Li Yan'er's request.

"It's XX year XX month X, Li Yan'er Gao I invited Meng Kuan'er's Gao I to enter the Akashic Records work together, @#¥%......&*"

After Li Yan'er finished a long list of instructions, she asked me, "Now, please allow me to enter your Akashic Record." ”

"Allowed. After these two words were spoken, a part of my body's memories seemed to be opened with a "click", and I was flooded with mixed emotions from all directions, joy, anger, sorrow and joy at the same time, and these emotions became illusory and inexplicable and real due to the lack of concreteness.

"Yu Xiaoshan, please tell me what the hell is going on with this person. ”

"My dear child, the reader of the Akashic Records, tells me that you have been entangled with this man for ten lifetimes as far as I can see. In the first life...... In the first life you were a couple, but you couldn't be together for various subjective and objective reasons, and then you ...... You jumped off a cliff. ”

The blood in my limbs began to boil, my eyes began to sour and tear uncontrollably, and a lingering resentment spread from the bottom of my heart.

"I jumped off a cliff? It's just nonsense, a person like me, can jump off a cliff?"

"My dear child, that is only a small part of your experience, you don't have to dwell too much, but I see that you have made a blood pact, you promise to give your soul to this man for the rest of your life, you are willing to live for him and die for him, you are willing to lose all your self for him until you are completely destroyed, so that you will be entangled forever and eternally. ”

????!!!! my heart felt like it had been pierced by some sharp weapon ten thousand times, and countless holes were gurgling and bleeding in my heart, and I began to cry like a retarded person.

Li Yan'er was reading softly: "Please allow yourself to do everything, please see your body protesting to you, protesting against your lifelong debt to it, it doesn't want to do what you arranged, it feels painful and helpless." ”

This went on for about ten minutes, and I gradually calmed down from my breakdown and was able to whisper and speak: "What is the end of his life?"

"My dear child, the reader of the Akashic Records, told me that he married someone else later in that life, but he was not happy in his life, and that he would visit you every year where you jumped off the cliff, but he did not know that you had always been by his side. ”

I remembered that I played a domestic RPG game called "Ancient Sword Strange Tan", in which a woman fell in love with a man and willingly locked her soul and soul on an object called "Qingyu Si Nanpei", because this object has the special effect of sealing the soul.

Qingyu Si Nanpei, one soul and one spirit will always be with you.

At that time, I was extremely embarrassed to play there, I knew that the game was fake, but my emotions were so realistic, and I was still thinking at the time, if there was really such a thing as Qingyu Si Nanpei, would I be willing to lock my soul and soul in it.

If it weren't for my personal experience of the abnormality of my body in a state of loss of control, I would even scoff at it, thinking that Li Yan'er made up a story in order to make money as a healer.

Everyone has a little performative personality, writing scripts on the stage they build, and staging their own excerpts one scene at a time. Some people express their desire too strongly and turn their real life into a play, which is really not crazy and will not survive.

Li Yan'er continued: "Meng Chuan'er, it is actually necessary for you to remove your blood contract from your chakra, since this is your own oath, and it binds your own infinite potential and possibility, even if you agree to remove it, I am afraid that this blood contract with your tenth life will not be completely cleared in a while."

But at least you have to have this permission and awareness, otherwise you will always end up with a tragic ending in the emotional world, vigorous, dead and alive, and in the end it will be just an illusion, do you really want to close yourself in the ruins of the deep sea for this illusion, eternal loneliness?"

"If the blood contract is cleared, Yu Xiaoshan and I won't be entangled for the rest of our lives, right?"

"Well, wouldn't it be better to let everything fall into its most natural, peaceful, and most supposed state?"

You make me fight and fight, make me changeable, let me go through ups and downs, let me die all my life, make me turbulent, let me survive in desperate situations, let me not be stable, let me be quiet and hopeless...... I can accept all this, but if I suddenly break off the hard entanglement with this person, I have always been decisive and decisive, and I will actually have all kinds of nostalgia and entanglement.

"Li Yan'er, thank you, I'll think about it again, I'll talk to you again tomorrow, I'm very tired today, I want to sleep. ”

Li Yan'er sighed: "The blood contract that is entangled with blood and fate is really a power that cannot be ignored, I respect all your choices, and sleep well." ”

As soon as I hung up the phone, my eyelids began to stick together as if I couldn't open them, and in a blur, I fell into a half-asleep state and began to dream.

I knew it was a dream because everything that was happening was not in reality, but it wasn't like a dream, because all the feelings in the dream were so real and terrible.

I actually dreamed of the life that Li Yan'er read, I don't know if it was combined with my own imagination, but I followed the dream to the end of my life that I suspected to have been my own.

In that life, I was the daughter of a bandit leader who was king of the mountains.