I'm Meng Chuan'er, some people call me Hu Niu'er, some people call me Little Leopard, after I came here and posted an online article, some alliance leaders gave me a nickname called Wolf Baby.

It's not a fucking word, it's all a carnivorous beast, am I a beast? That's because you don't understand my gentleness. Sometimes look at the labels you put on me, what female hooligan female bandit holds a nuclear warhead and has a big universe in her heart, ahh

Well, I'll admit that one of my favorite sayings is that the world is my oyster, and I'll pry it open with a knife. It's violent, but I love it.

My relationship experience has always been difficult, and what I am pursuing is not smooth sailing at all, and then I met Yu Xiaoshan.

The light of swords and swords, the rain of bullets, bullets piercing the soul, can hide from the dream but can't escape the years. Thousands of mountains and moons are cold, and when they meet and then accompany them to a stormy journey, tossing and dancing in the faltering endgame.

I don't believe in any fate, even if in the Buddhist hall of Hengtang Medicine, the great monk said that I have been entangled with him for at least ten lifetimes. I basically ignored it until I met a very strange person and learned something very weird.

My daughter and Taotao's grandmother, who is the chairman of Hengtang Pharmaceutical, have slowly become best friends over time. Her nickname is Mao Mao, who is a devout Buddhist and has a keen interest in unnatural phenomena.

She would go to regular hypnosis, reading of Akashic records, and bars. She claimed to have a good teacher named Li Yan'er.

Here I would like to explain two terms, one is Akashic records and the other is bars.

Mao Mao told me that the Akashic Records, also known as the "Book of Life" or "Akashic Archives", are a universal system of universal archives that record all thoughts, words, and actions that arise at every moment.

It is a collection of mystical knowledge stored in the "ether". This system contains the history of every soul since the dawn of creation. A record of the vibrational frequencies of each soul and its journey is contained here.

According to Mao Mao, can the Akashic Records be read by a professionally trained healer with his permission? So that you know the trajectory of your soul.

And the so-called healing refers to bars? Most of our understanding of healing comes from the medical profession, which is the concept of healing illness.

At the time of the oath of Hippocrates? The Doctor "swears before the gods? Treat according to specific ethical standards. The term "therapy profession" is widely used to refer to a wide variety of people, including counselors, physical therapists, and others who claim to have the ability to heal others.

But Maomao told me? The healing she refers to is when we connect with our bodies and allow our wisdom to call the shots? Each of us is healing ourselves.

I don't understand what she said? I was even less interested, so Mao Mao said several times that she wanted to introduce her healer to me, but I refused.

Until 7 days after Yu Xiaoshan's disappearance, I searched for it to no avail? Is my world falling apart? The wind and snow are miserable. The great anxiety and pain I can't resist on my own.

I can't wait to ask all the gods and Buddhas to give me a result or liberation, so that I have the courage to make a break with the past. Like a ghost, I remembered what Mao Mao said about the healer, I asked Mao Mao to call Li Yan'er and dialed it before I had time to think clearly.

What does this feel like? Rushed to the doctor.

Li Yan'er's voice was very soft, and she spoke slowly? Naturally gives a very relaxing and warm feeling. She asked me to follow her three times: "Lower my physical barrier." ”

I closed my eyes and read the sentence three times with her, word by word. But I don't think it's of much use? Because I still have stubborn doubts about whether she will be able to heal successfully.

Li Yan'er read a long list of English, probably what opened the first power system and the second power system...... Thirteenth Power System ...... Then she started healing me.

"How many other people's joys and sorrows have you collected from childhood and made them your own? And then empathize too much with others and suffer from the pain of others? And so tormented?"

"A keen sense of the world is a gift and talent given to you by God? You can use it to be happy instead of collecting pain with it, and are you willing to throw this act of collecting back into the universe, throw it all away and never receive and build it again?"

I was thinking about her question for a few moments, and I felt that every word was actually spoken in my heart, so I started to investigate the instinct of the journalist again, and I wondered if she was the same for everyone, and whether there was a certain common psychology in psychology, that is, no matter who I said these words to, they would resonate?

Li Yan'er gently urged on the phone: "Meng Chuan'er, you need to say yes now." ”

I realized I was healing: "Oh yes, yes. ”

She spoke a long list of English, which roughly meant something to throw away, to get rid of. She asked me, "Do you feel anything, like numbness or any strange feelings?"

I was almost amused by Li Yan'er, who was chattering: "To be honest, no!"

"Okay, let's move on. Do you think that only being strong can protect yourself and those around you from being bullied, and do you misinterpret the concept between gentleness and cowardice, and let others or yourself label yourself as tough?"

"Are you willing to throw the act of labeling back into the universe and destroy it forever and never receive and build it again?"

I subconsciously and mechanically replied, "Yes." ”

"Do you feel it? When I was helping you clean up this part of the emotional garbage, even my body was numb. ”

I yawned, "Then you have to go to the hospital, maybe it's a precursor to a cerebral thrombosis." ”

Li Yan'er is a very well-cultivated person, and she doesn't care about me when I say this.

After a long list of English, Li Yan'er was stuck, and after a minute, I was about to fall asleep with my eyes closed, and she said anxiously on the phone: "Meng Chuan'er, why can't all the chakras behind you be opened, they are sealed, even if I am allowed by you, I still can't open them." ”

Li Yan'er's voice suddenly rose an octave, and her speech speed was twice as fast as before.

What kind of nonsense is the chakra? I angrily snorted, "Sister, you ask me, who do I ask?" I don't understand your set of things. ”

"This situation can only be like this if the host has made a blood pact for many generations, and I only heard about it when my teacher taught me, but I have never seen it once in reality. ”

I was even more confused: "What is a blood contract?" But what is very amazing is that when I said the word blood contract, my body suddenly went numb from my heels to my brain like electricity, and tears actually came out of my eyes, and I had an unprecedented feeling overflowing my heart.

Entangled by a strange, seemingly sad and non-painful, painful vine, the whole body began to numb and crispy.

Li Yan'er shouted: "Do you feel it??

"Well, but what the hell is going on?"

"If you want to know what's going on, you'll have to do a reading of the Akashic records, don't worry, Akashic I don't charge you, I'm too curious. ”