168: Fu Dingsi, I miss you very much

After walking into the elevator, Ning Jiaoyi came back to her senses.

There was no one in the elevator, she pursed her lips, and asked Fu Qizheng with difficulty: "When he leaves...... What else did I tell you?"

Fu Qizheng: "I didn't say a few words, I just said that I would help you more." ”

β€œ...... We?" Ning Jiaoyi repeated with some confusion.

Fu Qizheng: "Yes, you guys. You and him. ”

Ning Jiaoyi: "......"

Fu Qizheng: "He knows that the people of the Fu family should not agree to the two of you being together, after all, my second aunt's attitude before...... It's really not good. He was worried that you would be wronged because of the Fu family's affairs, and that you would have conflicts because of these things, so let me help you more. ”

"......" Ning Jiaoyi pinched her palm.

She moved her lips and tried to speak, but found that she couldn't make a sound at all.

He's really a fool to even think about such a thing......

Did he think it was great to do so?

He's just stupid and brainless.

"Do you think he's stupid?" Fu Qizheng smiled helplessly, "When he told me this, I also thought he was stupid." But that's what makes him characteristic, isn't it? Everyone expresses their feelings in a different way, his method is a little stupid, but the purpose is also very pure, just to make you happy. He thinks you'll be happy when he's gone, so he's gone. ”

"Some people's emotional outlook is possession, and some people's emotional outlook is letting go, and obviously, he is the latter. ”

"Okay, the elevator is here, let's go out first. While Fu Qizheng was talking, the elevator had stopped on the floor where Fu Dingsi's ward was located.

Ning Jiaoyi was helped out of the elevator by Fu Qizheng and followed him to the ward in a wooden manner.

**

When Ning Jiaoyi came to the ward, the doctor had not yet arrived, only Ruan Xiangyu and Fu Cheng were there.

Ruan Xiangyu's eyes were still red, and it looked like she had cried again just now.

Ruan Xiangyu cried almost every day during this time, and Ning Jiaoyi and Fu Qizheng were used to it.

Ning Jiaoyi herself is no better than Ruan Xiangyu, so she can completely understand Ruan Xiangyu's state at the moment.

"What's wrong with your knee?" Ruan Xiangyu wiped away a handful of tears in a panic after seeing Ning Jiaoyi come in.

Just as she was about to talk to Ning Jiaoyi, Ruan Xiangyu noticed the injury on her knee.

There were abrasions, and a large bruise, and it hurt just to look at it.

"It's nothing, I accidentally bumped it yesterday. Ning Jiao Yiyun explained lightly, and then asked her, "Hasn't the doctor arrived yet?"

"How could you accidentally stumble like this, where did it go? Have you treated this wound?" Ruan Xiangyu walked up, bent down and looked at the injury on Ning Jiaoyi's knee, the more she looked at it, the more worried she became, "No, your injury is too serious, now hurry up and deal with it." ”

Although Ruan Xiangyu's attitude towards Ning Jiaoyi was much better during this time, Ning Jiaoyi was really not used to it.

Especially when Ruan Xiangyu cared about her so eagerly, Ning Jiaoyi didn't know how to respond.

After a long time, Ning Jiaoyi squeezed out a sentence: "Let's wait a while...... I'll go back when the doctor comes over and talks about the situation. ”

Ruan Xiangyu couldn't persuade Ning Jiaoyi, so she could only agree: "I'll accompany you over for a while!"

Ning Jiaoyi: "......"

It's not that she doesn't appreciate it, she just really doesn't get used to Ruan Xiangyu being so good to her.

However, the more Ruan Xiangyu was like this, the more Ning Jiaoyi could feel how deeply she felt indebted to Fu Dingsi.

Ning Jiaoyi froze for a while, and it took a long time before she asked Ruan Xiangyu, "Are you okay?"

Ruan Xiangyu fainted yesterday, and it is estimated that her spirit is not very good.

Ruan Xiangyu was a little surprised to hear that Ning Jiaoyi cared about her.

After being surprised, Ruan Xiangyu immediately shook her head, "I'm fine, it's just that I'm too tired these days...... There's no way, I'll be fine when Dingsi wakes up. ”

"Hey, now I hope that Dingsi will be well, and there will be no more stubble, what I regret the most back then is to leave that sub-personality...... It's all because I'm so confused, not to mention that you've been separated for so many years, and that he was so badly injured. ”

Ruan Xiangyu said to herself, "I hope this hypnosis is completely cured, and don't let the deputy personality come back......"

Hearing Ruan Xiangyu say this, Ning Jiaoyi's body stiffened.

Ruan Xiangyu said, don't let the deputy personality come back.

Ning Jiaoyi could hear that Ruan Xiangyu really had no attachment to that person at all.

No, to be exact, no emotion at all.

What she cares about, what she loves, is the deviant Fu Dingsi lying on the hospital bed, not the puppet stand-in who obeys her.

Immediately afterwards, Ning Jiaoyi remembered the contents of Fu Dingsi's diary again-

He said he wasn't supposed to exist in the first place.

Presumably, at that time, he had already noticed Ruan Xiangyu's attitude towards him.

Being used as a tool by his own biological mother will not make anyone happy.

.........

After more than ten minutes, several doctors came over after the consultation.

Ning Jiaoyi saw the doctor come in, and immediately became nervous.

She clenched her fists, beads of sweat oozing from her palms, and her heart was beating fast.

It's like a prisoner waiting for the final judgment.

Ning Jiaoyi observed the expressions of several doctors, and their faces looked quite normal.

Looking at this state alone, the situation should not be very serious-

When Ning Jiaoyi was thinking like this, the attending doctor had already spoken: "We have done various examinations, and after the examination, we found that there is no problem with the patient's physical function, and the brain waves are normal, maybe the patient subconsciously does not want to wake up, and this needs external intervention to stimulate itβ€”β€”"

Speaking of this, the attending doctor looked at Ning Jiaoyi and asked, "This is the patient's wife, right?

Asked by the attending doctor, Ning Jiaoyi was immediately stunned.

During the time when Fu Dingsi was unconscious, she didn't seem to have spoken to him.

Although she would stand guard at the bedside, she was silent most of the time.

She guarded him out of guilt and worry, and when she sat in front of the hospital bed, she just hoped that he would wake up soon, but she never thought of "communicating" with him.

When the doctor said this, Ning Jiaoyi couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

She shook her head and said apologetically, "Maybe I'm too anxious to try to communicate with him yet." ”

"Maybe you can give it a try, you talk to him, he should be conscious, we often use this way in clinical practice to wake up patients who are subconsciously unwilling to wake up. The attending doctor smiled and said to Ning Jiaoyi, "Maybe he subconsciously feels that he will lose something when he wakes up, so he doesn't want to wake up, I don't know much about the situation between you, but I heard that he was injured for you, you should be very important to him, what you say, it must be useful." ”

"I'm not good at psychology, though, so maybe I can ask Eddie? ”

At this point, the attending doctor had already taken out his cell phone and called Dr. Eddie.

.........

Soon, Dr. Eddie was called.

Seeing Dr. Eddie again, Ning Jiaoyi couldn't help but think back to the conversation she had with him yesterday.

In front of Dr. Eddie, she seemed to be a transparent person with no secrets.

Ning Jiaoyi didn't dare to look at him, and lowered her head directly.

Dr. Eddie didn't target Ning.

After he came in, his attitude was very professional, and he communicated with Fu Dingsi's attending doctor for a few words.

The attending doctor explained Fu Dingsi's situation to Eddie, "He doesn't have any problems now, the wound is recovering well, and the brain waves are normal, and the reluctance to wake up may be subconsciously escaping, we have already communicated with his wife, and then I plan to let her try to wake up the patient." This process may require your help, which is something you are good at. ”

Dr. Eddie nodded, and readily agreed, "Leave it to me." ”

In fact, the reason why Fu Dingsi couldn't wake up, Dr. Eddie had already guessed some before.

Now the results of the examination are in, and he is basically confirmed by his thoughts.

Ning Jiaoyi's mind is no longer on Fu Dingsi now, and Fu Dingsi is very smart, he must have feelings.

Presumably, during the time when Fu Dingsi was unconscious, Ning Jiaoyi did not sit down seriously to talk to him.

Although he was unconscious, he was still conscious.

The human brain is truly amazing, and Eddie has exclaimed this more than once.

Dr. Eddie chatted with several other doctors for more than ten minutes before getting the results of Fu Dingsi's examination from the attending doctor.

The rest of the doctors left the task to Dr. Eddie.

Dr. Eddie looked at Fu Dingsi's test results for a while, and indeed found no problems.

Especially the blood routine, his stats look like a very healthy person.

It seems that the problem is indeed in the subconscious.

"Doctor, will my son wake up?" Ruan Xiangyu actually didn't believe the method that the attending doctor just said.

Ning Jiaoyi guarded Fu Dingsi every day during this time, how could Fu Dingsi not want to wake up?

After listening to Ruan Xiangyu's question, Dr. Eddie did not answer directly, but looked at Ning Jiaoyi.

Ruan Xiangyu didn't pay attention to Dr. Eddie's action.

It's just that he didn't speak, and Ruan Xiangyu was so flustered.

So, she chased after Dr. Eddie and asked, "You did Dingsi's previous hypnosis, right? Could his current coma have anything to do with the previous hypnosis?" I heard...... The sub-personality will still appear when he is heavily traumatized and stimulated, is it possible that he will be ......"

"No, you can rest assured of that. Before Ruan Xiangyu could finish asking a question, Eddie had already given her answer: "Unless there is a miracle, the sub-personality will not come back." ”

Ruan Xiangyu: "......"

She is too familiar with this, when Fu Dingsi did hypnosis after the car accident, the doctor also told her so.

At the time, she believed it, but what happened ......?

Now hearing such words again, Ruan Xiangyu has no way to believe it.

"Last time...... When he first did hypnosis, the doctor assured us so. Ruan Xiangyu told Dr. Eddie about the previous situation, "but in the end, the main personality came back......

"That's different. Dr. Eddie glanced at Fu Dingsi on the hospital bed, "He was able to come back because the parapersonality disappeared voluntarily." ”

Ruan Xiangyu was stunned for a moment: "...... What do you say?"

She really didn't know about it.

Not only Ruan Xiangyu, Fu Cheng was also surprised when he heard this.

...... disappear voluntarily?

"Yes, he came to me for hypnosis in the first place, just to kill himself completely and return his body to the master's personality. "So it's not a miracle, because the parapersonality made that choice, and it seemed like a miracle." ”

"This situation is rare in clinical practice. This disease, you know, in general, every personality wants to be the true master of the body. ”

Ruan Xiangyu and Fu Cheng were speechless.

They know a little bit about the disease, and Dr. Eddie has mentioned these conditions by previous doctors.

"So don't worry, the personality that disappeared voluntarily will not come back. Dr. Eddie repeated the conclusion.

"Good...... Thank you, I can rest assured now. Ruan Xiangyu breathed a sigh of relief.

Ruan Xiangyu breathed a sigh of relief, but Ning Jiaoyi's face was even more ugly.

Fu Qizheng stood aside, witnessing the change in Ning Jiaoyi's expression, and sighed silently.

At this time, he no longer knew how to persuade Ning Jiaoyi.

The reality is that no amount of nice words are useless.

That person won't come back, just won't come back.

No matter how unwilling Ning Jiaoyi is to face it, she has to accept the reality.

Ruan Xiangyu was obviously very happy after listening to Dr. Eddie's assurance.

She walked up to Ning Jiaoyi and grabbed her wrist, "I'll take you to treat the knee wound first, and then you come back to talk to Dingsi, he must be very happy when he hears your voice." ”

Faced with Ruan Xiangyu's enthusiasm, Ning Jiaoyi didn't know how to respond.

She was in a bad mood herself, and she was even more uncomfortable being pulled by Ruan Xiangyu like this.

Fu Qizheng saw that Ning Jiaoyi was uncomfortable, so he immediately stood up to relieve her.

Fu Qizheng smiled and said to Ruan Xiangyu: "I'll take her there, you and your second uncle will accompany Dingsi here first, your body is just a little better, don't be too tired." ”

Ruan Xiangyu trusted Fu Qizheng very much, and nodded after listening to his words, "It's okay, then it's hard for you, Qizheng." By the way, you must let the doctor take care of it, I think her wound is very serious. ”

Ruan Xiangyu felt pain when she looked at the injury on Ning Jiaoyi's knee, for fear that something would happen to her.

Fu Qizheng nodded in response: "Don't worry, definitely." ”

After speaking, Fu Qizheng took Ning Jiaoyi and left the ward.

.........

On the way out of the ward to the trauma treatment emergency room, Ning Jiaoyi kept her head down and did not speak all the way.

Fu Qizheng didn't open his mouth to persuade her this time, and quietly took her to the emergency room.

The doctor in the emergency room also knew Fu Qizheng, Fu Qizheng briefly explained Ning Jiaoyi's situation, the doctor gave her an examination, and then began to disinfect the wound and apply medicine.

This process was very painful, but Ning Jiaoyi didn't react at all, she didn't seem to feel pain at all.

The doctor had already prepared her for pain, but he didn't expect her to behave so calmly.

The doctors admired her a little.

After treating Ning Jiaoyi's wound, the doctor smiled and said, "This lady is very powerful, she didn't say a word in such pain, I haven't seen such a powerful patient for a long time." ”

Ning Jiaoyi heard the doctor praise her like this, she reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth, and said "thank you" out of politeness.

After that, Ning Jiaoyi left the emergency room with Fu Qizheng.

After coming out of the emergency room, Fu Qizheng patted Ning Jiaoyi on the shoulder and said, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, some things must be accepted slowly." ”

"He goes to want you to be happy, and you have to always remember that. Fu Qizheng reminded her gently.

In a word, let Ning Jiaoyi be empowered.

Yes, that person left to make her happy.

But now she is living in a mess, which is tantamount to living up to his sincerity.

She really can't go on like this, Fu Qizheng is right, she has to learn to face reality.

Cherish the people in front of you and slowly accept the reality.

Ning Jiaoyi took a deep breath, she looked at Fu Qizheng, "Thank you, Mr. Fu." ”

Fu Qizheng smiled and shook his head, "Don't be so polite to me, I thought we were good friends." ”

"Yes, of course. Ning Jiaoyi nodded vigorously.

Fu Qizheng said: "It's good that you can think like this, no matter what happens, don't be disappointed in human nature." Someone fails you, and someone treats you well. Luo Xiang and I will always be on your side. ”

Fu Qizheng didn't directly mention Jialing, but Ning Jiaoyi understood what he meant very smartly.

She still feels uncomfortable when she thinks of Jialing, but maybe because there are more uncomfortable things waiting for her now, she is a lot calmer.

.........

After bandaging the wound, Fu Qizheng sent Ning Jiaoyi back to the ward.

Fu Qizheng still had work to do, so he left first after sending Ning Jiaoyi over.

Dr. Eddie was still in the room.

After Ning Jiaoyi returned, Dr. Eddie and Ning Jiaoyi glanced at each other, and then said, "The two elders should go back and rest first, and let her talk to the patient alone, so that the effect may be better." ”

Ruan Xiangyu listened to Dr. Eddie's words very much, and as soon as he said this, Ruan Xiangyu immediately followed Fu Cheng back to his hospital room.

After Ruan Xiangyu and Fu Cheng left, Dr. Eddie said to Ning Jiaoyi: "You talk to him, come to the office if you have any questions." I won't bother you. ”

With that, he left.

**

Ning Jiaoyi pursed her lips and walked to the hospital bed and sat down.

She looked at the sleeping man on the hospital bed, and was in a trance for a while.

It seems like...... After he fell unconscious, she really never sat alone on the edge of the hospital bed with him.

She also kept watch overnight when she was in the famous city, but Bai Xiao would be there at that time, and Ruan Xiangyu and Fu Cheng would also be there.

The same is true when you come to New York, there is always a third person in the ward, and they have little time to be alone.

However, before Dr. Eddie had just spoken, Ning Jiaoyi was not aware of this.

"I'm sorry. Ning Jiaoyi looked at Fu Dingsi in front of her and moved her lips slightly.

Her three words were so low that she couldn't hear them at all if she didn't get closer.

She couldn't tell who these three words were meant for.

Is it the one who disappeared to fulfill her, or is it the one who was seriously injured in order to save her?

Ning Jiaoyi looked down and saw his palm.

Fu Dingsi's hands are very good-looking, his palms are very large, the fingers are very long, not thin, but the joints are obvious, and they are typical of the kind of hands that are very manly.

After being in a coma for more than half a month, his complexion was much whiter.

Ning Jiaoyi remembered that when they were in love, she also teased his skin color,

Fu Dingsi's skin is very white, not only white but also tender.

When they first got together, Ning Jiaoyi often teased him for having the potential to be a little white face.

Fu Dingsi didn't like his white skin very much, and then he began to bask in the sun recklessly, and he did tan a lot.

In his words, it's healthier to be darker.

But he himself is white, and he will go back white if he doesn't dry it every few days.

For example, nowβ€”

Ning Jiaoyi gently squeezed his hand and clasped his fingers.

There was no warmth in his palms, even coolness.

Such a temperature made Ning Jiaoyi a little uncomfortable.

She lowered her head and kissed him softly on the back of his hand.

"Fu Dingsi, wake up quickly. After the kiss, Ning Jiaoyi raised her head and looked at his face, "Are you going to make me so sad every day?"

"I have a lot of things I want to tell you, if you don't wake up, how can I tell you......" Ning Jiaoyi sniffed, "Wake up quickly, I've been waiting for you." ”

"Fu Dingsi, I miss you very much, really. ”

When she said this, Ning Jiaoyi still shed tears uncontrollably.

A tear of her just dropped on the back of Fu Dingsi's hand.

Once you start crying, it's like opening a floodgate, and you can't stop crying.

There was no one else in the ward, and Ning Jiaoyi cried louder and louder.