It's just that I really feel very lucky, in my life, in this fate of my displacement, I really feel very happy, and it is a great honor for me. Yeah！

In the next week, I began to fill out all kinds of forms very nervously, and I had to prepare some documents for studying abroad immediately, which was very accurate for me, because I had to complete it within this time, and I would say that this is still a lot.

It wasn't until after the contract was completed and all the formalities were completed that I made a phone call to Han Liu.

In fact, for me, I don't know what to say to Han Liu, will I say goodbye if I break up? Maybe there may be very little time to meet again in this life, and the simple and very pure love of sending time, maybe these things have always become a reason why I think I have happiness that I have been thinking about for so many years.

But now many things have already changed, everyone is no longer waiting for you in the same place in life, this is a false proposition, people will not grow, they will continue to continue, and they will continue to move forward in the torrent of your destiny.

And there is no way for me and him to go back to the original situation, and there are thousands of mountains and rivers between me and him.

Well, in this process, both of us have exhausted our strength and want to return to each other's eyes, but in this fateful occasion, we are completely helpless and powerless in this action.

Yes, what about us in the long river of fate? We can't directly row the peace of the other party, and our other shore is getting farther and farther away, with a kind of distance between the ends of the world.

I asked him, "How is Qianqian's condition now?"

He said: "Qianqian's state has recovered a lot during this time, because it is only in a stage of examination, so there is no distance of progress yet, I hope that I am still in a slow adjustment of a thing, and now through the use of some imported drugs, the condition is slowly controlled, and I have been by my side, and I have also discouraged, and now the whole state is slowly recovering a little bit." ”

I was silent for a long, long time, and I heard my voice much later: "Because we have an event in the department that is an exchange student event, and it just so happens that I am going to be assigned to the English side to the College of Arts and Sciences, and I just happened to be notified once, and I think this is an opportunity. ”

He said: "This liberal arts college is actually very good, and it is more advantageous for you to study liberal arts, and one of their historical precipitation has a history of hundreds of years, I think if you have a better chance to get in, why not go in, and if you can get a master's degree in this way, whether you come back or not, or insist on staying there, this is a good foundation stone for your life." ”

I don't know what I'm waiting for, if he tells me that you don't have to go anymore, you can stay, then I will really stay without hesitation, I have been waiting for this sentence for a lifetime, I seem to have been waiting for this sentence to come, I have been waiting for this sentence for so long.

I was silently thinking in my heart, my brother, you tell me, as long as you say don't leave, I will definitely stay.

But I really don't know whether to dissuade, whether to ask, I'm not afraid of getting an answer that shouldn't be obtained, I know that we love each other, but there are too many things to cooperate with, with too much morality, with too much guilt, with too many wounds that can't be unjust.

Then one day something happened, I happened to be not at school, and I just didn't go to read the news, which was told to me by a female classmate in our dormitory on the second day, because they happened to be from another school, so he asked me.

"Have you seen today's news, it seems that you are not the Qianqian next door to the school, and it seems that you are a fellow countryman who came from the provincial capital with you?"

I didn't know the meaning of these words, I tightened, "Tell me what happened, can you be specific, yes, Qianqian is our fellow countryman, what happened to a classmate in the same university as us?"

"Oh, hey, it's still your fellow countryman, let me tell you, now there has been a lot of news breaking out on the school campus network, and it is said that Qianqian's life is very erosive, and she has made a lot of boyfriends, and I don't know which boyfriend is which boyfriend I heard because of this, and she is sick, and now the school is preparing to expel her."

"Later, someone specially pasted this photo out, and you know? I didn't expect this thing to be really excessive, I never thought that such an innocent girl, and actually searched out all the things of others, completely none of these privacy little by little, any hidden from elementary school and kindergarten, junior high school, high school, those information are said, and what kind of extracurricular tutoring has been participated, what kind of entertainment activities, all searched out. ”

"Eldest sister, look at your fellow countryman, you see that something like this has happened!"

I only had one thought at the time, who was going to stab this news directly on the Internet, if such news, such a thing can cause great psychological damage to a girl, not only that, but if it is really like this, it can really push Qianqian to a dead end.

I asked, "Where are these posts now? Who is running the server now, is this stuff up to them?"

"I'm telling you, once these things are released, they will be deleted in less than an hour, but do you know, how terrible this reprint function is, even if you delete it, but many people already know it, and because of the personal privacy involved in this thing, and I think it's quite pitiful, anyway, I think, since you also have a terminal illness, and although it's not very glorious, but, you can't be scared to death at this time, as if the whole world knows this answer, so how will this girl hold her head up in the future, it's really pitiful？”

I was in a panic, I quickly cried and cried, I hurriedly asked my classmates not to publicize this matter to the outside world again, the way I cried may have startled them, and they nodded.

I hurriedly called Han Liu and told him what was going on now, when I was about to make a call, but at this time, my phone suddenly rang.

It turned out that Ouyang Feifei called me again.

She asked me triumphantly: "What's wrong with the eldest sister? Are you very happy now? And I gave you this gift, you should be very happy, and I congratulate you very much, I hope you will succeed in your studies, I hope you can soar in the future!"

But I'm very angry now, I didn't expect this thing to be Ouyang Feifei's ghost behind the scenes, it was definitely what she did, only she had such a vicious heart to do this, I was trembling with anger now, and I yelled loudly into the phone.

"Are you a devil or not, do you have a conscience? Is your heart black? Why do you want to put this thing on the Internet? You know how much harm this is to a girl, and you force her to go to the stone road ridge again!"

"Let me tell you that if he commits suicide again at this time, maybe this matter will definitely be easy to solve, if you must have the courage to break the cauldron at this time, think about it, if Qianqian really commits suicide and dies this time, then there will be no scruples between you and Han Liu, there is no one who is very bad between you, isn't it a great gift I gave you? You can fly around completely, you can live whatever you want, and you don't have to worry about anyone interfering in your world!"

Ouyang Feifei's tone was very relaxed, and she said every word with a look of nonchalance, and it seemed that the world was turned around by her, and she still said with a triumphant expression.

"I tell you, who made her betray me, this thing is unforgivable, in this world no one is allowed to betray me, then the person who betrays me will be punished, this is inevitable!"

I gritted my teeth and yelled, "What is betrayal?" ”

She said: "I tell you, when I gave her all your photos, she promised me that she would never betray me because of anything anyway, and now I tell you, if she didn't do this, then the end is like this, don't let this matter become aggrieved and pitiful, this is a final result that she should bear, I am very happy to see this thing, in fact, whoever betrays me, who will not die well!"

"Ouyang Feifei, you are really a devil, have you done so many things that hurt the heavens and reason, you are just a giveaway, are you really not afraid of thunder and thunder!"

"Hahaha, what is the thunder of the sky?" she laughed happily as she spoke, her voice still like a little kingfisher.

"Let me tell you that I am more afraid of anything than me, what am I afraid of, I am rich and powerful, my family has been fed, I can live for three lifetimes, tell you, I think you must not underestimate one of my energy, never betray me again, don't go against me, otherwise your end will be more painful, I promise that the gift I will give you will be more powerful, I guarantee that you will be punished more than Qianqian!"

After saying that, she hung up the plan, and with no hesitation at all, I was still in the office with this mobile phone in my hand, and I was trembling all over my body now?

I finally understand now, how terrible this devil is in this world, when I was a child, I thought the biggest devil came from Disney's witch who gave Snow White red roses, and now in these three years, I thought the biggest devil was Ye Jingbei, but I now know that the real devil is actually Ouyang Feifei who has been lurking in the dark!

The reason why she has to make me so embarrassed, why does she have to make me so unable to do anything, why do she force me into a corner again and again? I know, I finally understand, because I know the relationship between me and this Ye Jingbei, and I also know that Qianqian has helped her do these things, so now for such a reason, compared to Ouyang Feifei, who holds such a power, now she wants to force Qianqian to a road of death!

I just realized that her energy was so terrifying, even more terrifying than I imagined, like a 12-level tsunami overwhelmingly, and Qianqian and I finally had no way to resist the power before this storm hit, can we just go with the flow?

I finally understood why Ye Jingbei hated Ouyang Feifei so much, why he had never seen her so much, it had already penetrated her heart was black, and she always had a dagger in her heart.

Yes, no matter how beautiful this beauty looks, this one is with venom, is such a person really why is still alive in this world, is this the unfairness of this society?

After I hung up the phone, I ran directly to find Qianqian, I didn't care, I was in tears, and I ran over quickly. In fact, I know that this Qianqian has undergone an operation to temporarily withdraw from school, and I sent her a text message, I typed a word, I really don't know how to say it, I deleted and changed, changed and deleted, and finally I couldn't control it, I finally didn't know how to express it, I could only use a very decent language to express my admiration for her.

"Qianqian, if you want, I hope we will be best friends for the rest of our lives, I will be your best classmate, you have always been the best classmate in my mind, I have been chasing you. ”

But Qianqian didn't reply to any of my WeChat, I sent a few more, but still didn't reply, and this Han Liu's mobile phone also received a message message, I feel that my world is too gloomy, I squatted under this corner, I really howled and cried again, this time scene by scene reversal, I feel like a pawn crossing the river on the chessboard, I can't control this fate, I have always been controlled by this fate.

Later, I finally told Lisa about it, because this matter was so serious that I had to remind Lisa that I had to pay great attention to the current situation now, because for Ouyang Qianqian, anything could happen to such a woman.

"Lisa, you hurry up and tell your father, this woman really can't cooperate, and if it hurts any of her interests, this person will definitely make any confrontational action, and this person is completely reckless of cost and means, without any moral sensitivity, and must pay attention to the consequences of this one thing when the time comes. ”

Lisa is actually very ugly and sad about this matter, and she also has her own personal thoughts about this matter.

"Really, eldest sister, I've never seen such a ruthless woman, I've read romance scripts, I've watched so many palace fighting dramas, I've long seen it well, this woman really happened in the palace fighting market, it's simply easy to get water, so that after the woman met him, he was carrying a bottle of poison, I didn't expect such a poisonous thing to happen, but what, he will happen to you now, don't stay here quickly, you must leave before controlling the situation now, don't have any positive entanglement with her, being entangled by him is really like seaweed entangled in your feet, will definitely pull you into this whirlpool. ”

Actually, I really feel very scared, I'm very uneasy, fortunately, these things are arranged quite smoothly, I think if this Ouyang Feifei has some kind of surgery to stop me from going abroad, it must be possible, but I can only fight for luck now, I hope these things can be raised high.

I have insomnia every night because of this incident, and I am counting this clock every day when I will be able to go abroad immediately, I feel dizzy every day because of these things, I am very rare to maintain my calm mood, my spirit hurry to go to class.

Lisa really had a kind of hatred for iron, and scolded me bitterly.

"Eldest sister, let me tell you that Ouyang Feifei can't stop this matter, now this opportunity is not given to you by her, it is given to you by my side, even if she has the ability to go to the sky, what if my father has no ability at all? I tell you that now as soon as possible, within the scope of my father's control, you must go abroad as soon as possible, and the most important thing is that you haven't done any kind of bad things, what are you afraid of? What kind of insomnia do you have, you can eat and drink well and go abroad as soon as possible!"

But I really can't answer her, there are really a lot of things, and I don't dare to tell Lisa a many secrets, because I feel that I will cause a lot of invisible pressure in the process, and this pressure makes me lose sleep every day, every day I can't breathe, and I feel like I'm suffocating.

In these busy days, I occasionally think of Ye Jingbei, to be honest, because of such a thing, I really have a thousand knots in this invisible net as the sentence said.

Ye Jingbei has a lot of things hidden in his heart, and I really understand why whenever I wake up in the middle of the night in the dead of night, I look at him always looking at the ceiling with big eyes, maybe he also has a dilemma that he can't get out of.

I would be really sad if his predicament was because of me, but I did know an answer, and I couldn't do anything about it, I couldn't control it.

I finally know how difficult it is for Ye Jingbei to play in this process, no wonder he said that he will never be happy after getting married.