I was just looking at him from afar, he was very close to me, but I felt like I was at the end of the world.

His brow furrowed tightly, obviously because he felt deeply in the mood of what I said just now, and in his heart, you should think that my remarks may be too hypocritical, and it is completely a kind of boasting.

In fact, he should know very well in his heart that I care about him so much, I should care about him very much, and follow Ouyang Lili's relationship.

Because I'm really worried, it's that I really don't have a sense of security, because too many people regard the two of them as a very perfect pair, and I just accidentally met a Prince Charming again, then I may always worry that this so-called Prince Charming will not directly like my freshness at all, and such freshness can't support it for a long time.

So, I said very clearly, or I may have predicted my future, and I didn't have any connection with him, so I often spoke with a very pessimistic mood.

"I'm sorry, in fact, you may have thought too much, no matter if your company goes to this speech contest, no matter who you invite to participate in one of your partners, this thing really doesn't have much to do with me, and that's how our relationship is going anyway. ”

He seemed to be stunned by my words, sometimes the words between people do not reach the level of fluency, this is a rush of words.

So after a few seconds, he looked at me with a cold smile.

"Actually, I already knew why you kept looking at me in this way, and I should have understood what you were thinking, because I didn't care at all, huh. ”

Really, I swear, I feel very uncomfortable with such a goal for him, and I really feel that because of this situation, I think that if a man loves a woman, he should not use such weird language.

So I was anxious too, and I blurted it out.

"I'm telling you, I don't care what you think, I don't have anything to do with you, I'm such a person, you love to match or not, I don't care about it, I won't change my mind because of anyone. ”

He looked at the sky for a moment, and then said it in a language that was very nonchalant and even very affirmative.

"Since this is the case, then the two of us have never cared about each other at all, and there is no other person to change something, and there is no space for each other, such a relationship is too confident, if this is the case, we will break up sooner or later, wouldn't it be better?"

When he proposed the word "two breakups", my heart was completely broken.

Yes, I don't seem to hear what the other party says clearly, what I still hear is just an illusory piece of wood, we have had conflicts and awkwardness over some small things before, and we can even stop talking for a few days, but I never thought that one day he would tell me the word breakup.

This is really important to me, and the word breakup means that we have reached a dead end.

I clenched my teeth, and I clenched my pain.

I don't want my teeth to make a loud noise, how do I show a cynicism now, show a state of indifference, in fact, I used to think that he is my whole life is my brightest starry sky, but now I don't get this bright starry sky, and this is just the starry sky has quietly come to an end.

That's right, I lost the whole starry sky.

My self-esteem and one of my last experiences, in that moment I completely exploded. No. Hmm.

I heard my own voice sad and sharp.

"That's good, since that's the case, even if that's the case, we simply break up with a long pain rather than a short pain, and we don't have too much involvement, and we forget about each other. ”

After hearing this, his face turned pale, and without saying a word, he turned around and left, and without hesitation, he strode towards the small alley. I watched him fade away, I trembled so hard that I could barely stand still, and I reached out and grabbed the pole to keep my body from slipping.

In fact, many things I dream of your snowy sky.

In that dream, with a kind of indifference, with no room for negotiation, he turned away from us forever, and I seemed to be unable to find my sky back, and my world was closed because of him.

In fact, no one knows, I used to cry for him again and again, and often woke up crying in the middle of the night.

I really have too much self-esteem, this should be considered very cowardly, I really don't have the courage, I don't have the strength to chase, follow his pace and pull his sleeve, tell him not to go, tell him that I love him so much.

Many years later, I suddenly discovered that there is such a type of person, he will suddenly and inadvertently break in your life journey, and it is only a short distance to accompany you in the future, but it will cause you time to cause earth-shaking changes.

Well, if you want to forget this part of the trip, then you will definitely have to forget it for the rest of your life.

I took the bus alone and went back to school, because this place is relatively remote from our school, and I walked slowly after getting off the bus, walking very tired and tired, which made me feel a little sluggish.

From the moment I stepped on the bus until now, I was thinking about the relationship between me and Han Liu, I was thinking about the kind of beauty that happened to me, and I was avoiding his name all the time in those days, but it was actually just a manifestation of me and cowardice.

Well, Han Liu has actually taken root and sprouted into a towering tree in my mind, and it may never be transplanted. Well.

At this time, I was deliberately thinking that he was already deep in my heart, and I had hidden too many of these beautiful things, as if I was hiding, and the password set on it allowed anyone to enter.

In my busy time, in my idle days, I really rarely miss him, because it's not that I don't want to, but I don't dare to touch this layer in such a move.

When I returned to the back gate of the school, the time for the school meal had already passed, and I walked to the cafeteria at the west school gate step by step with the rabbit's stiff legs frozen by the heavy snow.

I ordered a spicy noodle with a beef bowl of noodles.

When the noodles were still served, I was holding a toothpick on the table, picking at some details on the table, and I didn't know how to pass this ordinary life.

I was thinking that I was really seriously thinking about where Han Liu would be, if he would really suddenly disappear without a trace? Could there really be some unacceptable pain, and some accidents would happen? And would it be possible to go alone to a place that none of us could find, this place must be a secret place that he rarely told others.

I actually feel this feeling deeply, I have actually lost my sadness, and I also know how frightening this feeling is for a person, when this kind of thing happens, I like or I like it, I will go to a place where I grew up, or that kind of nostalgic place, I will make myself like a turtle to shrink into his mouth to heal his wounds.

No one can comfort anyone, and no one can understand themselves, because there is no one who makes you feel the same experience, and being a person is really a very complicated and strange thing.

I remember when my parents were in a car accident, I was lying on this couch, I locked the door tightly, I didn't eat or drink, I didn't say a word, I just stared at the ceiling, I kept thinking about why my mother was so cruel to leave me, I was still in the cardamom years, how much I needed their love!

And this feeling made me feel even more a heart-rending pain, which tormented my tired soul.

If a person is in pain, he will generally be in pain, and he will shout loudly one day, but when a person is in pain once, he will not say a word, and then he will only wear it with a single expression, and he will not say anything, just stunned, sitting or staying in a corner and hugging a bear tightly.

That's how I survived, and I almost couldn't survive.

It occurred to me when this came to mind.

The boss has brought me a delicious spicy beef noodles, I already seem to feel something at this time, I can't go I have to go, I have to see this, I just sat up, immediately slapped a 20 yuan on the table, and rushed out without a head.

I know that I am now making a reasonable excuse for myself to find it, there has never been such a reasonable structure, this is the person his girlfriend asked me to find, so I will go to him now, it is not a reasonable thing.

I urgently hailed a taxi and took the high-speed train directly to the city I was going to, but luckily there was the last train in the evening.

Thankfully, I was finally able to get on the subway.

When I sat in the subway, I watched the lights outside the subway window flicker past my eyes.

I just think I'm bold now, I just feel like I'm going to have to do it, I'm not even sure if he's going to be there, but it's just a gut feeling on my part.

That's right, I now have such a Shangguan sword, and it is so reasonable enough, then I know why I am so happy, I don't know why he has left me for so long, I look at him with a nervous first love.

I even felt that he was attractive to me, for the same as the body, no matter how far he went, my gaze, my steps were always centered on him.

When I got off the subway, it was already 7:00 on the second day, and I immediately got into a taxi and told me the location.