I really wanted to burst into tears, and when he finally called my name, I covered my eyes with my fingers and burst into tears, and I couldn't say a word anymore.

I felt that my grievances came from the frenzy of the river, and I burst into tears at this time.

The second brother also slowly calmed down, while gently dissuading me, while gently consulting me about a location, and even the waiter next to me looked at me very strangely, maybe I really thought that there was such a hypocritical woman in this kind of society.

When I told him the address, the second brother immediately answered the question without hesitation.

"Don't be afraid of anything here, don't go anywhere, don't go away, I'll be here soon. ”

If the second brother knows these things, if the second brother really knows what I have experienced, then he will be very sad, he will be very sad, I am a treasure in his heart, I don't know what position I occupy in my heart now, but I think no matter what, he will definitely not treat me like this.

I am very powerful in my heart, even if I am abandoned in the darkness by this world without accident, he will wait for my return in the darkness.

I don't know how long it took, when my second brother suddenly appeared in front of me, I didn't know that I was the real reaction when I saw him, I didn't even know what I was talking about at that time, I only knew that I was incoherent, and the logical thinking of the language was completely unclear.

No, I should have caught his life, I threw myself into his arms, I was incoherent, I felt like I was floating on the beach, I found a lifebuoy, or I would have sunk to the bottom of the Pacific Ocean and never again.

I leaned into his arms and said something in a garbled out, and I even thought it was all for us, and I wept bitterly when this nightmare came.

Yes, this nightmare has finally awakened, I really dreamed of this, in this dream I saw a second brother, finally appeared in front of me like a prince charming, he must have come to save me, to save me, my soul that has been barren for thousands of years.

Yes, he finally appeared in my dreams, which is exactly the same thing that I have dreamed of a thousand times in the night.

When he appeared.

I must have been crazy, I must have had something terrible, I always thought how could it be like a dream, otherwise how could he come, and he took me by the hand, I felt warm and powerful, and he led me to the taxi.

I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and hand me a pack of tissues at the same time, and I finally howled uncontrollably at this time, and finally how my emotions were completely discovered at such a critical juncture.

Buried my face in the palm of my hand, I put it in my hand and cried lowly.

I know that I have always missed him, that he is my white moonlight that I can never reach, and no matter where I am, I will always have only a disappointment, and I pray that he will come back after me.

He finally took me to a room where I felt a little messy in all aspects of the book, but I didn't care why he took me to the sailor's room and asked me to wash my face, and I stood in the bathroom and looked at myself through the mirror.

My face was pale, like a ghost.

My eyes were red and swollen, red like a big red robe.

The whole hair is also unkempt, really like a wanderer.

But even if it's not like this, I already know very well that I am no longer the cold water moon of the year, and the innocence and persistence of the cold water moon of that year have long since left me.

I've become the person I can't even trust, and I can't even admit it.

Because I really don't know how to face myself, my heart is pounding, I'm constantly messing up, I can't find a point of thought, I'm like an ostrich in everything, I don't want to face it.

When I came out of the bathroom, my second brother was standing at the door, smoking a cigarette, looking at it with an anxious look.

"Leng Shui Yue told me what the hell happened?"

I was stunned for a moment, I really had never seen him like this, and in my mind he would always be like that.

But the moment I saw him, it was like we had just broken up yesterday, and he held my hand and never let it go, but it was only now that I found out that there was a poem that said, I stand in front of you, but we are far away from the end of the world, and our journey has been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Yes, he was so strange and so far away, almost another person I didn't know, and I was waiting for another person.

I sat on the couch.

Han Liu extinguished the cigarette, handed me a bottle of mineral water, and asked me affectionately again.

"What kind of sad things happened, can you tell me?"

My voice was like an ant, and when I looked up at it, my face was almost a sorrow, even a pitiful pleading.

"Second brother, please take me, I'll go, I want to leave here, I don't want to stay here, as long as someone takes me away, I can go anywhere, it doesn't matter, I really don't want to be here, can you help me?"

In fact, I know that my idea is simply unreasonable, such an idea is simply too difficult, in fact, I have always been very eager for the day when I really don't care about giving up everything, I will follow my second brother away from the world.

In fact, I finally understood that one day I would go to him, and he would take me away, so how could the dream come true?

Because the second brother is no longer my second brother, the second brother already belongs to another woman and that woman really belongs to him.

And I know that I have done a very humiliating thing, and if I do it again in the future, I really look down on myself, I even feel that I am too dirty.

But I really want to get out of here, as long as I don't stay here, I can fly away like an ostrich, I bury my head in the sand, I don't want anything, I will forget all this forever.

If the second brother shook his head with a pitiful attitude at this time, I think I would definitely be like that.

Ethereal and insignificant does not reach the end of the soul.

But he never expected that the second brother didn't have any consideration, and immediately nodded: "Let's go!"

After saying this, he put on a coat for me, and then tied a scarf for me seriously, and took my hand: "Follow me." ”

I really don't know where he will take me, in fact, I don't have any thinking ability, I just instinctively follow him, step by step, I will go wherever he goes, even if he goes to hell, I will not hesitate.

He took me to dinner, and then bought two train tickets, and we sat on the stools after we got on the bus, and the night was confused outside the window, in fact, I couldn't see anything anymore, just flickering and shaking, black and black.

I'm so tired, I can't hold it at all, I'm so tired.

The second brother stretched out his hand and took me into his arms again.

"Time is still a little while, obediently sleep for a while, I will wake you up when you get to the place, don't think about anything, everything will pass, and the sun will still rise tomorrow. ”

I really fell asleep, and although there were people in this train and the lights were bright, I really fell asleep.

I won't be afraid of anything, I can even be carefree, because I know that my second brother is by my side.

Yes, as long as he is by my side, even if the earth shakes, I will still be safe.

Later, when it was gray, my second brother woke me up, and we got out of the car and intercepted a taxi, and we came exactly the same as when I once came.

The morning smog is confusing, but it is a sign that yesterday and today will never be the same.

We came to the old building again, and it was interspersed in this little alley.

This is where I used to come with him.

It was the beginning of our best dreams, and I really felt like I was really dreaming.

Three years have passed, and we have already had too many advantages this year, but we didn't expect to return to the finish line again.

He's still with me, just not as a teenager.

I was really in a dream, and I was even relieved that it was a beautiful dream, with a chocolate flavor.

When the second brother pushed the door of this room open, the situation that had happened had not changed at all, as if we had left it back then.

The sunlight poured in from this window, with a touch of golden yellow, really like in a fairyland dream.

The second brother took my hand and gently stroked my hair.

"Well, I'll give you these lunches when I sleep a little longer, okay?"

I lay on the large couch and fell asleep.

I slept for a long time, as if I hadn't had such a peaceful sleep for a long time, and I slept soundly and soundly without distraction.

By the time I woke up, my neck was crooked, and I looked out the window at the sunset.

Maybe it's heavy, maybe it's not, but why I'm here, that's when I feel my whole spirit return to reality.

I suddenly pushed open the door of the room like a dream, and I cautiously saw that my second brother was sitting on this sofa, holding an iPad, constantly browsing information.

The setting sun drew a golden outline on his body, so distant, so fresh and suddenly like a dream, and I found that every one of his sadness was so full and profound in my dream.

It was as if it had never left me.

My heart sank, and I suddenly thought about why I ran away from school yesterday, and even if I am an ostrich, I can't forget the disaster that broke out yesterday.

A sense of humiliation came over the sea.

He must know that he must be reading yesterday's news, how do I deal with it?