The female classmate hesitated for a moment, and was considering the truth of what I said, after all, there are too many things from those liars in these years, and they can't get out.

But if this kind of liar really asks for two dollars, it shouldn't be too much, and finally he handed me two banknotes, and after looking at me, he looked very puzzled, and took his boyfriend and left.

I went to the side and exchanged two coins, and then threw the coins into the phone, and I was neck slammed by number, but I only dialed four numbers, and I hung up the phone.

I don't have the ability, I'm so shameless, why would I give Han Liu a call?

My whole body trembled, I really remembered Han Liu's name, I felt like a pile of mud that couldn't hold up the wall, and I could fall into the street at any time and place.

If that's the case, I'm really being trampled on the ground by others and despised by others, and I'm no longer qualified to see Han Liu.

I figured it would be better if I ran right down the street and let the car kill me.

But I didn't, because I dialed another private phone number, which was Ye Jingbei's mobile phone number, and I really never took the initiative to call him.

Although I was forced to remember this number very well for a long time, after I finished communicating, he didn't have time to answer the long beep sound on the other end of the phone.

I waited a long time, he wouldn't answer my phone again, and I finally despaired.

The two most important men in my life have been abandoned, and I haven't answered my calls, so where else can I go? I've reached the end of the earth.

Yes, this is the end of my life, I have no way to go, if I go any further, it will be a deep cliff under the rolling waters, and anything can end.

But I didn't, I just kept walking along this road very lonely, I was rambling, we had a goal, I only walked in the direction of the continent, I walked all the way, crossed the streets and passed the red lights.

I don't even know which direction I'm in.

I arrived at a park in an open city, and from time to time some people who were exercising at night were passing by, and it didn't seem particularly deserted, and I suddenly saw the place where the story was, and on top of the wooden stool, there was a homeless man picking up the scraps that had been recovered.

There were a lot of drinking bottles of mineral water spilled on the ground, and these large and small bottles were stomped on the ground with one foot, deflated, and then put into the mouth of a plastic bag.

I looked silly there.

He may have sensed that I was standing next to me, and he suddenly showed me a big yellow tooth, and his face was very dirty, black, with a very obvious kind of dirt, and his hair was in a lump of hair, as if it had not been washed in years.

His smile was pure, without any trace of that pure intellect.

It was with this smile that I realized that he was actually a madman, or at least a mentally retarded person.

When I think of the terrible consequences that my only rational mind tells me that such a purpose, especially in the dead of night, must do some terrible things.

I screamed loudly, covered my ears and ran away.

I kept running, running non-stop, using all my life force, and I was afraid of who that madman was coming for, and might take those rusty daggers and cut my throat.

After I ran a few hundred meters, panting in front of this shop window, I was suddenly horrified to find that the shadow in the window was so lonely, so helpless, so much panic and so much fear.

What is the difference between my appearance and that princess? My unkempt face turned pale, and my frightened eyes really looked like a rabbit in a trap.

I was driven crazy too.

I looked back at the madman who didn't come for the water, I breathed a long sigh of relief, and walked slowly along the sidewalk in a trance, I really had nowhere to go, I really didn't have a home, I didn't have a father, I didn't have a mother, I couldn't even go back to school, I didn't even know where to go, I didn't have a penny on me, I didn't even have a chance to go to an Internet café.

Dead.

One by one, the street lights slowly went out, leaving only the basic lighting that was provided.

I realized that I ran out without even eating lunch and dinner alone, and I saw a 24-hour KFC next to me, which was even more acute, I was uncomfortable, I was so cold and hungry, I was really like the little girl with wheat matches in Grimm's fairy tale on the street.

Push open the door and let the heating shine on me, so that my whole body can find a warmth to survive.

Luckily, there's a place where I can do it.

I walked straight to the very wall inside, where I had no strength left, and I sat there without any room to move.

I don't even look at me with a lonely look from the salespeople.

It's really warm and warm here, I'm really the little girl with the match, I drew a circle and suddenly I found that I had arrived in a paradise.

Many years ago, I remembered Han Liu and I, that is, in this winter afternoon, we were also sitting next to a window of this KFC, and we were happily eating spicy chicken leg burgers.

I remember when he folded a paper crane for me, I don't know why I worked hard for a long time, I put that paper crane in my clothes by magic, and it has been one of the most important things for me for so many years.

This little secret is enough to make me happy and happy for many years, and for a long, long time, when I will open my music box and put this little paper crane in the palm of my hand, I will have that source of happiness in my heart.

Sweet and sour.

Meticulously linked.

Recalling the time when we were young, the young man did not know the taste of sorrow, and it was only a short three years, in which he was already unbearable, and thousands of sails had passed over the mountains.

Suddenly look back.

The youngsters in fresh clothes and angry horses have long been mottled with tears, carrying their bags, waving goodbye to the streets at the crossroads.

At midnight.

At this most helpless moment, because of this longing for Han Liu, it has supported my trust in survival, and it has also stimulated my confidence in the future.

Yes, I have never missed him so much, never, because in the past three years, I will ruthlessly stifle my crazy thoughts when I basically fall out of love.

But tonight I let the thoughts spread like a tide, and let them grow like weeds.

If Han Liu knew these things, if he knew, he would definitely not let you suffer like this, if he really knew!

I don't know, I think a lot of these things are just a kind of self-deception, what else do I have? I don't have anything, I don't even have morality, even this self-esteem is thrown out in the sun.

I can't live anymore, and I've persevered to this day, but I'm still fantasizing about deceiving myself.

If Han Liu knew these things, would he step on the colorful clouds and save me like a supreme treasure.

But I don't know why, I firmly believe that even if the whole world has abandoned me and drawn a line against me, I believe that Han Liu will not be like this, because I believe in him.

I even knew that I shouldn't have such a pitiful idea of making up nonsense, I knew that I was so hungry that I couldn't even convince myself, and it was really pitiful and sad to deceive myself like this.

But what's the use?

Because what was left of me but the last straw that wasn't crushed against me?

Even the waiters probably looked at me as if they had encountered a ghost, or maybe I was really terminally ill, and I saw him holding a cup of hot water in front of me, and asked me after a while.

"I'm sorry for this friend, I see that your skin is very white, is there anything that can help you?"

I looked up at the waiter, and I was grateful, and I smiled at him as hard as I could, because I was so depressed that I should have made him feel that this was the place where I was supposed to be safe.

I prayed, "If you can give me access to the phone, I'd like to make a call." ”

The waiter was kind enough to hand me the phone.

My hands trembled as I pressed the phone number I had known all my life one key after another, and my hands trembled when I pressed the number.

When the phone rang, I didn't have the courage to say hello to the person on the other end of the phone.

He was on the other end of the phone and remembered gently, I just wanted to dodge at this time, I just wanted to hang up the phone.

"Hello, I'm Han Liu, who are you?"

I cried and couldn't speak, I had a stem in my throat, and I thought I must be crying, so he asked me a few more times, and asked several times.

I don't have any strength to answer this question.

Just as I was about to hang up the phone, suddenly Han Liu on the other end of the phone suddenly said with a very eager language.

"You're the Cold Water Moon, aren't you? Are you the Cold Water Moon? Are you the Cold Water Moon? Where are you?"

In front of his heart, I have completely surrendered these two words, all my fantasies, all my assumptions have become cloudless.

I finally couldn't hold it anymore, and I leaned on the table and began to cry.

For three years, he had never called me by such a name, and I was like a waiting three-life life.

Everything in the past was so fantastic to me that the thought of what had happened made me feel like I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

But I really don't have a face, why can I control myself, why do I call him again at the end of my most helpless and extreme world?

I finally understood one word: bone erosion!

He was a soul hidden deep inside me, and when it was peeled back, only his name remained.